Wrong love: the first is best not to meet

Chapter 233

So, facing Gu Xicheng who came to look for Mo Xuan, what he said was: Mo Xuan doesn't love you anymore, why do you bother?She has no intention of knowing whether you are alive or not. In her heart, it would be better if you were dead.She doesn't want to know about you, but because she doesn't want to know that you are alive. In her eyes, you must die.

At that moment, when he saw the originally indifferent and calm man, his expression suddenly collapsed, his eyes were full of desolation.

But now, he looked at Mo Xuan who was sitting next to him, with a faint smile on his lips. Did that man still go to Mo Xuan even after he said such cruel words?After the storm, there will be a rainbow after all.There is nothing wrong with these words.

Seeing you happy is the greatest happiness for me.I have always thought this way, but why, at this moment, my heart is so sore that it hurts?

"That's not bad." He nodded with a chuckle, "By the way, I found a job, but it's in City F."

City F?Mo Xuan was stunned, "How did you go to such a far place?"

"My girlfriend wants to go there. She went for an interview yesterday. She goes to work the day after tomorrow." He smiled and nodded with satisfaction.When he said that, he watched Mo Xuan's face change from surprise to joy, and his heart suddenly sank in panic.

He understands her stubbornness, her unacceptability, like, no matter whether there is a better choice, he will not look back, he will always, only follow behind her, watching her back.Or, rather than saying that he understood her, it would be better to say that he understood himself.He and she are actually so similar.

For her, in this case, there is no need to have the last trace of guilt in her heart, right?From now on, she will walk happily with Gu Xicheng, without any guilt towards herself.Mo Xuan, I want you to live happily and peacefully.He just said quietly in his heart.

After getting out of the car, he led Mo Xuan to a small restaurant. Mo Xuan never liked to pay attention to ostentation, so when he was with her, he would always choose quiet and elegant small restaurants.When he walked into the restaurant, there was already a woman waiting there, with straight black hair hanging quietly on her chest, wearing a red bat shirt and denim shorts, she looked gentle and charming.

"This is the Mo Xuan I often tell you about." Ji Yan said with a light smile, while glancing at Mo Xuan, "This is my girlfriend, Zhou Xiaoxi."

The woman in front of me stood there gentle and quiet, with the corners of her lips raised beautifully, "I often hear Ji Yan talk about you. Just call me Xiaoxi." Even her voice was quiet and gentle.Mo Xuan smiled lightly, "Eh, I don't have a nickname, everyone calls me Mo Xuan." With a gloomy look on her face, Xiao Xi who was sitting across from her suddenly burst out laughing.

Although some people in the company have called me Xiao Mo in the past six months, but the girl in front of me looks younger than me, so I can't call myself Xiao Mo, right?It was the old man who called him Miss Xuan, but it could only be called by the elders.Even her parents only call her Mo Xuan on weekdays.There is really no way to tell people, just call me whatever.

Thinking of this, Mo Xuan became more and more entangled.

Looking at her appearance, Ji Yan's eyes softened a bit.He sat down beside Zhou Xiaoxi, turned his head slightly, and looked at Zhou Xiaoxi's clean side face, "What do you want to eat?" With a gentle appearance and a gentle and doting tone, Mo Xuan was in a trance, and the ensuing gratified.

After ordering food, the three of them chatted one after another.

Seeing Zhou Xiaoxi and Ji Yan's warm and intimate appearance together, Mo Xuan felt better for no reason, "In the future, you must remember to send me invitations when you get married." Zhou Xiaoxi suddenly lowered her head when she heard this. Involuntarily blushed.

On the other hand, Jiyan held Zhou Xiaoxi's hand calmly, and said with a smile, "Definitely." Qing had a good smile, looking satisfied.

Not intending to be a light bulb anymore, Mo Xuan ate in two or three bites, put down the bowl and chopsticks, looked at the man and woman opposite, and felt that they looked so well-matched. "I have something to do at noon, so I'll leave first." She said with a smile.

This time, Ji Yan on the opposite side didn't say anything about seeing her off, but just nodded, smiled and said: "Be careful on the road." His eyes looked at Zhou Xiaoxi next to him from time to time, with an affectionate look.

It wasn't until Mo Xuan's figure disappeared from sight that Zhou Xiaoxi came back to his senses, looked sideways at Ji Yan's sharp-edged face, and said in a low voice: "She is very beautiful. She looks like a doll." She is not tall , a baby face, big eyes, even in his 20s, he looks nothing more than a student.

Ji Yan was stunned, and a smile appeared on the corner of his lips, "Yes." With a gentle appearance, even the lines on his face softened.At the wedding with Gu Xicheng that year, she who never wore makeup, put on elegant makeup and slightly modified her original baby face. She looked a little mature, wearing a custom-made wedding dress flown in from France, with a happy look on her face.On that day, it is said that she was astonished by the guests present.

The girl next to her had an envious look on her face, "She is really happy." The envy on her face lingered for a long time after the sudden sentence.Ji Yan didn't ask her why she thought Mo Xuan was happy, but said with a light smile, "You will be happy too." In a rare gentle tone.

When Mo Xuan came out of the restaurant, she looked happy, and took out the MP3 from her big bag. She habitually adjusted her voice to the highest level, and sang along with the tone inside, "I want to send you the miss that never sets, Send a postcard representing love, I want to send you a love that never sets, and I will walk the world with my heart, you are the sunny day, you are..."

But suddenly bumped into a strong embrace. "I'm sorry, I'm sorry." Mo Xuan raised her head while speaking, and Xiao Yiyuan's quiet face appeared in her eyes.Startled, she took off the earphones, the corners of her lips raised beautifully, "Is that you?"

As Xiao Yiyuan watched her crash into his arms, he suddenly remembered that when he saw her for the first time many years ago, she was wearing a headset like this, shaking her head and singing, and crashed straight into his arms.He suddenly thought, if time goes back again, maybe he won't let her go easily.

"Where's Zhou Yinran? The baby must have been born, right?" Mo Xuan raised her head and said with a smile.Half a year ago, he seemed to be picking out the baby's supplies with Zhou Yinran. Now it's not time to give birth, it's about to give birth.

However, before she said the next sentence, "I will be the godmother of the child. Don't forget." Xiao Yiyuan's faint voice had already rushed into her ears, "Yin Ran is gone." Mo Xuan was stunned, left?Are you leaving?Or passed away?The brain can't understand it for a while, but it can't ask rashly.

On the contrary, Xiao Yiyuan saw her like this, and added again, "Liver cancer is at an advanced stage." Liver cancer has an insidious onset, and when it is discovered, it will usually be at an advanced stage, and the possibility of cure is also very low.

Mo Xuan was slightly stunned, then lowered her head, and said in an apologetic tone, "I'm sorry." Speaking of Zhou Yinran and the child like this, he must be sad, right?In the past six months, she avoided all the news related to Jiangcheng if she could.I didn't know that so much had happened in the past six months.

Seeing her like this, Xiao Yiyuan was taken aback for a moment, then shook his head, "You are not wrong, why bother to apologize." Mo Xuan raised her head, met his calm eyes, opened her mouth, but didn't know what to say something.

"Life and death are fate. What's more, not everyone is as lucky as Gu Xicheng." He pursed his lips and said lightly, with a faint sadness between his brows.Originally wanted to explain that Zhou Yinran was not pregnant, but she didn't say it after all.

Mo Xuan lowered her head and looked at the road under her feet. After a while, she said in a low voice, "I'm not very good at comforting people. But I think she won't regret being with you in the end." If it was In my last days, Gu Xicheng was always by my side, no matter what it was, I could face it bravely.

"I know." Seeing her appearance, Xiao Yiyuan only sighed in his heart, and said in a low voice. "It's you, how are you and Gu Xicheng?" Quiet eyebrows, calm tone.

Mo Xuan lowered her head a little, and said in a neither high nor low voice, "Eh, I'm remarried." These simple words fell into Xiao Yiyuan's ears like a thunderstorm.When he didn't want to let her go, he learned about Zhou Yinran's illness. After Zhou Yinran left, she and Gu Xicheng had remarried. It seemed that he and her would always pass by each other.Wrong shoulder again and again.

His eyes dimmed, and his originally thin face became more resolute. He tried his best to bend the corners of his lips, smiling indifferently, but his heart was bitter, "That's fine." No wonder, seeing her this time, her face It is happiness that cannot be hidden.fair enough.Whether he said this to Mo Xuan or to himself, even he didn't know very well.It is impossible for him to do such things as taking advantage of others and self-righteously destroying other people's marriages.What's more, they are still in love.

On the other hand, Mo Xuan suppressed the happiness on her face, with a look of emotion mixed with a deep sigh.Maybe he remembered those days before Gu Xicheng, right?Xiao Yiyuan thought lightly.

"Where are you going? I'll see you off." Xiao Yiyuan said in a deep voice, his tone was indifferent, a bit more tender than his ice-cold appearance in front of the company's employees, but in Mo Xuan's eyes, he was still cold and resolute.

She waved her hand and said with a smile: "No. I'll walk by myself." The corners of her lips raised slightly, with a proper arc, making Xiao Yiyuan feel dazed for a while.He pursed his lips, and looked at Mo Xuan quietly, "I'll see you off." The tone of his voice was light, but it was a tone and demeanor that made people have to obey.

Mo Xuan thought for a while, then nodded, "Then I will trouble you."

Sitting in the car, Mo Xuan was looking at the scenery outside the window, but Xiao Yiyuan's voice suddenly fell into her ears in a low voice, "When did you come back?" The tone was neither high nor low, neither light nor heavy, and was just right. .

"Not in two days." Mo Xuan turned her head, looked at the scenery ahead, and replied calmly.Resting her forehead with her hand, she looked sideways at Xiao Yiyuan who was sitting next to her, feeling full of sympathy in her heart.She had those days when she lost her beloved one. During those days in City A, she seemed to be living peacefully, peacefully, simply and happily.But only she knew that almost every night, she struggled to wake up from the nightmare, and the pillow cover was often wet with tears.Such a lonely and hopeless day.

Noticing that she was looking at him, Xiao Yiyuan didn't say anything, he just drove the car quietly, pursed his lips, that thin lips that looked very much like Gu Xicheng, his voice sounded quietly , "When will the wedding be held?"

wedding?Bored, Mo Xuan turned her head again, looking at the passing vehicles, "There will be no wedding. Remarriage is not something glorious." She said lightly, even though she said so, there was a trace of love on the corners of her lips. A faint smile.

Looking at her appearance, Xiao Yiyuan just thought quietly, in fact, it's not because of disgrace, but just because he wants to guard his little happiness.If a wedding is held, it will definitely attract attention in Jiangcheng again, and what she wants is a peaceful life.

Xiao Yiyuan did not continue the topic just now, but asked her in a low voice: "Where are you going?"

Mo Xuan was stunned for a while, and then replied: "Go to the supermarket and buy some vegetables." She looked thoughtful, but she was thinking about what to cook for Xicheng at night.It has only been half a year since his illness, and there are some things that he cannot eat yet.

After asking which supermarket, Xiao Yiyuan drove the car quietly without talking, and there was surprisingly no traffic jam along the way. It was not until the car stopped at the entrance of the supermarket that Mo Xuan came to her senses. She took off her seat belt, Turning to look at Xiao Yiyuan's calm face, "Thank you for sending me here."

After saying this, she opened the car door and walked out, but suddenly a tall figure covered her figure, and Xiao Yiyuan's deep voice fell into her ears together with the wind in late spring and early summer, "I will accompany you!" You." The faint voice, the simple four words, but the tone is unquestionable.Looking at his resolute face, Mo Xuan thought of Zhou Yinran, and thought that he was abnormal after losing Zhou Yinran, so she didn't say anything else.

The two walked quietly in the mall, picking vegetables and fruits.Xiao Yiyuan took the bag in her hand very considerately, with a skillful look, is he using this to commemorate the days when he was with Zhou Yinran?On weekdays, a person like him wouldn't go in and out of here to buy groceries, would he?Mo Xuan only thought that he missed Zhou Yinran, so she didn't say anything else.

A young couple not far away was also shopping for vegetables together. The woman said to the man beside her with a dissatisfied look, "I want you to come out and accompany me to buy something, but you refuse to do it. Now you still put your hands in your pockets, look at them." Her husband is so considerate. She doesn't let her mention anything. Why did I marry you in the first place?"

Although it was a distance away, such words fell into Mo Xuan's ears clearly. She blushed, and felt embarrassed in her heart. She glanced sideways, but the man next to her had the usual expression on her face. appearance.

I bought a lot of things in big and small bags, but Xiao Yiyuan took them all. When he walked out of the mall, he put the things in the back seat of the car and opened the door of the passenger seat, "I'll take you home. There are so many It’s not easy to mention things.”

Mo Xuan sighed in a low voice, and sat in without refusing, and only after Xiao Yiyuan got into the car did she whisper, "I'm sorry to trouble you."

"You're welcome." With a resolute side face and a gentle and calm tone.

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When Gu Xicheng came back from the company after work, he saw Mo Xuan busy in the kitchen, her petite figure, wearing an apron, seemed to make people feel warm for no reason.

He walked to the kitchen in a low voice and knocked on the kitchen door. When Mo Xuan turned around, he was leaning against the door with a faint smile on his lips, "Chef Mo, what are you having for dinner tonight?"

"Boiled river crab." Mo Xuan looked at her, and the corners of her lips curled up unconsciously, but she replied to him in an annoyed tone.Seeing the vivid expression on her face, Xi Cheng's smile became warmer and warmer. He took a step forward to take the spatula from her hand, but she gave her a hard look, "I'm busy!" It's been a long time. Don't take my credit, go aside."

"Okay." Seeing her contemptuous expression, Xicheng stepped back in compromise, and said with a smile, his voice warm.

"This is the last dish." Mo Xuan said with a smile, "Hurry up and get the bowl, what are you doing standing up? It's time for dinner." With a lively and beautiful face, her curly hair was tied into a ponytail, leaving it for the sea. The hairpin was clipped on, revealing a clean forehead, not enchanting, not very touching and beautiful, but clean enough to make one unable to take one's eyes away.

When Xicheng brought the rice bowl and the fried dishes to the table, Mo Xuan had already brought the last dish.Sitting down opposite Gu Xicheng, she picked up her chopsticks, "Hurry up and try my cooking."

Looking at Xicheng with anticipation, she tasted them one by one, but she didn't speak for a long time. She opened her eyes wide and looked anxious, "How is it?"

It wasn't until Gu Xicheng nodded and said with a smile, "Well. You should make it in the future. It's more delicious than mine." Then she laughed and looked at Gu Xicheng with a proud face, "That's , I'm Mo Xuan."

After eating, Gu Xicheng took the dishes to wash the dishes, and kissed Mo Xuan on the face, "Go take a bath. You smell like oily smoke all over your body." In a gentle tone, the corners of his lips hang lightly. Shallow smile, quiet beauty.

"That's feminine." The little woman in front of her looked dissatisfied, and turned her face to remind her.

"Okay. It's feminine." The elongated tone is self-evident.Mo Xuan smiled and pressed a kiss on his cheek, then turned around and ran to the bathroom.

Looking at her back, Xi Cheng showed a warm smile on his lips, turned around and entered the kitchen with bowls and plates.The afterglow of the setting sun fell on the window lattice, printing a faint warm halo on the man's face, and even the blue stubble on his jaw could be seen clearly.Warm and nice.

After tidying up everything, Mo Xuan was already curled up on the sofa in the living room watching TV, holding a big furry bear in her arms, resting her head on the bear's head.She seemed to feel insecure if she didn't hug something. When she fell asleep at night, if she wasn't hugging Xicheng, she would often pull the pillow and hug her, sometimes even hugging a big ball of quilt.Also because of this, the sleeping position is extremely bad.

Seeing Gu Xicheng come out, she wrinkled her nose, "Hey. You also smell of oily smoke. Go take a shower." While blinking at him, "After washing, come watch TV with me."

When Gu Xicheng walked into the bathroom, Mo Xuan's phone on the sofa vibrated suddenly, "Well, I won't go. I will go to City F with Xiaoxi tomorrow. Wish Xiaoqi a happy wedding for me." It was Ji Yan Reply to the message she just sent.The day after tomorrow is Xiaoqi's wedding, but he will officially go to work the day after tomorrow. When she thought of this, she couldn't help sending a message to ask.

Seeing such information, Mo Xuan felt that she could even see the beauty of Ji Yan and Zhou Xiaoxi together.It's really a good match.Thinking of this, she couldn't help laughing lowly.

The disc she loved to watch was still playing on the TV. The man stood under the waterfall and let the water splash on his face until his face, hair and clothes were splashed wet. The man's deep voice rang out. Get up, he said, I feel very sad, because I always thought that there should be two people standing here.

Gu Xicheng came over suddenly, glanced at the rushing and beautiful waterfall on the screen, sat down beside Mo Xuan, turned around and took Mo Xuan into his arms, "Actually, those who watch this movie should also It's two people." A warm and calm voice.Mo Xuan was startled, looked up at the beautiful face of the man in front of her, and then buried her face in her chest, "I didn't expect you to be very artistic. Don't all businessmen smell like copper?"

"It seems that I want you to smell it carefully. I don't smell like copper." The man chuckled, hugged Mo Xuan, put his hand into her armpit, and tickled her. After a while, Mo Xuan Xuan was already covering her stomach with one hand, but she kept laughing in an extremely unladylike manner while dodging.

It wasn't until she laughed until her stomach ached that she begged for mercy: "No...you don't smell like copper...I was wrong." Because she couldn't breathe from laughing, her tone of voice was intermittent.

Only then did Xicheng let go of her hand, and hugged her by the waist, "Then go back to the room." His tone was ambiguous.Mo Xuan's ears felt slightly warm when she listened.

A night of lingering.

……… (One thousand words are omitted below. Please imagine.)
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The day of Mingjue and Xiaoqi's wedding.Mo Xuan wore that yellow dress, but Xicheng still only had black trousers and a white shirt. It seemed that no matter how simple the clothes were, it would become difficult for him to wear them.With a tall and slender body, the two buttons of the shirt are unbuttoned, and the delicate collarbone can be vaguely seen due to excessive thinness. The white shirt at the cuffs is still rolled up casually. Even if he is just sitting casually, he looks elegant Aristocrats of the century in general.

When Ming Jue's mother saw Mo Xuan, she was obviously stunned, she looked straight at Mo Xuan, and it took a long time to recover.Xicheng looked at her, but only smiled faintly, "This is Ming Jue's mother, you have seen it before." He lowered his head slightly, his voice was gentle and doting, and when he raised his head to look at Ming Jue's mother, , already in the usual indifferent tone, "This is my wife."

Not ex-wife.but wife.Yesterday when Ming Jue said that Xicheng and this girl remarried, she still didn't believe it, but now, she can't believe the situation in front of her.Although Gu Xicheng has always been gentle, there is indifference everywhere in that gentleness.But now the gentleness towards Mo Xuan is full of pampering.

It wasn't until Mo Xuan and Xi Cheng walked in that she came back to her senses.

When Ming Jue saw them, he couldn't help but jokingly said, "You two, are you sure you didn't come here to mess things up? I only get married once in my life."

But Mo Xuan laughed, "The bride is the most beautiful woman in the world. I can't match her. But you can't compare to Xicheng. It's mainly your fault." She looked prudish.While saying this, she pretended to lean against Past City, "I am the magic mirror, and in my eyes, the most beautiful women and men in the world are Gu Xicheng."

Hearing this, it was Ming Jue's turn to laugh, "I said, are you praising Xicheng, or scolding Xicheng?"

Xicheng just smiled dotingly, put his finger on her head lightly, and patted it indicatively, "I don't know what you want to write." The tone of reproach was deeply doting, Mo Xuan was in a trance when she heard it.

When the wedding was about to start, Mo Xuan and Xi Cheng sat down on the chairs at one side, and Ming Jue led Xiao Qi who was wearing a white wedding dress along the red carpet, she was extremely beautiful.It reminded Mo Xuan of the situation when she got married.Turning her head again, she saw Xiao Yiyuan who was looking at her at the other table. Seeing him looking at her, she nodded to Xiao Yiyuan with a gentle look.

After the ceremony.It was when the bride and groom toasted at the table, and Xiaoqi couldn't drink, she just replaced the wine with drinks, and the tables with many young people broke out.Xicheng has always been quiet, so he didn't say anything, just took Mo Xuan's hand quietly under the table, fingers interlocked, without too much eye contact, but it made people's hearts warm for no reason.

When it was Mo Xuan's turn at their table, a man sitting next to Mo Xuan took a cup and stood up, "I'm toasting my sister-in-law with this cup. I don't bring tea instead of wine."

Seeing Xiaoqi's troubled look, Mo Xuan chuckled lightly, "You're substituting drinks for wine, it's okay." With a calm look, Ming Jue said with a smile, "I'm pregnant. You can't drink." And then The young people at the table said in a drawn-out tone, "Oh..." they looked strange.

However, Mo Xuan suddenly felt sour and unbearable in her heart, and a feeling called jealousy and envy occupied herself.pregnant.Those three simple words, to her, were words that would never be used on her.

Feeling that her palm was getting cold gradually, Xi Cheng felt more and more pity in his heart, and clasped her hand a little tighter.Lowering his head to meet her gaze, the corners of his lips curled up slightly, revealing a reassuring smile.

After attending the wedding, when Xicheng went to pick up the car, Mo Xuan was standing outside listening to music with headphones in her ears, but suddenly saw someone pushing Lin Youran in a wheelchair not far away.

"Aren't you going to take a look?" Suddenly an unruly voice fell into her ears, she turned her head and saw Li Ao's gloomy but flamboyant face.I felt faintly uneasy.A bad premonition gradually took hold of her.

That person pushed Lin Youran over and stopped beside Mo Xuan, as if he was afraid that Mo Xuan would not understand what was in front of him, Li Ao chuckled, "Both legs are useless, and the right hand is also useless. How about it? Do you want to know who did this?" The cold tone carried a hint of bewitchment.

However, Mo Xuan couldn't recover for a while. She just had a normal fever that day, and she seemed to be a little malnourished, so she couldn't be in such a state.Was it made by the Shadow Gate?She vaguely thought of Qin Ran and his subordinates who came later that day.

But before Mo Xuan could answer, another indifferent voice rang out, "She doesn't want to know, and she doesn't need to know." Indifferently, with a sense of oppression of being thousands of miles away.When Mo Xuan turned her head, she saw Xicheng's beautiful side profile and the cold expression on her face.What is beautiful is not what it should be in the world.

He quietly walked to Mo Xuan's side, glanced lightly at Lin Youran who was sitting in the wheelchair, reached out and took Mo Xuan's hand, interlocking his fingers, bit by bit.He looked at Li Ao indifferently, with a clear expression of knowing everything.

"Let's go." He lowered his head slightly, seeing Mo Xuan's eyes fixed on Lin Youran's body, he simply stretched out his hand, wrapped her waist around her, and walked away.However, within a few steps, a familiar voice fell into Mo Xuan's ears, terrified, flustered, and frightened, "Ji Yan, no! Don't do this to me!"

Mo Xuan's footsteps suddenly froze, Ji Yan?She was a little overwhelmed for a while, Xicheng looked at her and sighed in a low voice, but she just turned her head slowly and looked at Lin Youran behind her, with a plain face, no makeup, and complexion Very poor, dark yellow, rough, with large and small wounds on her hands, she hid back in a panic, and the man pushing the wheelchair held her tightly to prevent her from falling to the ground.

It was Lin Youran who was so down and down, completely without the elegance of the past.The face without make-up was seen by Fang when she entered university. After she learned to make-up, she never saw her face without make-up, right?

Jiyan?She shook her head and suddenly didn't know what to say.I just felt confused, and my eyes quietly fell on Lin Youran's body.Li Ao, on the other hand, stood aside and laughed, ghostly and quiet, "I know what's going on." His gloomy face had flamboyant and unruly eyebrows.



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