Chapter 38
"I do—I do." The affection in his eyes made it impossible for me to refuse.

Being held in his arms again, I closed my eyes and buried my face in his chest, just wanting to feel his heartbeat.God, even if it's only a few days, let me seize this short-lived happiness before Xing Yan comes back.Then, even if I have to stay by Xing Yan's side in the future, at least, I can still rely on my memories to support me.

"Yueya, my Yueya, thank you."

"Yunxuan, I'm actually not as good as you imagined. If... If I'm not the talented woman you say, will you still love me?"

"I'm not picking the champion."

"I've never been in the kitchen, and I don't know how to cook."

"I'll be fine."

"I don't know how to be a girl, and I don't know how to play chess."

"If you want embroidery, you can go to the embroidery workshop, if you want to play chess, you can go to the chess club."

"I have a bad temper and a savage behavior."

"I can bear it, I can bear it."

"I'm very narrow-minded, and I won't allow you to look at or think of other women."

"I can't ask for it."

"My story is complicated."

"I've had my whole life listening to you speak slowly to me."

……

It's a bit of an idiot to play with questions and answers, but I never get tired of it.I want to hear his answer, I want to confirm his intentions, I want to see him tolerate all my shortcomings and willfulness, I want his pampering and pampering.

"Yuexiaoer, in front of me, you just need to be yourself. Everything about you, I'm happy for you."

I couldn't help but smile: "Yunxuan, let me teach you another sentence in French: Jet'adore!"

"Jet'adore! What does that mean?"

"Jet'adore! That's how I love you."

"Jet'adore! Jet'adore! Jet'adore!..."

That day, Yunxuan kept repeating this sentence to me, like a curse, it was deeply imprinted in my heart.

Playing with the crescent-shaped suet white jade that Yunxuan gave me, my heart is full of happiness.The love between the two is so sweet.The confession in Dongsheng Tower made me and his heart tightly linked together.There are always some strange things in the world.Take love as an example: Sometimes when you fall in love with someone, you will think of him all the time.When you are alone, you will hope that it is also him who is by your side.I never knew I could miss someone so much.Obviously we are together all day long, but at night, as soon as I return to the palace, I will start to miss him desperately.What is Yunxuan doing now?Is Yunxuan thinking of me too?Did Yun Xuan rest?I want to see him, I want to hear his voice, I want to lean in his arms and act like a baby.At this time, I hate why there is no phone or computer here.The feeling of longing accumulates more and more with the communication day by day.I know that it is impossible for me to do what I thought at the beginning.It is impossible to only care about what you once had, want more, what you want is to last forever and stay together forever.

When I was with Yunxuan, I felt so happy even doing the most ordinary and trivial things.Even just sitting close together like this, I feel very satisfied.

"Yueya, do you want to leave?"

"Under the whole world, is it the land of the king; on the shore of the land, is it the king's subject. Where can I go if I leave?" I replied with a wry smile.

"Leave Qingxuan and follow me to Zhuoyao."

"No, Yunxuan. I can't put you in danger, let alone put your family in danger. If Xing Xi finds out, he will kill you."

"I said I'm not afraid of him, as long as you believe in me."

"I believe you. But, Yun Xuan, can we talk about this matter later?" I know I'm cowardly, when faced with the question of Xing Yan, I always want to avoid it, and I don't want Yun Xuan to bring it up.It's just, I'm really scared.I am afraid of losing him and losing the happiness in front of me, even if this day will come eventually.At least for now, I can choose to deceive myself.

"Yueya, no matter when, as long as you want to leave, I will definitely take you away. It doesn't matter even if you don't go to Zhuoyao, the world is so big, as long as I'm with you, even if I live in seclusion in the mountains, it means a lot to me Happiness."

"Don't be so nice to me, Yunxuan..." What kind of happiness is it for a woman to be deeply loved by such a man in her life, but, does this really belong to me?

"Where does the eternal night go? Absolutely. The incense pavilion is hidden, the eyebrows are drawn, the moon is sinking, and the struggle is not to find each other? Resentment and quilt. Change my heart, for your heart, I will know each other deeply. (Gu敻. Tell my heart.) Trust me."

"Shangxie, I want to know you, and my longevity will never end. There are no hills in the mountains, the rivers are exhausted, thunderstorms in winter, rain and snow in summer, heaven and earth are united, and I dare to die with you!" ("Shangxie" in "Yuefu Folk Songs") ) Yunxuan, even if we can't be together in the future, I..."

His hands around my waist increased his strength, preventing me from continuing: "There will be no such day! I will not leave you, absolutely not."

I hope not, but today is No.40 for seven days.It will take about two months for Xing Yan to go to Xichuan this time, and now there are still thirteen days left. The day when he returns is getting closer, and I am getting more and more uneasy.I know that once he comes back, let alone being with Yun Xuan all day like this, even meeting him will be very difficult.After coming back this time, Xing Ao will definitely not let me go like this again.In the end, we can only return to each other, and Yunxuan and I will become two parallel lines that will never intersect.It's just, God, can you just give me a little more time.

(End of this chapter)

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