aren't we in love

Chapter 18

Cheng Duanwu looked up at Guan Yi resolutely and firmly, and said word by word: "Guan Yi, I'm not afraid, I'm not afraid of him at all, I have nothing, I'm not afraid of him, if I can't fight him, I don't plan to fight, I'm The one who just wants to go far, is he a bully, isn't he?"

Guan Yi frowned, his eyes full of complexity: "Duan Wu, do you really have nothing? Why do you have too much from my point of view? Why do I think you are full of weaknesses? Your brother, your My child, and Yu Dong, tell me, which one can you give up?"

Guan Yi's question made Cheng Duanwu speechless.Cheng Duanwu's eyes widened, but he found that he had nothing to refute.Yes, she claimed to have nothing, but she was full of weaknesses, which made Lu Yingqin humiliate again and again.

"Duanwu, have you ever thought about it? Why does the boss force you again and again? Does he really have that much free time? He has everything now, and you are nothing to him."

"Yes, I'm nothing, I just hope he can be magnanimous and forget the past, isn't that okay?!"

Seeing Cheng Duanwu getting more and more agitated, Guan Yi felt like he wanted the elevator to stop.Aren't such Cheng Duanwu and Lu Yingqin just striking a stone with an egg?He couldn't bear it.

Guan Yi raised his eyes and looked at her, and said sternly, "Duan Wu, in the past, have you forgotten?"

"I forgot.Cheng Duanwu was surprised to find that he couldn't say this sentence confidently.

Guan Yi looked at Cheng Duanwu's complex expression, sighed lightly, and said earnestly, "The boss hasn't forgotten either."

Cheng Duanwu's heart sank to the bottom because of Guan Yi's earnest words, and her eyes became deeper and deeper, "Because I'm Cheng Tianda's daughter? Because I'm Cheng Luoming's sister? Because I'm his enemy?" She He snorted coldly: "So he is nothing more than that, Guan Yi, let me tell you, I don't owe him a long time ago, no matter how much I owe him, I will still pay it off!"

Guan Yi weakly held his forehead with one hand, and looked at Cheng Duanwu weakly, feeling that both of them were a little lumpy.

"Not because you are anyone, because you are Cheng Duanwu!"

"What?" Cheng Duanwu looked up suspiciously.

Before Guan Yi could answer, the elevator opened with a "ding" and the destination arrived. Cheng Duanwu ignored Guan Yi and only spoke half of what he said.Her purpose is very clear, and she has no time to chat.

As if sensing Lu Yingqin's aura, her whole body's vigilance was activated immediately, she clenched her fists and walked towards the place she had been to twice, every step was so heavy.

After repeated requests for instructions, the distance between Cheng Duanwu and Lu Yingqin was finally only a frosted glass door. She took a deep breath and was about to push the door open, but Guan Yi pressed the doorknob first.

He looked at Cheng Duanwu worriedly, "Duanwu, we have known each other for seven years, I will not harm you, listen to me, talk to the boss, don't waste the opportunity."

Cheng Duanwu gave Guan Yi a cold look, "Why do everyone only warn me! Isn't it the people inside who should be warned the most?!"

Guan Yi was speechless for a while, so he had no choice but to let go, looking at the stubborn back of Cheng Duanwu who was determined to push the door open...

The temperature of the air conditioner in Lu Yingqin's office was a bit low, and the cold air poured into her neck. She felt that the hairs all over her body stood on end, and every pore contracted uncomfortably.But she wasn't afraid, not at all. Before she came in, she still wanted to vent her resentment, but when she really saw Lu Yingqin, she felt that she almost didn't want to say a word to him.

She raised her head without fear, looked at Lu Yingqin coldly, opened her thin lips lightly, her voice was without warmth, "Lu Yingqin, what do you need to let Yu Dong go?"

Lu Yingqin's hand that was signing the document paused. Although he guessed that Cheng Duanwu's tone might be like this, when he really heard it, he still felt stung by her tone.Before she came, he had been thinking about what Cheng Duanwu would tell him in the first sentence. If she begged him, would he soften his heart?He thought of many possibilities, and even thought that she would fight him, but she didn't have any of them. Her eyes were thousands of miles away, and she didn't even bother to talk to him.

He slammed the pen on the table with a "slap", and leaned back suddenly. He felt as if something was tightening in his heart, "Cheng Duanwu, do you know who you are talking to?"

"Oh," Cheng Duanwu sneered disdainfully, "except for the despicable, shameless and unrighteous beast, who else can we be with?"

"Really?" It was the first time that Lu Yingqin felt that this woman was so capable, and he wanted to get up and strangle her to death with just one word.He was furious, but calmed down instead, "You can talk as much as you want, as long as you want. I just hope you can go out as soon as you finish speaking, so as not to affect my work."

"Lu Yingqin, you are so despicable." Cheng Duanwu gritted his teeth and said every word.She hates herself for being incompetent and for being controlled by others.

"It's up to you to put Yu Dong in prison for a few years, but with your current attitude, at least five years."

"Crazy, you crazy, Yu Dong is your brother!"

"Seven years."

"Bastard! Lu Yingqin, you bastard!"

"ten years."

"I hate you."

Lu Yingqin's sleepy eyes slowly opened, he almost had a delusional feeling, wondering if he heard it wrong?Did Cheng Duanwu just say...hate him?

His expression gradually became gloomy, his eyes fixed on Cheng Duanwu were full of coldness.After so many years, he thought that he was used to ignoring this woman.Hadn't he always known that she hated him?Why did he feel a tingling pain when he heard her say it so unpretentiously?

He raised his head subconsciously, and Cheng Duanwu looked at him with disgust.How could she look at him like this?
In the past... In the past, she always looked at him with chasing eyes, as if loving him was all her faith, but now, she has changed, she has really changed.

Lu Yingqin felt like he couldn't catch her, and this feeling of losing control made him feel that something was wrong with his whole body, he stared at her, his eyes were bloodshot, the blood red color seemed to be devouring, "Cheng Duanwu, say it again. "

After all, she still can't forget him in the rivers and lakes indifferently. Since he chose to break up, she can only follow his choice.She had always naively thought that even if they didn't love each other, they didn't have to be so tired and had to be enemies.But he didn't want to, he would always stand at two extremes with her.

She paused and said, "Can't you hear me? Lu Yingqin, I hate you."

She finally admitted that falling in love with Lu Yingqin was really a nightmare.A nightmare where she couldn't sleep and couldn't wake up, a nightmare where she was sweating like walking on thin ice but couldn't break free no matter what.She can't forget and can't leave him. She treats him as the old saying goes: deep love will never last, and strong will be humiliated.

Cheng Duanwu clenched his fists, accusing aggressively as if he was going all out: "Lu Yingqin, why don't you let me go? Even if you don't let me go, you shouldn't hurt Yu Dong! He's your brother, isn't he? Lu Yingqin, Why can you be so cold-blooded? Why?"

Speaking of Yu Dong, she finally woke up, Guan Yi was right, she was full of weaknesses.Now she scolded him, hated him, and annoyed him, and it was Yu Dong who suffered.So, does it make sense for her to do anything now?Does it make sense for her to come here?
Every minute and every second seems to be suffering.She felt cold and tired, and this feeling of helplessness seemed to follow her every moment like a shadow.She smiled helplessly, the bitterness of the smile made her throat hurt, "Lu Yingqin, you can do whatever you want, Yu Dong is innocent."

"Innocent?" Lu Yingqin sneered: "How much do you know about Yu Dong? I can catch him, isn't that a problem?"

"Even if he has a problem, you shouldn't punish him, right? We're leaving, what do you want us to do?"

"'We'?" Lu Yingqin sneered, and sarcastically said: "It's kind of intimate, have you slept with each other? Is it because of him?"

"So what? He will marry me. It's natural for me to do it for him. From now on, I will respect and love him. He is my husband!" Cheng Duanwu could bear to be humiliated by him, no matter how harsh words he used does not matter.But Yu Dong couldn't, for such a gentle Yu Dong, she couldn't stand Lu Yingqin insulting him like this.

"Husband? Cheng Duanwu, it seems that I misjudged you. It turns out that climbing other people's beds is your habit, isn't it?" He looked at her in disgust and spat hard: "Cheng Duanwu, you are so dirty."

"Yes." Cheng Duanwu snorted and sneered, and said in a straight voice: "I'm dirty, I'm dirty so I'm with you. I'm sorry Yu Dong, because I've been with a scum like you, I'm dirty so I I gave birth to a child of scum like you. I owe all my dirtyness to you, Lu Yingqin!" Cheng Duanwu's last few words were almost yelled, and before the end of her words fell, Lu Yingqin had already got up from his seat.

His face was gloomy, and he grabbed Cheng Duanwu violently with one hand, and forced her to the corner with hatred. She was stunned by the rough force. When she realized it, Lu Yingqin's hand had already pinched Cheng Duanwu. On his thin neck, his strength was astonishingly great, comparable to the strength to kill someone.Cheng Duanwu felt that he was about to suffocate, all the air in his chest was forced out, the blood circulation was not smooth, and all stagnated in the top of his head.

For a moment, she felt like she was going to die.

The feeling of death didn't seem so hard to bear. Compared with the life she had lived in the past seven years, she actually felt that death was so easy.

This relaxed feeling made Cheng Duanwu, who was struggling, suddenly give up the action.She was like a lifeless corpse, no matter how strong Lu Yingqin was, she would not resist.

Maybe, maybe killing her would make him feel better?
Maybe, maybe everything would be alright without her, right?

Yu Dong doesn't have to go to jail, doesn't have to suffer in winter, and everyone doesn't have to be dragged down.

It turned out that my brother was wrong. I am not even afraid of death, but I am afraid of living?

She is afraid, living is too painful, she is terrified, if possible, she would rather die.

Lu Yingqin grabbed Cheng Duanwu roughly, and Cheng Duanwu's foot kicked the antique table placed in the corner because of his strength, and the antique table was kicked by her with a muffled "bang".

This sudden voice woke Lu Yingqin like a wake-up bell.Cheng Duanwu's face turned purple due to lack of oxygen. It should be a painful and distorted expression, but Cheng Duanwu's face couldn't see it at all. She closed her eyes tightly and didn't even frown. Lu Yingqin just looked at her Relief was seen on the face.

He felt his palms were scalded, so he let go.

Cheng Duanwu, who was weak all over, fell limply on the ground, the pain in her throat made her cough violently uncontrollably, her body convulsed in pain, she didn't feel any joy at surviving a catastrophe.Her lips were pale, but she still raised her head stubbornly, and shouted at Lu Yingqin: "Why don't you kill me? Kill me, kill me!" She grabbed the edge of the antique table, almost using all her strength .Her voice became hoarse, and she sounded like she was about to cry.

In the end, she still became that cowardly Cheng Duanwu. She couldn't even compare to Lu Yingqin in being fierce. She couldn't think of anything else she could win except death.

She is not afraid of death, she is only afraid of living in pain.

"Why don't you kill me? Why don't you just kill me? Kill me to relieve your hatred. Kill me once and you'll be done. If you kill me, you won't owe anything. I will pay you all your hatred with this life. Is that enough? Lu Yingqin, is it enough?" ?” She repeated sentence by sentence, talking to herself like a broken machine, but kept asking why Lu Yingqin didn't kill her.

Lu Yingqin's face was full of annoyance, "Cheng Duanwu..." He called her name, but he couldn't say a word.

He wanted to go up to help her, but before his hand touched her skin, she had raised her hand with all her strength and slapped him hard.

With a sound of "Pa--", he slapped Lu Yingqin hard on the face, impartially.Lu Yingqin was unprepared and accepted the force of her palm for life.

"Get out!" Cheng Duanwu was full of inviolable cruelty: "Get out! Don't touch me!"

Lu Yingqin was finally completely angry. He grabbed Cheng Duanwu from the ground, held her shoulders with both hands, and sarcastically said, "Don't let me touch it? Don't let me touch it, but Yu Dong?" He became angry from embarrassment, Leaning over angrily: "Cheng Duanwu, do you hate me? Let me tell you, if you hate me, you must also compromise with me. You can't beat me."

"Heh" Cheng Duanwu sneered disdainfully, "How can I compromise? Lu Yingqin, either kill me or let Yu Dong go. I have nothing. Take this life if you want it!"

"Do you want Yu Dong to die? Cheng Duanwu?" Lu Yingqin felt that when he asked this sentence, it was as if an invisible knife had reached the tip of his heart, and if he got any closer, his flesh would be bloody.

"Yes! I would die for him! I would do anything for him!"

"Very good, very good." Lu Yingqin suddenly let go of his hands and laughed.It was such a hearty laughter, but it contained an unspeakable and terrifying killing intent. He stopped laughing suddenly, turned his head, and said to Cheng Duanwu word by word: "Cheng Duanwu, you Isn't it great? Aren't you willing to do everything for him? It's very simple, while I'm still interested in your dirty body, follow me, until I'm satisfied, I will naturally let Yu Dong go. "

Cheng Duanwu could hardly believe his ears.No matter how vulgar words Lu Yingqin used in the past, she never felt so humiliated. She bit her lip and clenched her fists, "Lu Yingqin, you really disgust me!"

"Oh," Lu Yingqin sneered, "If that's the case, then we have nothing to talk about. After ten years, you will be able to reconnect with Yu Dong. I don't think ten years is too long for you, is it? "

(End of this chapter)