The young lady is getting divorced every day

Chapter 38 I Shouldn't Be Willful
"Oh," Qianxun leaned over to take a look, "It's really cold... Don't drink it, don't drink it!"

Talking about going to grab it.

Si Jintang clasped his hands tightly: "It's okay, this is the first time you made soup for me with your own hands, and I have to drink it no matter how cold it is."

"No! Your internal and external injuries are not healed yet, so you can't drink something so cold," Chihiro frowned, fighting with him, and suddenly—"Ah!"

Under the struggle, Chihiro's hand accidentally scratched the infusion tube, and the needle suddenly fell off the back of his hand, and a lot of blood oozed from the back of his left hand.

In addition, the shaking was severe, the ginseng soup was a little full, and a lot was spilled, dirtying the bedding and his hospital gown.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry!" Qianxun turned around and took out a few pieces of paper to help him wipe off, guilt was written all over her face, "You're still drenched in water, I shouldn't have fought with you."

"...It's okay, don't take this bit of blood to heart." Si Jintang took a look by himself, not much, to the extent that he didn't even care.

Seeing Yan Qianxun hurriedly wiped away the blood and stains for him, Si Jintang, who was observing, remembered what happened not long ago, and his heart fell into doubt.

In the rain that day, he shed so much blood, and her indifference made him feel too deeply.

Because his consciousness was not clear, he always felt that it was his own hallucination, but after thinking about it these few days, he felt that it was very real.

Deliberately only caring about his shoes, not seeing his injuries;

You are obviously smiling, but it makes you feel extraordinarily cold;
When his hands mixed with rain and blood fell down, staining her clean white shoes, she frowned and backed away as if touched by some virus;

And after she glanced at him indifferently, ignoring the back of him who was seriously injured and unconscious, he ruthlessly turned around and disappeared into the rain...

If it was a hallucination, why did he remember every detail so clearly?
Her expression, her words, were deeply engraved in his mind.

She was indifferent to the amount of blood he bled that day, but today's pediatrics made her so nervous?
Obviously today's Yan Qianxun is more in line with the Yan Qianxun he has always been, but for some reason, he just feels that something is wrong.

Si Jintang was a suspicious person and would not trust others so easily. Yan Qianxun's change of attitude in a short period of time made him care too much.

"Your clothes are dirty too!" Chihiro took out a new hospital gown from the cabinet and put it on the bed, reaching out to help him undress, "I'll change it for you!"

"It's okay, call the nurse." Si Jintang clasped her hand.

"No, I can only see your body! No other woman wants to get involved!"

Si Jintang was even more puzzled, and Yan Qianxun, who was suddenly wayward, gave him a sense of familiarity again.

When he was startled, she had already started.

After untiing the sick clothes, he found that the ginseng soup had not spilled a little, but almost poured on him. Not only was his coat dirty, but the bandages inside were stained.

The white bandages had oozing blood and stains mixed together to look awful.

"Oh my god!" Chihiro covered her mouth and took a step back, "What have I done! I'm sorry..."

"...It's really okay, you didn't do this, it's like this after it's bandaged."

Si Jintang looked down at his chest and was silent for three seconds.

In fact, it was because when I had a physical conflict with her just now, I accidentally pulled the wound to bleed.

I really don't know if she came to see him or to harm him.

"Liar..." Qianxun looked like an aggrieved child, her eyes turned red, "This blood is obviously bright red, and I'm not a fool."

Seeing that he couldn't hide it, Si Jintang had no choice but to say: "It has nothing to do with you, just a little injury, good boy, don't blame yourself."

"It has nothing to do with me!" Chihiro denied, with a face full of self-blame, "I know you are so busy, it is understandable that you can't find time to accompany me to the amusement park, but I still want to get angry with you... ..."

Si Jintang was taken aback.

Suddenly being so sensible and well-behaved, he was not used to it.

There seemed to be nothing wrong, but why did he always feel uneasy?
"It's my fault. You should have done what I promised, but I forgot you because I was busy with the company." Si Jintang took her hand, "If I hadn't broken the appointment, you wouldn't have driven to the company by yourself. Look for me, there was a car accident on the road, it was all my fault."

"No, no!" Chihiro denied it, rushing to admit his mistake, "It's my fault! I shouldn't be self-willed! You are busy, and I am not busy. I should coordinate your time. I am too unreasonable to make trouble." , you came to see me and I drove you away, even arguing to go back to your mother’s house and getting a divorce. If I hadn’t run home, you wouldn’t have come to chase me, and you wouldn’t have had a car accident... You’re so hurt, you’d be It's because of me!"

Chihiro lowered her head and shed tears, as if sincerely reflecting on her mistakes.

Si Jintang looked at the person in front of him, trying to figure it out.

Seems reasonable.

If it was an ordinary person, looking at her tearful and pitiful appearance, coupled with such a sincere confession and self-reflection, she would definitely not think so much.

But Si Jintang was terribly calm.

He would be confused by Yan Qianxun's sudden attitude, but he would not be distressed by her tears, which would then affect his thoughts.

Seeing her dripping tears, Si Jintang's face was only peaceful and indifferent.

He was thinking whether the cause and effect were reasonable.

It sounds reasonable, but what happened recently has gathered a database in his mind, and considering each frame, it is actually impossible to form a reasonable causal chain.

Emotions are not right.

A series of events were triggered because of breaking the appointment, and the fuse was obviously not strong enough.

Because of guilt and self-blame, she shed tears and introspected, which was contrary to her abnormal words and deeds during this period.

Everything is sudden.

This is what he subconsciously felt was wrong.

Si Jintang raised the corners of his mouth slightly, held Qianxun's hand and pulled it closer to him, took out a few tissue papers and wiped the tears on her face, with deep affection like the sea: "It's okay, my Qianxun is right Whatever I did, I will forgive her."

What does it matter?

Even if she, Yan Qianxun, is really planning something, he is not afraid.

——It doesn't matter, I think no matter what I do to me, I will forgive her.

Qianxun looked at him with moist eyes, and smiled through tears: "Jin Tang, you are so kind! I'll go find the nurse sister!"

He didn't pull her, and watched her go out with a smile.

As the door of the ward closed, the smile on his face disappeared, and he pressed his heart with one hand.

what happened……

Why is the heart beating suddenly?

The moment he finished that sentence just now, a similar scene appeared in his mind.

Gu Xiang again...

It's her again!
Gu Xiang, who are you? !
Outside the ward, Chihiro was leaning against the wall, the smile had long since disappeared, replaced by a bewildered expression.

It's the same thing again...

Even if he starts his life again and she changes her body, will he still repeat the same words?

As long as she thought of Si Jintang's actual indifference when he said these words, she would inevitably think back to the past.

It turned out that at that time, he was also so indifferent, even with a smile on his face.

Fortunately, God treated her kindly this time, allowing her to see his true face clearly from the very beginning, so that she wouldn't lose herself.

　Today's second update is here
　　
　
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