Wrong love: the first is best not to meet

Chapter 248

The next day, when Mo Xuan woke up, Gu Xicheng was no longer by her side, but there was a note beside her pillow. Mo Xuan reached out to reach for the note, and what caught her eyes was Gu Xicheng's familiar handwriting. , clear and unrestrained, "Seeing that you slept soundly, I didn't wake you up. I heated porridge in the pot, and Mother Qin will come over during the day. Have a good rest, and I will come back early at night. I love you. ——Xicheng."

After reading the note, Mo Xuan grinned the corners of her mouth and smiled quietly, but there were tears streaming down her cheeks, until the corners of her lips were astringent.Just like her mood at the moment.

old city.I don't want to lose.I don't want to lose what I have now.She thought quietly and sadly.

Picking up the exquisite alarm clock and looking at it, it was already ten o'clock in the morning, she narrowed her eyes slightly, watching the sun shining into the room through the curtains, the room was warm, but at this moment, her heart was dull and she wanted to die.She could even imagine how Xicheng should tuck up the quilt for herself in a sad posture, look at herself quietly, and then seriously write down a small note.

She really wanted to ask, Xicheng, will you be in pain?It's really a difficult thing to force a smile.However, the old city in front of her is always quiet, calm, and warm, as if the word "sad" cannot be used for him.However, who would know that he was actually enduring so much pain alone.

Mo Xuan vaguely recalled those days in Provence, Xicheng cautiously reached out at night to get the painkiller, and then swallowed it cautiously.All the pain, he is only willing to suffer silently by himself.

Xicheng, no matter what is ahead, whether it is a cliff or hell, I am willing to go with you.

After getting up, Mother Qin was already cleaning. Seeing Mo Xuan coming out, she stepped forward to help her sit on the sofa, "What's for lunch? I'll make some."

what to eatMo Xuan was stunned for a moment, and then said a few dishes that Xicheng loves to cook on weekdays.Seeing Qin Ma's figure flashing into the kitchen, Mo Xuan turned her head and looked at the scenery outside the window. After a while, she took out her mobile phone and dialed the doctor's number, "Do you have time to come over this afternoon?" Listen After seeing the affirmative answer over there, she hung up the phone in panic.

If it was born prematurely, the child's physique might be relatively weak, but, she didn't want to, Xicheng would not even have the chance to see the child.Stretching out her hand to caress her lower abdomen, she whispered, "You also want to see Dad, right? You will be strong, right?" The voice was very soft.

Suddenly there was a knock on the door. Mo Xuan was stunned for a moment, then slowly walked over, opened the door, and saw the gentle Zhou Xiaoxi, but she was the only one. Mo Xuan bent her lips, opened the door and waited. After Zhou Xiaoxi came in, he just closed the door again.Seeing her appearance, Zhou Xiaoxi's eyes welled up with envy, and he stretched out his arms to hold Mo Xuan, and the two walked side by side to the sofa, and after Mo Xuan sat down, Zhou Xiaoxi sat down opposite.

"Why didn't Jiyan come with you?" Mo Xuan looked at her, curled up her mouth, and said with a smile.Even though the pain in her heart almost overwhelmed her, she could only smile and smile again.

Hearing this, Zhou Xiaoxi, who was sitting across from her, wrung her hands together, and her eyes were filled with uncontrollable sadness. After a long while, she raised her head, "He's busy, let me come and see you." A maintained smile piled up on her face, "By the way, he said, you should be careful when you go out these days, that man named Li Ao may have come to China."

Hearing Li Ao's name, Mo Xuan was stunned. The scene a year ago seemed to be still vivid in his memory, and whenever he thought about it, he would feel so disgusted.Yes, disgusting, the hands tearing her clothes, her domineering tone, her naked body, everything made her feel so disgusted that she wanted to die.Or, there are also shock and contempt. Cindy's pale lips, her desolate appearance lying on the hospital bed, and her lost child.

"Well. I see." She lowered her head and reached out to caress her belly.Then, Xicheng should be careful, right?What a man like that would do is really unimaginable. "Be careful with Ji Yan." She pursed her lips and said softly.

Zhou Xiaoxi lowered his head again, "I know."

While the two were talking, the door was suddenly opened, and Xi Cheng's tall figure appeared in the living room.Seeing Xicheng come back, Zhou Xiaoxi stood up, "I still have something to do, so I'm leaving first."

"Let's stay and have lunch together." Looking at her appearance, Mo Xuan persuaded her to stay, with a smile on her lips.In any case, what she has to do is to act like a happy mother-to-be.Since Xicheng doesn't want her to know, she will cooperate with him in this scene, no matter how long it takes, it doesn't matter.

Zhou Xiaoxi shook her head firmly, "No. I have an appointment." When she said that, she had already stood up, picked up her bag, and nodded to Mo Xuan and Xi Cheng with a smile, "I'm going first .”

However, the smile on her face suddenly collapsed when she walked out of the courtyard, and tears kept falling down her cheeks.She opened her mouth, and said two words in a hoarse voice, "Ji Yan..."

Xicheng sat down beside Mo Xuan, lowered his head against her stomach, and said softly, "Father is back." When he straightened up again, he planted a kiss on Mo Xuan's cheek, and stretched out his arms to wrap her around her. shoulder.

"I came back earlier today than before." Mo Xuan leaned her face on his shoulder and said in a low voice, but it meant that she was deeply sleepy.

Xicheng chuckled, "I miss you." The voice was neither high nor low, just the right volume, just the right tone, gentle and addictive.But there is a hint of imperceptible sadness at the end of the sentence.This kind of time becomes rare and precious, like a hand in the palm of your hand, no matter how many ways you try, it will still decrease little by little until it disappears.

"It's so hypocritical." Mo Xuan wrinkled her nose, with a sly look on her face, "These words really seem to come from Grandma Qiong Yao." As she spoke, she put on an air, "I miss you...I'm not Are you by your side?...Because the distance between our hearts is so far away."

Seeing her appearance, Xi Cheng suddenly laughed, and tightened his grip on her.Quiet laughter rushed into Mo Xuan's ears along with his warm breath, "You..." The drawn out tone of voice was full of doting.

"What's wrong with me?" Mo Xuan's tone rose slightly, with a look of contempt.The smile on Xicheng's face became even wider, full of pampering.

Under the sun, both the man and the woman in his arms had warm smiles on their faces, but their eyes were the same, with lingering sadness.He put all the sorrows and sorrows in his heart, and only gave her his own smile, and she cooperated with him to play this scene steadily, fifty days, one hundred days, or even longer.Spend time counting down to each other.

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In the hospital, Xiao Yiyuan was standing outside the office, and he could vaguely hear Li Ming's voice inside, which he was so familiar with, "Gu Xicheng's medicines have all been replaced with the ones you gave. He won't find out. It is a chronic poison, even if he died, he would think it was caused by the recurrence of cancer as I said."

flattering tone.It was a voice that Li Ming never had.At that time, he said, he wanted to be a doctor who saved lives and healed the wounded.So I decided to study medicine.At this moment, he couldn't even believe that these words would come from the mouth of Li Ming, whom he had known for many years. Back then, that Li Ming, whose mind was full of saving lives and healing the wounded, died after all?

Standing outside the door, he hesitated for a long time.Only then did Xiao Yiyuan start walking away again.Driving the car all the way to the residence of Mo Xuan and Gu Xicheng, until the car stopped outside the villa area, he wondered in a daze that between his long-time friend and Mo Xuan, he was actually so decisive. Mo Xuan was chosen.That woman, to him, has always had a different meaning, from the beginning, to the beginning,
The security management of this villa area has always been strict. Without a pass, the security guards will not let people who are not residents here.Knowing this truth, Xiao Yiyuan took out his mobile phone, dialed Mo Xuan's number, hesitated for a while, and finally dialed Gu Xicheng's number again.

After receiving Gu Xicheng's order, the security quickly let him go. Xiao Yiyuan helped the steering wheel, stopped in front of Gu Xicheng's villa, opened the door and walked out. Then he saw Mother Qin had already opened the door, looking at him cheerfully.

Xicheng and Mo Xuan had just finished their lunch, they were sitting in the living room, the sunlight fell on them through the balcony.Xiao Yiyuan's eyes fell on Mo Xuan's upturned stomach, he was slightly startled, then lowered his eyes, and sat down on the opposite sofa listening to Xicheng's polite words.There was a dull pain in my heart, she was the deepest love for him, but he was just an ordinary friend who couldn't be more ordinary to her.

The ridiculous thing is that he is actually happy that the person she loves is not terminally ill.However, behind this joy, even he himself despises, there is a hint of sadness.People's moods always seem to be so contradictory.

Xiao Yiyuan didn't make any detours, and asked Xicheng straight to the point: "Are you still taking the medicine that Li Ming gave you?"

Listening to his words, Gu Xicheng was obviously stunned, his eyes fell on Mo Xuan beside him with worry.Seeing his appearance, Xiao Yiyuan on the opposite side was no longer vague, and said bluntly: "I just went to the hospital and overheard Li Ming's words. You didn't have a recurrence of stomach cancer at all, and the medicine he gave you was chronic poison. You shouldn't have How long should you take it? If you haven’t eaten it for a long time, it shouldn’t be a big problem. Go to another hospital for a full-body examination.”


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