goblins don't cry

Chapter 130

But no matter how much you hate me, I still thank you very much, thank you for giving me a sincere feeling, even if this feeling is my wishful offering.When I saw you for the first time, I sighed that there are such beautiful eyes in this world, which is ridiculous.I thought that I would only kill people in my life, but I was attracted by a pair of beautiful eyes.Because I didn't want to see the sadness in those eyes, I gave up the opportunity to follow Ruize.Follow your side.I know that I am not able to heal your pain, but I still want to be by your side. Even if I can't heal the pain in my heart, I can still help the pain in my body.

The life before the age of seven was the happiest time of my life. I learned ancient Chinese from my grandfather. Although the words were obscure and difficult to understand, they were really stable and simple at that time.Later, my parents passed away, and my sister didn’t want me anymore. I thought my life was over, and I would be a concubine like those children in the orphanage. When I was 30, I would find a local ruffian to marry.But my father came, he adopted me, and gave me the warmth I never had before.Not long after my sister settled the matter of the Shen family, she found me. After she found out that the person who adopted me was the elder of the Gao family, Su Mingyuan, she let me stay in the Gao family in case I would deal with the Gao family one day in the future.And train me behind my father's back.That kind of life is really like hell. For a long period of time, I didn't think I was still a human being, a flesh and blood person.When I thought my whole life would be spent in this eternal night, you appeared.

Although I have never given you warmth, you have given me faith in my life, and it is my goal to make your life better.But I still hurt you like this, I'm really sorry.

In front of you, I know that I will never say these words, I can only hide them in it, and when you are angry with my betrayal after a few years, you smash it, and when you see this letter, don't be angry Now, just pretend that you have never met a liar named Su Liuying or Shen Yao, and live well, maybe at that time you will already be the master of the Gao family, and you will marry Yang Liu as you wished, ha, remember at that time hate me.We are the lines that shouldn't intersect, the rules of the game that I violated, I'm sorry, I shouldn't, I shouldn't fall in love with you, or even fall in love with you.

After seeing this letter, delete me from your memory, there will be nothing between us except my delusions.One day when life and death meet, please be sure to kill me, dying by your hands will be happier than dying by someone else's.Please remember to kill me.I can't go against my sister's wishes, and I don't want to see your sadness. Only after I die, my sister will not make things difficult for me anymore, and let me do things that are impossible to do. It's my last request. See if I know you For the sake of one game.kill me.Don't be softhearted. "

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After reading the letter, Gao Xunze almost wanted to rush out and kill her.A letter contained in a porcelain doll can never be taken out unless the doll is broken.And she actually chose to give him this gift with the greatest secret on his birthday.If he still has a little thought for her, he won't find out, if he finds out, it means that there is no possibility between them.Killed her when there was no possibility plus she wrote goodbye.She had thought about everything, Gao Xunze held the piece of paper tightly, she had already thought about everything seven years ago, thinking that one day he would know her identity and give him the doll.She has even thought about her own ending, let him kill her and die in the hands of her beloved, she is happy.But what should he do? Why did she never think about it? If she couldn't kill him, how could he kill her?

(End of this chapter)