The queen leaves the court

Chapter 69 Indifference Is You Forcing Me (1)
He Lianqing's body shook, she said she hated him, but he had never been so afraid, her unforgiveness, her indifference to each other, what he heard and saw with his own eyes, that kind of piercing pain far surpassed what he could understand accepted.

He thought about how he should face An Zixun once he remembered the past completely.

The good times when he was living in the village was an unforgettable warmth in He Lianqing's heart, which is why he was surprised that he had already developed feelings for An Zixun.

That kind of liking is different from Hua Qianyou's life-saving grace, but the love that a man wants to have completely for a woman, which goes deep into the bone marrow and is so thick that it can swallow the entire soul.

That lingering night in the South China Sea, he really hoped that she would have a child, when she expressed her determination not to give birth to his child, He Lianqing was angry in his heart, so he said that even so, he would not let her go!

During the time she was away, she must not have known that he secretly sent someone to follow her. When he learned that Chunshui was by her side, he was so jealous that he was about to go crazy.

She came to Linggu Temple to give him a chance. When he learned from Xie Mo Nian that she was pregnant, he was almost ecstatic. His child was conceived by his beloved woman!
Until Kapok told him that it was an illusion caused by drugs.He was disappointed, but his baby was already by his side, and he could see that An Zixun cared about this child.

He kept his mistakes from her, and he tried his best to get closer to her step by step. He had done so much, as long as he changed her safety, it was enough!On her birthday, he couldn't resist going to see her, and he told her the secret in his heart.He doesn't trust anyone, but really wants to trust her again.

What kind of charm does An Zixun have that attracts him? He Lianqing doesn't know, maybe there is a person in this world, you can't tell what is good about her, but you love her so much that you can't extricate yourself.

In the end, he heard the answer he had been waiting for for a long time, she was willing to be his trusted wife, as long as he didn't lie to her again...

She couldn't hide much that she wasn't pregnant, but they would definitely have a baby!
During those four days of being together, He Lianqing felt happiness and warmth even more deeply. He would treat her wholeheartedly and regard her as a unparalleled and priceless treasure in his hands.

His baby, loving someone is so sweet and beautiful, especially the woman he loves also loves him, the more Helianqing gets, the more reluctant he is to let go.

He underestimated Xie Mo Nian at the beginning, which gave the queen mother a chance to hurt their mother and daughter. That night, he blindfolded her, and he didn't care how many people he killed, he only cared about whether she was safe or not.

What she loves and wants to protect, Helian Qing will protect together.

What she doesn't love, what she wants to destroy, he will make her wish come true faster than her!

But if she doesn't forgive him, what should he do?

The sky turned white, and He Lianqing stood outside the door for a long time, until he saw the purple figure appear in front of him.

Her face was haggard, her beautiful eyes were about to sunken, and she lost her former look.He Lianqing felt pity in her heart, and said in a low voice, "Baby, take care of yourself."

An Zixun stopped and watched He Lianqing step by step approaching beside her. Hearing his greeting, she thought it was ridiculous. "The prince is too worried. I don't have your child. The body is mine. Whether it is good or bad has nothing to do with you."

Apparently He Lianqing was shocked, and said slowly, "I was wrong about this matter, can you forgive me?"

An Zixun raised her face to look at his pale face, and suddenly smiled softly. It turned out that when Helian Qing would be so humble, she laughed so hard that her eyes blurred, and she heard a voice coming from her mouth, " Don't think about it!"

The moment he turned around, a tear fell silently on the skirt of his clothes and faded away without a trace, so fast that it seemed like a hallucination.

He Lianqing looked at the back of her leaving straight, the purple clothes brushed over his arm, as light as misty smoke, he couldn't hold it.

For several days in a row, An Zixun took good care of Jin Xiaotong. She tried all the available methods of decoction, acupuncture and moxibustion, and finally saw that Jin Xiaotong had improved a bit.

She is here with all her heart, she has no time to think about He Lianqing, even if he comes back from the army every night, she treats him as if he is transparent.

"Xun'er." Jin Xiaotong weakly called her name.

An Zixun stepped forward to hold her hand. In just a few days, she lost a lot of weight, and the coolness of her palm often chilled An Zixun's heart along with it.

"Mother, you are awake!" An Zixun's hanging heart finally settled down a little.

She felt sorry for An Zixun with a haggard face, and kept muttering, "Go and rest, what are you doing here with me, those who are able should pay special attention!"

An Zixun heard the corners of her lips twitch unnaturally a few times, so she just said lightly, "I'm fine." But she felt sore for no reason, everything was a scam, she was blindfolded, and now she didn't know how to face Jin Xiaotong concerns.

His deliberate deception made her play around, and even caused Jin Xiaotong to be seriously injured. She said that she would not forgive him if something happened to his mother!Even hate him!
An Zixun is not afraid that others treat her badly, she is only afraid that after the illusion of being good to her is lifted, there will be fangs hidden inside.

"Mother just needs to see that you are safe." Jin Xiaotong smiled, her brows and eyes filled with the warmth of a mother for her children.She and Zong Bai's daughter, she knew that the child would suffer if he married alone in Xichu, that night she saw He Lianqing beheaded hundreds of people for Xun'er, even the current queen mother, he never wanted to let go .

To be honest, Jin Xiaotong really never thought that Xun'er would be so important in King Qing's heart. She was glad that Xun'er would have someone to rely on in the future, but she also worried that one day, if King Qing won the world, an emperor would not love a woman all his life, but Xun'er She has a stubborn personality, how will she face these?

"Xun'er?" Jin Xiaotong was stunned seeing her.

"Ok?"

"Why don't you see King Qing?"

"He's busy with official duties in the military camp." An Zixun thought about hiding the news of the upcoming war between Xi Chu and He Lianqing from Jin Xiaotong for the time being. .

"I want to meet your father." Jin Xiaotong's sudden words startled her.

"Mother, you are not in good health. I will accompany you to see your father when you get better." She tried her best to perfunctory, and she couldn't make mother worry any more at this time.

Jin Xiaotong was a little disappointed, but she immediately felt relieved, and said, "That's fine, I didn't inform him in advance when I came here from Zhennan Prince's Mansion this time, and meeting him will definitely make him unhappy. When my injury recovers, you will Let me go together, he doesn't know that you are pregnant, does he? I think he will be very happy to hear that he is about to become a grandfather!" When Jin Xiaotong talked about An Zongbai, his spirit immediately improved.

The doctor said that she had stagnation in her chest, and it would be helpful to her body if she could untie the stagnation. She couldn't stay by Daddy's side with the stagnation in her heart...

An Zixun thought for a while, and forced a smile at her, "Okay, when you feel better, I'll go see daddy with you."

When she returned to the house, she felt exhausted physically and mentally, and she sat on the wicker chair limply, not moving for a long time.

Ah Duan was very worried. She always had this expression when she saw the lady these days, and she seldom even said a word. "Miss, Madam has woken up, don't worry too much, you have your own body and the baby in your belly..."

"Ah Duan, pack up your things, we are ready to leave at any time." An Zixun closed his eyes and ordered.

"Leave? Where are you going, miss?"

"Just clean up, leave here and go anywhere, as long as you're not here." She said the last few words lightly but firmly.She turned over and forced herself to sleep for a while. She hardly closed her eyes for the past few days. Although she was sleepy, she didn't feel sleepy.

In early spring, the flying catkins are scattered, and the fluffy white fluff is like fine snow.

Marshal An Zongbai of Western Chu has already been stationed outside the city. He Lianqing accidentally listened to Russell's military plan in the barracks. He spent the rest of the time busy drawing topographical maps, or watching Li Shen drill the soldiers. The above three sentences are already good.

At night, the moonlight was surprisingly bright, and the tents were brightly lit. He Lianqing stared at the topographical map in a trance. This battle was going to break through the troops deployed by An Zongbai and break into the city of Xichu.

An Zongbai brought almost all his troops. Speaking of war, although He Lianqing had never lost a single battle, An Zongbai's marching experience was superior to his. Even Russell was amazed and did not dare to underestimate him.

"My lord, the King of Zhennan is sending troops now, and he will definitely declare war within a few days. Both sides are ready for this battle. Although we don't suffer in terms of military strength, after all, we are outside the city of Western Chu. If we want to forcibly invade , will hurt the people in the city." Russell reminded.

"Get An Zongbo away, don't hurt him." He Lianqing said.

"This is probably a great shame to King Zhennan. On the battlefield, he has always been known as iron and blood. Even if the prince wants to let him go, he will not appreciate it!"

"The battlefield has no eyes. They are all the people and soldiers of Western Chu. This king doesn't intend to let him in. He just wants to hurt innocent people less. Once he invades the city, he can stop."

There is also the tomb where his mother and concubine are buried, and it is also the place where he was born and raised.As for An Zongbai, he knows the personality of the other party, and he tries to avoid further conflicts.

Regarding Jin Xiaotong, he owed An Zixun a lot.

"General Luo, if King Zhennan comes to declare war on his own initiative, I will personally step forward and guard the entire barracks." He handed over the token that originally belonged to Russell.

"My lord's meaning will never be understood." King Qing redistributed his troops, only wanting to hold An Zongba back and fight An Zongba without hurting him. Except for the lord, he is the only one. people.

The prince has good intentions, but Zhennan Wang's temper is even more stubborn.

After Luo Su retreated, He Lianqing leaned on the couch. Once they fought, he could not be hurt or let go. He must capture An Zongbo alive.

Once this person broke Beiyan's iron cavalry, he also wanted to see how powerful An Zongbai was.

He felt a little stuffy in the early spring weather. He unbuttoned his clothes and touched the wound on his heart that had healed for a long time with his fingertips.Thinking of her last words, there was a dull pain in my heart.He is constantly busy every day, trying to make himself exhausted, but even so, his thoughts of her are like crazy vines, with sharp thorns hooked on his heart, deeply engraved with pain.

The candle flame jumped violently, and He Lianqing only felt his eyes shake, and then all the hostility in his body melted away.

He is clearly close to the person, but he suddenly feels that in a dream, maybe a little touch, this dream will be shattered.He could only watch intently as the wound on her cheek healed, leaving a light pink color.

"I'll leave as soon as I finish speaking, and I won't delay you for long." Her voice was very soft, her star eyes lowered.

Getting closer, He Lianqing noticed that she had lost a lot of weight, and couldn't help but want to hug her, but was worried about her disgusting eyes.He swallowed a few times with dry throat before he could speak, "Speak, I'll listen."

Slowly raising her face, her gaze fell on him lightly, without any emotion. "My mother's health has improved a bit, but the doctor said that she has a stagnation in her chest. I really want her to recover. The only way to get rid of this stagnation is to get rid of it. She misses my father, so I want to send her to my father's side."

"If this helps the mother-in-law recover, I agree. I will send someone to take the mother-in-law there."

"Thank you, my lord. Actually, it's not necessary. What I mean is that I plan to send my mother there in person." When she finally moved her eyes to look into his eyes, she said this.

"You can't leave."

"I'm here to tell the lord that my decision is not to ask you to agree, but to my own decision." She said it very plainly, as if it was just a very ordinary sentence.

An Zixun stared at his smile, for such a domineering and indifferent man, his smile was really childish, with shallow dimples, when she saw it for the first time, her heart trembled slightly.

He Lianqing didn't like to laugh very much, and when he laughed, it must be because he was in an extremely bad mood, so she smiled at him disapprovingly.

"I have been married to the lord for almost a year. Many things have happened during this year. I understand the lord's feelings for An Zixun, but the relationship cannot be forced. Why won't the lord give you and me a break?"

He Lianqing sneered, "Love can't be forced? Give you and me a relief? Baby, is there any force between you and me? It's not that you have no feelings for me. You promised to be my wife. What kind of relief do you want me to give you? ?”

"I didn't fully recover my memory back then, so..."

"But you still fell in love with me, didn't you?" He Lianqing didn't give her a chance to finish speaking, he pressed An Zixun step by step. "At that time, you only remembered that I treated you badly, and you could forgive me to stay. Now you remember everything, but you told me to leave!"

"It is precisely because I remember everything that I plan to do this." Facing his menacing pressure, An Zixun had no room to evade.

Parents and cousin, any accident between them is something that An Zixun cannot accept.As for He Lianqing, she used her eyes to carefully study his face and the facial features that turned all living beings upside down.

It is undeniable that she has feelings for him, and even that feeling is completely beyond what He Lianqing thought...

He Lianqing, we missed each other at the beginning, we can never go back, we can't go back...

"I must be by my parents' side. They are the family members I care about the most. I want to protect my family members, but you are the one who will hurt them." She paused, almost using all her strength to finish speaking Later words. "Let's make peace!"

Without being angry, capricious, or wronged, An Zixun said these words for the third time, quietly watching He Lianqing's face that changed suddenly.

She had thought about the outcome thousands of times, but she never expected that He Lianqing would say to her in a rage, "That's impossible!" or "Don't expect me to let you go!"

He forced her into a corner, his coquettish pupils gradually took on an evil look, his fingers brushed heavily over the wound on her cheek, and the thin calluses on his fingertips scratched her cheek with pain.

Then he kissed her neck, no, it was biting, he actually bit her collarbone, with shallow teeth marks.

"Helian Qing, you let go and hurt me!" She pushed him away from her body, but he didn't continue, just put his palm on her heart.

"You said I was ruthless and cold-blooded, that's true! But the most heartless person is you! They are your family, you can't leave and you have to protect them, so what am I? Baby, you said you in my arms Willing to be my wife, I am your husband, the man who loves you the most, you have to abandon me! What I love for you, in your opinion, is worthless, right? "

"I didn't ask you to love me." She stared into Helian Qing's eyes and smiled very faintly.

Suddenly, his face turned pale, and then He Lianqing nodded while smiling, as if he had heard something funny. "Yes, you didn't ask me to love you, it was me..." He sighed after laughing, "What do you want me to do?" He held her cheek and asked softly.

"Helian Qing, don't force me." She smiled and shook her head and refused to him.

"I forced you? I forced you to marry me, I forced you to jump into the sea to leave me, I forced you to come back to me again, I even forced you to become pregnant and give me children, yes Yes! I'm forcing you to do this, I'm bad, I can't get anything, only you, An Zixun, I can only keep you in this way!"

His eyes were full of disappointment. She thought everything he did was forcing her to accept it!
The first setback in life, He Lianqing stared fixedly at the corner of her mouth, when suddenly a gust of wind blew fiercely into the tent, and the candle was extinguished in an instant.

With the sudden darkness in front of her eyes, coupled with the sudden spring thunder in the sky, An Zixun suddenly closed her eyes. She didn't like darkness, and she even wanted to stretch out her hands to hug Helianqing in front of her. , she spent time in this man's arms, and now...

Suddenly, He Lianqing hugged her the next moment, holding her in his arms like before.He remembered his baby didn't like the dark, and the sound of thunder.

"Don't be so nice to me anymore, I don't need it." She still pushed him away stubbornly.

In the dark night, she could only see the general outline of He Lianqing, his pupils were shining with a strange light, "We must make up?" It sounded like his tone was no longer irritable and angry, and even very indifferent.

"Let me live, it's good for both of you."

After a while, she heard Helian Qing's voice, "I will explain to you about the matter of reconciliation."

Loosening her confinement, He Lianqing left her body some distance away.

"Thank you, my lord." She lowered her head, An Zixun still restrained herself from looking at him in the dark.

"Baby." He Lianqing called her when she turned to leave.

"Does the lord have anything else to say?" She didn't turn around.Hearing He Lianqing's approaching footsteps behind her, her shoulders felt hot, and it was his robe that covered her shoulders.

"The seasons change, your cold syndrome is easy to recur, be careful of your body." He watched her back carefully and instructed.

(End of this chapter)