never heard i love you

Chapter 1 Old Love (1)
The beginning of summer has just passed, and the moisture that has lasted for several months has gradually disappeared, and the sun is slightly hot.

Shu Pei leaned against the soft pillow, sat on the window sill of the bay window of the apartment with her knees bent, and looked into the distance with her eyebrows raised.In Xingang, shrouded in the afterglow of the setting sun, the street lights are gradually lit up, warmly reflecting the row upon row of high-rise buildings.

After a while, the phone rang suddenly.She turned her head to look at the number and slowly got down from the window sill, walked to the mirror with a sinking face, and carefully checked her clothes and makeup.

Fang Yiran will also be present at Yan Susu's classmate dinner for her wedding at night, as well as his current girlfriend.

The reality is cruel, and there will be absolutely no drama where an ex-boyfriend cheats on him, and then he is impoverished and sleeps on the streets after being cheated back.Shu Pei laughed at herself and shrugged in front of the mirror, took her bag and went downstairs.

Driving to Zhenweifang on Yushun Street, Yan Susu held Mu Wenzhe's arm and waited outside the door with a smile on his face.Shu Pei went to park the car and came back, chatted with Yan Susu for a few words, and went inside first.

Entering the lobby, I met another student in the class. She stopped to greet him, and suddenly a woman's soft and soft voice came from behind: "It's the same, my feet hurt..."

as well?Fang Yiran... Shu Pei hooked her lower lip in astonishment, and turned around lazily.With a scrutiny sharp gaze, he looked up and down Meng Xin beside him, and slowly fell on his face.

Meng Xin looked at Shu Pei provocatively, with a flash of pride in her eyes, she raised her chin arrogantly, leaned against Fang Yiran's delicate body, and continued to act coquettishly: "Yiran, how about you carry me on your back?"

Fang Yiran didn't seem to hear, and calmly met Shu Pei's gaze, the amazement in his eyes flashed away.Gathering his mind, he hugged Meng Xin and walked over, warmly introduced: "Meng Xin, this is my college classmate Shu Pei."

Shu Pei sneered in her heart, Shi Shiran stretched out her hand to Meng Xin: "Hello, I am Fang Yiran's ex-girlfriend."

"I know, I heard that you have been chasing him for a long time..." Meng Xin also laughed, and the intentionally prolonged ending was full of pride that could not be concealed.

"What a man says on the bed is like the imperial capital promises to be free from smog all year round, do you believe it?" Shu Pei looked contemptuously, and casually looked away, leaving them with a graceful back, pulling the neglected classmates to turn around and walk towards the private room go.

The sound of the high heels stepping on the ground gradually faded away, and the long lake blue dress hanging down to the ankles swayed gracefully as she walked, revealing the black stiletto heels underneath.Her long, straight black hair, like a waterfall, was simply tied behind her head, making her already thin and tall body even more elegant.

Meng Xin had a bad nose, and was so angry that she pinched Fang Yiran hard. The latter's eyes followed Shu Pei's figure without realizing it. She was depressed and pinched several times.

Fang Yiran suffered from pain, frowned and looked away calmly, his thoughts changed slightly.In fact, except for Shu Pei's more stubborn temper, no matter in terms of work ability or character appearance, she is above Meng Xin in every way.

At the beginning, he just disliked that her family conditions were not good enough, so with the help of Meng Xin, he gained a firm foothold in Zunchuang.But I never expected that in just two years, the old house of the Shu family would catch up with the demolition. Shu Pei, who used to hesitate for a long time to buy a dress worth a hundred yuan, has now become a little rich woman, and Meng Xin Still just an assistant with a small room, earning enough food and clothing.

Comparing the two secretly, Shu Pei's slim figure could not help appearing in his mind.

Shu Pei entered the private room, greeted the students who arrived first one by one, and then sat down casually.I thought that Fang Yiran's cheating partner should restrain his emotions no matter what in this situation, but who knows that opening his mouth will smell bad.

Backtracking?Fang Yiran also treats himself too much!
The agreed-upon classmate reunion suddenly had Fang Yiran's girlfriend, and everyone didn't enjoy dinner very much.After discussing with Mu Wenzhe, Yan Susu and Mu Wenzhe decided to go to Shuguang to continue, so that everyone who has family members can bring family members, and those who have friends can bring friends.

Shu Pei was not in a high mood. Even though she graduated and broke up for nearly a year, the eyes of her classmates were still full of sympathy and pity.And Fang Yiran's actions today undoubtedly made her an even more pitiful joke in the eyes of everyone.

The scene shifted to the Shuguang private club, probably because everyone had been drinking, the atmosphere was much warmer than at dinner.Shu Pei watched her classmates encourage Yan Susu and his wife to sing, and from the corner of her eye, she glanced at Fang Yiran and Meng Xin who were sitting hugging each other, and curled her lips in self-deprecating manner.

The few classmates who were close to her couldn't stand it anymore, and they all found excuses to drink with her and beat around the bush to comfort her.She drank a glass of red wine, and she didn't know how much she drank. When it was Fang Yiran's turn to sing with his girlfriend, she couldn't hold back her drunkenness, and staggered out of the box.

Going straight along the corridor, Shu Pei walked into the bathroom in a nonchalant way, and turned on the faucet to wash his hands.

Raising her head, her blush cheeks, blurred eyes and lingering impatience between her brows were reflected in the mirror.Shu Pei looked at her in a daze, and smiled wryly.

"Why did you come here, and made me look for you for a long time." Yan Susu, who didn't know when she came, stood outside the door with a worried face, distressed and helpless: "Are you okay, it's because I didn't arrange well."

"It's great." Shu Pei raised her eyebrows drunkenly, and walked over to hug her staggeringly: "Susu, you are happier than me. Mu Wenzhe is a good person."

Yan Susu reached out to hug her, and sighed helplessly: "We all want to be happy."

"Okay, I'm fine, you go back first and I'll sit in the rest area for a while." Shu Pei let go of her, and smiled indifferently: "Don't worry, this trivial matter will be hit, and you underestimate me too much."

Yan Susu stared at her for a few seconds, then nodded when she saw that she didn't seem to be fake, turned around and went back to the box.

Shu Pei stood at the door of the bathroom without moving, as if she was in a state of collapse. She was moved by Yan Susu's concern, and felt that it was wise for her to withdraw decisively back then.To her, the current Fang Yiran is just a good memory, and it is just a memory, that's all, and she doesn't need anyone's sympathy.

"Shu Pei..." While distracted, Fang Yiran suddenly came out of the men's bathroom next door, with an inexplicable expression: "I'm sorry."

Shu Pei turned a deaf ear to it, and gradually closed her fists and walked away.

When she passed by, his arm was accidentally grabbed by him, and the magnetic voice that had said countless love words in her ear floated over in a low voice: "Give me a chance, let's do it again, okay?"

"Let go!" Shu Pei was stunned for a moment, most of the wine was sober in an instant, and he scolded coldly: "Take your dog's paw away!"

Fang Yiran's eyes flickered slightly, he pulled her over with more force in his hands, and hugged her: "Shu Pei, I really love you."

Familiar people, familiar smells, but the feeling is strange and disgusting.At this moment, Shu Pei felt lucky again, if she hadn't seen his face clearly early, she would have ruined her whole life.

Raising her head coldly, she raised her slender and fair hand high, and slapped Fang Yiran's face with all her strength. The crisp sound of "pa" not only hurt Shu Pei's hand, but also stunned Fang Yiran.

Dangerously narrowed his long and narrow eyes, Fang Yiran looked at Shu Pei in disbelief, and pain gradually appeared in his eyes.She has changed, she is no longer the innocent girl who believes in what he says and puts all her thoughts on him.This discovery made him unacceptable.

Shu Pei didn't have time to care what he thought, she shook her sore hand, and strode away without looking back.Fang Yiran finally seized the opportunity to be alone, how could he let her go easily, and immediately raised his foot and chased after her.

Shu Pei walked a certain distance, and the door of one of the boxes suddenly opened. She was a little slow to react because of drinking, and bumped the person who came out of it.

"I'm sorry." She was taken aback, leaning on the wall with both hands and barely standing still, apologizing in embarrassment.

The other party didn't make a sound, and extended his hand to help her kindly.Shu Pei raised her head gratefully, seeing that the person hit was actually He Zi'an, she immediately breathed a sigh of relief, and smiled unnaturally: "Zian?! You are..."

The He Zian in front of him seemed to be very different from what he had seen before.He has always been dressed in jeans, shirts or T-shirts, but today he is wearing a formal suit for the first time. The fabric is of excellent quality, and it wraps his tall body with wide shoulders and narrow waist. It looks comfortable and decent.

Plain glasses with metal frames properly concealed the childishness on his face.He stood there calmly, dignified and handsome.He is as elegant and elegant as a nobleman, it is hard to imagine that he is so downcast that he needs to work part-time in his own drink shop.

Seeing her doubts, He Zian smiled slightly, raised his hands gracefully, and gestured in sign language with smooth movements: I'm here to talk about a part-time job, and I'm about to go back.

After finishing the gesture, he glanced sideways at Xiang Chen who followed behind him, and motioned him not to talk too much.

Shu Pei blinked half-knowingly, then suddenly grabbed his hand, and said loudly deliberately: "Zian, didn't you say you came here when I let you know, why are you so early?"

Fang Yiran, who was two steps away, stopped and looked at He Zi'an calmly. He obviously felt familiar for a while but couldn't remember when he met him.Those who can come to Shuguang to consume are not ordinary people, so he dare not make mistakes, suppress his displeasure, and come forward to say hello generously: "Hello, I am Shu Pei's classmate."

He Zi'an nodded unhappily, feeling the astonishing strength in Shu Pei's hand, so he moved his position without showing any trace, and firmly protected her behind him.The small movements warmed Shu Pei's heart, and his tense nerves relaxed a little, and he dragged his hand and continued to walk forward.

Fang Yiran and Xiang Chen looked at each other, and found that the other party didn't intend to speak at all, so they followed in silence with embarrassing expressions.

Back in Yan Susuding's private room, Shu Pei generously held He Zian's hand, swayed to that side, and introduced with a smile: "Excuse me, this is my boyfriend, He Zian."

All of you here are classmates, so you naturally know Shu Pei's current friendship situation.Hearing her yelling, the box fell silent instantly, looking at He Zian curiously.Only behind her was also expressionless, the hands that were quietly clenched into fists, the knuckles were white.

He finally remembered why he thought He Zi'an looked familiar, it turned out to be the part-time job in Shu Pei's shop!Staring fixedly at the hands they held, those beautiful peach blossom eyes revealed a bit of hatred faintly.

Shu Pei could feel Fang Yiran's gaze on her, but she didn't care, and refused to let go no matter how drunk she was.Although it's not kind to use He Zian, it's better than being entangled by a bad person.She who had let go of the past long ago, looked at the jealousy in Meng Xin's eyes and secretly thought it was funny.

At this time, Fang Yiran walked around behind them slowly, put on a happy expression for her, and sat down in his original position in silence.Shu Pei pretended not to see it, but stood on tiptoe unexpectedly, kissed He Zian fiercely on the mouth, and said pointedly: "When I get married, I will come here to celebrate."

Whistles of agreement sounded one after another, and some students even urged Fang Yiran to give a speech, but He Zi'an remained unmoved.In the bottom of the eyes that are as calm as a deep pool, there is a trace of indescribable joy and satisfaction surging.

The wait was so long, but the joy came so unexpectedly, happiness seemed within reach.

Shu Pei's show of affection immediately drew thunderous applause. While complaining that she was unkind and that she didn't make it public when she found a boyfriend, several close classmates quickly poured her wine.

Amidst the booing and laughter of the crowd, Shu Pei generously drank several more glasses, but luckily He Zi'an blocked the rest.Even so, she was quite drunk, and she was almost completely attached to He Zi'an.

Seeing this, Yan Susu felt bad. Fortunately, she was no stranger to He Zi'an, otherwise she would really be scared to death by Shu Pei.Leaning into Mu Wenzhe's ear and saying a few words, she gracefully got up and walked to the two of them, and smiled apologetically at He Zian: "The comb is too drunk, you send her back first, and take care of her for me. "

He Zian nodded with a smile, bent down naturally to pick up the drunk Shu Pei, and walked out of the box calmly.Fang Yiran stared at the red wine in the glass resentfully, and secretly bit the back of his teeth.It's just a broken part-time job with no foundation. He doesn't believe that Shu Pei really likes such a person.

He Zian carried Shu Pei all the way to the lobby of the clubhouse, met Xiang Chen, and motioned for him to pick up the car.

Not long after, a silver-gray Land Rover drove out of the clubhouse at a constant speed and slid into the traffic flow smoothly.Dim lights flickered into the carriage.Shu Pei squinted her eyes and leaned on the back seat, staring straight at He Zi'an's clean jaw, talking drunkenly in a daze.

He Zian couldn't hear, and it was not easy to disturb Xiang Chen's driving, so he could only take care of him with a smile.Half an hour later, the car drove smoothly into the Youranju community where Shu Pei lived, and stopped at the 8th building.

Xiang Chen turned on the light, turned around and gestured calmly in sign language: "I'll go back first."

"Okay, the meeting will be on time at 9 o'clock tomorrow morning." He Zi'an smiled after making gestures, leaned over and opened the car door, went down first, and then carefully helped Shu Pei out of the car.

Shu Pei's wine is not very good, she knows this very well, so she doesn't drink if she can't drink it on weekdays.She was really stimulated by Fang Yiran tonight. She used to think that he was willing to make progress and had ambitions, otherwise she would not have agreed to date.It's a pity that since he cheated, he has gone on the road of scum forever.

Taking the elevator to the door of the apartment on the 9th floor, Shu Pei managed to regain a semblance of sanity and drunkenly pushed He Zian away, swayed unsteadily, and looked down at her bag to find the door key.He Zi'an was afraid that she would fall, and always raised his hands to cover her back. Several times, he clearly saw her find the key bag, and only realized that he couldn't speak when he wanted to remind her.

After tossing and tossing for a long time, Shu Pei still couldn't find the key, and the bag in her hand fell to the ground in a daze.He Zian shook his head helplessly, asked her to stand against the door, bent down to pick up the bag, and found the key bag.

Unlocking the door lock and going in, Shu Pei forced him not to let him go, and stood on tiptoe, kissing his lips unexpectedly.Her kiss was haphazard, even clumsy, but menacing.

He Zi'an kept his mouth shut, and while supporting her steady, he struggled to remove the key from the door.However, her strength was astonishing, he didn't stand still, but he fell heavily on top of her, pushing her against the shoe cabinet in the entrance.

Although he liked Shu Pei for a long time, he never thought of taking advantage of her, let alone taking advantage of her in this situation... He Zi'an was slightly disturbed, and finally pushed her away rationally.

Shu Pei was so drunk that he pushed her like this, leaning against the shoe cabinet limply, and looked at him with misty eyes: "Why are you at my house?"

He Zian didn't know whether to laugh or cry, and stood there blushing, unable to make a sound.Seeing that he didn't speak for a long time, Shu Pei slowly raised her index finger and tapped her lips, and then she smirked: "Hey, you can't talk, I forgot."

After finishing speaking, she forced herself to stand up straight and pushed him out, the whole movement was crisp and without muddling in the slightest.He Zian was thrown out the door before he recovered, and watched the dark brown entrance door shut.

"Huh..." After the door was closed, Shu Pei leaned against the door for a while, gasping for breath, slipped down little by little, and fell to sit on the cold floor.The room was quiet, only her breathing with the smell of alcohol, hovering low.

She sat still with her eyes closed, and it took a long time before she heard the sound of steady and powerful footsteps moving in the direction of the elevator in the corridor outside the door.

After making sure that He Zian had left, she shook her head, kicked off her high heels and struggled to get up, went to the bathroom to wash her face with cold water.The drunken brain regained its clarity little by little, and the absurd scene of kissing He Zian forcibly flashed through his mind, and a trace of coldness emerged from the soles of his feet, instantly attacking his whole body.

Raising her head, she looked at herself in the mirror with spring brows and blushing face, feeling extremely annoyed.How could she be so insane that she kissed He Zian forcefully.Thinking of that handsome face with a warm smile all the time, she was filled with a deep sense of guilt.

After holding on to take a shower, he almost woke up from the wine, and fell asleep after going to bed.

At night, the dream is messy, and for a while, I dream of Fang Yiran holding a sketchbook, walking around the campus with a sunny smile.After a while, he dreamed that He Zi was standing quietly in the rain, with black eyes as deep as the sea, looking at him hesitantly.After a few sleeps and wakings, the sky outside the window was already pale.

(End of this chapter)