Uncle is aggressive

Chapter 248 I Only Care About You

After Cheng Xunxun came back, she didn't go out often. She was used to being alone, so even if she stayed alone for a whole day, she wouldn't feel bored.

Furthermore, with Zhou Yu by her side, she discussed with Mi Lai again, and got a lot of potted plants to raise, and lived a comfortable and comfortable life every day.But she still gets sick, and when it's severe, she will smash things.

Others were afraid that she would be sensitive, so they never mentioned seeing a doctor. Every time she got sick, everything had returned to normal.She asked Zhou Yanqing if she was crazy again, but he was always unserious, jokingly said: "You are getting cuter and cuter, now I want to stay with you every day, and I don't want to leave for a moment."

Cheng Xunxun secretly saw that when he was alone, he liked to stand in front of the photo wall. Sometimes he would stand for an hour at a time. If no one disturbed him, Cheng Xunxun thought he would stand forever.

Since she came back, he didn't use any means to make her see a doctor, and he did everything for her to make her feel comfortable.On the surface, Cheng Xunxun was still the same as usual. During the day, when Zhou Yanqing was going to the company, she would call Jingxu and chat for a while.

Then ask about those two years, she can't remember clearly.Jingxu didn't hide it, and explained everything Zhou Yanqing did for her concisely and clearly.

It was obviously a few simple words, but the more Cheng Xunxun listened, the more silent he became.

Later, Cheng Xunxun fell ill again and hurt Zhou Yanqing. Cheng Xunxun became taciturn, stopped laughing, and stayed in the room every day without saying a word.

She knew how good Zhou Yanqing was, and the longer she lived here, the more she could feel his dedication.And the more sober she was, the more oppressed she felt, as if a huge stone was pressing on her heart, making her breathless.She knew in her heart that if this continued, she might be worse than before.

It was a sickness that she couldn't adjust herself, and it would hurt people, and every time, she would hurt the person she least wanted to hurt.

She doesn't want to see him frowning, she doesn't want to see him sad, she really wants to be his wife, share his worries and do something for him, instead of just asking him to give everything, after all, he doesn't owe her anything What.

Such a she is not worthy of such a good him at all, but has become his burden, he can be better.

At night, Cheng Xunxun was sitting on the bed, Zhou Yanqing came out of the shower, and saw her sitting on the head of the bed in high spirits, holding a book in her hand, but from that appearance, her attention was obviously not on the book.

"What are you looking at?" He said, and sat down beside her.

Cheng Xunxun shrugged his shoulders, closed the book and put it aside, tilted his head to look at him, and found that his hair was not dry, so he climbed onto the bed, knelt on the bed, and took his hand Zhou Yanqing turned her head and glanced at her, knowing her intentions, and didn't refuse. She just smiled, stretched out a finger, picked her chin, and said, "I am sensible, and I know how to love others."

Cheng Xunxun covered his head with a towel, wiped it lightly, and said, "People will grow up. Besides, I'm not a child. I can also feel who is really good to me and who is good to me. not good."

After wiping for a while, she ran into the bathroom to get a hair dryer and dried his hair. The service was very attentive.

"Don't sleep on the sofa today, this bed is so big, you won't disturb me."

Zhou Yanqing was fiddling with her hair. Hearing what she said, she stopped her head immediately. The moment she raised her hand, she had already walked into the bathroom.

Zhou Yanqing is a normal man. Although he is now forty, a man with 41 flowers is the most attractive and flavorful time.He is not a womanizer, sometimes Cheng Xunxun can feel his desire, but he is very restrained, probably because he is afraid that she will not be able to bear it.

So even if it was a kiss, it was still a goodnight kiss from a kiss, it would not go deep, let alone further entanglement.It's been a while since she came back. Although they live in the same room, they don't sleep in the same bed.Even he would not go too far in any actions, fully taking care of her psychology, for fear of making her feel uncomfortable.

There is really a feeling of being afraid of being broken when held in the palm of the hand, and afraid of being melted when held in the mouth, so carefully cared for.

The sofa in the room was not suitable for his body size to sleep on. Occasionally at night Cheng Xunxun would be awakened by the sound of him landing, but she didn't move, pretending to be asleep.She could feel that Zhou Yanqing would come to take a look at her, and then go back to sleep.

She sometimes thinks, if this is the case, it is better to let him sleep in another room, but if she says this, it seems that the distance between the two is too far away, after all, they are husband and wife, and they are still legal.And Cheng Xunxun believed that even if she asked him to sleep elsewhere, he would find a reason to stay by her side.

At night, Zhou Yanqing was very peaceful, lying on the left side, not moving, behaved well.Cheng Xunxun turned sideways and faced him. In the dark night, she couldn't see the expression on his face clearly.

After a while, she sneaked closer to his side, stretched out her hand to hook his arm, then put her head on his shoulder, and asked, "Are you asleep?"

"Not yet, what's the matter? Did I disturb you?"

She shook her head, rubbed her whole body against him again, and said coquettishly, "Am I not attractive to you anymore?"

Zhou Yanqing was slightly taken aback, and before he could speak, she said again: "Still, you have passed that age, and now you are pursuing the spiritual world, even if I stand in front of you naked now, you won't feel anything ?”

He chuckled, turned his body slightly, faced her, and said, "What exactly do you want to say?"

"Take me to see a doctor." She said sincerely, reached out her hand to touch his cheek blackly, slowly touched his lips, rubbed them lightly twice, and said, "If I can't cure it, you can Get rid of me and let me follow Jingxu. I don't want your wife to be a lunatic, and I don't want Xiao Nuo and Xiao Yu to have a lunatic mother. A man has 41 flowers, and there must be many girls in the company who are interested in you. But you You can’t look for someone who is flamboyant, but someone who is affordable, caring and caring.”

"And there's..."

Before Cheng Xunxun could finish speaking, Zhou Yanqing lowered his head and pressed her lips accurately. Cheng Xunxun paused for a moment, but without struggling, he just put his arms around his neck and responded softly.Zhou Yanqing quickly raised his hand to cover the back of her head, he opened his lips slightly, and bit her lip lightly.

The kiss gradually deepened, and after a while, Zhou Yanqing had already pressed her under him, supported his body with his elbows, lightly pecked her lips, and said with a smile, "You really think that?"

"Yes." She nodded, "I don't want to hold you back."

"That's right, but my vision is not particularly good. You know that in this respect, men see women differently than women see women. Since you think so, then help me choose, so that you can feel at ease."

His words stunned Cheng Xunxun for a moment. His tone sounded quite serious. Although she said that, what she wanted to hear in her heart was not these.She was silent for a while, stretched out her hand to gently push his chest, and said, "Okay, I'll let Mi Lai go out to work in a few days."

Her tone sounded dull, Zhou Yanqing knew she was serious, he immediately put his arms around her, hugged her in his arms, rubbed her forehead with his chin, and said with a smile; "I'm just kidding you. I haven't had enough, I want to spend my whole life with you, to see how you look when you're old, and I'm still waiting to pull out your gray hair."

Hearing this, Cheng Xunxun's nose was sore, he lowered his head and said, "Don't say good things, I know you hate me in your heart."

As soon as he grasped her hand, he put her hand on his chest, and when she struggled lightly, Zhou Yanqing increased his strength, firmly pressed her hand to her chest, where the left heart was, and said: " This is from the bottom of my heart, I have never disliked you. If you like following Jing Xu so much, then I should consider whether I should also become a monk, so that you are willing to follow me."

Cheng Xunxun smiled lowly, stretched out his hand to touch his head, ran his fingers through his hair, and said with a smile, "I'm still curious, what does it look like when you shave your head bald."

"Better looking."

Cheng Xunxun snorted, Zhou Yanqing rested his chin on her head, tightened his arms, and held her tightly in his arms.

She moved and found a comfortable position, leaning against his chest.

The next morning, Zhou Yanqing slept late. Cheng Xunxun was supposed to wake up early, send Xiao Nuo to school, and then play with Xiao Yuyu, but when she got up, Zhou Yanqing dragged her back into the bed with her long legs lying on her back. On her body, a deep voice said in his ear: "It's still early."

"It's getting late, I have to send Xiao Nuo to school."

"Mother Xu and Mi Lai will see you off. You spend most of the time with them, so you can accompany me today." He closed his eyes, and had no intention of moving away from the hands and feet that were pressing on her.

Cheng Xunxun glanced at him sideways, turned around, stretched out his fingers and gently stroked his eyebrows, and said, "Okay then, I'll sleep with you for a while."

On this day, Zhou Yanqing put down all his work and stayed with her for a whole day. He looked leisurely like a retired old man. Cheng Xunxun went to the greenhouse to water the potted plants. He only sat on the rocking chair for a while before falling asleep. .Cheng Xunxun yelled twice and found that his eyes were closed, so he didn't bother him anymore, just took a chair, sat beside him, and just watched him take a nap.

While he was sleeping, she didn't even close her eyes, just staring at him intently.In fact, the life she wants is so simple and peaceful. If you spend too long, you will cherish the time even more.

Later, Zhou Yanqing took her to see the best psychiatrist and psychiatrist authority, and gave her a detailed examination. She cooperated very well, and the whole state was positive. With the help of drugs and psychiatrists, after a period of time With the treatment, her condition has been greatly improved, and she is much more cheerful.

Occasionally, she can also go out to go shopping normally, and her condition is getting better and better, and the happiest person is none other than Zhou Yanqing.

Gradually, he couldn't hold back his temper. After all, it's really not human to just sleep under the quilt.Before getting off work that day, he called Cheng Xunxun's psychiatrist, and also called the psychiatric authority. After repeated confirmation, he felt like a spring breeze, and he even bought dessert on the way home.

Cheng Xunxun is now really taking on the role of hostess, and she manages the house in an orderly manner. As for the two children, she is always careful with Xiao Nuo, and tries her best to satisfy him, every day They all thought of ways to get closer to him.

Well, Xiao Yuyu, it's very good to let her play with him when she's crazy, so Xiao Yuyu is quite clingy to her.

In short, she has nothing to do all day long, and all her thoughts are either on the child or on Zhou Yanqing, but now most of the time her thoughts are on the child.As a mother, it seems that there is always a heart that can't be finished. Obviously everything is fine, but there is always something to worry about.

In the evening, Zhou Yanqing was lying on the bed for nothing, Cheng Xunxun finished coaxing Xiao Yu, went to see Xiao Nuo before returning to the room, he was a little surprised to see him lying on the bed so early, and said: "Why are you so busy today? "

"I'll rest for a while, and I'll do some physical work later."

"What physical work?" Cheng Xunxun walked to the closet without thinking deeply, and asked back. After asking, he suddenly seemed to think of something, looked back at him, smiled secretly, and then went in bathroom.

She spent more than an hour washing herself, and then said to Zhou Yanqing solemnly, "I'm going to sleep with Xiao Nuo today."

"What?" Zhou Yanqing sat up straight, "What's wrong with Xiao Nuo?"

"I always feel that there is still a little gap between me and him. Although you said that he forgot about An Yu when he was seriously ill, I always feel that when we get along with him, there is no feeling of intimacy between mother and child."

"So you think sleeping with him will improve your relationship?"

Cheng Xunxun frowned and said, "Can you speak well."

"No, he generally doesn't like to sleep with others, and you will disturb him. Besides, although he is your son, he is also a man, so it's inconvenient. There are many ways to enhance the relationship, and sleeping is not the only one. One." He quickly sat on the edge of the bed, stretched out his foot and hooked her, "He is not a child anymore."

Cheng Xunxun smiled and said, "How old is seven years old? Hey, that's your son. I slept with him all night, and you're still jealous. Did you get sick from me?"

Zhou Yanqing noticed the teasing flash in her eyes, couldn't help raising her eyebrows, changed her attitude, waved her hand, and said, "Go."

Cheng Xunxun knew what he wanted to do, but he didn't expect him to change so quickly. After a moment of silence, he nodded and said, "Okay, then I'll go."

"Ah."

Cheng Xunxun took two steps, turned his head to look back slightly, and lay down. He didn't stop her until she opened the door and went out.

As soon as Cheng Xunxun went out, before closing the door, the man turned off the lights in the room, as if he was really going to sleep like this.

She closed the door gently, and walked back and forth twice at the door. She did propose to sleep with Xiao Nuo just now, but Xiao Nuo refused her.He said that he had grown up to be a man, and he didn't need his mother to be with him all the time. He would protect her in the future, and then he kissed her on the cheek.

Xiao Nuo is a bit precocious and more sensible than children of the same age.However, his precocity made Xun Xun feel particularly uncomfortable, so she always wanted to make up for it, and wanted to draw their relationship closer.The more this is the case, the relationship between the two is always unnatural.

Cheng Xunxun stood at the door for about half an hour. She was about to open the door to enter when the door opened suddenly. Zhou Yanqing crossed her arms and looked at her with a smile on her face.

Cheng Xunxun paused, curled his lips, gave her a sideways look, and said, "What are you doing? I'll come get the quilt."

"There is a quilt in Xiao Nuo's room, don't you know?"

Cheng Xunxun glanced at him, pursed his lips, took a deep breath, nodded and said, "Okay, I see."

After she finished speaking, she turned around and prepared to go to Xiao Yuyu's room. Just after taking a step, Zhou Yanqing reached out and dragged her into the room, closed the door smoothly, and pushed her against the door panel.

"What are you doing?" Cheng Xunxun gently pushed him, turned his head, and said coquettishly.

"You know what I want to do." He reached out and pinched her chin, and twisted it gently.

"I don't know. How can I understand your thoughts. You slept well, why did you get up, why did you come to open the door?" Cheng Xunxun raised his chin and met his gaze.

Zhou Yanqing twitched the corner of his lips lightly, he lowered his head, and when his lips were about to fall on hers, Cheng Xunxun jumped out from under his arms and said with a smile: "What are you going to do now? Isn't it sublimated, isn't the spirit supreme?"

He turned his head, smiled lowly, turned and walked towards her, he moved forward, she retreated.Walking all the way to the back room, her feet touched the bed, and then she sat down on the bed. Zhou Yanqing kept walking, leaned down, and put her hands on the bed.

Cheng Xunxun took advantage of the situation and lay down on the bed. Zhou Yanqing said, "You are too attractive, so I have no choice but to become a layman."

Cheng Xunxun giggled, and soon the laughter stopped and fell into his mouth.

……

Their life is gradually on the right track, Cheng Xunxun takes care of the house very well, Zhou Yanqing doesn't have to worry anymore, she takes care of the children's affairs and Zhou Yanqing's affairs by herself.Determined to be a good wife and a good mother.

Zhou Yanqing was kind to her, Cheng Xunxun thought of ways to treat him better, and the two became a model couple, loving each other and having a harmonious relationship.Chen Yujian really didn't like him appearing in front of him together, abusing the dog.

Zhou Yanqing always reduces her working hours and spends most of her time on family. Every year, she takes her children and wife out on a trip. There are more and more photos on their photo wall, and the people in the photos are more and more complete. More and more smiles.

When Cheng Xunxun was 38 years old, both of her children went to school, and her time suddenly became very abundant, that is, she was in a panic.

Then, she grabbed the people around her and made introductions. She was very enthusiastic. The first one was Chen Yujian. He had been single for so many years, and Zhou Yanqing entrusted him with the work, and Cheng Xunxun was always concerned about it.

If there is no time, I will introduce him to a girlfriend.

Chen Yujian did not refuse, Cheng Xunxun introduced countless, but none of them succeeded.

After Zhou Yanqing said a few words, she felt resentful and didn't ask any more questions.

Cheng Xunxun and Zhou Yanqing, a model couple, will gradually lose their passion and turn their strong love into a deeper family relationship. Even though they have experienced so much life and death, they will still quarrel and struggle over trivial matters. In Cheng Xunxun's words Said to be the generation gap.During the Cold War, Cheng Xunxun slept with the child.

As the sons grew up, she could only drive Zhou Yanqing out and let him sleep with the children.

……

Zhou Nuo is an obedient child. He has been sensible since he was a child, and he didn't let Cheng Xunxun worry too much when he grew up. On the contrary, Zhou Yu, during the rebellious period, was able to drive Cheng Xunxun to death. They were beaten together.

After Cheng Xunxun heard the teacher's complaint, he went home angrily. He knelt on the ground obediently, with a very good attitude of admitting his mistake, and said, "Mom, I know I was wrong. You teach me how to refuse a girl's confession in the future, I will Really not."

At this time, Zhou Yu is only in the second year of junior high school, and Zhou Nuo has already gone to college. He sat beside him drinking tea, looking like he was watching a good show, and added a few words, saying: "Mom, Zhou Yu has such a temper. He knew how to take care of his friends when he was in kindergarten." Going home, it’s not pretty, you can’t control him.”

Cheng Xunxun was so angry that he couldn't speak, he stepped forward and grabbed Zhou Yu's ear, and said, "A girl is pregnant, what do you think? How old are you! You want to be a father, but I don't want to Be a grandma!"

"What is pregnancy? Mom, don't wrong me, who is pregnant. I don't blame me, I'm still a pure boy!"

"Damn! Why did I give birth to a son like you! Who do you think you look like!"

"Like my dad!" he exclaimed immediately.

Just at this time, Zhou Yanqing came back, took off his coat, came in with a serious face, and asked, "Again, who do you look like?"

Zhou Yu paused when he heard the sound, and immediately hid behind Cheng Xunxun.

Zhou Yanqing glanced at him, "Zhou Yu comes with me to the study."

Zhou Yu tugged at Cheng Xunxun's clothes, and whispered, "Mom, why did you tell Dad! He must have killed me!"

"You should fight! Don't point at me to help you!"

"Brother!" Seeing Cheng Xunxun's determination, Zhou Yu switched to Zhou Nuo.

Zhou Nuo put down his teacup, stood up, and said, "I have an appointment with a friend, so mom doesn't have to prepare my dinner." He smiled and patted Zhou Yu's shoulder, no matter how much he winked, he left without hesitation.

In the end, Zhou Yu was beaten to pieces, and it was Cheng Xunxun himself who felt distressed.

When she went to bed at night, she blamed Zhou Yanqing for being too ruthless.

"You said that the two sons were born to me. Why is there such a big difference? Zhou Nuo is so calm, he has never had such a shitty thing! But he is so old, it's time to find a girlfriend. I think his friends all It's a man, it won't..."

Zhou Yanqing sneered and said, "Zhou Nuo is Mensao, Zhou Yu is Mingsao, they have the same temper."

"Yes, it's up to you." Cheng Xunxun gave him a sideways look.

Zhou Yanqing laughed haha, turned over and pressed her on top of her, and said in a low voice, "Who do you look like? You want to be punished too?"

Cheng Xunxun giggled, leaned against his chest, and said, "You old man, why are you so dishonest?"

"The heart is not old, and your old man is very capable, and everyone secretly envies you."

Cheng Xunxun gave him a pinch and said, "You are an old man."

……

During the Ching Ming Festival, it rained heavily.

On this Qingming Festival, it happened to be raining lightly again. Chen Yujian, one of their family, went to three places.They talked and laughed all the way, and the past grievances seemed to have been completely resolved in their hearts.

In the first year after Cheng Xunxun's illness was completely cured, she followed Zhou Yanqing to the Song family grave. She had concerns at first, but Zhou Yanqing said that everyone was ashes and there was nothing to worry about.

The dead will not hate, only the living will always care about these things.Life is only a few decades, so why bother to be so uncomfortable.

Cheng Xunxun really felt relieved in his heart when he was 40 years old. Somehow, he felt relieved all at once. There is no reason, probably because his mood has changed.

……

The older the child, the more worried she became. Cheng Xunxun had grown a lot of gray hair. She sat in front of the vanity mirror and kept pulling out her gray hair that day, and her scalp hurt.

Zhou Yanqing sat by and watched, seeing her impatient face, she smiled and said, "The little girl has finally grown white hair."

"That's younger than you, you're half a hundred."

After the words fell, Cheng Xunxun was inexplicably sad, the older he got, the faster time seemed to pass, and in a blink of an eye, both of them had gray temples.

When Cheng Xunxun was 50 years old, Song Jing went, and they went to Hong Kong together for the last trip.

Zhou Yanqing retired at the age of 65, playing with birds and flowers at home all day, occasionally bickering with Cheng Xunxun, living a leisurely and happy life.

He doesn't worry about the child, Cheng Xunxun always worries, the child used to be annoyed by her early love, and she is also annoyed if he doesn't fall in love.She got involved with Zhou Nuo and Han Duo's matter several times, but it didn't work out, so she became anxious.

No matter what Zhou Yanqing said, it didn't work, but fortunately, she didn't care about her, and she would figure it out by herself.He lived on his own, and on some days, he couldn't see her shadow for a day.

When he saw her, he joked, "I'm almost an empty nester."

Later, the children didn't like coming back very much and avoided her everywhere, so Cheng Xunxun figured it out.After all, children can't be kept. They have their own lives, and you can't control them, and you can't control them.In the end, the only person who was really by her side was Zhou Yanqing.

Afterwards, she changed direction, focused on Zhou Yanqing, and made do with him every day.

While they were still walking, the two went on a trip together and took a lot of photos. There were more and more photos on their photo wall, almost covering the entire wall.

Finally, Zhou Yanqing couldn't walk anymore, so they stayed at home, and Cheng Xunxun supported him.

From this end of the photo wall to the end, all the long memories are memories.Looking at the young Cheng Xunxun in the photo, Zhou Yanqing turned her head, smiled, and said, "The little girl is finally getting old."

"Just younger than you."

The two walked forward step by step, looking at each photo carefully.

In the end, it was a group photo of the two of them in recent years. Cheng Xunxun couldn't help blushing, and stretched out his hand to hold Zhou Yanqing's hand tightly, stroking his wrinkled skin with his fingers.

Zhou Yanqing took her hand backhand, sighed, and said, "It's been a lifetime, why do I still feel that I haven't had enough?"

He turned his head and met Cheng Xunxun's eyes, and they smiled at each other.

Time flies, Cheng Xunxun is the only one left in the huge house.

She bent her back, stood at the end of the photo wall, looked at a single photo of Zhou Yanqing on the wall, raised her hand to touch it gently, and said with a smile: "Look, I am finally older than you now."

Immediately, she took the photo of herself that had been pretended and hung it next to Zhou Yanqing. The smiles of the two were exactly the same.This photo was taken with Zhou Yanqing that year. He didn't know that she secretly took it by herself, and then hid it secretly for a long time. She thought it would come in handy after all. It was too long, and he couldn't wait.

This is the end.

She turned her head slowly and looked at the beginning. This long photo wall proved their happy life. So many years have passed, why do they always feel that this life is just a blink of an eye.

As time goes by, I only care about you.

(End of this chapter)