goblins don't cry

Chapter 119

"It's meaningless." Su Liuying slowly withdrew her gaze, turned sideways and looked at the temple not far away.

"I would like to know."

Su Liuying didn't answer Gao Xunze's words anymore, but just walked towards the temple, knelt on the cigarette-filled futon, bowed devoutly to the Buddha who can save all sentient beings, and then took out the bucket of lottery and shook it gently.She has never believed that there are any gods and Buddhas in this world, but today she wants to believe in it once, and hopes that God will help her decide once.The bamboo stick fell to the ground.Su Liuying picked it up and brought it to Miao Zhu.Miao Zhu is an old man with white hair and a childlike face, who looks like a fairy.Taking the lottery in Su Liuying's hand, she looked at it carefully for a while, then picked up the brush at hand and wrote a few words on the rice paper.Then he turned the paper over and showed it to Su Liuying.There are only eight words on the paper, and the font is thick and powerful: "Love is deep and lifeless, and wisdom will be hurt."

Su Liuying didn't speak, her originally pale face became even more ugly. "Deep love will never last, and wisdom will hurt." Is this the answer God gave her?

He walked to the door in a daze, but he didn't see Gao Xunze, Su Liuying walked vainly.He is not here, he has never been here, she has always been unable to ask for it, and cannot let it go.But now she finally gave up, finally let go, and finally made up her mind.Walking past the wishing tree, the sound of jingling sounded like Sanskrit.It's like twisting flowers to bring blessings to the soul. Looking back, I saw the person who was the first person in life, walking from among thousands of flowers, with the breath of the sea breeze.

She still looked at him from afar. She stayed on Yangming Mountain for five years. She wasted the best years of her life for the man who never waited for her. Yunhua passed away. He has been stubbornly guarding this feeling where she can't see it.What is she still looking for, what is she still looking forward to, how many years can she still love him, so be it, be it...

Gao Xunze's hand stopped suddenly, and the sign said "I hope his legs are not bad."

She was something he couldn't see through, couldn't guess.Since I wrote such a wish, does it mean that if one day his leg recovers, she will leave like before.

He lowered his head slowly, but met her eyes, and the dappled sunlight fell on her body in a swaying manner.She smiled at him, but he thought she should be crying, just because there were no tears in those eyes, so she could only smile like this, no matter how sad and sad, she could only face it with a smile like this.

Slowly down from the tree, walked to Su Liuying's side, and wrapped her in his arms.Only her, only her, only she is the one who will accompany her for a long time, only she is the one who will least betray herself, and only sleeping next to this person is the safest.Only the life and death of this person is on the top of my heart.A man like him has such a woman in his life, so what else is he demanding.That's it, just keep walking around her like this, even if you don't have children in this life, as long as you have her, you can live like this for the rest of your life.

"I will never meet you again in my next life." Su Liuying said quietly, looking up at the blue sky.I never want to wait so endlessly, never want to be so sad, never want to meet someone as cold as him.

He hugged her tightly, as if he wanted to rub her into his body: "It's okay, I will find you in the next life, you wait for me."

(End of this chapter)