Black belly cute baby pepper mother

Chapter 199 Exposing the camouflage

"What are you talking about, are you crazy!" Xia Xi murmured, her eyes were a little frantic, and suddenly she pointed at the other party and shouted hysterically; "You are crazy, what are you talking about, how could I not be his? Mother, it was you who told me... My head hurts!"

Xia Xi originally thought that the other party would accuse her of being unworthy of being a mother and threaten him with a child to meet her, but she never expected that the other party would directly deny her identity, which was tantamount to denying her sense of existence, how could she accept it.

Facing Xia Xi's painful feeling of almost breaking down, Fei Mubai still couldn't feel a trace of pity on his face, which also made Xia Xi's eyes gradually become vicious.

"Enough, stop acting, NO.19!" Fei Mubai said indifferently.

Xia Xi's movements suddenly stopped, and the arm holding his head couldn't help shaking.

"Finally, you still know."

"NO.19 is your code, and she is number nine. I know you are very similar. It can even be said that you are exactly the same in terms of appearance, even if you are twin sisters. But you are not her."

Xia Xi's heart sank one by one, and his last hope seemed to be shattered.

"How did he find you? As far as I know, Xixi doesn't have any biological sisters." Fei Mubai's voice was calm and indifferent, as if he was asking a question that had nothing to do with him.

"I'm her cousin. Our family moved to other places and we haven't contacted each other for many years."

"Cousin...so that's the case, he spent a lot of effort! After finding you, he found that the two of you looked alike, so he sent him to live abroad for six years, and then sent him back to China. He just told you about this time The experience is the same, the only difference is that the operation the doctor performed on you was not a salvage operation, but a plastic surgery. It is not that you have lost your memory, but you have no memory of her at all." Fei Mubai sneered.

Xia Xi's expression was dull, and the depths of his glass-bottomed eyes revealed the greatest pain and sorrow.

"Yes, your guess is not bad at all." She murmured; "But there are some things you still don't know. The operation was not one time, but many, many, many times. I can't count the number. After finishing the bandages, I would stare in the mirror in a daze, and the face in the mirror made me stranger every time.”

"More than that, I have to abandon my own living habits. I imitate her bit by bit according to the notes that the man gave me. Can you imagine? A person has to completely abandon herself, even her body, face, and even habits. I have to give up, just to become another person, and even my mind is not allowed to make any reservations, can you imagine my pain in the past six years?"

"Do you know how I got through it? I almost went crazy. How many times when I dreamed back at midnight, I stood in front of the bathroom mirror and looked at the exquisite face that was getting more and more unfamiliar. I don't recognize myself, I killed myself, you see..."

Xia Xi took off his snow-white lace gloves, revealing the same white wrist. There seemed to be a shallow bloodstain there, which merged with the horizontal stripes on the wrist. If you didn't look carefully, you couldn't tell the difference.

"Look...they didn't even allow my scars to be kept. They rescued me and even repaired my self-harmed parts. They didn't even allow my scars to be kept."

Her voice became lower and lower, and finally she covered her face and burst into tears.

Finally, there was a slight change in Fei Mubai's eyes, and he looked at the other party with compassion.

"Later, I gave in, I gave up everything that belonged to me, and became someone else, Xia Xi. I regarded myself as Xia Xi, as your Xia Xi...until I met you and stayed with you Together, I will know..." Xia Xi's eyes were ignited with intense fanaticism, which was enough to burn a person completely, she looked at the other party eagerly, and said loudly:

"I just realized that all the suffering I suffered before was worth it. I suffered all this because my luck was not good enough. I couldn't be selected nine years ago, and I couldn't meet you. If nine years ago, you met If the person is me, then all tragedies will not happen, and our family will live happily together."

"What I'm missing is just an opportunity."

Xia Xi looked at the other party full of hope. This was her last hope. There was already a little pity in the other party's eyes at this time. Perhaps, there was still a turning point, even a little bit.

She will never give up. Before she met Jiang Ziyang, she had nothing, and she almost sold her body. When she met Jiang Ziyang, she once thought it was her luck—if there were no endless plastic surgery and imitation exercises later , she thought she was an ugly duckling favored by the god of luck.

It was not until she met Fei Mubai that the man let her see what real luck is.

She must hurry up, she has gone through the most difficult life, so she knows that every opportunity she passes by must be firmly grasped, just like when Jiang Ziyang asked her if she would like to go with him, she was in the garbage dump Looking for the next meal, she nodded immediately without any hesitation.

She was not afraid of anything, the man in front of her didn't understand her at all, she was no longer her own, so she had nothing to lose.

Is the other party willing to give himself a chance?But she knew that even if the other party didn't give her this opportunity, she still had to work hard to get it, and she could do it.

Fei Mubai was only silent for 1 minute, and this 1 minute was long enough for both of them, so long that Xia Xi recalled his life, and finally got Fei Mubai to speak.

"I'm sorry, even if the person I met nine years ago was you, there would be no story. No matter how hard you try, you are still you, you are not her, and you will never be her."

Xia Xi's heart was cooler than the cold wind, as if he was in a bottomless abyss, falling continuously, his chest was suffocated and painful.What is this man talking about, is he not even qualified to be a substitute?

Anger immediately filled her chest, and the last ray of hope disappeared, leaving only hatred in her eyes.

"Hehe, thank you for telling me the truth." She sneered.

Fei Mubai's eyes were more compassionate, and he explained softly: "Actually, I don't think you understand what I mean. You, and him, may not know the crux of the problem, and at the same time, you don't know who I am. How to find the flaw."

This question aroused Xia Xi's curiosity, and she waited for his answer.

"Jiang Ziyang may tell you that the man Xixi loves the most is me." Fei Mu's white eyes were indifferent, with sadness looming, he seemed to be trapped in the memory of the past, and said in a low voice: "This is the biggest crime he has committed in his life. mistake."

First Hospital, in the corridor outside the operating room.

Jiang Ziyang sat on a chair with his head bowed, his palms folded, his fingertips resting on the tip of his curved nose, his eyes closed, and his expression was extremely pious.

He is praying, he has never believed in gods, Buddhas and gods in his life, but at this moment, he doesn't know what else he can do except pray.He didn't understand what he did wrong, why the cruelest scene was repeated in front of him.

He tried his best to restrain himself and not to recall, but the scene from six years ago was still clearly displayed in front of his eyes like a movie replay, even if he closed his eyes, that scene would automatically be reflected in his mind.

That same weak and flustered face, that woman kneeling on the ground crying,
"...Ziyang, let Abai go, let yourself go too, let this end, let it be the past, okay, we can start again, give me a chance."

Tears filled her beautiful eyes, and she grabbed her trousers and begged bitterly: "Stop bothering to make any plans, I will never cooperate with you, and I will not let my child be yours!" The puppet threatened Ah Bai because... because..."

Those voices that he wanted to forget all the time, but were like tarsal maggots jumped out again to torment him.

"Stop talking!" He held his head in pain, his headache was splitting.

But the next scene automatically played out in his mind, the woman fell to the ground covered in blood, her expression painful.

"Ziyang, save me...help me...help baby, please."

The bloody fingers held his hand tightly, and the bright red blood was scattered all over the ground like manjusawa blooming in hell.He hugged her and ran out until he encountered an ambulance that arrived late. Unlike Su Xiaomo today, before she entered the operating room, her expression had already calmed down. That kind of peaceful attitude made him feel scared.

He held her fingers tightly. He seemed to feel a bad premonition, and he was unwilling to separate from her no matter what the medical staff tried to persuade him.

"Let go, Ziyang."

She opened her eyes, and a smile appeared on her lips that had completely lost their blood color. There was a faint sense of shyness unique to girls. She breathed a sigh of relief, as if she was very satisfied, and she seemed to be talking to herself:

"I knew that you would save me, thank you."

He was suddenly frightened, but seeing her smile seemed to be seeing something terrible, his whole body trembled violently, and he held her fingers even more desperately, but her fingers became weaker and weaker, as if the vitality was coming from her. The fingertips are constantly passing by.

Seeing that the situation was not good, several subordinates desperately stepped forward to restrain themselves who had already fallen into madness, and barely pushed themselves to the ground.He watched helplessly as the slender fingers on the operating cart were always trying to reach out, trying to grab something.

Perhaps, it was out of survival instinct, that little woman wanted to grab a life-saving straw, but he wasn't even a straw!

The painful memories of the past pricked him like a needle, making him uncomfortable.

"Hello, the patient's family." A nurse poked her head out of the operating room and looked at him strangely. "Wow, why are you crying?"

Jiang Ziyang shuddered, rushed forward, and asked nervously, "What's the matter? Does it matter to adults? Does it matter to children?"

(End of this chapter)