I am your city

Chapter 1230 Irreplaceable position in my heart

"What is this?" Deanna joked as she continued, "Couldn't it be the diary that Cheng'er wanted his mother to write when he was a child?"

There are many children who write down their little secrets in this way because their parents cannot be with them often.

It turns out that her city will do the same.

Yi Jingcheng twitched his lips, "I'm not so naive, my father left behind."

Hearing the word 'Dad', Deanna's hand holding the diary froze, the smile on her face disappeared, and she looked at the two nervously.

"He...he must hate me? I..."

Speaking of this, she even retracted her hand holding the diary, "I don't want to read it, I'm afraid I..."

"I don't want to see how you know if Dad blamed you." Le Youyou smiled and stuffed the diary directly to her, "By the way, Jingcheng and I also read the letters you wrote to Dad back then. Those letters... Dad Maybe I didn’t see it, it was all locked up by grandma.”

Deanna hesitated again, and said clearly, "No wonder I haven't received a reply, but I can't blame your grandma, she must have hated me back then."

When she wrote the letter, she was afraid that Grandma Yi would see that she wrote the letter, so she deliberately didn't write the sender's address, but she still found out in the end.

Deanna took the diary and didn't read it right away. After talking with the two for a while, Elied, who went out to buy ingredients, came back with big bags.

Seeing him Le Youyou immediately got up to say hello, "Uncle, we are here to trouble you."

Although Yi Jingcheng didn't call for anyone, he still nodded to Airide.

And when Elied called him Chenger, he didn't ask him to call him Mr. Yi again.

After saying hello, Arid went to the kitchen to prepare lunch, and the three of them were left in the living room.

Looking at the busy figure, Yi Jingcheng asked aloud, "Mom, do you think you are happy now?"

Deanna was taken aback by his question, "Why do you ask that?"

Yi Jingcheng stared at Elied's back, as if he saw himself cooking for Le Youyou.

"A man will only wash his hands and make soup for the woman he loves. If he is willing to do this, it means that he loves you very much. What about you?"

Deanna didn't know how to answer the question for a while, and she was silent for a long time before she said, "We have lived together for more than [-] years. In the first few years, I hated him, hated him, especially... at night Sometimes, sleeping with someone you don't love is a torment, but I know that since he used me to save your father's company, this kind of thing can't be avoided, and he told me very bluntly that he would let I give birth,

So at that time, there was only one belief that supported me, which was to get pregnant with his child as soon as possible, so that at least he would not touch me again during my pregnancy.

But I don’t know why, Ace, who was conceived after we were together for more than two years, was pregnant with the child of someone I hate. Naturally, I don’t like Ace, so I didn’t even want to watch it after giving birth to him.

Not long after I gave birth to Ace, I suffered from postpartum depression. I wanted to commit suicide many times. Since then, Irid moved all the work home and stayed with me day and night. Even your grandparents took care of me. In the past, I walked out of that time slowly with their company.

After so many years, it would be impossible to say that I don't have him in my heart, but your father is an irreplaceable existence in my heart. "

(End of this chapter)