don't want to miss you

Chapter 11
"In the bookcase in the study room, there is an iron box on the bottom floor. All the important things are locked in it. I have the key here. If you are in a hurry, come over early tomorrow morning and I will give it to you... By the way, what do you need the account book for?" After listening to Shi Mo Chi's answer, Aunt Sun couldn't help but burst out laughing, "It's still a secret, who rarely knows, you should drive carefully."

"Did Xiaochi call? What's the matter?" As soon as Aunt Sun put down the phone, Yang Ruiqi, who was sitting beside her, asked.

"It's nothing, just ask me where the account book is, and tell me that I have to go back tomorrow."

"Okay, what does he need a household registration book for?"

"I don't know. I asked him and he said he would keep it secret, this kid." Aunt Sun smiled.

Yang Ruiqi didn't smile: "How was his mood when he called?"

"Very happy, not quite the same as usual."

"It's bad, it's bad if he's happy." Yang Ruiqi was startled and blurted out.

Aunt Sun didn't understand, so she said, "What's wrong with being happy."

"The last time she left, Xiao Chi couldn't even eat for half a month, and he didn't say a word. He had a high fever for several days. You also know that he has always been bored in his heart since he was a child, and he has been bored for a long time. He fell into a fever when he was sick. Look at this time? Although he was stunned when I talked to him, he was fine within two days. Apart from being upset about his father’s illness, is there any difference from usual? This time Asking for the household registration book for no reason, maybe she coaxed her to go... It's all my fault that I was only busy with his father during this period, and didn't have time to take care of him!" Yang Ruiqi was very annoyed.

Aunt Sun thought for a while before realizing that the "she" referred to Jiang Qiao'an, and persuaded her: "You mean that the purpose of his household registration is to marry that girl? It shouldn't be. How can such a big event not be settled first?" Parents discussed it. Children and grandchildren have their own blessings, other children are fine. You know Xiao Chi's character. He is the most thoughtful one. He doesn't even listen to his father! You have already told him, so say more It will inevitably hurt feelings, stepmother is still more difficult to do than mother..."

Yang Ruiqi didn't make a sound, put down the half-stuffed flowers and went back to the room.

That night, Yang Ruiqi couldn't fall asleep for a moment. She understood that if she could bear to not drive Jiang Qiaoan away four years ago, even if she married in, it would have no effect on her. torment?But now that the father-in-law and mother-in-law are aside, only the husband knows about it, and he can't explain why not only did he not tell him that his son's girlfriend is Shi Yujie's daughter, but he also persuaded them to break up again and again.

What's more, after telling her son what happened back then while keeping Jiang Qiaoan steady, she must have hated herself to the core, and she couldn't be easily fooled by a few excuses. After thinking for a long time, Yang Ruiqi still decided to see her again, if They really didn't break up, and if they were going to marry first and then tell their parents, then since it's bad enough, since it can't be justified, it might as well try again.

At dawn the next day, Yang Ruiqi called Shi Mochi.

"Are you going to see relatives? Your family is not here, so there are no relatives. It's not that I can't take Dad to the hospital, but I have to go back to deal with something urgent... Okay, you go and do your work first, and I'll leave at noon."

Putting down the phone, Shi Mochi pushed Jiang Qiaoan beside him: "Let's go at noon, my mother has something to do in the morning and can't get away, I will accompany my father to the hospital for treatment on her behalf."

Jiang Qiaoan, who was pregnant, was particularly sleepy, and hummed in a daze: "I didn't want to leave in the morning either."

"You are the laziest." Shi Mo Chi got out of bed and got dressed, "I'll go early and come back early, it's cold outside, don't go anywhere, wait here for me to come back."

Less than half an hour after Shi Mochi left, Yang Ruiqi's car drove up the mountain. When she heard the worker say that Jiang Qiao'an had lived here for a while, the last hope in her heart was also shattered, and she sighed softly. Determined to use the worst possible solution.

Before Jiang Qiaoan got up, he thought it was a worker who knocked on the door, so he asked what's the matter through the door, and was really taken aback when he heard Yang Ruiqi's voice.

After washing and changing clothes, Yang Ruiqi had been waiting for a while, but Jiang Qiaoan was not as polite as usual, and asked her directly why she came.

Yang Ruiqi also cut to the chase in the same way: "You called me a while ago, but I didn't answer it on purpose, because I knew what you were going to ask. Since you have reconciled, Xiao Chi must have told you that I told him. What, I know you blame me for distorting some things in your heart, but I didn't tell Xiaochi what happened back then because I was afraid that he would hate me and blame me for driving you away. With a filial personality, he won't say anything even if he's unhappy."

"Then what are you doing for?" Jiang Qiao'an no longer wants to use honorifics to Yang Ruiqi, "Your lies are true, half-truths and half-truths. If Mo Chi didn't believe me so much, I'm afraid I really don't have evidence to prove myself .I respect you so much, and I trust you so much to tell you everything, not to let you slander me!"

"In order to let you break up. Since I told you Xiaochi's father minded your father four years ago, and I said that it would be difficult for you and Xiaochi to be together, it was all to make you break up. These are the reasons I am looking for. Xiaochi Your father doesn't know about you. He only knows that he had a girlfriend when he was studying. The girl took the family money and left him. He doesn't know anything else. It is said that Xiaochi's grandparents look down on the Jiang family The same goes for people."

Yang Ruiqi told the truth, but Jiang Qiaoan was even more confused: "I can't figure out your purpose for doing this."

"At that time, I really didn't expect that you would come back even after you left, let alone that you would be reunited after so many years. I thought that if I told Xiao Chi about the past, he would hate you for fooling him. Him, I thought you could no longer defend yourself, but I didn't expect that even so, he still refused to separate from you. This child's persistence is really beyond my expectation. There are some things I didn't want you to know, but his temper is too Hard, I can't listen to anything, so I have to come to you again. Do you want to know about your biological mother?"

"Just say what you want."

"Your biological mother's name is Shi Yujie, she is Xiaochi's aunt."

"Xiaochi's aunt... you mean Shimochi's aunt?"

"It's a surprise, isn't it? Your mother went too early. At that time, his grandma lived in the hospital for half a year sadly. The family would not mention her easily, so even Xiao Chi didn't know that his third uncle was your father." Yang Ruiqi I looked at my watch, "This is not a place to talk, let's go down the mountain and have breakfast together."

Jiang Qiao'an was silent for a while before saying, "Okay, I'll call Mo Chi first."

"Don't call him. You tell him that he will find him immediately. I'm not going to let him know about it."

Jiang Qiaoan lost his appetite, and he didn't even look through the menu handed over by the waiter. He only asked Yang Ruiqi who was sitting in front of him: "My biological mother is Shi Mochi's aunt, so Shi Mochi and I are just..."

"Your mother is an adopted daughter of the Shi family, not her own." Yang Ruiqi turned to the waiter who was standing aside and said, "Two servings of glutinous rice porridge with lotus seeds, vegetarian fried rice cakes, egg custard with minced meat, and omelette with shellfish and bell pepper, and pack them together A chestnut roll."

"I remember you liked to eat chestnuts when you were a child, and the chestnut rolls here are the signature."

Hearing the word "adopted daughter", Jiang Qiaoan finally breathed a sigh of relief, but he was still not interested in talking about food: "Is she the orphan whose parents died when she was a baby?"

Yang Ruiqi took a sip of the tea in front of her, and smiled inexplicably: "Your grandparents are very ordinary people, it sounds very pitiful to be a baby without parents, but it is precisely because of this that your mother did it." The daughter of the Shi family, the family style of the Shi family is strict and well-regulated, but thinking of her poor background, Xiao Chi's grandparents treat her closer than her own flesh and blood, Mo Chi's father, uncle, and two other aunts, which one is not Afraid that his grandfather is terribly afraid? Except that your mother has never been scolded and dared to talk back, so, in this life, who can tell whether the things you encounter are disasters or blessings."

Jiang Qiaoan felt that these words were slightly harsh: "If possible, who would not want to grow up with their biological parents, how can wealth and status be compared with blood relationship."

"You haven't experienced poverty, so you can't understand it. Your mother has a terrible temper, but she is very simple, outspoken, and doesn't care about anything. Her personality is completely different from yours, but she is a bit like Jing Han. Similar, you have seen Jing Han, right? It’s probably the same for children who grew up held in the palm of their hand.” Yang Ruiqi glanced through Jiang Qiao’an, and leisurely recounted the past in his memory, “Speaking of blood relationship, It's really strange, even though you didn't grow up with her and your tempers are very different, sometimes your demeanor seems to be carved out of the same mold."

"I saw a picture of her a while ago, and it looked very similar, but I didn't think about it elsewhere. It was such a coincidence. You haven't said that my mother is Mo Chi's aunt. What does it have to do with your disapproval of us being together? ?”

"I'm doing it for the benefit of both of you." Yang Ruiqi didn't let the waiter do anything, and prepared the dishes for Jiang Qiao herself, "Your mother is from a good background, she is beautiful, and has a lively and lovable personality. It can be said that everything goes well, except for marriage. .”

Speaking of this, Yang Ruiqi paused, glanced at Jiang Qiaoan, and said: "Your mother and I are good sisters we met in college. At that time, there were a lot of people chasing her, but she only liked her elder brother." Brother, that is Xiao Chi's father. At that time, Xiao Chi's father had left home and transferred to the place where he works now. She also passed the exam to be closer to her brother. At that time, the college entrance examination had just resumed, and the university entrance exam was much more difficult than it is now. , She is such a lazy person who doesn't have to worry about the future, which shows how much determination and effort she has made. A few years ago, when I heard Jing Han say that she was going to take the exam here for Xiaochi, I thought of your mother. "

"It's a pity that Xiao Chi's father doesn't like her. He met Xiao Chi's mother early in the morning. The two hit it off. When their careers stabilized a bit, they were ready to get married immediately. Your mother has been arrogant and indulgent since she was a child. How can you meet the brother and sister you like?" When others were together, they made noise every day after they found out, and Xiao Chi's grandparents also knew about it. Let her drop out of school and go home. Your mother has a very stubborn temper, no matter how sad she is, she will never cry or bow her head, so she simply ran away from home."

"At that time, there was just a university in China offering a jewelry design major, which was immature. We originally studied art in college, and we were both interested in some skills. Your father made some money in business, so he gave me and your mother I went to Hong Kong to participate in a short-term training. Xiao Chi’s grandparents didn’t like doing business the least, and they felt that your father was so good-looking and unreliable, so they became even more angry. Maybe they taught them inappropriately, maybe Your mother has rarely been scolded since she was a child, but she can't bear grievances. In short, she gradually began to feel that she was either biological or different, and her relationship with the family was getting worse and worse, so she accepted your father's pursuit and moved in together."

"The social atmosphere at that time was not as open as it is now. Men and women lived together, even if nothing happened, but the person involved would be drowned in saliva just by being found out by others. How could Xiao Chi's grandparents agree? Your grandfather is The subordinates of Grandpa Xiaochi, after being approached by Grandpa Xiaochi for a few conversations, they also began to object. There are many brothers and sisters in our generation, and parents have to work and take care of a large family. How can they have the strength? Spend your time persuading? Most of them are forced, but this kind of method will only backfire, and in the end, both of them broke away from the family altogether, got married and gave birth to you. "

"Actually, the relationship between the two of them is nothing more than that. One is to get what they want, and the other is to fight against the family. If not everyone disagrees, your parents may not get married, so there will be a gap soon, and life after marriage will not be the same. It’s not harmonious. Therefore, I also advise you to think carefully about your relationship with Mo Chi. It’s not true love that comes from a gamble. I often hear that XX is with XX regardless of their parents’ objections, but what happened? No one There is no one who does not regret it later. Of course, it is understandable to be young and energetic, and there are also problems with their parents' approach. Too much opposition will only make things run counter to each other."

Jiang Qiaoan couldn't help but interjected and said sarcastically: "Your method is not aggressive, but racking your brains like yours is more laborious than just beating and scolding. So you have a good relationship with my mother? First Wouldn't it be awkward to marry a good friend's husband and marry a good friend's brother?"

Yang Jinghan had expected her to ask this question a long time ago, and smiled very tolerantly: "Your parents often quarrel, and your mother has accidents because she just ran out after quarreling with your father... After your mother passed away, your father was very angry." Blame yourself. At that time, you were less than two months old, and the parents of the two families had already cut off contact with them. Xiaochi's grandparents were only concerned about being sad, and they didn't even want to see your father, let alone think about you. I am a good friend of your mother, so I naturally want to take care of you and comfort your father. At that time, I had just ended a failed relationship, and it must have been a long time later. When I was with your father, you were already one year old. "

"As for Xiaochi's father, it was just a coincidence. There were not many divorces in that year, and our circle was small. After Xiaochi's mother passed away, his father never forgot her, so he refused to find another one for a long time, because Xiao Chi's grandparents are not in the same city as them, and Xiao Chi had no one to take care of him, so he agreed to go on a blind date. He only told the introducer that he should be gentle and be kind to his son. It was only after we met that we found out Coincidentally. We don't hate each other, and we can chat well. Sometimes feelings are not as important as being suitable. I am not afraid of your jokes. In my situation at the time, it was luck to be able to marry with such good conditions. It is precisely because there is no love between men and women , I will treat Xiaochi the same as my own son, and his father doesn't have to worry about him being angry like you are with Zhou Yingrou, so we got married. In fact, it's just taking care of each other and being a companion."

Jiang Qiaoan was a little ashamed for her frankness, and her attitude softened: "Thank you for telling me this, but what does these past events have to do with Shi Mochi and me?"

"I don't want to talk about this matter for a long time. First, it's because it's so important, and it's not good for your mother and Xiao Chi's father's reputation. Second, it's because I can't be sure." Yang Ruiqi looked embarrassed at first, and then sighed, " Xiaochi's mother is the accompanist of the army art troupe. Although she is not very beautiful, she is very quiet and self-cultivated. Xiaochi's father still misses her. He told me a while ago that Lan Yi is quite like Xiaochi's mother. She went with the art troupe to show condolences to the troops stationed in the mountains. Xiao Chi was only two years old when he was killed in a mudslide. After talking about this incident, I still traveled thousands of miles to comfort him. I took care of Xiaochi’s father for almost a month, and even the wedding was delayed. I also heard your father say when he was drunk, your mother and his first night Not falling red."

Yang Ruiqi didn't go on talking, but Jiang Qiaoan immediately understood. She was so shocked that she stood up directly, and her words were incoherent: "At that time, Mo Chi's father had just been widowed, and my mother was his younger sister. It was normal to take care of her in the past. , How could he be with my mother... It's too dirty to speculate on others like this! It's not like there is no bloodshed for the first time, husband and wife should trust each other, how can they say such disgusting things. "

Yang Ruiqi smiled: "You may not know much about your mother's character, because since she was young, everything went smoothly, and she was very persistent about the only thing she couldn't get. She was very bold, dared to say anything, and dared to do anything , I have never used the word shy in my life, so it is not surprising that your father would be suspicious. Later, someone inadvertently said, "Everyone's daughters are like fathers, why do your daughters look like your lover", and he began to... ...Of course, maybe this is just a misunderstanding, but if you have something to do with Mo Chi, how will this end. I will never say such a thing unless it is a last resort. I would rather be misunderstood by you with ulterior motives, but you both Refusing to break up... A smart child like you should be able to understand what I mean. "

Jiang Qiaoan retched, and before Yang Ruiqi came to help him, he said, "I have something to do, let's go first."

"It's cold outside, where are you going and let the driver take you first."

"no need."

Watching her go out with a pale face, Yang Ruiqi actually got some appetite. If it was said that Mo Chi and Jiang Qiaoan were related by blood, she would only believe 90.00% of it, but Jiang Qiaoan didn't dare to find out the truth, but she was [-]% grasp.

Because her father didn't have the courage to check it out even until his death.

Even though he had never met Shi Yujie and Shi Tuojin before, Jiang Qiaoan didn't believe that they would be so unbearable, it had nothing to do with closeness, but it was because he understood the feeling of loving someone deeply.Shi Mochi's biological mother had just passed away, if it was true what Yang Ruiqi said, since Shi Tuojin would be so sad that he would not eat or sleep, it would be absolutely impossible for him to do such a thing.

Yang Ruiqi's words were indeed reasonable, but the half-truths and half-false slanders she slandered herself in front of Shi Mochi before were equally reasonable, and even she said that this matter was not certain.

After thinking about this, Jiang Qiaoan finally calmed down a little, and his mind stopped roaring.When she felt the phone vibrate, Mo Chi had already made four calls.

Hearing her voice, Shi Mochi laughed and asked, "Why did you pick it up now? Are you still up? The treatment is over, and I'm about to send my dad back. What breakfast do you want? I bought it on the way." Bring back."

"I've already eaten, and I'm just about to call you. I have something to do and I have to leave for a few days. I'll wait for a while to get the marriage certificate. You should stay here and take care of your father."

Hearing something wrong in her tone, Shi Mochi stopped smiling: "What's the matter, where are you going? You are pregnant with a child, how can you walk around."

Jiang Qiaoan hesitated for a moment, and decided to selectively conceal: "I just learned something about my mother. I left to verify it. Don't worry, wait for me to come back."

Before Mo Chi could speak again, she hung up the phone and turned off the phone.Half-brothers and sisters - just thinking about these words makes one feel powerless, and it's hard to say. She really doesn't want Shi Mochi to suffer such pain with herself before the truth comes out.

If Jiang Qiaoan had heard these words four years ago, he would have turned his head and left, never coming back.She would rather let it remain a mystery forever, and would not touch the one-in-a-million possibility that would inevitably make the two of them fall into eternal doom.But now it's hard to get back together with Shi Mochi, for the sake of their children, even if her first reaction is to cowardly escape, she can only force herself to find the answer.

Because he couldn't wait for even a moment, Jiang Qiaoan booked the fastest flight back, and before he could find a seat, he met Mu Yin.

Seeing Jiang Qiaoan alone, Mu Yin was very surprised, hesitated for a moment, and still changed seats with the person next to her.

"You go back by yourself?" Mu Yin asked with a smile.

She wasn't in the mood to exchange greetings, she didn't even smile back, she just nodded slightly.

This sudden cold reception made Mu Yin a little embarrassed, but he still couldn't help but care: "Why do you look so ugly, what happened?"

Before boarding the plane, Jiang Qiaoan checked the phone number of the Genetic Medicine Center on the Internet, and only after asking did he know that even if the samples were sent there before get off work today, it would take at least a week for the results to come out. For her, even a second was an unbearable torment. After thinking about it, she asked Mu Yin: "Do you know any friends who did the paternity test?"

"I don't know." Mu Yin shook his head first, and then said, "But if necessary, I can ask for you. What's the matter?"

Jiang Qiao'an didn't answer, but said: "People from the Genetic Medicine Center said that there are so many people waiting in line that we can't rush it. It will take at least a week to get the results. I can't wait that long... It would be better if I have acquaintances..."

Seeing her so weakly hesitating to speak, Mu Yin was very distressed, and stopped asking why: "I will call you immediately after getting off the plane, and I will definitely find someone. Don't worry, have you had lunch yet?"

Jiang Qiaoan had no appetite, let alone bother him, so he lied and said, "Thank you, I've already eaten."

Mu Yin annoyed a lot of people, and finally found an insider who agreed to help. Jiang Qiaoan didn't want others to know who he was doing the appraisal for, so he politely declined his offer to accompany him. I took a taxi to Mo Chi's home.

After getting Shi Mochi's hair, she sealed her own in a bag and went to the Genetic Medicine Center without stopping.When filling in the materials, Jiang Qiaoan could hardly write a straight stroke.

It took six hours to complete a whole set of operations, and the other party promised to deliver the results overnight, Jiang Qiaoan didn't have the energy to go elsewhere, and was really restless waiting on the bench outside the appraisal center, and wanted to turn it on several times to Shi Mochi She hadn't pressed the button to report safety for a long time—not to mention talking to him now, even the little life in her belly had become an existence that she didn't dare to think about.

After staying on the bench for less than an hour, Jiang Qiaoan felt faint pain in the waist and discomfort in the lower abdomen. She didn't dare to ignore the child, so she went to the restaurant downstairs to buy a dinner and ate half of it, and then found another She took a short rest at the nearest hotel, imagining how Mo Chi would laugh at her wild thoughts and assertiveness tomorrow if she got the result that she was not a brother and sister. As for the other possibility, she was not willing to think about it at all.

As a result, at about eleven o'clock in the evening, Jiang Qiaoan returned to the identification center ahead of time, and when she saw the doctor come out, she calmed down instead: "Is it brother or sister?"

"Impossible." The doctor handed over the report.

Hearing this sentence, Jiang Qiaoan only felt a dull pain in her abdomen and slightly wet lower body while tears welled up in her eyes. She was even more surprised when she entered the bathroom and saw the blood on her underwear. Send yourself to obstetrics and gynecology.

(End of this chapter)