My host is the Queen of Prophecy

Chapter 86

I'm not afraid of death, because I'm on the way to see you.

The sun is warm and the clouds are lovely.

Presumably the wind blows gently, and it is also full of sweetness.

——Ye Wanfeng
I thought I would never fall in love with anyone, but time has changed, after all, I just thought that's all.

Because of family reasons, I have been very cold since I was a child.

I can't accept what my father did, let alone agree with it.

For him, every woman around him is true love, and every love is vigorous.

ridiculous.

Ridiculous.

It is precisely because of this that I am extremely resistant to women and love.

I don't need love, I don't need love, and I won't love anyone.

But no one knows, perhaps in my heart is the desire to be loved.

I never admitted this before I met her.

But some people broke into my life at a certain inadvertent moment.

Without any warning, without any precautions, I peeped into the most secret side of my life.

No one has ever seen it.

It's ridiculous to say that I also once thought that I paid attention to her only because I was discovered the secret.

The truth is, I really don't know where to start when I like someone.

I like to talk to her, I like to be in the same space with her, I even like to watch her quietly.

I don't know since when, I have regarded her as the most important part of my life.

Indispensable part.

I'm thinking--

The great dream of Saha, day and night, if you really like it, if you really fall in love, don't resist, because I don't want to have any regrets.

any.

I get drunk when I drink, and when I get drunk, I fall into a state of confusion.

This is a very strange phenomenon, because it is too strange, I have not seen a doctor.

And being in a daze doesn't mean I'm not sober. I know what I'm doing, but I can't beat it with reason.

Only once, the only time I drank alcohol and was not drunk.

That was the night I took her to the Civil Affairs Bureau, probably the first time it was real, she didn't doubt me.

Driving all the way, all the way uneasy.

She wants to go home, I act like a baby.

She refused, and I acted like a baby again.

I thought, after all, I can keep her by my side.

Even if I know that she doesn't like me as much as I like her, not even a thousandth.

Sui Sui probably only has...so little affection for me.

Not even liking, let alone love.

but--

It's okay.

As long as I like her, as long as I love her.

In this life, I just want her to stay by my side.

Year after year, month and day, stay by my side.

Looking at her, I feel so happy.

I think I'll spoil her like this.

One day or two days, one year or two years, even if I can't make her like me, I still want her to get used to me.

Get used to having me by your side, so she won't be able to leave...

However, in our tenth year of marriage, God and I played a huge joke.

She passed away.

Maybe she doesn't know, I tried my best to keep her.

Even if I spend the rest of my life in exchange for being able to spend one more year with her.

really, really, really...

Unfortunately, God did not hear my prayer.

She still left me...

I think there will be an afterlife in this world.

Then we will see you in the next life.

You have to remember that you promised me that I will look for you, and I will definitely...

No one is thinking about you.The rest of my life is you.

Sui Sui, see you in my dream, good night.

　***
　　When I watched the ending, I felt like~
　　Well, it's okay.

　　Although parting, but it is a pet story.

　　When watching the episode, I actually felt so lost, a little sad~
　　Hahahahahaha~
　　Open the next plane story, please turn the page~
　　
　
(End of this chapter)