Wrong love: the first is best not to meet

Chapter 220

"Gu Xicheng?" Her eyes were cold, she quietly stared at his maroon eyes behind the black-rimmed glasses.The interrogative sentence, the tone of the voice rose slightly, but the face was calm and expressionless, and the calmness made people feel uncertain.

Seeing Zhou Yining's body standing opposite him froze slightly, a smile appeared on her lips, she looked so cold, even with such a smile, it made people feel so alienated.Zhou Yi Ning suddenly thought of a sentence, the distance between me and me is the end of the world.

And Mo Xuan just smiled, "Gu Xicheng." She opened her red lips and called softly, her eyes were full of sadness, it was not a question, but an affirmative tone.A determined face.

Zhou Yining opened his mouth, "I..." He hadn't said it yet, but was interrupted by Mo Xuan, "Gu Xicheng, why did you lie to me? Why do you deceive me like this? Me. Heh, Zhou Yi Ning. Are you happy to see me being played by you?" All the sorrows and sorrows for so long are like a flood that has lost its gate, pouring down without end.She looked at him so desperately and sadly, her voice almost collapsed.

"Mo Xuan, listen to me..." Seeing her like this, Gu Xicheng's heart ached like Ling Chi, as if someone had held a knife and thrust it into his heart fiercely, then pulled it out again. out, and then in again.So repeatedly.It turned out that looking at her hurts the most. This pain is even more severe than listening to the cold reminder that she has turned off the phone in the hospital.

He stepped forward to hold her trembling shoulder, but was pushed away by Mo Xuan's palm.She opened her clear eyes wide and looked at him full of distrust and grief, "Listen to you? Listen to how you made up an identity and how painful it is to see me? Gu Xicheng, why do you ? If you want to go, you go far away, I almost forgot, I have a good life, why did you come back?"

Mo Xuan's voice was almost choked, there were too many words choked in her throat, why did you lie to me?You are obviously alive and well, why do you make me think you are dead?If you want to get rid of me, then why did you make up another identity and come here?

"Mo Xuan." Gu Xicheng took a step forward. "I did not mean it."

Not on purpose?
Mo Xuan laughed, and the tears of laughter kept streaming down her cheeks. After half a year, more than half a year, it turned out that she could shed tears again.She interrupted Gu Xicheng's words, feeling that her mind had become a mess, she couldn't figure it out, and kept cutting, "Didn't it be intentional? Then what would be the intentional one? Zhou Yining."

"My name is Zhou Yining. Xiao Han, you should know, don't you?" He stretched out his hand and firmly grasped Mo Xuan, as if the woman in front of him would disappear from his sight if he relaxed a little. "I'm Zhou Yining."

Xiao Han?Mo Xuan raised her eyes and stared into his chestnut eyes, "Xiao Han? You came to me because I was Xiao Han? If it wasn't because I was Xiao Han, wouldn't you come here again? Tell you, I am Mo Xuan , not Xiao Han. It will never be." My heart seemed to be blocked by something, and I couldn't breathe.She was so jealous of Xiao Han and herself.The self that I don't even know.The memory that I lost.

Seeing her appearance, Gu Xicheng was slightly stunned, and then said in a deep voice, "I will." It was a calm, powerful, firm voice without a trace of hesitation. "Even if you are not Xiao Han, I will come to you."

Because Xiaohan is the past, and you are the future I want to have, and you are the motivation for me to continue living.Even if you are not Xiao Han, it doesn't matter.

Hearing his firm tone, Mo Xuan was stunned, but soon laughed, the smile was so sad, it seemed that the clear sky would also be covered with haze because of this sad smile, "Now you know that I am, of course I would have said that. If you didn’t know, you wouldn’t have said that, right? In the end, what you want is Xiao Han, not me.” The current her who has been denied by others, is she any different from a substitute? ?So she couldn't accept it, couldn't accept the fact that she was Xiao Han.She didn't know how she should face Gu Xicheng's affirmation of Xiao Han and Mo Xuan's denial.

"Mo Xuan. Why don't you believe me?" Gu Xicheng looked at her and pursed the corners of his lips. The sadness and disappointment were so obvious that even if he wanted to whitewash it, he couldn't do it.Even the brows were stained with helplessness.

"Believe you? Believe that you are not Gu Xicheng, but a man who looks like Gu Xicheng? You said it yourself, Gu Xicheng is the man who looks like me." Her lips Always smiling, so sad and painful.When this smile fell into Gu Xicheng's eyes, he felt even more painful.

After inadvertently fabricating a lie, he can only complete that lie with more lies.Originally, he wanted to take her to the villa he prepared for her in Paris today, and ask her if she wanted to die like Nangong Jiyan said.If it is, it will be as she wishes, there will be no Gu Xicheng in this world, and then he will spend the rest of his life here alone.If not, he wants to let her be safe for the rest of her life, and accompany her to see the years are quiet and the water is flowing.

The woman under restraint stretched out her hands to break his hand, "Gu Xicheng, let me go." With a stubborn, stubborn look.His eyes were full of grief, full of grief.

Gu Xicheng quietly looked at the woman in front of him, staring at her face, with such a stubborn appearance, the hands holding her shoulders did not lose any strength, "Do you want me to die?" The sad tone, faintly With a glimmer of hope.Hope to hear her shake her head and say "no."

During those days in the hospital when he heard the cold voice reminding the phone to turn off, what he wanted to do the most was to walk up to Mo Xuan and ask her: "Do you want me to die?" After going back and forth in his heart for more than half a year, he finally spit it out from his mouth with uncontrollable sadness.

However, until now, when he finally said it, he found that he was so terrified. Looking at that petite and delicate face, his heart beat so fast, like a sentence he often used when he was a child, "like a rabbit in his chest" , The beating was so violent that he wondered if the heart would jump out of his chest at any time.

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