Liangyue Farm Gate

Chapter 272 I feel sorry for myself
Mrs. Liu came to pull Li Xin early the next morning, urging her to get up and wash up, and told her to eat quickly so that Mrs. Zhu could come to pick them up.

Li Xin didn't want to move lazily, and said, "Mother, just go, what are you pulling me for?"

"Holding the little baby will bring you more blessings. It would be even better if you can make him pee on your body, so as to dispel evil and avoid disaster."

Mrs. Liu quickly added rice porridge to her, and at the same time put half a salted egg in her hands: "Eat it quickly, I can't keep your aunt waiting, or I'll have something to say."

Li Xin took a mouthful of the salted egg, chewed it, drank the porridge and said, "Mom, I don't want to go."

"Stay with mother, why don't you want to go?" Mrs. Liu turned to look at her: "There are only four of you cousins, Li Chun will not talk about it, and I will not interact with her in the future. Now she has a lot of things of her own, so we can't take care of her." The rest is your cousin Zhu, your cousin Bao, and you, if the cousins ​​don't go, I'm afraid your uncle will be unhappy."

Li Xin rubbed his forehead helplessly and said, "Then when my aunt asks me why I'm at home, can I just say, I'm waiting for the divorce letter from the Guan family?"

Mrs. Liu glared at her: "Don't make excuses, mother knows you're not that stupid." Mrs. Liu sighed and said, "Don't think so, just say that you came back to your mother's house after you got the letter, your uncle Right now, I am thinking of you Baotang sister, and I won't care about too many things about you."

Li Xin sighed, this has to go.

Just as she was about to speak, she heard Liu say, "Your sister-in-law knows to take care of Yang'er, and you don't need to worry about him playing with Shanzi."

Well, the way back was also cut off for her.

Li Xin sat in the main room in good order and waited for the carriage hired by her uncle to pick her and her mother up.

Li Xin didn't know how much money the Yang family compensated Li Houbo's family, but Li Xin knew that the money was determined not to have anything to do with their second wife.Her father would definitely not want to count the money that the elder nephew sacrificed his life for, and her mother had no idea about the money at all. Helping with the funeral was based on blood relationship, not for other reasons.

As for whether her third uncle and third aunt were talking to the uncle's family, Li Xin was even more unclear.

But just looking at her uncle's ability to hire a carriage to go to the town to see her daughter, this is a bit generous, presumably she got a lot of money, and the Yang family probably lost a lot of blood.

As soon as she put down her job, she heard someone yelling outside, Mrs. Liu hurried out, and came in after a while to call Li Xin: "Hurry up, your uncle's carriage is waiting on the road outside!"

Li Xin straightened her clothes and was dragged away by Mrs. Liu. Mrs. Liu dragged the person with one hand and the basket while muttering: "I'm really accurate at this time..."

The carriage hired by Mrs. Zhu looked quite spacious, and there were only two people sitting in it, Mrs. Zhu and Li Xin's cousin Li Zhu.

Mrs. Liu drove Li Xin up, and climbed up again by herself. The groom who drove the carriage asked them if they were seated.

Li Zhu looked even more haggard than the last time I saw her, she had lost a lot of weight.Li Xin called "Uncle Niang" and "Cousin Zhu", and sat quietly on the side without saying a word.

Mrs. Liu was right. Mrs. Zhu didn't ask Li Xin a single word. Instead, she chatted with Mrs. Liu about parenting, talking about the time when the two were young. Mrs. Zhu began to recall the time when Li Bao was born. situation.

The two sisters-in-law chatted enthusiastically, and it seemed that the two cousins, Li Zhu and Li Xin, didn't quite get along.

Seeing that Li Zhu was also embarrassed, Li Xin smiled at her and asked, "When did Cousin Zhu come back?"

Li Zhu smiled bitterly: "It's been a while since I came back."

Li Xin paused, remembering what Li Erlang said when he came back, there was a rumor in the village that Li Zhu was divorced by her in-laws—is it true?

This question can't be asked clearly, and it's not what she should ask.

While hesitating, Li Zhu asked her back, "Where is Sister Xin? When did you come back to your mother's house?"

Li Xin said vaguely: "I came back yesterday, the day before yesterday..."

Li Zhu smiled and said: "The head of your family is willing to let you go back to your mother's house, and didn't accompany you back?"

Li Xin's face froze with a smile, and his speech was not natural, so he made a vague "um" and avoided Li Zhu's eyes.

Look at her like that, how can Li Zhu not understand?Ask tentatively: "Did the young couple quarrel?"

Li Xin was silent for a while, and said in a low voice: "His father said he wants to divorce me and go out, I'm waiting to see if he sends a divorce letter..."

Li Zhu exclaimed suddenly, and both Zhu Shi and Liu Shi heard it.

Mrs. Zhu hurriedly asked, "What's the matter, Pearl?"

"No, it's nothing..." Li Zhu quickly walked over, and seeing that Mrs. Zhu was still looking at her, she lied and said, "The carriage bumped just now, and I hit my ass."

Mrs. Zhu laughed and scolded her: "Be careful, be careful." Then he turned to talk to Mrs. Liu.

Li Xin was able to tell Li Zhu about her affairs, but she was not worried that Li Zhu would spread the word.Her big cousin is five years older than her. Although she and she haven't played together since childhood, they still have a sisterhood, and they can live with respect.Li Zhu is different from Li Bao, Li Bao is shrewd and powerful, while Li Zhu is soft-hearted, he can be called non-provoking at best, and boring at worst, he keeps everything in his heart.

Li Zhu pulled Li Xin and whispered to her: "Are you serious?"

Li Xin twitched the corner of her mouth and nodded silently.

Li Zhu immediately shook his head at her and said, "You are stupid, this is unacceptable."

Li Zhu hesitated and said: "Listen to my cousin, you can't be divorced no matter what, the three aunts and six wives in the village can drown people with spitting stars!"

Li Xinqiang smiled and said: "If it really can't go on, I also pinched their family's grip. They don't want to tear their faces. I won't accept the divorce letter. If we want to separate, we can only reconcile." He said to Li Zhu : "Cousin Zhu, I still have this sense of propriety. I said I would wait to see if he would send me a divorce letter, but I just wanted to see his plan. If he really did that, then I would give up." gone."

Li Zhu seemed a little dazed, Li Xin shook her, and then she came back to her senses, and smiled at Li Xin unnaturally.

"Sister Zhu, what's wrong with you?"

Li Xin looked at her worriedly, thinking in his heart, it is probably true that Li Zhu was divorced.Although her heart was also in a mess, but as a woman, she could naturally feel Li Zhu's mood.

Li Xin squeezed her hand, neither of them spoke.

When they arrived at the place, Mrs. Zhu and others got out of the carriage, Mrs. Zhu paid the money, and then pulled Mrs. Liu to talk.

Li Baopo's house is in the alley of the alley, and the horse-drawn carriage can't get through, so I still have to go for a while.

Mrs. Zhu and Mrs. Liu talked happily, and walked forward, leaving behind Li Zhu and Li Xin for a long time.

This section of the road was quiet, and there were no people around. Li Zhu and Li Xin held hands, and Li Zhu said softly when they were halfway: "Sister Xin, listen to my cousin, since you are married, you should not leave your in-law's house unless you have to. What is the truth of the matter, people in this world will only criticize women, no matter if it is the man's fault, it will only be blamed on the woman. It doesn't matter if it's Hugh or Li, it's the same. "

"Cousin Zhu..."

"If you want to talk about reconciliation, this is the word that was born in order to protect the noble daughter of the powerful family, the royal relatives, the honorable ministers' family, we country people, how can we control so much. Even if it is reconciliation If you don't leave, people will make irresponsible remarks, and unless you find a good man to marry, you won't be able to hold your head up for the rest of your life."

Li Zhu took a deep breath and looked at Li Xin's worried expression: "You listen to my cousin, she will never harm you."

Li Xin was slightly stunned, looking at this cousin who was still very young but felt very old, she couldn't help pursing her lips, and said: "That's all your own thoughts, cousin, first of all, you look down on yourself, so you think others They all look down on themselves. I did this before, but I restrained myself. Talking about me... No matter how I say I don’t care, I still care in my heart.”

Li Xin held Li Zhu's hand and said, "Although I don't know what happened to you, Cousin Zhu, there is always something that you should not forget, Cousin Zhu—if you don't even feel sorry for yourself, who will? You? And even if everyone doesn’t love you, at least you still love yourself, don’t you? Women should be kinder to themselves, and hurt themselves with other people’s mistakes and slanders, how can it be worth it? "

Li Zhu was shocked, and Li Xin, who had been watching her and pulling her, naturally felt it.

Li Xin called again in surprise: "Cousin Zhu..."

Li Zhu suddenly opened his eyes wide, looked at Li Xin and said, "Sister Xin, you just said...you want to feel sorry for yourself?"

"Yeah." Li Xin nodded: "If I can love myself, it doesn't matter if others don't."

Li Zhu moved his mouth, and was about to speak when he heard Liu's voice from ahead: "What are you cousins ​​saying? Hurry up!"

Li Xin responded, and walked forward holding hands with Li Zhu.

Li Xin said: "Sister Zhu, tell you something, don't laugh at me. I had a quarrel with my in-law's house, and I went back to my mother's house, and my heart was not very happy. I heard from Erlang yesterday that my boss was ill. I At that time, there was a dull pain in my heart, but at the same time, there was a sense of joy. I thought, he can also taste the feeling of being bored and unable to express it. It’s good to let him experience it, but he still can’t feel it. Come on, or if he really comes with a divorce letter in the end, then my expectations for him will be completely gone, and I can't live with his individual family members, and I can't live with him. It's better to have a husband like him than not to have one. "

Li Zhu listened to her in a daze, and asked softly, "But you got married and divorced...those gossip..."

"If you don't listen to gossip, don't you mean what you gossip about?" Li Xin smiled: "I have my parents and brothers to support me, and I'm not alone."

Li Zhu murmured: "Father, mother, brother..."

Suddenly "wow" burst into tears.

Zhu Shi and Liu Shi who were in front hurried back when they heard the movement, Zhu Shi pulled Li Zhu and asked, "What's wrong with you?"

Liu also asked, "What's the matter?"

Li Zhu wiped his eyes, and suddenly burst into tears.

Both Zhu Shi and Liu Shi were taken aback. Zhu Shi even reached out to touch Li Zhu's forehead, then touched his own, and muttered, "I don't have a fever..."

"It's okay, mother, Second Aunt." Li Zhu smiled and said, "Sister Caixin told a story just now, I was moved..."

Mrs. Liu looked at Li Xin and complained, "How can I tell a good story?"

Li Xin opened his mouth, and Li Zhu said, "It's okay, Second Aunt." Then he said to Mrs. Zhu, "Mother, hurry up and send Tommy to Second Sister."

While talking, Li Zhu smiled naturally at Li Xin.

(End of this chapter)