Our youth is over

Chapter 7
At that time, He Yebei stood motionless on the spot, looking down at me condescendingly. The originally clean gray plaid pajamas were sparsely stained with blood from my body, sweat was all over his face, and there was water on his neck. Unspeakable embarrassment and frustration.

"Bei Yinan, you're making my head hurt." He Yebei said flatly, his tone was not as cold as before, and he was much more helpless.

I bit my lips tightly in pain and didn't speak. The next second, I was picked up and thrown into the bathtub. The warm water instantly buried my whole body.

"Here, lying in warm water will make you feel less pain. I'll make you some ginger tea later, and I have to find a hot water bottle to cover my stomach..."

It was rare for He Yebei to chatter with me patiently.

I let him move my body, spray the hot water from the shower on my lower abdomen, my nose was still sobbing, and my eyes were fixed on He Yebei.

As if sensing something was wrong with me, He Yebei raised his eyes and looked at me, my eyes opened wider, He Yebei's face turned paler, and he asked dryly, "Why are your eyes so wide open?"

"Bite you to death." I said through gritted teeth.

He Yebei glared at me, lowered his head, and muttered the word "nervous".

"You should have kicked me out just now. It's best not to talk to me. You've been so mean to me. Then I probably hate you to death. I definitely don't like you." After a while of silence, I whispered again. .

The shower in someone's hand suddenly fell off and hit my hand. I raised my head and stared at him in pain. The man just looked at me blankly, his white ears turned red, and he said angrily after a long while: "What nerves are you on!"

"Ah, the clothes are soaked, and you have seen the bra, what should I do?"

I looked at He Yebei and muttered, He Yebei seemed to be really angry. The hand that was testing the water temperature for me was suddenly pulled out of the bathtub, splashing water all over my face. I pretended to wipe the water and covered it in secret. He suppressed his blushing face.

He Yebei said: "Bei Yinan, have you always been so wretched! Do you have the reserve of a girl?"

"Does this have something to do with my liking for you?" I let go of my hand and looked at He Yebei and asked.

He Ye pursed his lips in a "hehe" and said, "It has something to do with my dislike of you."

Look, I knew that we had nothing to do, everything was just my wishful thinking.

Sure enough, with a crush on this kind of thing, you will die at the first sight, and it will be completely useless as soon as you confess, because nine times out of ten you will be rejected.

He Yebei closed the door and went out. I sat alone in the bathtub, the pain in my body seemed to be slowly relieved, and what swept over and intended to engulf me was the sadness that I couldn't adapt to at the moment.

I fell in love before I fell in love. It turns out that the legendary lovelorn is such a feeling, apart from being sad, it is still sad.

Not long after, Lu Xia went and came back, holding her clothes in her hand.She is a careful girl, just because she also bought me new underwear.

Lu Xia said, "Do you want me to help?"

I jumped up from the water, shook my head, and refused.

The method He Yebei thought really worked. My stomach doesn't seem to hurt so much, maybe there is something more painful, so I think "big aunt" and everything are small cases.

After cleaning my body, I walked out of the bathroom wearing Lu Xia's clothes. Although my stomach hurts a little, I can bear it much more than before.I picked up the schoolbag on the floor in the hall, and took out the painkiller box from it. I took the water that Lu Xia poured for me earlier, stuffed a pill into my mouth, and drank it.

He Yebei came out of his room after changing his clothes, just in time to see me put the medicine box back into the schoolbag, and the man frowned habitually.

I find it funny, since he doesn't like me, why should he care if I take these medicines or not.

"Mr. He is not here, I am leaving."

I shook my schoolbag to He Yebei and said, then took the bag of dirty clothes that Lu Xia had sorted out, stuffed it into the schoolbag, looked up and said to Lu Xia, "The clothes will be returned to you after my mother washes them." ,What school do you go to?"

"Just ask Yebei to bring it to me." Lu Xia said with a smile.

"Oh."

I responded softly, packed my things, and without looking at He Yebei again, I opened the door of his house and left.

Before leaving, I heard Lu Xia ask He Yebei if they would go to their junior high school party, but I didn't hear He Yebei's answer, and I didn't know if he would go or not.

It's not my class reunion anyway, so why bother?

From the moment I left He Yebei's house, I told myself, Bei Yinan, you should wake up, He Yebei doesn't like you.

5
In the chemistry class of the first class on Monday morning, in the laboratory, Jiang Chengrui was pestering to join us in the experiment of metal sodium generating hydrogen in water.

"Xiao Bei, I heard from Qi Qinghan that your confession was rejected by He, no wonder I didn't see you wandering around on the third floor with someone today." Jiang Chengrui started chatting with me as soon as he came, and I didn't want to answer his nonsense. without saying a word, using tweezers to pick up the sodium metal in the glass bottle.

The chemistry teacher yelled on the podium: "Be careful when doing experiments, don't mess around, don't talk nonsense, and write the experiment report seriously."

Seeing that I ignored him, Jiang Chengrui snatched the tweezers from my hand angrily, and said in a strange tone: "Pick such a small piece, what kind of experiment is it, get out of the way, and see my brother."

In He Yebei's words, an idiot is an idiot, he can do anything stupid.

Jiang Chengrui is a big idiot. As soon as I was pulled away by him, he caught all the sodium out and threw it all into the glass container without saying a word.

I immediately screamed: "Stupid, the teacher said one piece is enough, you will blow up the glass jar..."

Before I finished speaking, I heard a bang, and some liquid splashed on my face, which made me scream, and the students next to me also screamed.

"A piece of glass splashed on me."

"Hands hurt like hell!"

"Jiang Chengrui..."

"..."

"Don't knead it. Sodium hydroxide is a strong base. Rinse it down with clean water first. That student, go to the equipment library next door and ask the teacher in charge for a bottle of oxalic acid or boric acid."

The chemistry teacher roared, and everyone fell silent. The students who were splashed with liquid and glass shards rushed to the teacher's side. Jiang Chengrui took me to the side of the faucet and desperately washed my face with water.

A good experimental class was made into a mess by Jiang Chengrui. Fortunately, the students nearby hid quickly and did not suffer any serious injuries, but Jiang Chengrui and I were still scolded by the chemistry teacher, and it was our turn to take the experimental class later. I can only stay in the classroom. Whoever told me to do the experiment at that time was me and Jiang Chengrui.

The area where the corner of the eye was scalded by sodium hydroxide was cleaned with weak acid, but it was still red and ugly.That guy Jiang Chengrui still told me shamelessly, it's okay, Xiaobei, if you are going to be disfigured, you really won't be able to marry, so my brother will just let you be a kid.

Be a kid!I never gave Jiang Chengrui a good look.

When I was eating at noon, I ate very slowly, Qiqi at the same table slapped my hand with a spoon, and said in surprise: "Xiao Bei, your hand was injured by the blast, right? Why are you moving so slowly?"

I chewed the food in my mouth, gave Qiqi a blank look, and muttered: "You don't understand."

"Why don't I understand, tell me, why don't I understand you?" Qiqi simply put down her chopsticks and asked me with her chin in her arm.

I subconsciously looked around the cafeteria, and when I didn't find anyone, I was relieved, pouted helplessly, and explained to Qi Qi, "He Perak asked me to take time to find He Yebei for tutoring every noon and evening before self-study." , I don’t want to go, so I deliberately eat slowly to take time. The confession was rejected, and I knew so clearly that he doesn’t like me, how embarrassing it would be for me to go to him again, and besides, he didn’t want to make it up for me at all, so I troubled him, It will only make him hate me more, why bother."

After speaking, I took another mouthful of rice and stuffed it into my mouth, chewing slowly.

Qiqi sat across from me and looked at me meaningfully. After a long while, she leaned towards me and said in confusion: "Why do you think I don't have as much self-esteem as you? Why did Jiang Chengrui reject me so many times? I'm still dead." Sticking to him? How can he be such a good, such a cheap person, who is both fickle and scum..."

"You, it's not that you have no self-esteem, it's that you like Jiang Chengrui more than yourself, that's why you are like that." I stopped my hands and said to Qi Qi comfortingly.

"Your statement is quite pleasing. According to what you say, then you don't like He Yebei very much, at least you like yourself more, otherwise you wouldn't give up so early, which made me worry in vain. One time, thinking about how to comfort you." Qi Qi said with a smile.

It's rare that she didn't wear makeup today, and she looks really good-looking when she smiles. If classmate Xiao Jiang sees Qiqi like this, she might like her.

I listened to Qiqi's words and nodded my head, feeling something was wrong.Don't I really like He Yebei very much?Is my liking for him just a momentary illusion?Maybe, I don't like He Yebei at all, because if I really like someone, I will be like Qiqi, who can let go of all self-esteem, without skin or face.

Thinking about it this way, I was at a loss and felt that I was really wrong.But if that liking was just an illusion, then why would I be unhappy seeing the secretly surging ambiguous feelings between He Yebei and Lu Xia, and feel so uncomfortable being hated and rejected by He Yebei?

Before I could think for a long time, I heard Qiqi grabbing my hand and shouting: "He Yebei!"

I subconsciously followed the sound and turned my head following Qiqi's gaze, and saw He Yebei appearing at our dining table at some time, holding a finished meal in his hand, looking at me indifferently, not knowing Did he hear the conversation I had with Qiqi just now?At that moment, I just felt that He Yebei looked at me colder than before.

I really was completely hated.

"Bei Yinan, at noon and after dinner before evening self-study, I usually study by myself in the empty classroom on the sixth floor." He Yebei said abruptly, then turned around.A boy followed him, looked at me curiously, stepped forward and took a few steps to catch up with He Yebei, put his hand on someone's shoulder familiarly, and said with a smile: "Yebei, is she It's the one who blew up the chemistry lab today! Look at the red marks in the corners of her eyes, she's so happy, she looks so stupid..."

Qi Qi couldn't help but stood up from her seat, clenched her fists and wanted to rush up, I quickly stopped her, and He Yebei suddenly stopped, turned her head towards us, and said in a soft tone: "That's right! , come or not, it’s up to you, I won’t wait.”

After speaking, someone proudly raised his leg and left again. I lost all strength immediately, let go of Qiqi's hand, sat down in my seat, and said in a daze, "He must have heard it just now."

Qiqi slapped the table with force, pulled me up from the seat violently, and said angrily: "Xiao Bei, this He Yebei is too outrageous, how can he be so arrogant, don't even think about it , sister will find you a better one."

I waved my hand disinterestedly: "Forget it, I don't want to like people anymore, I'm so tired. Finding it for me is better than finding it for yourself, Qi Qi, Xiao Jiang is really not a good guy, you should like a better boy. "

Qiqi brushed her long hair, and said with a self-deprecating smile: "It's okay, I'm not a good girl anyway, everyone in the school knows it."

During the words, I saw the loneliness in Qiqi's eyebrows and eyes. I thought of Qiqi's kindness to me, and couldn't help but feel sorry for this girl. I anxiously grabbed her hand covered with Kodan and comforted me emotionally: "Qiqi, Don't say that, in my heart, you are the best girl."

"Xiao Bei, you too." Qiqi said emotionally as she held my hand behind her back.

Over there, at the seat every three or four tables, a boy looked disgusted, stood up with a disgusted expression, threw a sentence "hypocritical" at us, and followed his group of cronies, whistling and limping away. , leaving only Qiqigan and I standing in place.

Qiqi tilted her head towards me, looked at Jiang Chengrui's back as he left gracefully, and said in confusion, "Why do I just fall in love with such a person."

"Absolutely blind." I rolled my eyes and complained habitually.

Qiqi gave a "hmm", then smiled at me and laughed at herself: "Xiaobei, I'm a bitch!"

(End of this chapter)