Wrong love: the first is best not to meet

Chapter 41

Gu Xicheng watched the silver BMW disappear from his field of vision, and a certain part of his heart felt faintly unhappy.

His body was submerged in the sunlight, his white shirt shone with a feminine glow under the sunlight, and his long and narrow eyes were half-closed.My heart felt empty, as if I had lost something.

In the palm that never let go is the wedding ring that Mo Xuan left on the dresser in Gu Zhai.The palms had already started to turn red due to the exertion.

The blade-like thin lips opened slightly, but no sound came out.

But that lip shape is clearly, I'm sorry.


Putting the ring in his pocket, he turned and stepped into the car.

Today is Xiao Han's death day, but there is no need to go anymore.Or rather, not anymore.

But he still drove to the cemetery.

In the photo, she looked like she was nine years old, with a bright smile and clear eyes.It was his favorite smile.It was the smile that he desperately wanted to protect.

Place her favorite bouquet of purple irises on the grave.His white figure looked a little bleak.The long bangs on his forehead fell down as he lowered his head, covering half of his face.

15 years have passed, and time flies.It was so ruthless.


Everything that I didn't keep 15 years ago will miraculously appear in front of me 15 years later.Whether this is God's mercy or punishment, he can no longer tell.The miracle that he had expected so much, but at this moment, caught him off guard.

He smiled feebly, is this the last time he comes here?


Gu Yuhang's weary voice came from behind, interrupting his thoughts, "If Xiao Han is not dead, maybe he is as old as Mo Xuan?" He didn't turn his head, waiting for Gu Yuhang to put down another bunch of irises , just said, "It's also the same age as Lin Youran."

Hearing such words, Gu Yuhang was slightly stunned, and looked back into his calm eyes, "What do you mean?"

"I want to marry Lin Youran." He hesitated a little, and there was an imperceptible sadness on his indifferent face.

However, this time, unexpectedly, Gu Yuhang didn't say anything, just quietly looked at Xiao Han's face on the tombstone.That face looked somewhat similar to his.

After a long silence, it was Gu Yuhang's leaving back and a weak voice, "I can't help you if you insist on doing this. Maybe you can forget Xiao Han and fall in love with Lin Youran, which is something worth celebrating."


The wind blew the broken hair on his forehead, and the slim GUCCI shirt made him look even more slender.His eyes drooped slightly, and his eyes were covered by thick long eyelashes, making it impossible to see the emotions in his eyes.

Glancing at the girl in the photo, he put his hands in his pockets and walked down the mountain.

Fifteen years ago, he failed to keep her, and 15 years later, he could no longer abandon her.

Mo Xuan, this is also my responsibility.That night five years ago, when you asked me why I forced myself, I told you.

You can see through my helplessness at a glance, are you the first one?In your pure eyes, I can see my own sadness.

But so what, what you want is destined to be impossible for me to give.


Looking back at the lush cemetery and at the tombstone that has been in my heart for 15 years, I feel extremely desolate.

Nothing is over.

never passed.


(End of this chapter)