let me look at you

Chapter 45 A Story Called Butterfly Transformation (1)
One minute, one second, the day feels like a year, this kind of tormented waiting can't see the dawn at all, many times, Ju Nian has the illusion that he may not survive this time, and will die in the next second.

Ju Nian is not a person who is keen on attracting attention, and the greatest pleasure is to live quietly.However, today, in front of countless people, he abandoned the match halfway and left hand in hand with Wu Yu, as if he had escaped from the sky.At that time, she couldn't control other people, she couldn't control the future, she only cared about the "little monk" who was still by her side, and the present that she could still hold.

Wu Yu couldn't run too far, Ju Nian guessed right.His seizures came quickly and fiercely. When he fell down on a strange path in G University, Ju Nian, in desperation, used his hands to drag the already unconscious person to a large bush that blocked his view. back.

The spasm lasted nearly half an hour.During that time, the sweat on Ju Nian's body was wet and dry, dry and wet again.She put Wu Yu's head on her lap, and had to pinch his mouth hard with her hands to prevent her clenched teeth from biting off his own tongue.His hands, feet, and entire body twisted horribly, stretched like a fully wound bow, his face turned a strange purple color, and the turf beneath him was rubbed yellow by the uncontrollable twitching of his body. soil.One minute, one second, the day feels like a year, this kind of tormented waiting can't see the dawn at all, many times, Ju Nian has the illusion that he may not survive this time, and will die in the next second.

When the disease occurred, this torso belonged to the devil, not to Wu Yu.When a person is powerless to his body, the horror cannot be described in words. The "little monk" was originally as clean and dust-free as a mirror, but at this moment, he fell into boundless filth.Ju Nian knew he was right, but as long as Wu Yu was alive, he would not want more eyes to see this scene, especially Chen Jiejie.

When the person in her arms gradually calmed down after a long period of suffering, Ju Nian hugged him, as if she suddenly figured it out, just like the evening when she was sent away by her parents, she was lost in a strange field, walking and walking , that kind of enlightenment came unexpectedly.She always finds an exit for herself in the most desperate time.

Let him love Chen Jiejie, what's wrong with that?How limited his happiness is, how precious each of his days is.Ju Nian has his own world, even if he will never walk in, it is still joyful to hear his footsteps through a door, there is nothing to regret about it.Really, as long as he is happy, Ju Nian is willing to watch him quietly behind the door, which is not great, for her, this kind of sharing is enough.

Like a newborn baby going through the pain of the birth canal, Wu Yu slowly opened his eyes, the sun was a halo that could burn people, and he recognized the hands that shielded him from the light.She gave him the peace of a newborn.

"I'm sorry, Ju Nian, I made you lose the game." These were the first words he said after sitting up propped up.

Ju Nian leaned on the edge of the bushes a little tiredly, and said with a smile: "There is a saying that goes like this, 'It's easy to see but not clear, to be able to see but not to see is to know; to be victorious is not to be brave, to be victorious is to be invincible' It's called courage." She was afraid that Wu Yu wouldn't understand, so she explained it again according to her own understanding, "Even if there is a chance to win, if you have the courage to give up when necessary, and leave yourself a way out, that is true bravery; If you are too thorough, you don’t really understand, and it’s not necessarily a bad thing to be a little confused when you can.”

"You are Ah Q's logic." The purple on Wu Yu's face dissipated, and her speech was still weak.

"This is Master Xie's philosophy of life." Ju Nian joked to himself.

Wu Yu smiled.The two of them sat on the ground staggering and without image. The strange place seemed not very strange. The color of the sky and the shape of the clouds were exactly the same as when they looked up under the pomegranate flowers.

For a moment, no one spoke, and no one seemed to remember. On the other side, there was a match that originally belonged to them.

Ju Nian was about to fall into darkness by a second, and she heard Wu Yu say something nonchalantly by her side: "Ju Nian, did I ever say that you are the most beautiful girl I have ever seen in the world?" girl."

Ju Nian closed his eyes and laughed.Wu Yu is shy. After all these years of acquaintance, he has never said any straightforward words of praise.

Year of the Orange, you are so beautiful.

Year of the Orange, you are very smart.

In the years of ignorance, Ju Nian longed to hear these words from Wu Yu's mouth more than once.But he never said it.

Floating clouds cover the scorching sun, and the wind is gentle.

"Really? Better than Chen Jiejie?" Ju Nian's heart said, lie to me, say that I am better than her, just this time!
After a while, Wu Yu said: "Better than anyone else!"

His tone is so serious and solemn.Ju Nian believed it, for her, everything was enough.

She looked at Wu Yu and smiled brightly.

"Wu Yu, you are the best boy I have ever seen, the best in the world!"

"really?"

Wu Yu followed her example and asked stupidly.

The Ju Nian chick kept nodding his head like pecking rice.

They are as satisfied and joyful as children, although they both vaguely know that "the best" and "the best" should not be together.

"Ju Nian, let me tell you a story."

"You? Hehe." No wonder Ju Nian found it funny.Wu Yu didn't like reading since he was a child. No matter how interesting the text Ju Nian found, he fell asleep after reading it for a long time.Because Mr. Ju jokingly called him a "little monk", his favorite stories were nothing more than "Once upon a time there was a mountain, and there was a temple in the mountain..."

"Don't laugh."

"I'm listening, listening..."

"This story is called 'Butterfly Transformation'."

Ju Nian didn't hold back, and laughed out loud.She wanted to make herself a good listener, but when he stated the theme of the story solemnly, there was a weird sense of joy, which made her happy for no reason.

"I haven't started talking yet, what are you laughing at?" Wu Yu muttered dissatisfiedly.

"Uh, I mean, I like this story very much. Liang Shanbo and Zhu Yingtai, right?"

"Huh?" Wu Yu was confused instead.He bumped Ju Nian warningly with his elbow, "I said, I am the one who tells the story, can you listen carefully?"

"I listen, I listen."

"There are two caterpillars who live underground. It is very quiet and isolated from the world. They have never seen the outside world, and the outside world has never known them. However, there is a very small cave above the cave where they live. Small holes, and the wind and rain seep in through that hole, and of course, the sun.”

"What's the relationship between those two caterpillars?"

"It's the relationship between two caterpillars."

"Oh."

"These two caterpillars are the same. They like the sunlight that comes in through the small hole the most. But this little sunlight is too luxurious for them. Only on a sunny day, at a certain moment, there will be a very faint ray. The light comes in for a brief moment, and only falls on a caterpillar."

"Did they duel for it?"

"Of course not, Ju Nian, you have to read less martial arts novels. These two caterpillars are very friendly. They often give way to each other. They would rather be in the dark than let each other enjoy the short sunshine."

"Oh, that's good."

Wu Yu said so many words, her voice sounded tired, and it became lower and lower, "One day, a butterfly flew by, and I accidentally saw these two fluffy dogs who were fighting for humility. The caterpillar, it didn't understand very much, so it asked at the hole above: "What are you doing?" The caterpillar beetle replied to the butterfly, "We are giving each other opportunities to bask in the sun."

"What do the butterflies say?"

"The butterfly just kept laughing: 'You are so ridiculous, what is so precious about sunlight, look at me, I'm in the sun all day, I think it's sunburned my wings'. The caterpillar listened, very, very The envy of them. What they consider the most extravagant and precious things, in the eyes of others, are actually readily available."

"Is Caterpillar A envious, or Caterpillar B envious?"

"Xie Ju Nian, can't you not ask strange questions?" Wu Yu said helplessly.

"Okay, go ahead."

"This butterfly is also very friendly. It could have just laughed and flew away, but it folded its wings and stopped, and gave advice to the caterpillar: 'What's the point of giving back and forth underground? Come out of the hole, do we need to treasure the poor sunshine?' The caterpillar said: 'The entrance of the hole is very high, we can't climb up.' The butterfly smiled and said: 'A butterfly is a caterpillar. Ah, as long as you turn into a butterfly, don’t you have wings to fly out? Come out, let’s play together and dance in the sun.’”

"and after?"

"Later, the caterpillar realized that it could turn into a butterfly. It was very happy..."

"Has it changed?"

"It has endured untold hardships, and finally turned into... into a cocoon..."

"Then what happened, Wu Yu, tell me quickly, and sleep after you finish talking!"

The tiredness after Wu Yu's attack hit her like a tide, and she couldn't support her heavy eyelids.

"Then it transformed from a cocoon into a butterfly... Ju Nian, I'll lie down for a while, and I'll talk about it later..."

He fell into a deep sleep, leaving Ju Nian alone.What's more depressing than a story with no ending?This story left her with too many questions.Is it caterpillar A or B that turns into a butterfly? Can it really fly out if it grows wings?If only one flies away, the other is just so lonely.Will there be another kind butterfly coming to call?

Unfortunately, Wu Yu never had the chance to finish this story.

(End of this chapter)