aren't we in love

Chapter 11 I Want Mom
Yu Jiajia was a little uncertain about what Lu Yingqin meant.In the past few years, Lu Yingqin has become more and more deep, and she feels strange.Although the previous Lu Yingqin was not a kind person, at least he was Lu Yingqin whom Yu Jiajia knew.But now, Yu Jiajia often feels that Lu Yingqin's gentle and kind treatment is hypocritical.

Everyone thought that Lu Yingqin loved Yu Jiajia miserably. In the past, Lu Yingqin was controlled by others, and she was the one who wanted to take away;But Yu Jiajia is walking on thin ice. She understands that the more highly praised a person is, the harder they fall.

Lu Yingqin likes her, obeys her, depends on her, and she must be him. She is exquisite and perfect created by him, and exists entirely for him. He is obsessed with the feeling that his works are admired and admired by others.And her?Her feelings for Lu Yingqin became more and more complicated day by day, and in the end, it turned into deep fear, but she had no way out, so she could only bite the bullet and walk the tightrope.

She claims that she is not a smart woman, but she grew up in an orphanage and matured earlier than ordinary people, and she also knows how to cherish than ordinary people.Lu Yingqin hasn't married her for so many years, every time he puts marriage on the agenda, but it doesn't work after a few days, Yu Jiajia is also anxious, but she never urges her, and her attitude towards Lu Yingqin is the same as before, she will always be like the one in the orphanage in the past That little girl knows nothing but relying on Lu Yingqin.She knew that Lu Yingqin liked such a woman.But now, she inexplicably had an ominous premonition.

Ever since she met Cheng Duanwu in Lu Yingqin's office that day, she felt that everything was getting out of control.

In the past, she was not in a hurry when Lu Yingqin didn't mention marriage, because Lu Yingqin's attitude towards her was the most special after all, and she had enough time to wait.But now, Lu Yingqin's attitude towards Cheng Duanwu was also so special that she couldn't help but get confused.

What kind of character is Lu Yingqin?Turning his hands into clouds and turning his hands into rain, has he ever discussed anything with anyone?But this time, he said that he would call Yu Dong to discuss the wedding date.

Yu Jiajia was a little confused, but she was really in a hurry, no matter whether Lu Yingqin really wanted to discuss the wedding date, or she had ulterior motives, she couldn't care less, no matter why, since Lu Yingqin took the initiative to bring the wedding date to the table , then this time, she will never miss another chance.

After calling Yu Dong and making an appointment, Yu Jiajia walked upstairs with her slippers on.

The persistent Lu Yingqin seemed to have gotten into a fight with the child, arguing excitedly with the stubborn Xiaodong in the room.

Lu Yingqin was full of anger, put his hands on his waist, and reprimanded Dong Dong condescendingly: "Who taught you to be so uneducated? Sure enough, children raised by uneducated women are like this, isn't it? Is this how your mother taught you?"

Winter's eyes were wide open, and a pair of big eyes on his fair face were like two grapes.Originally, he didn't want to talk to Lu Yingqin in winter, but when Lu Yingqin mentioned Cheng Duanwu, the little child would not allow others to insult his mother, so he suddenly broke out and slammed into Lu Yingqin with force, and beat Lu Yingqin vigorously with his fists.How can the strength of a child be compared with that of Lu Yingqin?Lu Yingqin pulled Dongdong's collar effortlessly, and Dongdong's fists could only wave powerlessly in the air.But the child was still as stubborn as a bull, entangled with Lu Yingqin with both hands and feet.

Lu Yingqin finally ran out of patience.Holding the child with one hand, he threw it rudely on the bed, "Try again if you are disobedient, don't think I dare not punish you!"

Winter struggled in the soft bed for a long time before getting up, shouting angrily: "I want to go home! I want my mother! You are a bad person! I hate you!"

Lu Yingqin sneered, "Go home? Your mother has already sold you to me, and you still have a home? Poor, no one wants a child."

Dongdong widened his eyes and retorted unconvinced: "Impossible! My mother just has no money! She won't want me!" The child shouted loudly. It’s no different than an adult’s disguise, crying and crying, deceiving himself and saying to himself: "My mother won’t want me, and my uncle won’t want me either. When they have money, they will definitely take me home of……"

Looking at the child's bewildered eyes, Lu Yingqin suddenly felt that the expression looked very much like Cheng Duanwu.Damn Cheng Duanwu dared to ask him brazenly: "Lu Yingqin, are you in love with me?"

Lu Yingqin was so angry that he clenched his fists and the veins popped out on his forehead.He felt ashamed of something that was ready to move in his heart.

He stared straight at Dong, who was crying into a ball, and was stunned for a long time, frowning tightly, without saying a word.

Yu Jiajia has been standing outside the door watching the tension between the father and son.She was fortunate that this child was neither smart nor precocious nor knew how to please Lu Yingqin.Although I'm not sure exactly what kind of feelings Lu Yingqin has for Cheng Duanwu, what is certain is that Lu Yingqin's attitude towards her is special enough to make Yu Jiajia panic.

Lu Yingqin was not a kind person, he wouldn't frown even if a woman or child he didn't care about died outside, but Cheng Duanwu's child, he wanted to snatch it alive.

She was afraid that this child who was like an invisible bomb would become the bond between his parents, so she could only pray secretly that Cheng Duanwu would not use the child to get close to Lu Yingqin. Cheng Duanwu.

Taking a deep breath, she pushed open the half-closed door, stepped forward to embrace Dong Dong with a concerned face, after a few days of getting along, the child's resistance to her was not as serious as before.She gently patted the child on the back, and after a while, she turned her head and scolded Lu Yingqin with no intentions, "Yingqin, you really went too far today, you are only a child in winter, what are you doing?!"

After finishing speaking, she went out with the child in her arms, and the moment she passed by Lu Yingqin, she frowned and said, "He is your own son, did you bring him back just to scold him? Yingqin, what's wrong with you? Very unlike you!"

Lu Yingqin was silent, and after a while he turned his head suddenly, seeing the back of Yu Jiajia carrying the child away, he was suddenly frightened by his out-of-control behavior.He asked himself in a daze: Lu Yingqin, what happened to you?
Cheng Duanwu was busy all night.

It turned out that Yu Dong took her to a rather romantic restaurant.I don't want Yu Dong's child to suddenly have acute appendicitis.The two of them rushed to the hospital in a hurry and tossed inside and out all night.

Yu Dong's face was full of exhaustion, his eyes were a little black, and a green beard grew on his chin.But the eagerness with which he showed his true feelings cast a halo over his whole portrait, which was sacred and admirable.

Cheng Duanwu has always understood how it feels to be a parent.

She suddenly went crazy and wanted winter.Her winter, the obedient and well-behaved winter, the winter that loves to play football, the winter that keeps blinking when she lies...

She suddenly remembered that Dong Dong also had acute appendicitis when she was three years old.The skinny child moaned aloud at night from the abdominal pain.He was obviously a child, but he gritted his teeth stubbornly, and did not wake up Cheng Duanwu until he was in unbearable pain.

It snowed heavily that night.There were no cars on the road at all.The elder brother carried the winter on his back, and Cheng Duanwu kept following behind him, supporting the child to save his elder brother some effort.Winter was so painful that he didn't even have the strength to moan, Cheng Duanwu followed behind and watched the dying child crying with heartache.

She trembled and said to Dongdong: "My son, don't sleep, don't be afraid, mother is here." Like a repeater, she couldn't say anything, but kept repeating: "My dear son, don't sleep, bear with me for a while." It's time to go to the hospital."

When he arrived at the hospital, Dong Dong had passed out from the pain.After the doctor's diagnosis, he issued an ultimatum: an operation must be performed immediately!
Cheng Duanwu took out 100 yuan from his coat pocket, which was still warm, not even enough for the mortgage.

Doctors have no right to operate on her child without permission.Cheng Duanwu cried helplessly. She tightly grasped the chief surgeon's robe and knelt down cowardly.As a mother, Cheng Duanwu didn't have any dignity at that moment, she just wanted to save her child, even if she took her life in exchange for her.

Later, the chief surgeon was moved by Cheng Duanwu's begging.Part of the money was paid in advance for the child in his own name.

Fu Da Ming Da Dong was rescued back.Although Cheng Duanwu, who had been tossing all night, was exhausted, he still thanked God for his mercy and sent the child back to her side.

The next day, Cheng Duanwu, who was desperate, sold 400cc of blood on the black market. Fortunately for her, type O blood was scarce at that time, and Cheng Duanwu sold it for a good price.Dragging her weak body, she returned to the hospital and handed over the money for selling blood to her brother.No, my brother also handed her money with body temperature at the same time.

Same luck, same O blood, same good price.At that moment, Cheng Duanwu was so sad that he couldn't speak.

Sometimes she even resented the untimely winter, which made her life so hard, but seeing the child's innocent smiling face, she was secretly grateful. Without this child, she might not be able to live at all.

Cheng Duanwu thought about winter, and looked at Yu Dong with infinite pity.She understood Yu Dong's current mood very well.Children are always the heart and soul of their parents. When a child is stabbed, it is the parents who hurt.

Cheng Duanwu reached out and patted Yu Dong's back, comforting him and said, "The operation was successful, don't worry too much."

Yu Dong held Cheng Duanwu's hand gratefully, and said sincerely and gently, "Thank you, Duanwu."

Cheng Duanwu smiled and scolded him: "Why are you being so polite to me?"

Yu Dong shook his head, and took out a delicate box from his coat pocket.Cheng Duanwu had never eaten pork and had seen pigs running, so he knew it at a glance, it was a ring box.

Yu Dong opened the box, reached out and held Cheng Duanwu's hand, "Duanwu", his eyes were clear without any scheming, "I wanted to take you to a better place to make a good impression, but I didn't expect Lele I just got sick. But now I don’t want to wait any longer,” he got up, and solemnly knelt down on one knee in front of Cheng Duanwu, and said word by word: “Duanwu, marry me.”

In the empty hospital corridors, late at night, even the nurses who made rounds quietly slacked off at the nurses' station. There was no romance in the atmosphere.But Yu Dong's expression was so sincere that Cheng Duanwu couldn't ignore it.She felt sore in her heart, and she didn't know where this emotion came from, but she clearly knew that the man in front of her was worth entrusting her for life.

She raised her head and looked blankly at Lele's ward, then turned back to stare at Yu Dong.She thought: A man who loves children like this must not be a bad person, right?
She took a deep breath, finally smiled and said, "Okay."

(End of this chapter)