The queen leaves the court

Chapter 61 Pregnant, Let's Get Married (1)
"Many people marry An Zongbai because I complied with your grandfather's wishes. In fact, I begged your grandfather for a few days before he reluctantly took the initiative to ask me to marry your father."

"You take the initiative to marry Daddy?" An Zixun never expected that this marriage was proposed by Jin Xiaotong.

"Princess Xie Hongying, the eldest princess of Beiyan, I have never seen her before I left the pavilion. I was proud and arrogant at the time, and I couldn't help admiring her when I saw her. There are such talented and intelligent women in the world, not to mention men, even women. I am also very envious." Jin Xiaotong recalled that year.

An Zongbai loves someone deeply in his heart. For her three years in Beiyan, from an ordinary attendant to a high position, she was once the concubine bestowed by the emperor of Beiyan. love.

What kind of woman made him feel at peace from now on, give up love, and only devote himself to war?

Jin Xiaotong went to Xichu alone, and met Xie Hongying, the once famous princess of Beiyan, as she wished.

It is said that Beiyan was subjugated, she served the emperor Chenghuan with her beauty, and was the most beloved woman of Helian Yufeng, even his first wife, the empress of Western Chu, Wei Yuan, would treat this noble concubine Ying with courtesy .

"I like An Zongbai, but he said he only loves one person in his heart, so he rejected me, so I must see what attracts you to him!"

At that time, she was young and frivolous, and she stared at the beautifully dressed woman in the deep palace.

That woman had eyes that seemed to see through everything in the world. Jin Xiaotong had only seen the feeling of going through vicissitudes through the eyes of her father Jin Zha.

She is only two decades old, but it seems that she has experienced decades of vicissitudes in the world.

"You are Jin Xiaotong, the daughter of the Dragon King of the South China Sea?" Her words were soft but she was born with a sense of nobility, and her charming face with a slight smile not only turned all living beings upside down, even if it was for her to subvert the whole world, Jin Xiaotong I think there must be men who will do this to win the beauty's smile.

"Yes." she replied.

"I once had a relationship with An Zongbai, but that was in the past, and I have already missed it. If you really like him, you should go for it. Speaking of which, he is a rare talent." Xie Hongying paused, low Drooping eyelids covered the flash of a different kind of look in the eyebrows and eyes and continued, "But he is even a man who can hurt people's hearts."

"He killed Beiyan, you should hate him!"

"The royal family of Beiyan has long been in turmoil. My brother is benevolent and lacks strategy and personality. He completely relies on important ministers in state affairs and externally on iron cavalry. An Zongbai has been undercover for three years and deployed everything. His thoughtfulness is unmatched. In my life As a woman, although she thinks she is not inferior to a man, she is still not as far-sighted as he is. Beiyan does not have iron cavalry to help, just like a bird without wings, how can it fly and escape death? He will prematurely destroy Beiyan."

She has a kind of courage and perseverance that is rare in women. When talking about this past event, she didn't show much grief.

"My nephew Mo Nian and I are the only ones left in Beiyan's Xie family." She pointed to the boy who was practicing kung fu outside, "He is the only male in the Xie family."

Jin Xiaotong was stunned, "You told me such an important thing?"

She smiled disapprovingly, "You won't say it. I can see from your eyes that you really like An Zongbai. He saved this child, and he saved it with his life." Xie Hongying's voice was very low.

Jin Xiaotong tightly clenched his hands, An Zongbai saved the subjugated prince, that was a heinous crime, he didn't care about anything for Xie Hongying...

"He is atoning for his sins, using his own methods to make his heart feel better." Xie Hongying said lightly, "I don't hate her now, maybe you find it strange that when Beiyan died, it was the eve of my wedding with him, Xichu soldiers After breaking through the city gate, my brother and sister-in-law committed suicide, and I was captured in the Xichu military camp. Helian Yufeng took a fancy to me, and right in front of An Zongbai, I promised to be Helian Yufeng's woman! Although humiliating, but At that time, I saw his painful expression, but I was happy in my heart. The momentary happiness has reached the current situation. Everyone said that I served the emperor Chenghuan with color, so what, I lived only for Mo Nian, and now With my son, today's Xie Hongying is just a woman who must live for her family, without me, they can't survive in this deep palace!"

She said a lot in one breath, Jin Xiaotong looked at her slightly pale cheeks, she didn't know if she came right or wrong this time? !

"Concubine Ying, why are you telling me so much?"

She smiled, with a kind of indescribable sadness, "There is no one in this palace who can speak sincerely. You can come to Xichu from thousands of miles for An Zongbai, I'm afraid you really like it very much. In the past few years , I heard that he has made great achievements in battle, and this time he was named King of Zhennan."

Only now did Jin Xiaotong realize that behind the reason for An Zongbai's refusal to marry, there was an unbearable past.

He betrayed Xie Hongying, such a good woman's true feelings for him, if it were her, she would not be able to escape those demons of the past.

The woman told her this in a flat tone, and Jin Xiaotong felt a little panicked, their past was entangled, and she couldn't intervene in it.

"He is very bitter, but now he and I are strangers, and I can't help him. Jin Xiaotong, I tell you these past events, not to say that I see how easy it is to let go, I just hope that I will not be let go by the past." The shadow is so entangled that he can't go out, and he should be like this, since the fate is over, we should let each other go!"

After hearing these words, she left Xichu, and then she found An Zongbo and said, "General, I will wait for the day when you turn around and see me, and keep waiting!"

Jin Xiaotong caressed the bracelet made of red beans that she had been wearing for many years on her wrist, each of them was round and plump, and the color was bright red.An Zongbai was taciturn, not to mention gentle and coquettish, but before she gave birth to Xun'er and went to war, he personally made this string of bracelets for her to wear.

Lovesick red beans, lovesickness, lovesickness...

General, I will wait like I did more than 20 years ago. I will wait forever. No matter what choice you make, Xiaotong will not blame you. As long as you have me in your heart, your wish is enough.

South China Sea.

An Zongbai listened to the reports from his subordinates, but the Helian family still attacked Yanzhou, and the Zhennan Palace was heavily surrounded by soldiers from Western Chu.

"General, the concubine is alone in the palace now. The young lady has already broken out of the South China Sea. I'm afraid we are going back to the palace. Our main force has come to the South China Sea. If Xichu makes a move, just in case, we can send some people back to protect us." Wangfei and Miss!" The military adviser reminded him from the side.

After a long time, An Zongbo shook his head, "Sending troops back privately will only give them a better excuse to swallow Yanzhou. Now the casualties in the war are all the people in the city. This risk cannot be taken."

Xiaotong, I hope you can understand me this time...

An Zongbai closed his eyes and muttered guiltily in his heart.

The passenger ship traveling in the sea finally docked, and it took more than a month to reach the border of Western Chu.

"Ah Xun, be careful." Helian Chunshui helped her get off the boat, "Go to the hospital and have a look, you've been so seasick these past few days, you're not only vomiting, you can't even eat anything." He looked at An Zixun Thin cheeks, that chin is so pointed that it almost becomes an amygdala.

An Zixun nodded, she didn't get seasick before, but in the past few days her hands and feet became weak from vomiting.

"This is the border of Western Chu, you have to be careful yourself." She reminded Helian Chunshui, remembering that he was kicked out of Western Chu.She insisted on going back to Xichu, and he insisted on accompanying her. An Zixun didn't want to harm him because of her own affairs.

Helian Chunshui smiled disapprovingly, "I'm fine, by the way, Xun, I sent someone to prepare a place to live in the morning, and you need a place to live for the time being, if you don't mind, how about you live with me?"

Although he was asking her, An Zixun understood what Helian Chunshui meant, he took care of everything along the way, so she didn't want to worry about it.It was also thanks to his help that he sneaked into the Zhennan Palace.

"Okay, I'll move out when I get better and find a place."

Helian Chunshui nodded again and again, "It's fine if you're willing to stay here first."

The garden is quiet and elegant. An Zixun was exhausted. She simply washed and lay down to sleep. When she woke up, it was almost dusk. After sweeping away Yu Yue's fatigue, she sat up and found her favorite wisteria flowers on the round table. .

The wisteria flowers bloomed early in the Zhennan Palace today, and she couldn't help thinking of the time when she and Jin Xiaotong sat under the flower stand and watched the breeze blowing by, and the wisteria flowers undulated and opened.

"You really like wisteria flowers." Helian Chunshui saw her looking at the flowers in a daze outside, and a gentle smile appeared on her face. She was terribly silent during this time, and it had been a long time since she smiled.

He nodded when he saw An Zixun. She was born in the season when the wisteria bloomed, and the fragrance of the sea of ​​flowers was fragrant. An Zongbai named her An Zixun.

However, this is a unique flower in the South China Sea. It took several years to barely survive after being transplanted to the feudal domain. It took Jin Xiaotong a lot of thought to be able to form a sea of ​​flowers in the Zhennan Prince's Mansion, because this wisteria flower is her favorite.

"Ah Xun, how are you resting?" Seeing that An Zixun looked like he was thinking of Princess Zhennan again, he quickly changed the subject.

"It's fine here, thank you."

With a polite and alienated tone, Helian Chunshui's eyes sank, "There is no need to say thanks between you and me." He came in and sat down beside her.

"Master Hou."

"I like that you call me Chunshui as before." He calmed An Zixun's eyes. Ever since he formally decided to hold her in his arms again, Helian Chunshui had given up everything. She is alone.

A chance, the chance to be alone with her for dozens of days, is the sweetest memory in his life.

An Zixun was stunned, even if she was a very nervous person, she could sense what kind of feelings Helian Chunshui had for her.

"I was injured earlier, and my head is still a little unclear, so the previous things..." She began to explain.

"Think about it slowly, I will wait for the day you remember, and if it takes a long time, I will wait too." He even dared to hold An Zixun's hand while speaking.

The cool palm was held by him, and Helian Chunshui's dry and warm palm was ironing her skin. Compared with Helianqing giving her the cold, An Zixun really liked being surrounded by such warmth.

If you look carefully, his eyebrows and eyes are a bit similar to He Lianqing, far less than his upside-down sentient beings, but he has a lot of Zhilan Yushu.

His kindness to her is always moist and silent, always flowing in her inadvertently, without forcing her to accept it, just protecting her around her.

"Okay, I'll call you Chunshui as before." She agreed.

His eyes lit up, and he smiled at her, a childish smile that was more similar to He Lianqing.

An Zixun sighed secretly in her heart, she remembered all the bad things Helianqing had done to her, and also remembered that man's domineering and childish smile that made people obsessed in the days when they didn't get along much.

As long as he doesn't act rashly, daddy won't take his life. She believes that An Zongbai will do what he says, and Helian Qing is not a person who can't tell the difference between the situation.

And Yunshang, I wonder if he is good? ? ? ? ? ?

Helian Chunshui saw that she didn't seem to be depressed like on the boat, "I'll send someone to ask the doctor to come and show you."

After sleeping, An Zixun felt much better, "Don't worry, I'm much better."

"I asked my servants to prepare meals, so you should use some."

"I'm not hungry, what do you want to eat, I'll make some for you? I live with you, so I have to show something."

"What do you do, what do I eat!" Helian Chunshui burst into joy.

"Where's the kitchen?" She rolled up her sleeves and asked with a smile.

"I'll go with you!"

In the small kitchen, he watched An Zixun's neat and busy work, and he occasionally helped to deliver things. Although it was just porridge and side dishes, Helian Chunshui enjoyed it to a great extent.

It turns out that happiness is so simple, as long as you look at her smile next to your beloved, and eat the meals she specially made for him, that kind of warmth drips in your heart, no matter how cold your heart is, it is destined to be melted.

Before he got into the room, he saw figures flickering in the dark.

"Rong Fu, why are you here?" Helian Chunshui frowned, slightly displeased.

"The slave came to see Lord Hou under the order of his wife."

"Go ahead."

"Madam said that the king of Western Chu was rumored to be seriously ill, and now the crown prince is in power. An Zongbai has detained King Qing, and the other powerful princes are all relying on the crown prince. At this time, Lord Hou is going to take action. This is a wonderful opportunity, can't Easily wasted."

"Understood, you should go back and report to your life." Seeing Rong Fu not leaving for a long time, Helian Chunshui's face turned cold, "Is there something else?"

Rong Fu hesitated to speak, and finally said, "Madam's words are brought to the Marquis, and the other sentence is from the heart of the slave. Madam still doesn't know that Marquis and Concubine Qing are together. Marquis knows Madam's thoughts. If Madam knows , Princess Qing is afraid..."

Helian Chunshui's eyes suddenly tightened, "All the servants here have their tongues cut off and they can't speak a word. You are the only one who knows that she is by my side. Rongfu, you know what to do!"

"The slave will not betray Lord Hou, and I beg Lord Hou to put the overall situation first!" Rong Fu had served him for a long time, and he knew exactly what Lord Hou was thinking about Princess Qing. Life is at stake!

Helian Chunshui turned around abruptly, his face was hidden in the darkness, his eyes were vicious, "This time, no one can stop me from getting her!"

For two or three days in a row, An Zixun's appetite was poor, even after a few mouthfuls of porridge and side dishes, she lost her appetite, and quickly vomited it all up again. She kept thinking about the expected date, but she was always inaccurate, and sometimes it was a month late No, but this time she felt something was wrong.

The last time was the night at Xie's house, she tried her best to get the soup afterward...

Suddenly, An Zixun suddenly remembered He Lianqing and said:
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Then you are also expected that I will let you go.

Involuntarily, she felt cold.

An Zixun immediately got up and went to meet Helian Chunshui, "Chunshui, I want to go for a walk, and when I get back to the ground, I always feel dizzy, I'm afraid I've been on the boat for a long time."

"Alright, I'll go with you, you don't look good." He looked at her worriedly.

"No need, this is the border of Western Chu, but you should pay more attention. If you are worried that my body will not be able to withstand it, then find a smart girl to accompany me."

"Well, go early and come back early." Helian Chunshui ordered his servants.

One morning, An Zixun came back safely, her complexion was even uglier than when she left in the morning, and she hurried back to her room to rest absentmindedly.

She walked away from the accompanying girl in the market, and found the hospital in a very short time.

"Diagnose the pulse." She stretched out her hand in front of the doctor, and then handed over a golden leaf, "Be sure to confirm it is correct!"

Naturally, the doctor did not dare to neglect such a customer, and after a while he said with certainty, "Although the pulse is weak, it is indeed a happy pulse!" After that, An Zixun didn't hear what the doctor ordered, and wandered back to the exit like a wandering ghost. live.

Sitting at the table in a daze, she suddenly smiled, and the eyes that hadn't shed tears for a long time suddenly felt sore.

He lied to her that the bowl of medicine was not what she needed at all, that's why he said that when she asked Helian Qing to feed her.

But let her go, and use another child to connect them more firmly...

Why should she be treated like this?
The marriage between them was a mistake. Her hand tremblingly rested on her stomach. The child of more than a month, not so small, was conceived in her body, and she didn't know anything about the outside world. .

So fragile and vulnerable, she is the only one who can protect the child, but she is also the one who can destroy the child with her own hands.

With her head lowered, eyes popping out of her eyes, An Zixun was at a loss and buried her head deeply between her knees.

For a long time, when she was exhausted, she was embraced into a warm chest, and her arms held her tightly tightly.

Warm and dry palms held her tear-stained face, helping her wipe away the tears that were still falling.

"Ah Kaoru." He called softly, bringing her thoughts back to reality.

The blurred eyes gradually became clear, Helian Chunshui's face was full of worry, but those eyes were anxious but stared at her affectionately.

"Ah Kaoru, shall we get married?"

After a long time, An Zixun's voice came softly, "Get married?"

Helian Chunshui's voice trembled slightly, "Yes, get married, you will be my wife!" He wanted to say this for a long time, and with a woman like Ah Xun staying with him for a lifetime, he was willing to give up the preparations he had made over the years.

His eyes were sincere, An Zixun looked at him with a wry smile for a long time, "Do you know what to say?"

"I know." He nodded, he knew all about her situation in the past few days, since she asked to go out, and the girl who accompanied her went to the medical clinic, Helian Chunshui knew about it.

"Are you spying on me?"

(End of this chapter)