his allure

Chapter 581 Shen Zhao

Zheng Qingqing's 16th birthday was celebrated by Shen Zhao for her.

Shen Zhao remembered that it was a rainy day, the sky was dark and the candles were dimly lit.

In the deep and quiet season, only his Ah Qing, who is full of happiness in his heart and eyes, is his entire light.

At that time, she had just come to his side, the girl's body was still stretched out, she was so petite and small, standing beside him, she was so cute.

In front of them was an exquisite cake with sixteen candles burning and dancing.

From the corner of his eye, Shen Zhao could see the little girl earnestly making a wish.

He asked her, "Ah Qing, what birthday wish did you make?"

His Ah Qing said: "I hope we can all be well, Shen Zhao, thank you for celebrating my birthday with me."

He looked at her gentle and drooping eyes through the dim light of the candle, and his heartbeat was dull and a little fast.

Everyone in the Shen family was afraid of him, no one dared to smile like that in front of him, it was too heartless.

He lowered his eyes slightly, looked at her smiling face, and said, "Ah Qing, will you be sad if only I will be by your side from now on?"

His Ah Qing said: "It's not sad, I'm already very happy when someone is with me."

Many years later, when Shen Zhao recalled Zheng Qingqing's demeanor when he said this sentence, he would feel very sad.

His Ah Qing is so easy to satisfy.

But what about him?

He didn't even grant her such a trivial request.

He still didn't stay by her side, and when she needed him most, he let her go abroad alone.

He deserved to lose her, to have nothing.

But at that time, when he just lost her, he was not so calm.

He is not reconciled, really not reconciled.

How could it be so easy for the person he loved so much to let him go?
So he tried his best to keep her by his side.Even if the method is not upright, the method is unbearable.

Zheng Qingqing's 20th birthday was also celebrated by him for her.

It's just that at that time, things changed and people changed, and everything was no longer what it was before.

His Ah Qing lost her original smile, her depression was already very serious, and even smiling became a luxury.

She sat in front of him and was pampered by him with silk and satin, but she couldn't smile anymore.It's as if the anger has been sucked away, leaving only the body.

But he was reluctant to let go, even if it was just a body, he didn't want to let go.

He inserted candles for her, sat beside her, and coaxed her gently, she said: "Ah Qing, shall we make a wish?"

But she was silent and said nothing.A pair of clear and beautiful eyes were covered with morning mist, hazy, and the emotions could not be seen clearly.

On this birthday, she didn't make a wish, and she didn't smile at him like she did back then.

She is not the girl she was back then, but now she is defensive, shutting herself in bottomless silence and refusing all communication.

Later, when he was feeding her cake, sometimes the cream stuck to the corner of her lips, and he wiped it off carefully for her. He told himself in a paralyzed way: It’s okay, it’s okay, as long as she’s still by your side , don't worry about the rest.

After talking for a long time, it seems that even I have been convinced.

But at the end of this quiet birthday, Shen Zhao heard his Ah Qing speak, just a simple sentence, which suddenly destroyed all his self-deception.

Her Ah Qing said: "Xi Cheng, will you give me a present for today's birthday?"

It turned out that he had lost her for so long...

(End of this chapter)