The rest of your life is too long, you are too unforgettable

Chapter 20
She doesn't speak, in fact, she doesn't have much self-confidence, she has lived a cautious life these years, and she can't even straighten her back to be a human being.What work brings her, besides self-reliance and a sense of security, is that she needs to make up every time she flies. The gorgeous and thick shell can hide her heart, allowing her to act as another kind in the small cabin. role to gain a sense of accomplishment.

Work is her belief and support, and her source of income. She can imagine what kind of abyss her life would slide into without this job.

Once a person feels empty and unable to feel his own value, it is over.

Mu Zheng knew that she couldn't answer, and didn't expect her answer at all, so he curled his lips contemptuously, turned around and left.

"Mu Zheng!" She grabbed his sleeve and held it tightly in her hands, "I beg you to help me this time, just once. I know I can't give you anything, our family even owes you, but it's okay I can pay it back, and it's okay for you to put all the debt on my head... I am willing."

He finally stopped and turned to look at her: "Are you willing?"

She nodded, "Yes."

He suddenly smiled, pinched her chin with his hands and said: "You are very beautiful, especially this little face, so beautiful that I fell in love with you at the first sight. It's a pity that such a beautiful face doesn't understand at all. Pretend, when you say something insincere, your thoughts are all written on it. I told you, you can't learn to lie, especially in front of me. "

Liang Zhixuan was noncommittal, but refused to let go of what he said. Holding his sleeve was like grabbing the last straw.She also felt ashamed, but there was no other way, she couldn't think of any other way.

Cheng Jie told her that Yun Lang had sent other pilots to Air France for exchanges, and Lei Xiaoming seemed free to resign and go to the Middle East. The situation is fueling the fire.

Lei Xiaoming has paved the road and planned his ideal life, but he didn't expect that she would not go with him even so, and he probably didn't think about what would happen if she really didn't go with him.

Mu Zheng is not Lei Xiaoming, he doesn't have that open-mindedness and patience.He shook her hand hard, and she knew he was angry. He was terrible when he was angry. It was useless to persuade him, and he couldn't listen to what he said.

She didn't dare to go forward again, fearing to offend him and end up in a worse situation than she is now.

She suddenly felt hopeless. When she received the news of the grounding, when she had a conversation with Lei Ronghai, and even when she said goodbye to Lei Xiaoming on the phone, she never felt such deep despair at this moment.

The one-eyed cat came back at some point, meowing behind her.She smiled at it bleakly, "I have to go, you can have a full meal today, tomorrow's...let's talk about it tomorrow!"

She dragged her tired body and walked out. To be honest, she now felt like an old man in her twilight years. She just walked here, said a few words, and didn't do anything else, so she couldn't even move her legs. open.

She walked outside the door of the villa, just in time to see a bright-colored small sports car rushing away. The same Julia was in the driver's seat, still in the same clothes, with a bright-colored silk scarf wrapped around her head, and sunglasses, looking very high-spirited.

It is difficult to get a taxi in this area, it seems that she has to walk down for a long time before she can get a taxi and go back.The specially borrowed long skirt and high-heeled shoes failed to seduce Mu Zheng. At this time, wrapping her legs and feet became a fetter instead.She took off her high heels and was about to walk on barefoot, when Xiao Zeng called her at the door: "Miss Liang."

She turned around.Xiao Zeng pointed upstairs, "Fourth brother told you to go up."

She didn't ask him why he changed his mind. This time, even Butler Zhao didn't stop her. There was a pair of slippers at the entrance, which she wore when she lived here. They were big fluffy rabbits, exaggerated but naive, washed white .

Liang Zhixuan went upstairs with his slippers on, pushed open the door of his bedroom, and heard the sound of rushing water, he should be taking a bath.The suits, ties, and shirts he wore at the banquet just now were thrown on the floor and on the bed, and spread from the door in a mess. Even the shoes were here and there, and it was obvious that he was in a really bad mood.

She bent down, straightened his shoes, picked up the scattered clothes on the floor one by one, hung the tie and suit back on the coat rack, and sent them to dry cleaning later.

Whether she likes it or not, she has to start adapting to such a role, and try to be a little more obedient and docile. Even if she is a pet in his captivity, she must have professional ethics.

The sound of water in the bathroom stopped, and she heard him call her name: "Liang Zhixuan."

She responded, "I'll be right there."

She knew that he never took clothes into the shower, and put on a large bathrobe after washing, and in summer, he walked out casually wearing a bath towel, then dried his hair, lit a cigarette, and finished smoking slowly. to get dressed.

So she opened his closet, found all the clothes and pants he was going to wear, and even matched the socks before knocking on the door and going in.

The steam in the bathroom formed a white world. The bathroom in his room was huge, with a sunken bathtub, and the shower was separated by a glass room. Mu Zheng was standing in the shower room, and the water from the shower was It opened and poured over his head.

"Come here." He turned his back to her, only admiring her broad shoulders and narrow waist. The water droplets flowed down along the ups and downs of the muscles, but through the white air on the glass, it was as blurred as flowers in the fog.

She had nothing to be shy about, she put down her clean clothes, took a clean bath towel and walked over, opened the glass door and handed it in.He didn't reach out to take it, but directly grabbed her wrist and pulled her in.

The bath towel fell to the floor, and he pushed her against the wall, and before she could react, he kissed her.

He wasn't a tender lover, but his technique was so good that even such a brutally aggressive kiss didn't hurt too much.She just felt empty, not only was her breathing rate forced to synchronize with him, but also something in her body seemed to be sucked away by him.

The water from the shower is still pouring down, like dense rain. They are like a couple who can't help themselves in the rain, but it's just like.

"Really not going this time?" He asked sarcastically, as if talking to himself.

"Ah."

"Think it over, don't you regret it?"

"I don't regret it." She was covered with goose bumps by his teasing, and her voice was blocked in her throat.

"That's what you said." He looked at her with eyes like the deep sea. "No matter what happens in the future, I hope you will remember what you said today."

The clothes were so dirty that she kicked the cloth so wet that she couldn't see its original color at her feet, and she was still worrying about what she should return to Cheng Jie.

There was a price for her inattention, the tiny tiles on the wall rubbed heavily against her back as she slumped, almost peeling off a layer of skin.Mu Zheng didn't care if she was comfortable or not, he was still tossing her desperately.

It was very painful, the pain that echoed inside and outside her body seemed to be pierced into her heart with a sharp weapon.But gradually it became numb, and in the end even gave birth to a bit of relief.She expressed and even pandered in her own way, wanting to end this battle quickly.

Mu Zheng really hated, but he didn't know what he hated, because at this moment, his senses were obviously extremely happy.Seeing her biting her lip, he couldn't help pinching her lower jaw: "What are you holding back for? As I said, you have to listen to throwing money into the water. What about your voice, I want to hear your voice. "

Does she know it hurts too?He knows she hurts...he just wants her to hurt.

In fact, she didn't need to make a sound, if he listened carefully, he could completely hear her breath and heartbeat being smashed into pieces, then he would understand that her pain was far greater than all the joys in front of him.

From the bathroom to the bed, the shower was a mess, and the room was a mess by two people.

Liang Zhixuan couldn't remember how she fell asleep in the end. Mu Zheng was so energetic, he played with her in different ways, no matter whether she was conscious or not, would she give enough response.She only remembered that he was covering her body, with his arms overlapping hers, touching the jadeite beads on her wrist and asking: "Are there only a few of these left?"

"Well, it's all broken."

He said sarcastically: "Do you know how much this string of beads is worth? It's worth more than your photos."

She was already in a daze, but when she heard what he said, she immediately regained her energy, and was about to turn over when he pushed her down again, and he said, "Okay, I don't care about this with you. The old man wears a long string to show his age, It looks good on the wrist like this." His lips brushed her limp body, and landed on the most sensitive place behind her ears, "It's better not to wear anything, just wear this."

Water is the muscle and jade is the bone is to describe the beauty of women, but not all women can match jade.Her skin is fair and delicate, and her wrist bones and ankles are skinny and delicate, so she is the most suitable for wearing such jewelry.

The white wall is flawless, embellished with emerald green, it is gentle and noble and sexy.

The notice of reinstatement came soon, and the new renewal contract was handed to her. Mu Zheng's efficiency was really high.

"Actually, Yun Lang is just arrogant, and the benefits and reputation are just like that." He was a little disdainful, "Why hang yourself on a tree? If you want to change to another airline, I can also arrange it."

Liang Zhixuan stood in front of him and helped him tie his tie, and the Windsor knot was tied smoothly and neatly.In fact, she was already considered tall, but Mu Zheng was even taller. Standing close, she still couldn't meet his eyes. She could only see the line of his jaw and Adam's apple.

"No need, it's pretty good in Yunlang, it's better to be familiar with it."

Mu Zheng took a deep look at her: "People's words are scary, but you are not afraid? Your heart is big enough."

It's not that she has a big heart, isn't it also an acknowledgment of his love to change a company?Maybe he has a deeper relationship. One day, if he is upset, he will wave his hand, and if he wants her to live, he will live, and if he wants her to die, he will die.

She didn't speak anymore, she helped him straighten the neckline of his shirt, and then turned around to pick out a watch for him.

He had a special drawer for watches, and when he opened it, there was an empty compartment in the middle.She thought of the LV that he kept in the hotel in Ancheng, and she was in a daze.

Mu Zheng urged: "What are you thinking, hurry up, just pick a piece."

She picked out another fashion watch for him, and he made a gesture, "Do you think it looks good with this?"

"Aren't you going to attend an event today? You can wear this."

He didn't say a word, he buckled the watch and said, "You know my itinerary very well, so why don't you ask who I'm going to attend the event with?"

"Isn't that Julia?"

Mu Zheng stopped talking. She put on his coat and asked by the way, "Are you coming back for dinner tonight?"

He ignored her, slammed the door and left.

She didn't know what she didn't do well to make him angry again, but she was happy and relaxed when he was not at home. The shift after the go-around began next week, and she had a few days to rest for a while.

She took a notebook and wrote down all the things she had to do in the past few days. She has always had the habit of being organized and not wasting time.

Here she still has a separate room, but when Mu Zheng is around, she is basically with him.Mrs. Wang has always cleaned up the room, only the situation in the bathroom that night made her blush and embarrassed, and she closed the door to clean up by herself.When she was packing and changing clothes, she saw that the dresses borrowed from Cheng Jie were all soiled, and she was embarrassed to return them directly, so she planned to go out and buy them again.

As usual, Mu Zheng left Xiao Zeng behind, and drove for her when she wanted to go out.She found it troublesome, and Xiao Zeng smiled: "What's the trouble? If I don't help fourth brother drive, I will lose my job. This is my job. If you feel uncomfortable, let fourth brother buy you a car , you can drive it yourself.”

"It's not convenient for me to drive to work. There is a crew shuttle, so I can just take the car."

"It doesn't have to be for work. It's also convenient to drive by yourself when you go out for a stroll. Anyway, it's not bad. Don't you girls like TT and 911? Let the fourth brother buy it for you."

Liang Zhixuan remembered the small sports car driven by Julia that she saw at the door that day, and it seemed to be the Audi TT.

"No more, I don't like sports cars."

"Then what kind of car do you like?"

She thought for a while, "The Beatles."

Xiao Zeng chuckled, stopped talking, and asked her, "Shall we go to Yintai?"

Last time when she went back to Yintai, she met Lei Xiaoming by chance. The vague affection she had earlier was no longer expected. It was that time, like some kind of opportunity in the dark, they were connected again, but in the end they were still the same. There is no reason.

He also called her, and Cheng Jie said that he had gone to the original address to find her, and she knew it.But she still deleted his contact information, and everything related to him can only become a memory in the end, and she will feel pain if she touches it inadvertently.

"No, let's go to Isetan!" she said.

When she chooses clothes for Cheng Jie in the shopping mall, she doesn't need to look at the price, she only needs to use the borrowed ones, speculate on her preferences, and try on the size if she thinks it looks good.

This time Mu Zheng gave her a card, which she can swipe whenever she needs it.

There seems to be a tacit understanding between them, and they all play their respective roles conscientiously.

When I picked out the clothes and was about to pay, the cashier said, "The clothes you tried on just now have already been paid for by someone, so let me wrap them up for you!"

Liang Zhixuan's heart skipped a beat, but she couldn't believe that she would be so lucky again in the scene of deja vu.She asked who it was, and the cashier pointed away: "That lady over there."

Liang Zhixuan recognized that it was Feng Xiaoxiao's mother, Feng Yaru.

She caught up with him and called, "Mrs. Mu."

Feng Yaru turned around, with a well-maintained face, people in her 50s would believe that she was in her thirties.She was not alone, she was accompanied by the driver and assistants, she was stopped by Liang Zhixuan and let them go first.

This is the first time that Liang Zhixuan saw her in person at such a close distance. Before that, she had only seen photos from various angles that were not clear in the media, and the meeting at the buffet dinner party in the villa two days ago was basically regarded as stranger.

And it was this stranger who gave her a subtle sense of familiarity.

"Miss Liang." Feng Yaru obviously recognized her, "It's such a coincidence that I met you here."

In fact, Liang Zhixuan was not sure if it was a coincidence, but facing Feng Xiaoxiao's mother, she felt that it was true that she was short of breath.

She didn't know where to start, "I'm sorry, about my brother and Miss Feng..."

"You don't have to apologize. I know it's none of your business. I'm actually very clear about my own daughter. Your brother treated her very well before. I believe they are together now. He will also protect Xiaoxiao and prevent her from being wronged." .”

Liang Zhixuan was very surprised, she didn't expect Feng Yaru's reaction to this matter, she didn't know how to answer the question for a moment.

"Mu Zheng's father and I came to Nancheng for business. I won't participate in their business activities today. I went out to go shopping, and I didn't expect to meet you."

Liang Zhixuan hurriedly said: "You paid for me just now? This is really unnecessary."

Feng Yaru just smiled and looked at the wallet in her hand: "It doesn't matter, it's all the same."

She didn't mean to have a deep chat, and left after exchanging these few words.

This is a ruthless character, showing that she knows everything well, and even knows that she is spending Mu Zheng's money now.

Thinking about her younger brother and Feng Xiaoxiao, Liang Zhixuan became depressed again, and lost the mood to go shopping. Fortunately, the things to be returned to Cheng Jie have already been bought.

She went back by car, Xiao Zeng didn't seem to know that she met Feng Yaru, so she didn't mention it.With just a few words, she didn't plan to tell Mu Zheng any more. Every time they mentioned something related to Feng Xiaoxiao, they broke up unhappy.

Back at the villa, she remembered that there was one thing she hadn't done, so she turned around and went into the kitchen to quietly get some meatloaf made by Mrs. Wang.

(End of this chapter)