Chapter 379

Yu Yanshen's vision was as dark as deep, and the uncomfortable energy in his body had gradually disappeared.

Instead, it was a dense feeling of touch in my heart.

Many times, such as when she was around him, he didn't feel that there was anything special.

But now, in fact, they only separated for a few hours, but he felt irritable.

It was the thought that this woman would be with someone else in the future, and something in him boiled.

"You've been lethargic recently? Is it because of the medicine, or something else?"

He suppressed the emotion that jumped to his throat, and calmly opened his mouth.

Yu Qing sat on a stool not far away, "I don't know, it's quite lethargic, wouldn't it be good to sleep more?"

Yu Yan pursed his lips deeply, but did not answer.

It's just that the more he gets along with Yu Qing, the more he gets along with her like this, the more he can't bear it.

It's that restless mood, that fidgety mood.

When his emotions reached a critical point, Yu Yanshen suddenly stood up.

With a gloomy expression, he looked deeply in Yu Qing's direction.

"You're already awake, I'm leaving first. What's the matter...Call Secretary Su."

Yu Qing stared at him.

It was the first time this man had left with her so quickly.

She blinked, then stood up and took the black card from the bedside.

Walking in front of Yu Yanshen, Su Bai held the black card between his fingers and delivered it to his eyes.

"It's not that I'm not happy when I've been with you for a while. You are the one who takes care of me most of the time, and you are the one who tolerates me. I haven't given you anything, but you have given me a lot. Now that I'm gone At this point, it's just a coincidence, and we don't have a fate. Just take back your card, I have no position to take it, and I don't want it."

Mottled moonlight fell on the card surface through the gap in the window, refracting a faint light, illuminating the card number on it.

Yu Yan stared deeply at Yu Qing.

He was handsome, not even ordinary handsome.

There is an air about the boundary between old man and mature boy.Mature, but there is also a kind of passion and immaturity towards feelings, which makes you feel that a mature person like him will show such childish emotions for you and feel satisfied.

Yu Qing was satisfied by such emotions not only once, even now when Yu Yanshen's eyes fell on her face, she didn't know what she was thinking in a chaotic way.

Until the man pulled the black card out of her hand——

In her sight, it was broken and thrown into the trash.

"I am leaving."

Yu Qing closed her eyes, feeling that Yu Yanshen missed her.

She has already felt the change in this man, and if she leaves this time, she may really see her for a long time.

But that's what she wanted.

You're going to clean a rotting wound and you can't wait for the carrion to heal itself.

You have to cut off the rotten meat directly, so that new meat will grow.

Yu Yanshen was that piece of rotten flesh.

If it goes on like this, it won't get better, it will only get worse.

The door of the ward was closed by him gently, Yu Qing took a deep breath and sat down beside the bed.

She didn't bother to turn on the light, she just sat quietly like this, her thoughts were also circulating.

I don't know how long it has been, and I just woke up without feeling sleepy.

This dense night was suddenly extremely difficult.

After searching for a long time, she found a box of cigarettes and a lighter in the box that Ruan Qiurang Wenchu ​​brought.

Rubbing the lighter, this lighter is still very depressing, she thought it looked good before, so she took it and used it.

I lit a cigarette, and in the dark night, the scarlet flickered on and off.

I won't see you again in the future, this lighter, I will throw it away after I use it up this time.

Thinking of this, she suddenly choked on the smoke and coughed violently.

The more he coughed, the worse his eyes became watery.

When her cough got better, she took a deep breath of the turbid smoke.

Let out a long breath.

In the next second, she broke off the scarlet cigarette end and pressed it hard on the elbow of the other arm.

How should she live this long night and long life.

Too hard.

……

……

Yu Qing stayed in the hospital for less than half a month, but fortunately, the medical bills were paid well before Yu Yanshen was deeply concerned.

Yu Qing didn't pretend to pay him back the money, she didn't want to have anything to do with it.

For half a month, she read books, watched TV, slept and played with the cat of the grandmother in the next room every day, and the time passed like this.

When the day came when I was discharged from the hospital, I was a bit reluctant to part with such a day.

The scar on the wrist had stitches removed and healed well.

In the future, if you do some medical beauty or something, you probably won't even leave any scars.

Considering that she hadn't worked for half a month, she took some simple magazine street shots.

Sure enough, as Yu Yanshen said, her magnanimous stardom was actually all piled up by him with money and influence. Now without him, some of the TV actresses she had agreed to before were directly replaced by the director. .

In fact, Yu Qing didn't care much about whether she was the first girl or the third girl. She only regarded this as a job to make money, and she didn't have any big dreams.

So the time passed day by day like this, and before I knew it, it was the New Year's Eve.

Yes, the year is coming to an end.

People live more and more out of the world, and now even Chinese New Year feels boring.

Ruan Qiu pulled Yu Qing to go to the party, but Yu Qing refused many times, and Ruan Qiu went by himself in a fit of rage.

On the way, I was afraid that she would be bored, so I sent her many videos of disco dancing in bars.

Yu Qing felt that he had already passed this 'age' for playing, it was the age in his heart.

She nestled on the couch with her laptop in her arms.

The computer is new, and I have money recently, so I can finally replace the previous big brother, but the new one also has a little problem, but it doesn't matter.

On the screen was the Peking Opera "Suo Lin Nang".

"He taught me to let go of remaining hatred, to avoid coquettish anger, to reform myself, to change my love, to stop falling in love with passing water, to turn around from bitter seas, and to realize Lan Yin early." This sentence comes from this Peking Opera, and few people know it.

Yu Qing especially liked this sentence.

Turn around in the sea of ​​bitterness, and realize Lan Yin early.

Before I knew it, the broadcast was over, and the flickering light bloomed outside the window at this time.

Someone was blowing up fireworks at the risk of being caught by the police.

She suddenly seemed to think of something, looked out the window for a while, then walked to the bed in silence and opened the curtains.

I'm really in a trance.

It's been half a month.

Fireworks bloom brilliantly in the pitch-black sky, burning my short life splendidly, and then ending my scenery with the most bleak disappearance.

Yu Qing looked at it quietly, and there seemed to be a sound of a mobile phone ringing in her ears.

She didn't notice that the phone automatically refused to answer after it rang for a long time.

Then it rang a second time, and Yu Qing suddenly picked up the phone to connect.

What the person on the other end of the phone said instantly tightened her calm expression.

(End of this chapter)

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