Ten miles of spring breeze, not as good as you

Chapter 31 Love is a Gift of Gratitude (4)
His words were firm enough to deal a fatal blow to Shen Jianan, and even shattered her faint expectations and all hopes.Shen Jianan's chest was heaving violently, and she tried to make a final struggle with tears in her eyes: "It's all my fault today, Brother Xing, can you forgive me?"

Even omitting to think about it, Xing Kelei slammed two words in a cold voice: "No!" He tightened his jaw and stared at Shen Jianan for half a minute, then narrowed his eyes slightly, "Jianan, I didn't expect that you would go behind my back to contact Mi He! And I really can't think of the good of your so-called hard work!"

If it hadn't been for the filing, Xing Kelei couldn't imagine how Mi Ka would accept him after being humiliated like that.

Shen Jianan cried and reached out to grab Xing Kelei's sleeve: "I'm sorry Brother Xing, please forgive me."

Xing Kelei turned sideways to avoid her touch: "I believe you met Mi Ka by accident, so it's unlikely that you went to find someone to investigate us. But the military hospital was chosen for her medical examination, right? Otherwise it wouldn't be Don't say a word to me! As for what you said to her and what you did, God knows you know!"

The whole body exudes hostility, and Xing Kelei's expression and tone become more and more cold: "I am standing here now, not to listen to your explanation and apology, but to tell you in person. , Zhi, Yi, Jin! That's right, I'm here to turn my face! No matter what the reason is, I, Xing Kelei, can't tolerate you because you hurt Mi Ka! From now on, I don't care about your family's affairs. Who would dare Say that I am Xing Kelei, that my old Xing family is ruthless, and I will punish him to death!"

Xing Kelei's resoluteness made Shen Jianan collapse. She never thought that the man she had been thinking about for several years would have such deep feelings for a simple-looking female doctor, and even broke the promise she made to her father.

After five years of dating, Shen Jianan thought that even if there was no love, Xing Kelei still had an irreplaceable affection for her.When she lost her father, and when her mother and sister became mentally disturbed due to unbearable blows one after another, it was Xing Kelei who held up a piece of sky for her, and it was Xing Kelei who used his strong arms to take her out of the pain.But today, because of her offense to his girlfriend, he was going to break up with her.Even if she doesn't think it's offensive, she's just defending her reliance.

Shen Jianan knew that she had no position, so when facing Mi Ka, she moved out of Shen Jianing and used her sister's past with Xing Kelei as a shield.She even deceived herself and told herself that she was fighting for her sister, trying to cover up her inner expectations for Xing Kelei's love and her paranoia and selfishness in her bones.

But Shen Jianan neglected that Xing Kelei was not just the man who was willing to bear the misfortune five years ago, he had his own life, and there would inevitably be a woman in his life who he was willing to give his all to love.That woman was obviously not the Shen Jianing who had long since insisted on quitting, nor the Shen Jianan who had worked so hard.

Xing Kelei's resolute words with no room for change echoed in her ears. Compared with the blow to her health in the car accident five years ago, Shen Jianan couldn't accept such a result even more.

The obsession made her firmly grasp Xing Kelei's forearm with both hands, as if her fingernails were going to pinch his skin. She said indiscriminately: "Are you going to fulfill your promise to my father like this? Are you going to treat a man like this?" Is it the woman who has been with you for so many years? It is true that she proposed to break up, but have you ever thought about it, if you can give her one tenth of the thought you are treating your girlfriend now, will it end like that? Five years Could it be that the relationship between you and her was wiped out by a word of breaking up? Why can you love others with peace of mind when she is tortured by illness? Can't you wait for her any longer?"

Shen Jianan's accusation pierced Xing Kelei's chest like a sharp knife, and he suddenly realized that in the eyes of the Shen family, what he had done these years was taken for granted, and now they recognized him as betrayal.

betray?who is it?
"Wait for her?" Xing Kelei smiled suddenly, with a deep sense of sarcasm, and then the next second he suppressed the smile, his eyes were cold, "Who is getting married with another man while still my girlfriend? Together Five years, she shouldn't have done it even if she cared about my feelings a little bit! Did the word breakup kill everything? Is that right? I'll wait for her? Compared with her child's father, what identity and position do I take? Waiting for her?!"

He even knew?Shen Jianan was astonished.

"Don't say the child is mine." His eyes fell on Shen Jianan's face, and Xing Kelei sneered, "Your sister is out of her mind, but I'm not confused yet." As for Shen Jianing's pregnancy, he actually I found out about two years after the car accident.

Once Heng Heng had a fever, Xing Kelei took the little guy to the hospital, and happened to run into Shen Jianing's attending doctor at the time of the car accident.The female doctor still remembered Xing Kelei. When she saw a little boy in his arms, she misunderstood: "At the beginning, your mother-in-law begged us to hide it from you, saying that you would be too sad. Let me just say, you will have a chance when you are young." Look, don't you have a baby now?" Things had changed, and she thought that there was no need to hide anything, so she told the truth about Shen Jianing's miscarriage in the car accident.

When the cloak of truth is peeled off, it is a lie to say that Xing Kelei is indifferent.Hearing that Shen Jianing was pregnant, he had the urge to tear people's bones apart.The feeling of being cheated and betrayed was so strong that it damaged his dignity as a man.However, it was this unbearable fact that made him completely sober.After calming down, Xing Kelei went to the Fifth Hospital.

The sun was just right that day, and the mottled tree shadows cast on his body, making him feel warm all over.

However, who knew that at that moment, his heart was actually colder than ever before.

On the bench in the garden, Xing Kelei and Shen Jianing sat side by side for a long time with a blank expression.Looking at the scenery in the distance, he recalled the two people's indifference to each other when they first met, to the intersection caused by Lu Jiangfei, as well as the inexplicable kiss when she went to visit him in the army and the subsequent breakup. Then, at the end, he said the only sentence that day: "Let's stop here!"

Whether it's the love you have had for you, the abandonment you were angry with, and the sympathy caused by the car accident, let's stop here.Time cannot be turned back, everything cannot be restarted, and I am no longer attached.

Xing Kelei inexplicably remembered a sentence: I am lucky if I win, but my life is lost.He laughed at himself, thinking that regarding the matter with Shen Jianing, for him, it should be: if I win my life, I will lose my luck.She had never been the woman who could give him a simple, clean love.Shen Jianing doesn't understand the beauty of love that Xing Kelei expected.

As his first love, Shen Jianing used cruel facts to shatter the only trace of Xing Kelei's thoughts about her, including sympathy.From that day on, the care for the Shen family was only out of morality.

As for Shen's mother's deliberate concealment, Xing Kelei understands that: as a mother, she may just save face for her daughter.It's just that he didn't expect that this kind understanding indulged the Shen family's mother and daughter's dependence on him.

He thought things were so simple, but Xing Kelei never expected that one day Shen Jianan would hurt his lover.Thinking of the innocent Mi Ka, his expression was cold enough to freeze people: "between me and your sister, no one is qualified to comment, including you! So don't talk about your sister, it will only make me feel five Everything you have done over the years is not worth it! Jianan, you have never loved before, and you can’t experience the feeling of loving someone. Mijia is different from me. Maybe you think it’s just being beaten? As for? I’m sure Let me tell you, as for! It’s not a matter of lightness and heavyness, but hitting her, the pain is mine—here!” Pounding his chest twice, Xing Kelei said coldly, “So this time, I can’t forgive you."

Seeing that Xing Kelei turned around to leave, Shen Jianan took his arm and said in a crying voice: "Brother Xing, I was wrong, I didn't mean to hurt her, I was just, just afraid of losing you. I apologize to her, I will go Can't you just apologize? Brother Xing..."

Xing Kelei opened her fingers one by one: "There's no need to apologize!"

After tearing it apart, she realized that she couldn't keep him anymore, Shen Jianan's heart was ashamed, she sneered desperately: "You said that the child is not yours, who would believe it?"

Right and wrong were brought to Mi Ka at last.Xing Kelei took a deep breath, and fixed his cold eyes on Shen Jianan's ferocious face: "I've made you worry. I'm not afraid to tell you, even if tens of millions of people stop me, even if Mi Ka shrinks back and doesn't want me, I still have to be her!"

Amidst Shen Jianan's broken cry, Shen's mother, who was awakened, stood at the door of the bedroom.

Seeing that Xing Kelei was about to leave, she ran over to hold him back: "Leizi..."

At this moment, she may be clear, otherwise she would not be so calm.Xing Kelei raised his head slightly, turned around and looked at Shen's mother's expectant eyes for a moment, and he hit the nail on the head: "Aunt Shen, there is something I must explain clearly, I, Xing Kelei, am not your son-in-law now, and I will never, can, can, or be in the future." !" He used to take care of Shen's mother's emotions very carefully, and tried his best to prevent her from being even a little bit stimulated, but now that they have hurt Mi Ka, Xing Kelei no longer cares about it.

When she left Shen's house, Xiao Xia couldn't tell whether she was more happy or more sympathetic when she heard the miserable crying behind her.Although she hasn't fully figured out the past intersection between Xing Kelei and the Shen family, from the conversation between him and Shen Jianan, she also understood a general idea. While lamenting Xing Kelei's responsibility, she scolded the Shen family sisters a hundred times in her heart. Because of Shen Jianing's infidelity to love, and because of Shen Jianan's ungratefulness to her benefactor.

Staring at Xing Kelei's cold, knife-like side face, Xiao Xia couldn't help thinking: Years of devotion only brought harm to Mi Ka, no wonder he is so unfeeling to a pair of lonely mother and daughter.It is said that unfeeling people tend to be the most affectionate, and Xing Kelei must feel more uncomfortable than anyone else now.

(End of this chapter)