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Chapter 313 The Road to Redemption
A few months passed in a flash, the cold winter faded, and the spring came in March.

The season of warm spring flowers is just a good time for spring travel.Yannan Mountain, known for its romance, is full of crowds. Lovers Peak is very lively and brightly lit all night.

But it was already two o'clock in the middle of the night, and most of the guests of the Peak Hotel had gone to sleep, and the lights in the rooms were also turned off, only a dim and soft sleep light in the corner was still on.

Su Xiaomo suddenly opened her eyes, panting heavily, covered in cold sweat.

It took a while before she could gather her mind and look at her surroundings.This is still the couple's apartment she lived in last time, but this time the only person who accompanied her out was Fei Mubai himself, and the two little guys did not follow.

The last wedding was very unpleasant, but the man didn't say a word about it. When her body recuperated and recovered, he happily took him on a trip.Su Xiaomo knew that he did this to ease his mind, so that he could let go of that unpleasant memory.

The man was still so considerate, he didn't ask her why, it was like it never happened.

Why didn't I think so!She also wants things to be a thing of the past, so that everything can return to the original track, and her A-Bai has come back, hasn't he?

Phimubai has fully recovered his memory, and as if to prove it, the route they traveled was carried out according to their past memories.

The streets and alleys of city A, the playground, and then the Maldives, the uninhabited island is the place she lingers the most. The two lived on the island for more than a month, collecting shellfish on the beach, exploring treasure hunting on the island, surfing in the sea, playing She was so happy, all her troubles seemed to be left behind, and the confident and enthusiastic she seemed to be back again.

When recalling these sweet experiences, Su Xiaomo showed a wry smile on her face.

She didn't want to disturb Fei Mubai who was sleeping next to him, that handsome big man was tired all day and had already fallen asleep soundly.She carefully broke free from his arms and tiptoed to the bathroom.

The flushing toilet whirled and whizzed, and everything fell silent.

Su Xiaomo stood in front of the bright mirror with a haggard face. At this moment, she lost the slightest confidence and enthusiasm, staring at herself in the mirror with fear in her eyes, her chest heaving.

Yes, those are just illusions. The happiness during the day is all illusions deliberately shown to comfort that man.She was not happy at all, she was not happy at all, she even wanted to run away from that man, every moment by his side was undoubtedly a terrible torment for him.

Look at yourself in the mirror, it looks glamorous on the surface, but in reality?

She has become dirty, very dirty, her body is dirty... so dirty that she is no longer worthy of that man.

The fluorescent light in the bathroom was pale, and the scene in the mirror became blurred. The devil hidden deep in the memory quietly grew two horns, secretly tempting her.

The nightmare that woke her up every night broke into her memory... many pairs of powerful big hands were tearing at her clothes, and horrible faces with grinning smirks were circling above her head, approaching and retreating at once. After that, the laughter fluctuated from high to low, like a group of evil spirits crawling out of hell.

No, no, don't come here... go away, go away!Do not touch me!

She desperately yelled, yelled, struggled, and fled, but those terrifying shadows were like maggots attached to the bones, entangled in her dreams like shadows, and performed the horrible scenes that frightened her over and over again.

Every night she would be tortured by varying degrees of nightmares, and then wake up sweating profusely.

She also really wanted to forget that terrible experience, and she really wanted to let go of the heavy burden, but... those dreams refused to let her go, reminding her time and time again, making her miserable.

She was still unwilling to talk about these things with Abai.

That man didn't know that he would be awakened by nightmares at two or three o'clock every night, and then he could not fall asleep again. He could only look down at his peaceful face after he was asleep. Nostalgia.

I really want to just look at him like this, stay by his side, hold my hand and grow old together, just like this.

But... so dirty!

You are so dirty!Are you worthy of Abai when you look like this?

If you let him know about that terrible experience, even if he doesn't say it, how can there be no shadow in his heart as a man?

He will despise you sooner or later, but a man of his kind, who is gentle and kind, will definitely not be able to abandon you... You will only torture each other slowly when you are together, and you are doomed to tragedy.

Ho ho ho... You are doomed to tragedy.

Why don't you let Ah Bai go!
In this way, at least he can still find happiness.

you let go!

Stop insisting!Stubbornness will harm Ah Bai.

The devil hiding in the dark subconsciously lured her with sweet words, and quietly showed its proud fangs.Su Xiaomo looked at the mirror in a daze, her eyes were dull, she slowly took out a small piece of porcelain from her pocket, which she picked up on the side of the road, even she herself didn't know why she accidentally took it out Put it in your pocket.

Now, she slowly lifts up the porcelain shard, the sharp edge is as fast as a knife, and it only needs to cut lightly between the wrists, and it will be free.

You will be free, and Ah Bai will be free, and you will no longer be a burden on his mind.

Come on... come on!

Su Xiaomo's dull gaze slowly moved down, focusing on her wrist, and suddenly she shuddered, the dark red scar on her wrist deeply hurt her heart.

No... no, Ah Bai will be sad if he does this.Her instincts were struggling.

He will be sad, but that is only for a short period of time. For his life, that period of sadness is like a gust of wind, and it will pass soon... Don't become his burden, become his shackles for the rest of his life.The voice sneered, as if mocking her cowardice.

The porcelain tile just put down was lifted up again, the bright white luster dazzled her eyes, her arms were trembling, and she fell into a difficult struggle in her heart.In the end, she closed her eyes in pain, and the porcelain was close to the scar, trembling unceasingly.

"Bang!" There was a blunt sound from outside.

Su Xiaomo's body trembled, and her confused eyes gradually became focused. She looked at the porcelain in her hand hesitantly, and couldn't help but be amazed.

what is she doing
"Su—Su." The man turned over on the bed, whispered her name in a low voice, and murmured in his sleep.

"I'll accompany you to see the stars, we make a wish, and you promise me."

The deep voice penetrated into Su Xiaomo's ears, her fingertips shook, and the tile fell on the sink, she covered her face in pain, and wept silently.

Ah Bai, Ah Bai... always reluctant to leave you!

But me, I... really suffer, you know?
After a burst of silent crying, Su Xiaomo's emotions gradually calmed down. Her whole body was drenched in cold sweat and she was exhausted. She stared at herself in the mirror and said silently in her heart: "Okay, this is the last time."She had promised him to travel with him, he wanted her to be happy, and she wanted him to be happy.

From city A to city C, this is the last stop, so she doesn't want him to feel sorry for herself.

She still remembered that after she was impulsive at the last wedding, when she woke up, she found that the man had lost a whole circle of weight, his face was full of stubble, and he was so emaciated.

If it happens again, can he bear it?
Maybe she shouldn't be so direct, at least she should leave quietly in a way that he can accept, for example, an accident that cannot be prevented by manpower... Maybe it is easier for him to accept.

Su Xiaomo's heart slowly settled down, she turned on the tap, washed her face, then returned to the bedroom as calmly as possible, snuggled into his arms again, and slowly closed her eyes.

Maybe it was because she had made up her mind that she was no longer so entangled in her heart, so she soon fell asleep again.

After confirming that Su Xiaomo was completely asleep, Fei Mubai slowly opened his eyes. He carefully got up and went to the bathroom with a solemn expression. The white porcelain tiles were still lying on the marble sink, bright white and dazzling.He grabbed the tile as if he were holding a hot soldering iron, and threw it out of the window as fast as he could.

But that thing still burned his heart, Fei Mubai slowly closed his eyes, his body trembling slightly.

so close!almost...

It turned out that this little girl was lively, cheerful, happy and enthusiastic all the way, and she was just coaxing herself. Victor's warning was right, he wanted him not to leave her side for a second, that devil lurking in her subconscious It still exists, peeping at all opportunities, as long as Su Xiaomo has a slight gap in cowardice, it will take advantage of it.

Fei Mubai sighed slightly, he could feel Su Xiaomo's inner struggle, he knew that she had been hesitating, otherwise, she would not have given up tonight just because she said a few "dream talks".

Susu belongs to him, is his woman, from head to toe, every strand of hair, every frame of thought, belongs to him, and he does not allow her to escape in any way.

He has always believed that his sincerity will undo the shackles in Su Xiaomo's heart, but now, his confidence can't help but shake a bit.

Su Xiaomo never told him about that terrible experience, never complained or cried, as if nothing had happened.

Fei Mubai knew that it did not mean forgetting, on the contrary, she buried it in the deepest part of her heart, and used it to know a cage to trap herself firmly.

Fei Mubai returned to the bedside, caressing that quiet and beautiful little face, his heart was surging.

I'm right outside the door, Susu, open the door of your heart for me!
No matter what, I will never give up, I will always be with you, forever!

Fei Mubai slowly bent down, and pressed a hot kiss on her forehead.

(End of this chapter)