let me look at you

Chapter 104 (1)
"No, he can't go!" Han Shu moved his body and was about to stop him, but Ju Nian held him back, "Please, Han Shu!"

This is not the first time she begged him, the last time, they will never forget, what was ruined by the 521 steps under the pomegranate tree.She dragged his hand twice with such sad eyes, but it was not for him.

Coming out of the city courtyard where he only worked for a week after reporting, Han Shu glanced back at the solemn national emblem at the end of the high steps and the towering gray doorposts, and then he remembered that he might spend the rest of his life on a sickbed. Mother Cai Yilin often mentions the Goddess of Justice—blindfolded, white robe, holding a sword in one hand and a scale in the other, symbolizing moral integrity, uprightness, rationality, and fairness of measure. She also wraps a snake around a stick and tramples a dog under her feet .Snakes and dogs represent hatred and affection respectively, and true justice must abandon these two things.However, it is easier said than done.

He insisted on leaving, but his superiors did not insist on staying, the rest was just a matter of formalities.Although the colleagues were puzzled, they were probably saying in their hearts, with a young man like him, where can he not eat well?Only Han Shu knew that his being light also meant that he had nothing.What he once believed in has collapsed. It is unknown whether he can understand each other with the old man in this life. Most importantly, he also believes that his crazy and rebellious behavior can only happen once. After all, it is the father he loved since he was a child. , even if he has lost his reverence, he will no longer have the courage to repeat that "justice".

The car headlight had a small fault, and it is still being repaired in the 4S shop. It was the only big thing Han Shu bought with his own money. His godmother sponsored some, and he has already returned it. He has nothing left.Han Shu simply walked to the place where Ju Nian lived. It was quite a distance, but it was just enough for him to think about things slowly.By the time Uncle Cai's small shop was in sight, it was already dark. He looked at his watch and walked for nearly two hours.In such a remote city corner, it is far from the beginning of the lights. The few scattered lights are faltering in the vast darkness, making it even more warm and precious. From time to time, you can hear a few dogs barking.

Han Shu has already made up his mind along the way, if Ju Nian asks "what are you doing here", he should say how pitiful he is, and he has to tell Ju Nian, "I'm unemployed, I have nothing left".This is also true.

But if Ju Nian feels sad about it, that's not good. Han Shu hopes that Ju Nian will take pity on him a little bit, but he doesn't want her to pity him too much.Then he will show an indifferent look and say: "Actually, it's nothing. For a person like me who has met Maslow's five-fold needs from top to bottom and inside out several times, this is a good idea." It’s a small thing too.”

What if Ju Nian is worried about his future life? Affected), he still has to let her know that he is not at the end of the road, he still has some small savings, and he has passed the qualification certificate for lawyers.

He thought a lot about things like this, and he felt that he hadn't filled his heart so much in his life.However, when Ju Nian's hut was in front of him, a basin of cold water was poured on his head—through the iron gate, he could clearly see the darkness inside.She was not at home, Han Shu was disappointed.

The orange year should be on day shift this week, did she go to the hospital to see Feiming?Feiming still hasn't woken up after the operation, and Han Shu also heard about it. When he was hesitating whether to call her or go directly to the hospital, he suddenly had an idea, so he immediately took action.

He shook the locked iron door, took off his coat, and clung to the iron bar to climb up. He didn't think about what was wrong with being a villain who jumped over the wall in his well-dressed appearance, and he didn't think about the neighbors or his family. Will passers-by mistake him for a thief or something?Since it is already crazy, why not be more thorough.Even if it is waiting, he will wait for her to come back in her yard.

Fortunately, Han Shu didn't neglect his exercise, and his skills were still flexible. The height of the iron gate didn't cause him too much obstacle. What he was more worried about was that the iron gate couldn't bear his weight and fell to the ground. It's time to bother him.

When he landed in the yard smoothly, except for his light-colored thin sweater and his hands stained with rust, everything was fine. When he landed very lightly, no one was disturbed.Because the moon has already come out, the small courtyard without lights does not look so dark up close, and the loquat tree that has lost all its leaves is silent in the moonlight. Han Shu was pleasantly surprised to find that the bamboo chairs placed under the eaves before the orange year God help me if I didn't move in in time, he walked over unceremoniously and half-lyed on the bamboo chair, looking at the clouds smudged by the moon, imagining how she used to be sitting alone under the eaves.

What could be seen in her eyes.

What is thinking in her heart.

Then he closed his eyes, as if that way he could feel her breath.

Just when he was caught in the perfect harmony he had created, something amazing happened.Han Shu suddenly heard a "squeak", and the wooden door to which his back was facing was opened.He never thought that there was someone in the room, and he was taken aback.

Obviously, he wasn't the only one who was frightened, and the two black figures coming out of the door froze because of the movement on the bamboo chair.

"who?"

Han Shu forgot that he was also a member of the "abnormal channels" who came in. He only suspected that such a dilapidated place under the economic downturn would attract thieves, so he yelled, and then he realized that the person who came was very familiar. Who was the serious owner of the house, Xie Ju Nian, who shrank a little from his fright? After he saw the tall and thin figure beside her, he realized that it was Tang Ye who was supposed to be still in detention.

He propped himself up from the bamboo chair with both hands, screaming inwardly that something was wrong.

Han Shu must have been shocked, pointing at Tang Ye, the first thing he said to Ju Nian was, "Why is he here, who let him out?"

There was a rare panic on Ju Nian's face. She protected Tang Ye and took a step back. Yes, she protected him.Han Shu gritted his teeth secretly, and at the same time he was sure of one thing, Tang Ye was definitely not released legally.And he found that when it was about "justice", he still cared about one detail, that is, they didn't even turn on the lights, so what were the lonely men and women doing in there?
Ju Nian knew Han Shu well, so she was the first to react. Before Han Shu could make a move, she pushed Tang Ye, "Let's go!"

Tang Ye was carrying a simple bag in his hand, which was an absconding.

"No, he can't go!" Han Shu moved his body and was about to stop him, but Ju Nian held him back, "Please, Han Shu!"

This is not the first time she begged him, the last time, they will never forget, what was ruined by the 521 steps under the pomegranate tree.She dragged his hand twice with such sad eyes, but it was not for him.

However, he suddenly thought that Han Shu was not the only one who reappeared yesterday, and there was a cold war in Ju Nian, why fate would stage this scene again.Wu Yu in the past and Tang Ye in the present, they all left her hastily in this situation, although they all chose to take the risk and insisted on saying goodbye to her before they left.

She sent off one after another, as if she had spent half her life attending one dying banquet after another.

She couldn't let the ending of the little monk repeat itself.

She hugged Han Shu who was about to move, and shouted to Tang Ye who was standing there in a daze, "Let's go, why are you standing there stupidly waiting?!"

Tang Ye hesitated, and glanced at Ju Nian and the bewildered Han Shu.

"go!"

Again, she is more sober than him.The farewell words have been said, and it will be too late if you don't leave.

He took a few steps backwards towards the door.

Han Shu blushed and said to Ju Nian angrily, "You know he's guilty!"

Ju Nian raised his head and looked at Han Shu, "You also know that what he stays here is definitely more than what he deserves!"

Yes, he knows.There is no justice for Tang Ye to leave, but is it justice for him to stay?
Tang Ye had already reached the gate of the courtyard, he stopped, and rushed back to them at a speed that neither of the other two had expected, pushing away Han Shu who had completely lost his defense under the shackles of Ju Nian.Han Shu staggered and bumped into the bamboo chair, while Tang Ye grabbed Ju Nian's hand that was suddenly released.

"Come with me!"

His hands were cold, but with fanatical strength.

How much Ju Nian had longed for the little monk to say this on the day of farewell. If he had said it then, she would have followed him to the end of the world.But Wu Yu didn't, he just said goodbye, because there was another pair of hands waiting for him not far away.After all, Xiao Qiushui and Tang Fang were just a dream.

But Tang Ye turned his head, he took her hand and said: Come with me!

"Joke!" Han Shu's shock turned to anger in an instant.

"Do you have the face to take her away? What can you give her?" He looked like he was about to pounce on Tang Ye desperately.

Tang Ye said: "At least I can treat her better than you."

"You fucking fart!" Han Shu couldn't choose what to say, but soon he realized that he didn't know how to refute except for this.He has given Ju Nian everything, humiliation, coercion, and memory pain, not to mention that he is not much different from Tang Ye now, a bereaved dog with nothing.

He even saw that Ju Nian was dragged back a few steps by Tang Ye like sleepwalking, but she didn't break away from Tang Ye's hand.

Han Shu stopped chasing after him, he sneered, "Believe it or not, even if you go out of this door, it only takes a phone call, and soon, he won't be able to go anywhere!"

Ju Nian actually replied: "Really, Han Shu?"

Han Shu's hand tightly pinched the smooth armrest of the bamboo chair, as if he refused to believe everything in front of him, "Are you really going with him?"

Ju Nian smiled briefly and in a daze, "Will you let me go?"

Han Shu approached step by step, Tang Ye dragged her, there was no way to escape under his nose, but he refused to leave alone.

When he finally approached, Tang Ye could only stretch out his hand guardedly to block Ju Nian.

"What the hell are you going to do?"

Han Shu pushed Tang Ye's hand away, "Let me tell you again, this is between me and her."

The year of the orange is just around the corner, and she no longer backs down.

"You want me to let you go?"

"Do you know?"

(End of this chapter)