Liangyue Farm Gate

Chapter 84
"Do you know how weak your guarantee is?"

Li Xin stopped struggling, let him hold his wrist, lowered his head and said, "Actually, you don't understand at all. Guan Wen, the most important thing between a husband and wife is trust and tolerance. Marriage is only about supporting each other and going on." Essence. Just if one party is giving and the other party accepts it frankly, one day the party who gave will also get tired."

Guan Wen gently rubbed her wrist, the slender wrist was easy to hold, but he almost missed the opportunity to let her escape from his palm.

He couldn't help but tightened his grip. Seeing that she no longer resisted and hesitated, he hugged her into his arms, resting his chin on the top of her head, and whispered: "I was wrong, I will stand by your side in the future, Not only do you listen to what you say, but also protect you and prevent your father from scolding you. Xiner, forgive me this time, no, forgive me for the countless times before, come home with me, okay..."

Li Xin still shook her head, and pushed Guan Wen's chest with her hand. Guan Wen didn't move at all, so she stopped pushing. She just laughed at herself and said, "You still didn't understand what I said. I said, I'm tired." , I want to rest for two days, so I go back to my mother's house, I want to feel the warmth of home, instead of being picked and ridiculed by people when I do things every day at my in-law's house. I admit that I made a small temper this time I lost my temper, and I also admit that my handling of things was very inappropriate this time, but Guan Wen, do you know that this is the original me. In Lijia Village, I dared to quarrel with Yang Meishi and make trouble with Mrs. Yang. It’s just that I know that being a wife shouldn’t make it difficult for a husband, so I restrained all my temper. I thought you could understand, but you slowly took it for granted.”

"I'm not, I didn't!" Guan Wen anxiously argued: "Last time, the last time my sixth brother stole calligraphy and paintings and was beaten by me..."

"That's because he's your younger brother." Li Xin said calmly, "Because he's your younger brother, so you beat him because you were afraid that he would behave like a bad boy. Your purpose of teaching him a lesson was not simply to defend me, It's teaching him the principles of being a human being. In your heart, your younger brother is the first, and I have to be second."

Sweat was dripping from Guan Wen's forehead. He was not a good negotiator in the first place, and he didn't need to say much during the two years of darts and drinking blood.He was so blocked by Li Xin that he couldn't speak a word, his face was flushed with anxiety, and his eyes started to bloodshot.

"Xin'er, I..."

"Guan Wen, you are not a person who likes to talk a lot. A person who speaks few words should think more about things in his heart. No doubt you think a lot, but all the terms and conditions are first settled by your father and your brother." , your sister, your aunts, uncles and cousins. You only think of me after thinking about them."

"I'm not..."

"You are." Li Xin said categorically: "You are, you have always asked me to accommodate them, let me tolerate them and understand them, you said sorry to me and persuaded me to cater to them, but you never Let them understand me and accommodate me."

Guan Wen looked at her bitterly, and said after a long time: "I never knew, you think so..."

"You value family affection, you are a man who values ​​love and righteousness, but you always ignore that you have a small family yourself." Li Xin looked at him firmly and said: "After a long time, I will also feel discouraged if I am ignored. cold."

Guan Wen let go of his hand dejectedly, took two steps back and sat on the edge of the bed, and smiled bitterly, "But Xin'er, you can't... let me propose to separate the family. I am the eldest brother, and the fourth brother even returns his wife. Without getting married, Axiu doesn't even have a plan to get married, how can I..."

Li Xin hugged his arm and shook his head lightly, "I didn't ask you to talk about the separation, Guan Wen, do you know that I was scolded by your father yesterday in front of your brother and guests, and he said, 'It's not good to be a daughter-in-law. If you are obedient, you have to type' What mood? I can bear it, I can not say a word, I just need you to say something, even if it is the simplest scene like 'my wife is not obedient, I will teach you a lesson', but you Didn't say anything, didn't even give me a look. I was so cold at the time, I packed my things and left without thinking. Although I'm not sure if you were drunk at that time, did you hear what your father said , but I just feel chilled. If my husband doesn’t even defend me in my husband’s house, what’s the point of me staying? It’s all good if I don’t get a little respect from them, and I can embarrass me in front of any outsider Even if my husband doesn't stand up and say something for me, how can I stay in such a family?"

Guan Wen remained silent, he only found out today that his wife had endured so much.It was his negligence. He had always seen his daughter-in-law was gentle and gentle and didn't care too much, but he didn't expect her to think so much and feel wronged so much.

He thought that she went back to her mother's house in anger because she could not bear his father's abuse.

But it turned out that she didn't care how his father and younger brother would treat her. She only needed his understanding and protection, and she could bear the rest.

Why hadn't he thought of it?
Li Xin walked slowly to the bed, sat down some distance away from him, and said slowly: "I know that I was at the chicken coop just now, why did I suddenly leave without listening to you? Because you told me to go home with you , you said 'guarantee' to me. My father told you clearly, I said that I would go back in two days, I wanted to rest, but you didn't seem to listen, you just thought I was losing my temper, and said that I would I'll go home with you. You obviously don't know what I'm upset about, but you said "guarantee" to me. Guan Wen, can I now feel at ease and regard my in-law's family as my "home"? Except Axiu and sister, I I don’t feel that there is any warmth there.”

Guan Wen stretched out his hand to cover his eyes, and closed his eyes to block the bitter wetness.Every word she said pierced his heart, making him feel that he was really nothing.He listened to every word, so he found that she didn't even want to call him "Awen" anymore, and only called him "Guan Wen". This kind of address made him inexplicably nervous.

His wife was sitting beside him, not far away, but not as close as skin to skin.He still has the memory of sleeping under the same quilt every night in the past. They are husband and wife, how did they come to this point?
It is true that women in the village often go back to their mother's house to get angry with their in-laws, and it is not a big deal, but Guan Wen never imagined that this matter would fall on them.

After a long time, Guan Wen rubbed his face and said to Li Xin in a hoarse voice, "Then I'll stay with you for two days before we go back together."

He didn't even dare to mention the word "home".

Li Xin was silent for a long time before nodding slightly.

Mrs. Liu was shouting from the yard: "Xin'er, it's time to eat!"

Li Xin stretched his clothes, turned to Guan Wen and said, "Let's eat."

Guan Wen stood up and nodded, wiped his face and opened the door, and went to the main room with Li Xin.

When passing by Westinghouse, Jiang just came out, with her pregnant belly sticking out, holding a sewing basket in her hand.Seeing the two coming out together, he narrowed his eyes and said with a smile, "Sister, brother-in-law."

Li Xin smiled lightly, "Why are you still holding the sewing basket after eating?"

"It's my sister-in-law's. I drew the flower pattern, and I'll take it to her along the way."

Li Xin nodded and looked behind him: "Where is Xiaodou?"

"That kid can't sit still, so he went to tease Niu Niu with his brother." Jiang said with a smile: "Both children like Niu Niu. This calf is well bought, has a gentle temper, and is not aggressive at all."

"It looks pretty good to me." Li Xin said with a smile: "I eat hay there every day and flick my tail, and my head has doubled in size."

Jiang Shi also nodded, "If the momentum grows like this, it is estimated that the fields will be plowed in the spring, and simple tasks can be done."

"Have you registered with the county government?"

"Come on, Mr. County Lieutenant said in the document below that our family can afford to buy cattle, so we can live a good life. In the first two days, my mother-in-law and mother-in-law were still discussing that Brother Daliu's family's wolfdog is going to hug a cub. Now, do you want to take one back and take care of the nursing home. In this way, our pigs, cattle, chickens, ducks and dogs are all complete."

Jiang's words in front of Guan Wen are a bit showing off, to support Li Xin, to prove that her natal family has some financial strength.

But Guan Wen's mind is not on Li Xin and Jiang's conversation, he is still thinking about what Li Xin said earlier.

Li Xin smiled, and when she heard Liu yelling for dinner, she took Jiang's sewing basket and walked side by side with her.

Mrs. Liu didn't make things difficult for Guan Wen when she arranged the meal, she still arranged it the way he did, and it happened that eight people could sit at the table.Xiaodou was still hugged by Li Xin, and Guan Wen sat alone.

Mrs. Zhang said: "Let me hug him. It's not very comfortable for you to hug him to eat at noon."

"It's okay, I'm not very hungry." Li Xin said with a smile, "I ate too much for lunch today."

"Gu stay on the bed, shame on you!"

Shan Zi gnawed on the steamed bun and interjected, making Li Houzhong laugh, "Isn't Shan Zi a bad bed?"

"not bad!"

Shanzi replied loudly and confidently, and then shamed Li Xin, "Shame, shame!"

Li Xin couldn't hold on to his experience, and hummed: "Sister-in-law! You don't care about him? He always shames me!" Then he pretended to be fierce and said to Shanzi: "Be careful that I will rob you!"

Shanzi trembled, grabbed the steamed bun quickly, glared at Li Xin angrily, and complained to Mrs. Liu: "Grandma! Auntie, it's bad! Steal the cow!"

Both Liu Shi and Li Houzhong laughed, and Liu Shi scolded: "You teased him again, let's see if your sister-in-law won't beat you if you tease him later!"

Mrs. Zhang said quietly: "If my sister makes her nephew cry, she won't be able to escape. You have to cheer him up. Otherwise..."

"What else? Sister-in-law really wants to hit me?"

Mrs. Zhang slapped her as a gesture, and on the way, she turned a corner and put a chopstick of Chinese cabbage into her bowl, "Sister-in-law won't beat you, but sister-in-law eats meat, so you can only drink soup."

"Sister-in-law is so cruel..."

Li Xin pretended to be wronged and approached Liu, "Mother, sister-in-law is hiding something!"

"I don't care."

"Mother!"

Mrs. Liu poked her on the forehead, "Eat and eat, I'm so tired and crooked that I don't have a shape."

The whole family laughed, and then raised their chopsticks to eat together, and they were very busy serving each other's dishes.

Li Houzhong put a chopstick of meat and vegetables into the Guanwen bowl. Now that Jiang is pregnant, the Li family is willing to pay, especially Li Erlang, who directly took the money and handed it to Zhang, asking her sister-in-law to make a meal for every meal. Meat dishes.

Guan Wen hurriedly bowed his waist to take the bowl, and said embarrassedly, "Thank you father-in-law."

Li Houzhong waved his hand nonchalantly, "It's always like this at home, it's more lively when Xiner comes back, don't laugh at me."

How could he make fun of it? When he returned home, he knew that Xiner's family was getting along very well. Today, he understands even more that Xiner has a lively personality.

It turns out that this is what she said, the warmth of "home".

Such warmth is rare in the Guan family.

Guan Wen looked at the meat in the bowl, stared blankly for a long time, then lowered his head to pick up the rice and started to eat.

(End of this chapter)