Sweet love: the president's 18-year-old sweet wife

Chapter 175 Depression

"Xia Xia." Looking at the scenery outside the cabin lying on the other side of the window, Luo Yi stopped Yin Qianxia who was sitting opposite.

Yin Qianxia propped her head, looking from Quantian's body to Luo Yi's face: "Huh?"

Luo Yi smiled, and asked her faintly: "We have known each other for a while, do you have any opinion on me?"

Yin Qianxia was taken aback for a moment, then shook her head with a dry smile: "...everything is fine."

"If there is something you don't like to say, it may unintentionally make you uncomfortable, but I don't know it myself."

Yin Qianxia hurriedly said: "No, but I seem to have a lot of problems."

"You're fine, but a little too introverted."

"Introverted?" It was the first time someone used these two words to describe her, maybe she had always been too restrained in front of Luo Yi, and she couldn't let go.

"Did I make you feel a little uncomfortable?"

"...No, it's my own problem, I'm a little... don't know how to communicate."

She couldn't find any suitable reason to explain her indifference in this relationship, Luo Yi was really too good to be picky, and the concubine also told her that such a man should be in her arms earlier.

She is not particularly good, maybe without the protection of marriage, she has no ability to keep Luo Yi by her side.

Even if a man is divorced, it is much easier to find a partner than a girl. He will have a lot more emotional experience than a man who has never been married, and he will be more considerate and caring.

But women are different, married and had children, no matter how young and beautiful they are, they are still called broken shoes. She knows that she is not good enough for Luo Yi, but she doesn't know why she is still hesitating.

"I won't force you to get married, but I hope you can let go of your guard against me a little bit, and you can tell me what's on your mind, and I will face it with you, good or bad."

Yin Qianxia was stunned, and what he said was to accompany her to face both the good and the bad, instead of "separate early if it is not suitable".

"Sorry... I may be a little emotionally slow, I... will adapt as soon as possible."

Facing Luo Yi's kindness, she always felt that she couldn't accept it with peace of mind.

Luo Yi smiled and nodded: "Well, I will give you enough time."

"……thanks."

"Don't be polite to me, it's very unfamiliar."

Yin Qianxia smiled awkwardly and wanted to say "sorry", but found that she was still very unfamiliar.

Facing Luo Yi, he seemed to be used to this kind of polite attitude. He didn't think that when he first met Huo Sichen, he would open his mouth and shut his mouth to swear, and he didn't have any scruples about being careless.

Probably because the purpose of getting married at the beginning of the acquaintance was that it made it difficult for her to adapt.

After all, she is not experienced in relationships, and it seems that they have been in love for a long time. It is logical that they have a love relationship, but they met Luo Yi because of a blind date. When you know that a man has the purpose of getting married, you can understand You know you, more or less strange.

And she has been trying to adapt, but the effect does not seem to be good.

She can still handle it when the child is around, but it still feels a little stressful to chat with Luo Yi alone like now.

She didn't know how much time she needed to accept Luo Yi, and even felt that Luo Yi would probably give up on her after a long time.

Since a certain voice in her heart wanted such a thing to happen, but forcibly restrained herself to keep this relationship, it was this kind of ambivalence that caused her to stop.

……

Huo Group, Yuan Yikai asked the assistant office staff as soon as he arrived at the company: "Qinyu didn't come to work today?"

"Well, it seems to be sick."

Yuan Yikai frowned, went back to his office and called her, but no one answered, which made him even more worried.

During this period of time, she came to ask for leave more than she went to work, and she seemed to be always sick.

He was busy with his business trips, and he hadn't seen her for a long time.

After preparing the materials for the meeting, he asked Huo Sichen for a time with a playful smile, and then drove to Fan Qinyu's house.

He changed the lights in the corridor and it was much brighter, but it made the iron door even more dilapidated.

He was equipped with the key here, which she also knew, and she seemed to be used to him showing up at her house suddenly when he had nothing to do.

If you take it out and open the door, the damp room seems to have a musty smell, and it's bitingly cold.

The house is very clean, but it is as clean as no one lives in it.

He didn't bother to change his shoes, and pushed open the door of her bedroom. To her surprise, she wasn't there at all.

Didn't you say you were sick?Why are you still running around?Or did you go to the hospital?
Trying to call her, only to find that the mobile phone is on the bedside table. Where can he find someone when he goes out without a mobile phone?

During this period of time, her mood was not high, and she would always go wandering in the street alone.

Yuan Yikai searched in the bedroom, wanting to see if he could find some useful clues, and also wanted to see how she lived recently.

The bag she usually brought with her was also placed on the bedside. He poured out the contents and took a look. He accidentally found two medicine bottles. He picked them up and took a closer look, which made him a little astonished.

One bottle is for controlling depression and the other is for sleeping pills.

In the past, Fan Qinyu was cheerful and lively, positive and optimistic. Even in the company, she could deal with his harassment with a good attitude. She never thought that she would have anything to do with "depression".

Is it really because of that man?
Is this going to look for Xiao Chujun again?

Thinking about it, he took the car keys and went out, maybe he could see her in Xiao Chujun's company, she seemed to like to hang around there.

As soon as he opened the door and walked to the stairs, he bumped into her who was going upstairs.

Looking at her listless look, she was a little dazed when she saw him, holding a box in her hand, which seemed to be the rice noodle she liked to eat.

Seeing her at this moment, Yuan Yikai let out a long sigh of relief, then stepped forward and asked her, "Where did you go?"

Fan Qinyu looked away lightly, and said softly, "Shopping."

"Is this for lunch?"

She didn't speak, and walked upstairs with her head down.

Yuan Yikai followed her into the room, the room was very cold, the kind of bone-chilling cold.

She would rather live in this kind of place than in the house he provided. He originally wanted her to suffer, but now seeing her getting thinner and haggard, he felt a little uncomfortable.

Especially when he thought of the two bottles of medicine he had discovered by accident just now, his heart felt even more indescribable.

I even wondered in my heart whether she has something to do with him now. If he treats her better during this period of time, doesn't get angry with her, and doesn't want to punish her, then will she not suffer from depression? ?

"I heard that you are sick, what's wrong?"

She lowered her head, ate the rice noodles naturally, and replied lightly, "It's just a small cold."

Yuan Yikai seemed to be scolding her when he heard the words. I really don't know how to be so brave, but thinking of her current state, he still swallowed the words, but stretched out his hand to pull her up from the stool, "Go, go outside to eat."

He dragged her to the door without giving her any time to react. She seemed a little too lazy to argue with him, so she changed her shoes and went out with him.

In fact, she was so compliant that Yuan Yikai felt terrible. What happened to her so stubborn to become what she is now.

She didn't seem so gloomy when she was in prison.

I took her to the restaurant, and didn't bother to ask her what to eat. During this time, I probably knew her preferences and ordered seven or eight dishes.

But her appetite was not good, and she put down her chopsticks after only eating a small bowl.

Yuan Yikai frowned and looked at her, picked up her bowl and added another bowl of rice to her: "Eat another bowl."

She shook her head: "I don't want to eat."

"There are so many dishes, it's good to eat a la carte."

She still didn't pick up the chopsticks, and Yuan Yikai just sighed softly. Thinking about this matter, don't be in a hurry, you have to take it slowly. Anyway, he will look at her all the time in the future. People with depression will have Suicidal tendencies, just thinking about it made him feel a little scary.

He was also a little afraid that if he didn't find out about her illness and she left so suddenly one day, he might blame himself for her death.

Xiao Chujun may be the root cause of her illness, but he is the one who pushed her to death, because knowing all of her experiences, he failed to give her some comfort, but he still thought about it. Make her life worse, make it hard for her to beg him.

She might choose to die and not beg him, right?
After the meal, he insisted on taking her to the hospital. Fan Qinyu never thought of telling anyone about her illness. Now she seems to have lost interest in everything around her, feeling that everything in this world is gloomy .

There will never be a ray of light illuminating her world again.

She will accept reexamination according to the doctor's orders, but she doesn't expect much to make her illness fully recover, even taking medicine is mechanically following the doctor's arrangement.

Living seems to be just to survive, without a clear purpose, tell yourself what you want to do, what you want, everything is aimless, death is not the end she wants, but she will think it is a good relief .

The doctor told Yuan Yikai about Fan Qinyu's condition alone, and Yuan Yikai knew how serious her condition was.

"As family members, it's best for you to care about her more during this time, spend some time with her, don't blame her and don't argue with her, it's best to find her inner needs and let her come out slowly. "

Yuan Yikai nodded, and his heart became heavy.

She didn't expect that she would go to this day, relying on a lot of sleeping pills even to sleep. Did Xiao Chujun's matter hit her so hard?

Didn't she even have the consciousness to live without him?

When filling out the medical form, he saw her information on it, and he realized that today is her birthday.

Now she will not refute any of his proposals, to be precise, she is more like a thoughtless playboy and follows him dully.

(End of this chapter)