Ugly Beauty: The Second Miss Waste

Chapter 245: This Love Is Hard to Pay

"Doing so many things, have you ever thought that I don't care at all, don't care about your feelings at all, can't see your sincerity, and can't feel your true feelings. I am selfish and indifferent, so I reject everyone, because I Magnify the dark side of everyone ten times. As long as I find your shortcomings, I will magnify it ten times to tell myself that you are not a good person. Everything you do is with a purpose. You are close to I have a purpose, you also have a purpose when you treat me well, and you have a purpose in everything you do.”

"For me, everyone is good to me with a purpose, no matter whether he is sincere to me or not. Even if I already know your intentions, I still have a way to convince myself and say to myself, you are for me You only care about your own thoughts when you do things, you have no intention of hurting me, and you have no responsibility." Qingcheng has said so much, she can say whatever comes to her mind, and she wants to say all the words that have been deposited in her heart for so long speak out.

"Do you know why I said you didn't take responsibility? When the palace was drunk, you left your marks on me, but you disappeared. The next day, Murong Yu saw those marks and decided that I was a slut, Wife, he wants to strangle me, even rapes me, if I don't have any ability to resist, what will happen to me, will I be strangled to death or raped by him without dying?" When Qingcheng talked about this past event, The tone has long been calm, but it is not difficult to imagine what the scene was at that time.

It was the first time that Jun Qingli had the idea of ​​strangling himself to death. He had been perplexed for a long time because of Qingcheng saying that he hadn't taken responsibility, but he still couldn't find the answer.

However, now that Qingcheng told him personally, he wished that he could apologise with death.

At the beginning, Qingcheng said that he didn't take responsibility, he was confused and a little bit dissatisfied.

Now, Qingcheng said that he did not take responsibility, he regretted it, and finally completely convinced.

He also finally understood what Qingcheng meant when he said that he was selfish, that he was doing everything for his own sake, not Qingcheng's.

If he had a little bit of thoughtfulness, how could he not have thought of what kind of consequences he would have on Qingcheng.

But he just proved that Qingcheng belonged to him, and he didn't consider Qingcheng's situation at all.

If Qingcheng had no ability to resist, he really didn't dare to think about what the consequences would be.

Jun Qingli's face became paler, and there was too much guilt and self-blame in his eyes.

"Qingcheng." Jun Qingli whispered, softly calling Qingcheng's name.

Qingcheng took a deep breath, and when she heard Jun Qingli calling herself in such a remorseful tone, she felt a heart-wrenching pain in her heart.

No matter what time it was, he would magnify his fault countless times, but turn a blind eye to her fault and ignore it again and again.

"You blame yourself, you feel guilty, you feel sorry for me. But, have you ever thought about how many times I have hurt you? You didn't mean to hurt me once, and I meant to hurt you thousands of times, both physically and mentally. I will always find If I don’t realize my shortcomings, I will never realize my mistakes, and even if I know I’m wrong, I won’t change it.”

"So, you tolerate me again and again, you can't see my mistakes, I hurt you, you ignore, I hurt you again, you still choose to ignore. You ignore all my faults, ignore everything I have done to you Injury, but I am deeply concerned about the harm you inadvertently caused, and even my heart must be strictly guarded no matter what, and I refuse to give it to anyone."

(End of this chapter)