The Road of the Concubine's First Wife

Chapter 305

Yingluan was worried about Qiao Jiuxiu's safety, so she didn't stay by Chu Dichen's side for too long, but returned to the courtyard.Unexpectedly, Qiao Jiuxiu had already woken up, and was sitting on a deck chair in the courtyard, looking at the somewhat dark and gloomy sky, but she shook her head slightly, her eyes sparkling.Yingluan had no choice but to sit beside her.Looking up, he saw that she looked very pitiful, and sighed lowly.

"Miss, it's getting late, let's sleep well." Yingluan said, she has always been like this, and she didn't know how to say those comforting words to Qiao Jiuxiu.So it can only stop in place like this.Qiao Jiuxiu shook her head lightly, with a bleak smile on her face, "Yingluan, I want to sleep too, but there are nightmares one after another in my sleep, how can you let me sleep peacefully?"

Yingluan bit her lips even tighter, not knowing how to comfort her.Several times, she couldn't help but wanted to tell Qiao Jiuxiu what the prince was thinking.He only opened his mouth slightly, but those words were blocked again.She couldn't say that if Qiao Jiuxiu found out, it would be harming her.He could only sigh slightly, "Miss, it's really getting late, you'd better go back to sleep."

Qiao Jiuxiu kept shaking her head, and after a long time, she looked at Yingluan slightly, "Yingluan, you were looking for the prince just now, did he have anything to say to me?"

Yingluan bit her lip, she was going to give the white gold jade belt to Chu Dichen as a thought, so that he could think about others when he saw things, so that he wouldn't be caught by a lovesickness in the days when he couldn't see Qiao Jiuxiu in the future. heart torture.Of course, she knows the truth of this section.Chu Dichen knew the truth of this section, but he couldn't tell Qiao Jiuxiu, so he could only change his sentence, "I told you about Miss's desire to return to Qiao's residence, but the prince said no."

"Why?" Qiao Jiuxiu looked at Yingluan puzzledly, tears were about to flow, "He has already divorced me, why can't he let me go back to Qiao's mansion? He won't be upset if he doesn't see me, I see you If you don't see him, you won't get hurt, so it's good for everyone, isn't it?" She smiled wryly, but she knew that Chu Dichen was her heart, even if she didn't see him, she couldn't help thinking about it.And she really wanted to know what she did wrong, he must torture herself like this, must break his heart, will he feel better?He only sniffed slightly, then looked at Yingluan who was beside him.

"What on earth did he mean? Yingluan, what did I do wrong?" Tears finally flowed out, and she leaned her head on Yingluan's shoulder.Only Yingluan didn't know how to answer this question.She couldn't say that the lord was worried about the danger that Qiao Jiuxiu would encounter when he returned to Qiao's mansion. At that time, he was beyond his reach, and it was not convenient for him to come forward.Now is the critical time for him, if the third prince threatens Qiao Jiuxiu's life, he is afraid that he will be at the mercy of Qiao Jiuxiu, so he deliberately keeps a certain distance from Qiao Jiuxiu.I don't know if Qiao Jiuxiu can understand just this hard work.

"Yingluan, you don't know how much I like him." Qiao Jiuxiu said bitterly in a low voice, "Maybe I'm really cheap, obviously he doesn't have me in his heart, but I still think about him desperately, I think of his good things all the time, but I don’t remember his bad things at all. The past happened one after another. When he was just Chen Chu, I was sincerely wrong. At that time , I thought, even eloping with him would be great, but I didn't expect that it would be unfeeling to change my heart."

Yingluan didn't know what to say, so Qiao Jiuxiu told her the past one by one.The expression on her face was always indifferent, "I still remember the first time I met Chu Dichen, it was in a restaurant, one of his servants angered me, and then he apologized to me solemnly, at that time I think that although this young master is a dude, he still has a good nature, so I made a good impression on him."

"Afterwards, I was at a shop selling night pearls. Because I wanted to help my eldest sister make a wedding dress, I thought about sprinkling a layer of night pearls on the dress, so that even at night, there would be a faint light, so I went to Chen Chu. In the store, he didn’t charge a single penny, so he let me follow my wish. After that, we drank together and talked about life, even if we made this friend. After that, I also told him about Qiao’s mansion, and after he listened , have been trying to help me solve it, and many times, I feel that he can give me a very strong sense of security and make me feel at ease."

Yingluan nodded slightly at the side. When the lord first met Qiao Jiuxiu, she was not by his side, but she had heard all the past events from Wang Meng. Although Wang Meng was a guard of the palace, he always liked her. Gossip, so many people in the palace know that the prince has fallen in love with a little girl, and she has no identity yet.Only this section, they didn't take it seriously at the time, thinking that the prince was just playing for fun.

"Later, our family went to the capital. When I saw Chen Chu in the capital, I was really happy, as if seeing a friend I hadn't seen for many years. Then I seemed to have a lot of intersections with him, I don't know if it was a deliberate arrangement or a hidden fate, anyway, I always see him often, but I regard him as a very good friend, so I don't take it too seriously."

"It wasn't until he asked you to help me get rid of Qinglian that I realized what he thought about me. At that time, I was still weighing it up. I didn't know what to do when my heart was right. I knew I was going to marry After the Ninth Prince, my heart was ashamed. After a lot of pain, I finally understood my heart and found him. I was even willing to give up everything for him and go far away together. Only he rejected me and pushed me to the Lord Nine."

"That night, my heart was probably ashamed." Qiao Jiuxiu smiled lightly, and the smile on her face became more and more dry, "I entered the palace and knew that I would become the prince's woman sooner or later. Tonight, I was ready to die. I only saw those familiar peach blossom eyes, and heard him say that he was the Ninth Prince of the capital, and then told me everything, and I knew that no matter what he turned into, I For the rest of his life, he can only be his."

Qiao Jiuxiu cried while talking, and said some things back and forth several times, turning up all the past events between her and Chu Dichen, counting each one, Qiao Jiuxiu shook her head lightly, "I like it so much He, why doesn't he have me in his heart? I'm his wife, and he'll just divorce if he says so. Doesn't he pay much attention to the past friendship? "

"Miss, don't do this," Yingluan looked at Qiao Jiuxiu with some anxiety, for fear that she would do something unexpected if she didn't pay attention, but the expression on Qiao Jiuxiu's face finally calmed down, "Don't worry, Yingluan , I will not seek death, even if I die, I have to figure out why he said those things to me."

Knowing that Qiao Jiuxiu had no intention of committing suicide, Yingluan breathed a sigh of relief, "Princess, it's really great if you don't think so. It's hard for us servants to guess what the prince has in mind. It's windy and cold here, let's go in .”

"No, Yingluan, go in and fetch me all the bamboo slips on the desk. By the way, I need a brazier." Qiao Jiuxiu stood up slightly, and this autumn day seemed to be a little more dignified. Everyone said sad autumn, sad Not the desolation of the weather, but the misery in the heart.She just lowered her head, walked around the yard, slightly remembered Li Qingzhao's words, and actually recited them, "Xun Xun Mi is deserted, desolate and miserable."

During the speech, Yingluan had already taken out the bamboo slips and brazier, but she didn't know Qiao Jiuxiu's plan.These bamboo slips were sent by her in a previous envelope, and they were all love poems written by the prince to the concubine. The prince was embarrassed to come and deliver them by himself, so he sent himself to send them to Qiao Jiuxiu's residence. Although these love poems are very lingering, but Every word in it is the prince's true heart.

What is the plan of the princess to take out these things at this time?Yingluan was a little unclear, so he could only glance at Qiao Jiuxiu.Qiao Jiuxiu threw all the bamboo slips into the brazier, then found a piece of flint, sparked bright sparks, and then put a fire on the brazier, clearly intending to burn all the bamboo slips.

"Miss, what are you doing? These are all poems written by the prince, can't you leave a thought about them?" Yingluan said quickly, Qiao Jiuxiu shook her head, there was no one left, what else was there to think about.Maybe by burning these things, she could completely forget about Chu Dichen. When he said he loved her, he talked sweetly, swore to each other, and met each other with tenderness and heart.But if you say you don't love her anymore, it's just a divorce letter, and if you like a woman of the right kind, you simply divorce yourself and don't let her go home.

Chu Dichen, as expected, you are my robbery in this life.Qiao Jiuxiu looked at the blazing fire, feeling slightly emotional, her face was crystal clear, as if it was raining.There were tears on his face and blood in his heart.She quietly looked at the raging fire in front of her. This fire burned the vows of eternal love in the past, and also burned the only hope left in her heart. From now on, she will never be tempted by him again, not even a little bit.

Finally, the fire became smaller and smaller, and finally completely extinguished. None of the twelve volumes of bamboo slips were complete, only ashes remained.Qiao Jiuxiu took two steps forward, feeling miserable in her heart.Yingluan saw that her gait was faltering, so she stood up cautiously, ready to give her a hand.But unexpectedly, Qiao Jiuxiu fell straight down.

"Miss!" Yingluan yelled twice in a panic, carried Qiao Jiuxiu into the house, then immediately went to find the doctor to check, and then notified Prince Qinghe.She knew that if Qiao Jiuxiu had something good or bad, the prince would definitely not let her go.I just don't know what happened to Qiao Jiuxiu.

(End of this chapter)