Liangyue Farm Gate

Chapter 80 Her Harbor
After dinner, Li Xin stayed in his room.When she got married, the house was left unused, and some other things were brought in, but it was cleaned all the time, so it was not messy.

While hugging Xiaodou to coax him to sleep, Mrs. Zhang talked with Li Xin.

"My younger sister doesn't want to tell my mother-in-law what happened, can you tell my sister-in-law?"

Li Xin raised her eyebrows and smiled, "It's better for sister-in-law not to know, otherwise it will be very difficult to get in front of me and mother."

Mrs. Zhang laughed, "You always think about others, but you don't say anything, how much does your mother-in-law worry about you?"

"Let me think slowly, I still can't make sense of this matter." Li Xin shook his head, "I don't say who is right and who is wrong, or both are wrong, I always feel uncomfortable, so I just hid and came home, just want to calm down for a while, to be quiet and quiet."

"But you are bored and don't say anything, we don't even have a guess."

Mrs. Zhang sighed, holding the small pocket and lifted it up, "Now your eldest brother is out to do carpentry work, and your second brother is also doing odd jobs, and they are not at home. Mingzi is going to take the children's exam this year, and Mr. Gu feels sorry for him. He was young and sensible, so he was allowed to live in his home. His mother-in-law sent him two taels of silver, but Mr. Gu refused, and finally only accepted some rice noodles brought by his mother-in-law. The brothers in your family are all very good, but You are not at home, and your father-in-law has a bad waist, so he can't support you even if he wants to support you."

Li Xin smiled and said, "I didn't come to find my natal family to support me."

"Don't say that." Zhang said seriously: "If the people of the Guan family really wronged you, don't hold back, just say what you have to say, your mother's family is your backer, you have a backer Don't rely on it, let them bully you and don't say a word, in the future they will think you are easy to bully, and you will be their slave and servant girl. How can such a precious girl of our Li family be a maid for someone else. "

Li Xin sighed, "Sister-in-law, I really didn't come to find my natal family to support me."

She bent down and touched Xiaodou's smooth forehead, first smiled: "I haven't been back for several months, Xiaodou doesn't know me anymore."

"He is a child, his brain is not fully developed, how can he remember people."

"Although he can't remember me, I remember him." Li Xin looked at Xiaodou tenderly, and said, "My mother's family is that I am a harbor, when the storm comes, I can choose to go back to the harbor to escape, but that will make me weak. And when I ride the wind and waves, it's enough to know that there is a harbor waiting for me forever and peacefully. I'm tired, tired, tired, and I want to go back to the harbor to rest, and the harbor will embrace me and protect me. , at dawn, I still have to go on my route. This is the way I should go."

Li Xin's words made Mrs. Zhang silent for a while, and after a long time she sighed: "Although I am your sister-in-law, I can't see through human feelings as well as you."

Li Xin shook his head, "Sister-in-law doesn't need to think so much, our situation is different after all. Your parents didn't feel sorry for you after you married, right? The eldest brother treats you well, and the two younger uncles won't cause you any trouble. I get along well with you, too. Most importantly, you still have Shanzi and Xiaodou, two male dolls who have inherited the blood of the Li family, so you have a firm foothold in the family."

"Could it be that the Guan family is unhappy because you haven't had a baby yet?" Zhang Shi asked coldly.

Li Xin shrugged, "It's probably part of the reason." But she didn't think it was the main reason.Where is the problem?
She was also puzzled.

Mrs. Zhang immediately scolded angrily: "How could the Guan family do this? Didn't you tell them at the beginning, and they said they didn't care. In the future, they can just adopt one from their brothers. Now that they are married, they have to take this Talking about things? They still have to be shameless!"

The voice was a little loud, and Xiaodou, who had been sleeping in a daze, was awakened suddenly, and burst into tears.

Mrs. Zhang quickly coaxed him in a low voice and softly, and it took him a long time to coax him well, and she wanted to carry him back to the house.

Li Xin said: "Let Xiaodou sleep next to me, my sister-in-law takes Shanzi and the two brothers every day, I'm afraid they are a little exhausted."

"I'm not in the way." Mrs. Zhang hesitated for a while before saying, "Sister, does the head of the family know that you are returning to your natal family?"

"do not know."

Ms. Zhang took a deep breath, seeing that Li Xin was still very calm, she couldn't help but looked at her and said, "How can you do this? Even if you go back to your mother's house, you have to let them know. Otherwise, you will be a big deal when you come back." Are you messing around? What if they don't know that you are going back to your mother's house and look for you everywhere?"

"Just look for it." But Li Xin reckoned that Guan Ming and Guan Zhicheng wouldn't care too much. Even if they were looking for it, Guan Wen and Guan Wu were just in a hurry, and sister Axiu was clamoring for her as a sister-in-law.

Mrs. Zhang was very puzzled, "Sister, you..."

What the hell are you doing!

Li Xin smiled, "I don't know, I just thought at the time that leaving that place would make me feel refreshed, so I didn't even think about it, I packed my bags and came out."

"Then if the head of your family comes to pick you up, will you go back?"

Li Xin raised his eyebrows, "Sister-in-law, don't make any other plans. My mother's family should be on my side, and you must not go to my in-law's house to report the news."

Mrs. Zhang didn't know whether to laugh or cry, "Who said they were going to send a letter to your in-law's family?" Fu asked her again: "Then are you going with the head of your family?"

"do not know."

Asking one and not knowing, Mrs. Zhang was discouraged and said: "You don't say anything, what will my mother-in-law and I do!"

"What should I do?" Li Xin said with a smile: "Sister-in-law, you are actually very happy that I am back, right? Someone took care of the child for you, and someone helped you with the housework. When you are free, you think about your elder brother, and there is someone to accompany you chat……"

"Damn girl, who said that!"

Mrs. Zhang blushed, and pushed Li Xin, "When I'm married, my mouth is even worse, and I even made fun of me."

Li Xin giggled, and carefully stepped aside, "Sister-in-law, put the small pocket inside, I can smell the milky scent on my little baby so I can sleep more soundly."

Mrs. Zhang had no choice but to put the small bag in, thinking about it and said: "The method you mentioned last time is really effective, the bag of bee stings disappeared long ago."

"That's good." Li Xin gently kissed Xiaodou's forehead, "It would be unsightly for Bai Shengsheng to have a bump on his face. We Xiaodou will marry a beautiful wife in the future."

Mrs. Zhang scolded her again for being rude, seeing that it was indeed getting late, she told Li Xin to rest well, then closed the door and went out.

The smile on Li Xin's face dissipated, she sighed and fell asleep on the bed, Guan Wen's image appeared in her mind.

Guan Wen who was very patient on the wedding night, Guan Wen who solemnly handed over the money to her, Guan Wen who was frustrated by his father's unfair treatment, and Guan Wen who called her "daughter-in-law" softly, would rub her shoulders at night The Guan Wen I recited...and the Guan Wen who didn't say a word at the meeting today...

She knew she was thinking too much, but she just couldn't control it.Thinking about why Guan Wen never resisted his father's injustice, thinking about why he didn't stand up to defend her today, thinking that he clearly knew that his life in Guan's family was not good, and never thought about changing this situation, thinking that he never Don't put her first.

She was wronged, but there was no way, she married him, and she had the responsibility. This was her own choice at the beginning, and she couldn't blame others.

It's just that she is still not reconciled.

In fact, from the moment she stepped out of the gate of the Guan family, she felt a little regretful in her heart.She was afraid that after she disappeared, Guan Wen would be criticized by his father again, that she would mess up such an important day for Guan Zhicheng today, and that Guan Wen would feel that she was ignorant and cold-hearted towards her.

But she is not reconciled.

She wanted to see what status she really had in Guan Wen's heart.She had thought that Guan Wen would come to her natal house to look for her. She was counting the time to see when he would come here, and she was also calculating in her heart what he would say to her when he saw her.

If it was an accusation, Li Xin thought, it probably proved that her choice was wrong, and this unfair marriage could come to an end.

What about an apology...

She is a soft-hearted person, would it be possible that as soon as he bowed his head, admitted his mistake, and begged her to go back softly, she would obediently pack up her burden and go back with him?
Li Xin sighed, turned sideways and looked at Xiaodou's peaceful sleeping face.The moonlight came in, and one side of the child's face was tender and tender, which made her heart itch. She reached out and touched Xiaodou's smooth and tender face, and recalled the centipede scar on Guan Wen's cheek, and imagined a small version of it. Guan Wen, without a centipede scar, looks up at her timidly.

Hey……

After all, she still couldn't let go of this man. After all, she had paid so much, and still longed for this man to give her something in return.

The next day Li Xin was in bed, and last night she suffered from insomnia for a long time, counting the sheep was useless, and it turned into Guan Wen's face, jumping over and over again, unable to wave away.Finally, she was so sleepy that she fell asleep.

I got up early in the morning and stretched, and looked to the side, and the small pocket was no longer there.It is estimated that she was carried away by her sister-in-law after waking up.

Li Xin put on his clothes, took off his shoes, opened the door and went out to fetch water to wash his face.Shanzi stood in the middle of the yard, and when he saw Li Xin, he smiled, "Auntie is up!"

"Well, when did Shanzi get up?"

"It's been a long time." Shanzi blinked, "Auntie stayed in bed."

Li Xin smiled embarrassingly, and asked again, "Where's your mother?"

"Over there by the creek, wash your clothes."

Li Xin combed her hair and turned to the kitchen to look for something to eat.Her mother was busy with her work, and when she saw her, she glared at her, "If you don't learn well, you will sleep until the sun is drying your buttocks before getting up."

Shan Zi shyly stood behind.

Li Xin blushed with embarrassment, scooped up a bowl of brown rice porridge, ate a bowl with the leftovers, and took a steamed bun to hide from her mother, intending to talk to her younger siblings and listen to the experiences of pregnant women.

His legs stopped when he stepped out of the stove.

His father is leading Guan Wen here!

Li Xin retreated involuntarily, and sat in front of the stove, and when her mother asked her what was wrong, she remained silent.

At this moment, Li Houzhong called out to the kitchen: "My son, my uncle is here."

Mrs. Liu paused, glanced at Li Xin who was pretending to be transparent, snorted softly, crossed her hips and walked over to block the door of the kitchen. Guan Wen was not allowed to enter the door, and glared at Li Houzhong who was rubbing his hands. He said angrily: "Young master, it's early in the morning, what are you doing here at night?"

Guan Wen looked very anxious, and he was relieved to see his mother-in-law like this.When he walked to the entrance of the village, he met the old man who came out for a walk and chatted with the old men. Before he could ask Xiner if he had returned to her mother's house, the old man led him there very enthusiastically, without asking anything, and he didn't care. Know how to ask the export.But judging by the old man's attitude, Xiner should have gone back to her mother's house.

Now seeing her mother-in-law so cold, she can be sure that Xiner is at her mother's house.

Guan Wen breathed a sigh of relief, and said with an apologetic smile, "Mother-in-law is in good health."

"I'm fine, don't worry about it." Mrs. Liu replied lightly, Guan Wen smiled and asked below: "Mother-in-law, is Xiner at home?"

(End of this chapter)