Sweet love: the president's 18-year-old sweet wife

Chapter 338 Are You Going Back To Him?
Xiao Chujun nodded, looking a little downcast.

The two fell silent in the night, and Fan Qinyu didn't know what to use to break the atmosphere, because many things could not be turned back now.

"But I can't bless you." His voice floated along the night wind, but Fan Qinyu raised his head in surprise.

I heard him continue to say: "Xiaoyu, I know how much I have hurt you these years, and I also know that I have done too many things to be sorry for you, but now I remember you and everything in the past. There is no other way to just watch you marry someone else, so I just want to ask you..."

He paused for a moment, causing Fan Qinyu's heart to rise. Facing his words, her mind just became more and more thoughtless.

"You and him are not married yet. If I divorce now, can we go back?"

He knew how selfish he was when he said such words, but he wanted to fight for that love once, and only wanted an answer from her.

If she nods, he will love her with all his strength for the rest of his life; if she refuses, he will also choose to let go.

Because now he has lost the right to make decisions.

I was impulsive once, but I was afraid that I would regret it in retrospect, whether she was still waiting for him in her heart, but he timidly missed this love.

He had held these words in his heart for a long time, and he hadn't planned to tell her, but after so many days and nights, he still couldn't convince himself to just watch her marry someone else.

At the same time, he also felt in his heart what kind of pain she felt when she saw him and Fan Qinlin together.

For such a situation, he knew he deserved it, and it was his selfishness to come to her and say such things on the eve of her wedding.

However, after she had thought about it for a long time and said it to her, she didn't react too violently. There seemed to be only embarrassment in her eyes without hesitation.

Facing his fiery gaze, she just shook her head lightly, even took a small step back, and said, "Chu Yun, why didn't you remember me earlier?"

"We can't go back anymore. I love Yuan Yikai, not because I lost you. You don't know what you have experienced all these years."

Hearing her answer, Xiao Chujun's heart seemed to die all of a sudden, but he was afraid that he would affect her mood, so he looked at her with a forced smile, trying to make himself look like he was accepting the reality honestly, but in his heart he was Full of unwillingness.

The suffering he is going through now is probably what she once felt.

"There are many things I didn't intend to let you know. You are married now. I actually hope that you will always keep your original memory. Let go of the past. No one owes anyone, no one complains. who."

"Little Yu..."

"I never blamed you, I know your situation is unavoidable, and you are also very helpless and painful, so when you chose Fan Qinlin, I was just not reconciled, and I never hated you." Fan Qin Yu took a deep breath and said, "It was difficult for me to accept during that time. The doctor said that I was suffering from depression and had to rely on sleeping pills to maintain my sleep every night. Later, Yuan Yikai took me abroad. I was with him all the time, and I was in a bad mood and had a bad temper at that time, and he was always patient with me."

Recalling that time, Fan Qinyu felt the belated warmth at this time.

"Last year when you were getting married, Fan Qinlin secretly sent me your wedding invitation. I saw that you were getting married and cried for a long time. In fact, at that time, I was still hoping that you would recover your memory and come Find me, if you came to me and said these things at that time, I might have gone back with you." Qin Yu shook his head while speaking, "But that Fan Qinyu is already dead."

"I committed suicide before, and when I heard that you were getting married, I felt that my waiting was meaningless, and I had no hope of living. I took a bottle of sleeping pills, and I really didn't intend to wake up again."

When talking about a period of the past, Fan Qinyu's tone was very calm, as if he was telling a story that was not his own.

"He woke me up. He said I was selfish. He said that I was dead and didn't consider his feelings. He rescued me but made a face to me for a long time." Speaking of this, Fan Qinyu's There was a smile on his face, but it deeply hurt Xiao Chuyun's heart.

It was also at that moment that Xiao Chujun realized that this woman no longer belonged to him at all. As she said, the Fan Qinyu back then was dead, and when she woke up, she was reborn. .

"I'm sorry Xiaoyu..."

Fan Qinyu looked up at him, smiled and shook his head.

He is a person who won't humble himself. Even if he made her angry when we were together before, he knew it was his fault, but he would never say "I'm sorry", at most he would love her forcefully. She stuffed something to eat, and said sullenly, "I'll be more careful in the future."

The tone of the speech seemed to be asking her to pay attention in the future.

Today, however, he has completely lost the toughness he had in the past, and Fan Qinyu can understand the guilt and self-blame in his heart.

He has always been a very good man, she had thought about it before, and when he recalled these things after recovering his memory, he would definitely feel sorry for her. At that time, she still fantasized about the scene where he came to her to confess, but after waiting for a long time, now Finally, when the wait came, everything was no longer what it used to be.

Seeing him like this, she felt very distressed. After all, in this accident, he really did nothing wrong.

She never doubted his sincerity, so after she decided to be with Yuan Yikai, she hoped that he would never think about the past again in his whole life, so at least he would not feel uncomfortable.

When she came out, he seemed to be trapped in it, which was something she didn't want to see.

"Chu Yun, you are also married now, just be good, let's not worry about the past, now I am getting married soon, let's be happy together."

Xiao Chujun smiled, he used to be aloof, but now his eyes are a little moist, and his scarlet eyes can be seen in the night: "You just want to be happy."

What is happiness for each other? When he retrieved his memory but found that he had completely lost her, he really didn't know what happiness was like.

But what he didn't expect was that he could get her forgiveness, and she could stand in his position to relieve his psychological pressure. It was rare that he had hurt her so much, and she was still as kind as before.

"...can you go somewhere with me? I have something to give you."

Fan Qinyu was stunned for a moment, then picked up the phone to check the time and said, "He's going home soon, if he knows he will say me."

Xiao Chujun smiled bitterly, nodded to show that he understood, and was reluctant to embarrass her, just said: "Then I will send it to you tomorrow."

Fan Qinyu pursed his lips, wondering what he wanted to give her, but he didn't ask anything. He waved at her: "Go up, it's windy outside."

"...You should go home early, too."

Although she didn't like Fan Qinlin very much, she couldn't bear Xiao Chujun's twists and turns now.

After getting along for such a long time, there should be some feelings between Fan Qinlin and Fan Qinlin. Maybe it will be good to let go of the past slowly.

After walking a few steps into the building, he heard the sound of the car starting behind him, then he looked back and saw the rear of the car he was driving away.

With a long sigh, he turned his head and walked into the elevator.

In any case, the old love is still there, even if she has already given up on Yuan Yikai now, it doesn't mean that she can ruthlessly throw away the past.

While she was getting happiness, she also hoped that Xiao Chujun could come out sooner.

Maybe fate is such a tricky person. When she wanted Xiao Chujun to remember her, he chose to believe in Fan Qinlin; when she wanted it to go on like this, he found the past again.

Sitting on the sofa, hugging the pillow and curling up, the eyes fell on the TV, but the thoughts drifted far away.

Hearing the opening of the door, she just looked up at the clock on the wall, and then looked in the direction of the door, leaning on the sofa without moving.

Yuan Yikai walked into the door, changed shoes and walked towards the sofa, saw her sitting there motionless, and said to her: "Why are you so absorbed in watching TV? Husband doesn't care when he comes back?"

Fan Qinyu just looked away at him, looking sullen.

Yuan Yikai noticed her little emotions, frowned slightly, walked towards her, and asked her: "What's the matter? Are you unhappy that you came back late?"

She just responded lazily and in a muffled voice: "No."

"Sleepy?" He sat next to her, stretched out his hand and pulled her into his arms.

Fan Qinyu rubbed her arms into his arms coquettishly, and rested her head on his lap.

Yuan Yikai cooperated with her to let her lie down comfortably, and gently ran his hands along the broken hair on her face, and asked gently: "What's wrong? Tell your husband."

After two seconds, Fan Qinyu lay in his arms and looked at him and said, "Did I meet Xiao Chujun just now?"

Hearing this name, Yuan Yikai's expression became a little embarrassed: "Just now? Did you go to find him?"

Fan Qinyu shook his head, and said lightly, "He came looking for me, and it's downstairs."

"What did he ask you for? Bullied you?"

"No...he...he remembers me."

Hearing this sentence, Yuan Yikai's back couldn't help but stiffen, and the hands that ran along his hair couldn't help but pause.

Fan Qinyu noticed his strangeness, probably knew what he was worried about, and asked him deliberately, "Why are you so surprised?"

The expression on his face didn't look like he was joking with her. He stopped what he was doing and pushed her off his lap. Fan Qinyu sat up and looked at him innocently. Looking at Yuan Yikai, he asked her with a serious face: "He has recovered his memory, do you want to go back to him?"

Hearing this, Fan Qinyu looked at him with some disgust in his eyes, and knew that he was thinking about this, and wanted to play tricks on him, so he nodded according to his words: "Yeah."

(End of this chapter)