The queen leaves the court

Chapter 100 Waiting for me for a thousand years (2)
"Okay." She glanced at the child finally, and went back first with Helianqing's support.

The quick horse returned to the palace, when she stopped, she almost fell into his arms, Helian Qing panicked, "I will take you to see Dongfang!"

"No need!" She hugged him, even begging, "I just want you to stay with me!"

"No, you have to see a doctor!"

"Sanlang, I don't need a doctor, all I want is your company!" Her attitude was surprisingly tough.

"Okay." He Lianqing followed her wish and carefully carried her back to the room.

She didn't let him leave for a moment, snuggling together, she hugged him tightly and kept talking to him in a low voice, from the first time they met, to when she came to Xichu, and about the child...

No matter how tired she was, she persisted. He tried to persuade her to take a break several times, and the words were heavy. Her eyes were full of tears. He couldn't bear it and had to coax her. In the end, she cried and kissed him in the middle of the night, with a look of nostalgia.

He Lianqing was startled, "Baby, you are hiding something from me, what's the matter?" His heart felt cold, it was the first time he panicked to see her eyes like this.

"It's okay." Her voice was very soft, her fingers brushed against his lips, she was surprisingly cold, he remembered that she was always so warm that he couldn't help approaching her, but now she was so cold that he was shocked.

"Don't lie to me, tell me what happened!"

The upside-down sentient beings' face was full of nervousness and worry, and his brows were tense. She didn't like his frowning, so An Zixun smoothed his brows with her fingertips.

"Don't frown, it doesn't look good." She smiled, fighting back the tears in her eyes.

He pursed his lips tightly, and suddenly he got up, "Let's go to see Dongfang!"

"I just want to be with you, just the two of us." With a weak smile on his pale face, he no longer had the strength to pull Helian Qing with his fingers.

His voice came in a low voice, "You don't want An'er and Xiangsi anymore!?" He held her small hand and put it to his lips. It was so cold, her body cooled down quickly, and there was no one whom he was deeply attached to anymore. warmth.

Her tears could no longer be controlled and rolled down, An'er, Xiangsi, such young children, she could no longer take care of them responsibly.

"What did you promise me? An Zixun, you little liar, what did you promise me!" He Lianqing spoke with difficulty, his throat choked up, and for a moment he seemed to have returned to the time when he heard the news of the mother's concubine's death.

His happiness is like quicksand, he clutches it hard and thinks it is in his hands, but when he spreads his hands, he can't hold anything.

"You said that you would indulge my waywardness." Her voice gradually deepened. "You said that if you don't do it for a hundred years, you will walk in front of me. You can't bear the pain of losing me. I'm selfish, and I'm afraid of you If I'm gone, I won't be able to hold on. We only have this chance in this life!"

This life was originally obtained by He Lianqing's forced actions. For his unfinished relationship, Dongfang Feichi made it a dream for her.

After this life, she can reincarnate, and forget the past in the future, and she can choose to live the life she likes.

She told Dongfang Feichi miserably that those things in the future were not what she needed, and the next life was meaningless to her.

She doesn't want an afterlife, she doesn't want any compensation, she just wants to love He Lianqing in this life, she wants true love, even if it's only a little bit!

They missed too much, waiting for thousands of years, she became husband and wife with him, and gave birth to two children, all these are real, it is not a dream, she will never regard it as a dream!
She would rather suffer clearly than live in confusion!

"Sanlang, after I'm gone, you can miss me, not too much, just three years. After that, you forget about me, don't be sad anymore." She finished with her last breath.

"You are so cruel! Don't I even have the right to be sad?"

She twitched her lips, her soul was injured, she could only rely on Ji Yunshang's strength to persist until now, and the last little time she had left disappeared.

Did you say anything to He Lianqing? She opened her eyes as much as she could, with tears streaming down her face. She was always afraid to say that sentence, and she was afraid that once she said it, she would be even more sad at the last moment.

An Zixun stretched out his hand to draw lightly on his palm, tears welled up in her eyes and dripped down her icy palm, An Zixun felt the temperature of those tears burning in her heart.

He kissed her lips, "Please, don't leave me, please..." He never begged anyone, and now he can do anything, as long as she can stay.

The night sky outside the window was illuminated by gorgeous fireworks, which was specially prepared by He Lianqing to celebrate the Hundred Days of Lovesickness.

It is because she likes fireworks, and he wants to put her in his hands to take care of her, to pamper her endlessly, even love her more than he loves Acacia, no matter how beautiful fireworks are, they will be eclipsed in front of her.

An Zixun, you have long been integrated into my flesh and blood, you can never be separated again, and you will never forget.

Touching her face that seemed to be sleeping, Helianqing's enchanting face was like a descendant of a god, but it was full of determination.

In the previous life, when she tasted human love for the first time, she was able to give up everything and fell into hell, but in this life, He Lianqing was already in hell, and love is like a tarsal maggot that cannot be redeemed!
Baby, even if I can't survive from now on, I won't lose you again!

From winter to spring, the wisterias in Prince Qing's Mansion were transplanted from the South China Sea in the year the little princess Helian Acacia was born, but they haven't bloomed once for seven consecutive years.

I don't know what happened, but no wisteria of any variety has survived in Xichu since then.

"Auntie, will my mother like it if I wear it like this?" The little man in a purple dress turned back and forth in front of the mirror and looked at him. He was so young that he was astonishingly beautiful.

"I must like it, Acacia is so beautiful." Mu Mian helped her tidy up her clothes with a smile. After seven years, Acacia has grown so big in a blink of an eye.

"Will the father like it?" She seemed to be worried, raised her head and asked Mu Mian, she didn't have many chances to see the father in a year, she was usually taken care of by her father in the palace, sometimes she lived in the seventh emperor's uncle's house, and the emperor liked her The aunt dotes on her even more. As for her mother and queen, she can only meet each other on this day every year, and they meet each other far away. The father and queen are very precious to the mother and will not disturb anyone.

"Okay, it's time to go." He Lianxiao led the boy who was slightly older than Xiangsi.

"Uncle, brother." Seeing them trotting over, Xiangsi asked again, "Does it look good?"

Helian Xiao nodded her nose and doted on her, "Our lovesickness is the most beautiful, An'er, do you think so?" He turned his head and asked Helian Jingan beside him.

"Yeah." He was young but very mature, looked Xiangsi up and down and then nodded, speaking briefly.

Sending the siblings to Prince Qing's Mansion, Ah Duan was very happy to see them, especially An'er and Xiangsi.

He Lianxiao followed An'er and Acacia together in the mansion, there was a courtyard, clean and elegant, full of wisteria trees, it was already in flowering period, but there were no flowers.

He couldn't help but sighed to Kapok in a low voice, "It's been seven years, and the third brother still can't let go." As he spoke, he held Kapok's hand, cherishing it even more.

Kapok sighed softly, it was too difficult for Kanpo to let go.

Just like she knew that she could be with Helian Xiao for at most 13 years, she still hoped that one day in the future, she could be with his white hair.

"You guys are here." He Lianqing walked out from the inside, his face showed a little vicissitudes in seven years, and when he smiled, there was deep loneliness in his eyes.

Even though they rarely meet each other, after all blood is thicker than water, Xiangsi first ran over and threw herself into Helianqing's arms.

"Father!" Her soft and waxy voice warmed Helianqing's heart, and he kissed her pink cheek.

"Father." An'er was respectful.

He Lianqing stretched out his hand to caress his head, "An'er is becoming more and more sensible, come, tell father what the emperor and the grand master taught." He carried the two children to the stone bench under the tree at the same time, and then greeted Helian Xiao and Kapok.

An'er is young and mature but she is still a child, and she regained her childish personality after a while, and she is still quite clingy to He Lianqing.

Acacia even talked and laughed with He Lianqing, chirping like a little oriole.

He Lianqing doesn't talk much, and spends more time listening to the children quietly. The two children look a lot like him, and An'er has double pupils just like him, but Xiangsi's eyes are black and white, which is somewhat Similar to a baby, especially when she smiled at him with her head tilted, it reminded him of a baby even more.

"It's your mother's birthday today, and my father will take you to see her." He held the hands of the two, and An'er and Xiangsi, who were still excited just now, stopped immediately.

They can only meet each other on the mother's birthday every year. The mother's health is not good and she has been sleeping all the time. They can't disturb them. They take a look from a distance and say a few words.

Everything in the house was arranged according to her preferences, and he cleaned it every day for the past few years. When he had nothing to do, he talked with her by her side. The most common topic was how their children were.

"It's your birthday again, and I've prepared your favorite pastries." He set up a table, and then sat next to An Zixun, "Baby, our An'er and Xiangsi have grown up so much, count seven years, you When will you wake up?" He murmured, holding her cold hand in his palm.

After that day, he placed the baby in the mansion, even if Dongfang Feichi told him that she had passed away, Helianqing never believed it.

He always felt that the baby was just asleep and never left him half a step, and he was waiting for the day when she woke up.He, who could not live to be thirty, can be rescued to this day, and his baby will of course wake up.

"For seven years, you have tried everything you can, even if you go to Ji Yunshang, she still hasn't survived." As in previous years, Dongfang Feichi came down from Yunwu Mountain to meet him.

He Lianqing was more than unwilling to give up. At the beginning, he was even more crazy than Ji Yunshang. An Zixun's soul had been injured long ago. She kept Ji Yunshang alive to make herself last till the end.

Ji Yunshang and Hua Qianyou were buried in the sea of ​​flames. Once he died, An Zixun could hardly survive.

"I will wait forever. I have survived for a thousand years. What else can I wait for?" He Lianqing no longer had the strong resistance to Dongfang Feichi's words now.

"Why do this, you can only live for a few years, you don't even have an afterlife for her, and this life should not be wasted on a dead An Zixun."

The same stubbornness, He Lianqing is, An Zixun is even more!
Dongfang Feichi only accepted her Three Lives Gu as his heart, but he wanted to be in a dilemma again for them in the love calamity that should have ended in this life.

"How can you understand that even if you have a heart in your body, if you don't meet someone who makes this heart beat wildly, you won't really understand what love is."

He leaned down and stared at her face as if he had been alive, surrounded by silence, pressed her palm to his heart for a long time, and said with a sigh and choked up, "Baby, if you don't wake up, I will really be old..."

Having not slept peacefully for a long time, when He Lianqing woke up from drunkenness, the room was filled with the elegant fragrance of flowers, he was stunned for a moment and immediately got up and rushed out of the room.The blue sky was as clear as washing, and the warm spring sun was dazzling suddenly. He Lianqing couldn't help squinting his eyes for a moment, and when he opened them again, he stood there in surprise.

The wisteria, which hadn't bloomed for seven years, didn't see a single bud before he went to sleep last night. It just took one night, and the branches of the tree were hanging down, and the purple flowers were in full bloom.

The breeze blew by, and the flowers that covered the branches fell with the wind and petals turned into rain, scattered all over his body.
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Saburo, you have never seen the wisteria in the South China Sea. It is so beautiful when it blooms, and it looks like it is raining when the wind blows.

He always remembered her expression when she said these words, her expectant eyes were bright and moving, and because she liked him, he transplanted wisteria, and he thought of enjoying flowers with her hand in hand every year on her birthday.

In the past seven years without her, this wisteria flower also understands human nature, and not a single flower has bloomed.

Now that it is in full bloom, is that when the Sri Lankan returns?

He suddenly woke up, turned back and rushed to the bedroom, "Baby!" His heart was about to jump out, but he was surprised to see that there was no one on the bed.

He Lianqing didn't have time to think, stumbled and rushed back the same way.

In the rain of purple petals, he tried to find the figure he missed.

I can't see her anywhere...

Facing him was Dongfang Feichi, dressed in glazed white, walking slowly, and Helianqing threw a vicious punch at him!
"Where did you hide the baby?"

Dongfang Feichi raised his hand to stop her, and spoke kindly, "She begged me once, and she said she didn't want reincarnation. But I didn't agree, because it violated the rules, and I can't favor anyone."

After hearing this, He Lianqing stared at him, but lost the restlessness just now.

"In this life, you, An Zixun, and Ji Yunshang must break the debt of entanglement. Because of her, Ji Yunshang became a demon, and you also sent troops to war several times, and owed a lot of life debts. You refuse Abandon her, I use medicine to keep her body intact, three years after three years, you still refuse to give up and refuse to believe that she is dead."

"where is she?"

"The resurrection of the dead violates the rules of reincarnation, but she is special. Just, I want to remind you, He Lianqing, An Zixun is no longer the former her, and she will no longer remember the past with you. Your relationship is over before you die, you will be strangers when you meet again, she may fall in love with someone else, she may die in the next moment, or she will never fall in love with you in her life, even I can't predict Changed, do you still want such a person?" Dongfang Feichi turned sideways and looked into the depths of the sea of ​​flowers.

He Lianqing stood up straight, and a little purple figure appeared in the depths of the sea of ​​flowers.

He held his breath, afraid that the elf-like person would suddenly disappear.

She felt something and slowly turned around, staring blankly at Helian Qing.

He Lianqing stretched out her index finger and drew some pattern out of thin air towards her. She didn't remember all the things that happened with him before, but she kept tracing this gesture in his palm before she fell asleep.

After studying for a long time, his posture is still clumsy, and he still gestures desperately over and over again.

She watched intently for a long time, then slowly stretched out her fingers to imitate him.

"I, love, you." She murmured for a long time.

He Lianqing's eyes became hot, and he stepped forward to hug her tightly, that's what he meant, it turned out to be what he meant.She had already given him her heart, but he wanted too much, and he couldn't understand for a long time.

"Baby." A call, after thousands of years, no matter what An Zixun will become in the future, it is the only treasure in his heart.

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