You Nu forget the river

Chapter 86

When I woke up, the pain was so painful that I couldn't turn over, I raised my eyes, and it was Ruoli who came into my eyes, looking at me with watery eyes.I didn't know what to say for a moment, she probed my forehead, and said in a soft voice: "It's all to blame for those two locust tree spirits, Princess Zixuan, I'll accompany them."

I shrunk my neck and let out a cry from the unbearable pain. Ruoli pulled the quilt for me and sat down in front of the bed. I didn't want to look at her, so I closed my eyes on purpose, but I heard that Ruoli was beside me. Soft or light words: "Princess Zixuan, don't blame Luo Shangjun, the devil world has not been peaceful recently, the locust tree spirit has caused such a big disaster, many monsters are watching, he has to imprison you Entering the Qiongzhong, turning around and anxiously looking for the best medicine that won't leave scars..."

I glanced at her and saw that she picked up a tray from the small table, and there were all kinds of medicine bottles hanging there. I bit my lower lip and still remained speechless. Seeing that I was silent, Ruoli sighed and continued: " I am the eldest princess of Zhaoyao Mountain. Back then, the king of Liluo took me as a concubine, it was a last resort. There are tens of thousands of demon soldiers in Zhaoyaoshan in the devil world, and the devil emperor has always been afraid of it. This is also a good marriage. After so many years, Luo Although Lord Shang treats me well, Ruoli knows that Lord Luo always has Princess Zixuan in his heart..."

I closed my eyes slightly, the words stinging and stinging in my ears.Mr. Luo Shang, I sneered a little bit in my heart. Although Ruoli looked at his face and said a lot of comforting words, there was still a little bit of resentment in my heart.

When Ruoli left, I didn't get up, and I didn't even ask Luo Zhi when he would visit me. I knew that Ruoli cared about Luo Zhi's heart. If I had to say, Luo Zhi's identity of taking a few concubines was nothing, but always I, Zixuan, am used to eating alone. In Jiuchongtian, it is not uncommon for things that others have used, let alone a living future husband?
What I actually resent is that Luo Zhi has never told me before, do you really think that I am so big-hearted that I can go boating to enjoy the flowers and the scenery?I don't care whether he really loves me, but I care about his unwillingness to be honest.

If he likes Ruoli, I can't get in the way, and I don't need him to go to heaven to kidnap me to fulfill his childhood promise.If he doesn't like it, he should make it clear to me early, so as to save me from being inexplicably killed by the two monsters and enter the sky bell, and to listen to Ruo Liming's words of comfort.

Qiongzhong, the darkness made my heart hurt more and more.

I stood up, although I lacked some cultivation, it was not difficult to hide. I couldn't bear the suffocation in the room, and I didn't want to spend too much time talking with the two monsters at the door. direction.

I want to go back to Jiuchongtian, no matter how much my father usually picks me up, he can't bear the fact that I am being wronged so much now, Luo Zhi, I don't want to see him again.

Before I had gone far, Luo Zhi chased after me, hugged me, and said, "Zi Xuan, don't be so nonsense!"

I didn't speak, although my head was leaning on his body, my heart had already crossed the world and returned to Jiuchongtian, he whispered in my ear: "It's my fault, I should have told you earlier. But, the demon world is stable now, I am still young, so I have to cultivate my own influence." He half pushed me away, looked straight into my eyes, "Zi Xuan, you have to trust me, you are the only one in my Luo Zhi."

I also looked at him, wishing to see two more holes in his eyes, Ruoli's words were still in my ears before leaving, no matter how I can't let the child in my belly lose his father, this is Luo Zhi's cold side, Both love this and miss that.

I said I was sleepy, turned my head and walked back, the tears that were not shed in the sky were dripping on my hands, Luo Zhilai pulled me, I gently pushed away, I didn't want to be in his arms Seeing the humble self at this moment in his eyes.

That night, Ruoli came again and brought some melons, fruits, pears and peaches. I had no appetite, and I sat at the table in a daze with my cheeks dragging. The wound on my right shoulder bitten by the white tiger was still painful. Ruoli sat in front of me and asked me: "Princess Zixuan, what do you like to eat?"

I looked at her like a smoky eye, clear to the bottom, I really couldn't bear to brush off her kindness, I replied lightly: "That's all, I seldom eat anything in the heavens in the past."

Ruoli smiled and took a few books and handed them to me: "Mr. Luo said that you have always been willing to read."

I didn't answer.Passionate men are really attractive. Even though I am a little bit unhappy now, this little act of thinking about it still makes me feel a little warm. I flipped through a few pages, and they were all talking about ghosts in the devil world. The words of the book are somewhat to my liking.

"Princess Zixuan, do you like it?" Ruoli asked me, seeing her sincere eyes, I had to nod with more sincerity.

Ruoli smiled when he saw that I liked it, and then asked me: "Your Lord Luo is going to marry Princess Zixuan soon, look, there is something you particularly like, I will send someone to buy it."

I looked at her for a long time, lowered my head again, and whispered: "No."

Ruoli talked about the rules of marriage in the devil world, but seeing that I didn't answer much, he said to bed early, got up and left, I had flipped through the book in my hand, and I admired Ruoli's mind, helping your husband marry Zhengfei, if I were Zixuan, I would never be able to do it.

I stayed there for a long time with my cheeks dragging, and what I was entangled in my heart was the year when Luozhi was sent away, and the awkwardness between Millennium and Guiyuan. At that time, what I cared about was Guiyuan's dishonesty, but I didn't want to, Luozhi pretended today Greater dishonesty awaits me.

In the current situation, how should I, Zixuan, deal with myself?
Unable to think of a clue, Luo Zhi picked up the curtain and came in. I moved my eyes and saw him stop at the door before coming in and sitting in front of me. I didn't even bother to move my body and let him Come and grab my hand: "Zixuan, are you feeling better?"

I nodded, and he wanted to look at the wound on my body again. I flinched, and he paused for a moment before saying, "Zixuan, you're blaming me."

I looked up into his eyes and shook my head. If I blame him, it means that I, Zixuan, still care, but now even blaming him feels like a waste of my fragmented thoughts.

He hurriedly grabbed my hand, pulled me into his arms, patted my shoulder and said: "Give me a little more time, okay, Zixuan?"

I can only nod my head, what I'm begging for is just to let Luo Zhi say what he should say and get out of my room early, I've never cared about the love that is divided into two parts.

After that, I closed myself in a small courtyard, just like usual, some goblins who had just practiced for a few years came to run on me. He lived a peaceful life in whitewashing, and occasionally added a small hobby.

I'm obsessed with cooking over a fire.Back then in Ziwei Palace, Yao Min's cooking skills were excellent, and she taught me how to cook a few times. Every day, I filled the table with red, green or golden dishes, but I didn't bother to take a bite. I was in a daze for a long time while cooking with a disheveled appearance, then poured it out and started to cook the next meal.

On the day Ruoli came to see me, I was in a daze in front of the stove. I guess I was startled by my unkempt appearance. She exclaimed: "Princess Zixuan, what are you doing? Let those monsters do these things." That's it..."

With my back turned to her, I thought, guessing that with my current status, I didn't have the ability to yell at the monsters in the demon world, so I smiled and turned my head to look at Ruoli, who was slightly puffed out, and frowned at me.

Perhaps it was because she was pregnant, Ruoli looked much plumper, I turned my head and asked her, "When will you give birth?"

She blushed a little, and replied softly: "It will take some time."

I said oh, and then I concentrated on my culinary career. Ruoli said a lot to me again, but they all explained why the wedding was postponed and postponed. I nodded, and I heard the words If it's the first time I say it, I can still stretch my ears, and even feel a little unhappy in my heart. If I talk too much, I will naturally feel a little numb. Sometimes I think in the quiet night, I just came to the devil world to relax, Luo Zhi also picked a certain night when I was fascinated, hugged me in his arms and whispered in my ear: "Zixuan, wait a little longer, it won't be a few days..."

How long will it be?I smiled wryly.After this time, I have no intention of remarrying.

Seeing that I didn't answer much, Ruoli left after a few words and left. The smell of the stew in the pot spread, making my throat dry. Yuan.

White brocade robe, dragon pattern on the sleeves, frowning eyebrows, and clenched fists, I rubbed my eyes to make sure I wasn't dazzled by the smoke, and he asked me: "This is how you live Is it?"

I tilted my head and nodded after thinking about it. I still joked to myself: "It's a very good day to wash your hands and make soup like this!"

Guiyuan pulled me by force, caught two monsters and led the way, and went to Luozhi to make a theory. When he went, Luozhi was looking at the documents. Stepping forward: "Your Highness, what are you going to do?"

Guiyuan smiled coldly, and pushed me hard to Luozhi's, with his big hands supporting my lower back: "Did Zixuan come to the Demon Realm to live such a life?"

Luo Zhi froze for a moment, then stretched out his hand to stroke my disheveled hair, I tilted my head slightly, Luo Zhi's big hand landed in the air in embarrassment, and he said: "Zi Xuan, you go back first."

I turned around and left without making a sound. I was so numb that I lost interest in knowing what happened behind me.

At night, Ruo Li came again, probably telling me, don't complain about Luo Shangjun's indifference, the devil world is very uneasy recently, if you are idle and bored, invite me to go to her courtyard to enjoy the flowers.I am like an unconscious doll, whoever in the devil world wants me to do what I want to do, to enjoy flowers, to listen to music, if I meet any monster who doesn't like me, it will laugh at me. I don't take the decent outfits seriously either.

It's just because my heart died the day I came to the Demon Realm, and foreign things, good and evil, can't shake my heart.

I was enjoying the flowers just in time, Luo Zhi came to look for me angrily, dragged me back to the small courtyard in front of Ruoli, he pushed me against the door panel, and asked me in a low voice: "Zi Xuan, what are you going to do?"

I really didn't even bother to answer, I looked at him stupidly, like looking at lotus seed soup stewed in a pot, he let go and said: "Zixuan, the demons rebelled outside the four directions of the devil world, I have been a little ignorant these days." But you can't spoil yourself like this..."

I kept silent, I actually wanted to say, Mr. Luo Shang, you ignored me, but Ruoli often came to greet you on your behalf, so you don't have to feel indebted, these words are a bit embarrassing after all, I can't say them.

He held me tightly in his arms, and his arms wrapped around my injured body, which hurt a little: "Zixuan, allow me a little time, you know, if I come to see you often, I will definitely shake you over the other side of the mountain." Be vicious, if something goes wrong with you in the devil world, what do you tell me to do? I know that you were wronged when you entered the sky bell, and I know that you are often bullied, but even so, you can't go back with me. Yuan Hui Jiuchongtian, since you agreed to marry me, you will stay in the devil world peacefully, wait for me, wait for me, and handle all these things cleanly, so that we can live a peaceful life with you..."

These words really sounded sweet, I hesitated for a long time, hugged his strong back with both hands, and said: "Luo Zhi, don't be a devil emperor, okay?"

His body froze, and the moment he froze, my heart died hundreds of times.

I finally understood that I used to blame him for his dishonesty, which was a little light. In his heart, the rights of the devil world are far more important than mine, Zixuan, and what I always want is a peaceful and stable life, but Luo He can't give it.

I said: "Luo Zhi, I will marry you." After I finished speaking, I gently pushed her away and got on the couch. I couldn't shed tears. He stood for a long time, but he also felt bored and left first. After hearing the sound, even looking back at his back felt redundant.

After a few days, I followed Ruoli to inquire about Guiyuan's whereabouts, but she faltered, and finally said that Guiyuan was in the sky bell.She said that the Heavenly Soldiers came from the Nine Heavens, and the battle with the Heavenly Demons was inevitable, and she told me to take care of Mr. Luo's trivial matters in the near future and not disturb him.

I asked her, "Can the Sky Bell be turned on at any time?"

She shook her head, except for the Devil Emperor, Luo Zhi, and the top ten venerables of the Devil Realm.I nodded, and I said, "Your father must be one of these ten venerables?"

She looked at me blankly for a long time, then nodded again.

I went to Zhaoyao Mountain alone, Guiyuan held me in the palm of my hand since I was a child, and when I came to the Demon Realm, I was also trapped in the Yuanqing Palace because of me, Zixuan, and now I have entered the Qiongzhong, most of which have nothing to do with me.

The top of Zhaoyao Mountain probably resented me for occupying the position of the concubine who Ruoli couldn't get up to, and set up ten checkpoints. I saw that there were many evil beasts, but I wasn't afraid at all. I was covered in blood I crawled up to his feet, and I said, "As long as you can save Guiyuan, even if you want my celestial root."

Then, my mind went blank, and I could even feel that the primordial spirit was about to leave my body. When I was about to leave my body, I saw the Buddha in a trance, and the Buddha looked at me seriously. I feel that the Buddha has kind eyebrows and kind eyes, and he is very close to him.Now, when I think back on these things, I just realized that the Buddha stretched out half of his hand and saved my primordial spirit.

The ensuing battle between the demon and the heavenly demon raged in the dark while I was asleep. Ruoli said that neither side had any bargains, and Guiyuan, who I was going to save, returned to Jiuchongtian early, so I don't have to worry about it.

She frowned worriedly, and I asked her, "What's wrong?"

It took her a long time to say that Mr. Luo was suffering both internally and externally, and his life was very bumpy. I was afraid that the marriage would be delayed again and again. Afterwards, the position of concubine was given over to Ruoli, and I, Zixuan, couldn't and couldn't do it, thinking about Luo Zhi all the time.

Luo Zhi came to visit me from Guiyuan, and after the battle between the heaven and the devil, he watched me very closely, and occasionally came in the middle of the night, and I probably pretended to be asleep, listening to him hugging my body and talking nonsense: "Zi Xuan, Luo Zhi is getting more and more afraid that one day he will lose you. But do you know? I am the son of the Devil Emperor, the only bloodline, and I have to be responsible for the affairs of the devil world. The situation is no worse than Jiuzhong, which you are used to God. If you, if you have the heart not to marry me, Luo Zhi will trap you in the devil world..."

I am clear in my heart, if I can't ask for it, I will destroy it and I will destroy it in my own hands. I haven't seen him in a thousand years. Luo Zhizao, who has been trained in the devil world, is not the one who went away when I was a child and wanted the osmanthus of the moon palace to risk being punished. .I could only sigh at my miserable fate, and even laughed at myself for wanting to live a good life with Luo Zhi.

In the end, the only one who can stay with you for a long time is yourself.

As usual, I was fanning the flames in the small courtyard, inventing dishes that I couldn’t name myself, and spending my days in a daze. Ruoli gave birth to a son, and I didn’t even bother to give birth to acetic acid, and even sent some The lotus seed soup made by herself, she thanked again and again like a red flower, Luo Zhi's brows couldn't hide the joy of being a father, and the devil emperor gave him a bigger fief, I stood outside and watched the family of three reconcile and reconcile. Meimei felt redundant again.

Redundant, really redundant.

It has been nearly ten thousand years, and the son of Ruoli became more and more handsome, and he often called me aunt, and I also made some delicious food for him with sincerity. Chuwen, the top of Zhaoyao Mountain asked me to fulfill the promise of the day. Although I can't find a way out from the devil world, if I can leave this place, it will really be all right.

I was so busy that I sewed some clothes for the child, and happily sent them over. Luo Zhi also boasted that I was sensible at the time.

On the way back, I was still thinking, when Jiu Zhongtian was known to be mischievous, when did I develop such a temper.After thinking about it for a long time, I realized that since I have no heart, no love and no worries, it is difficult to be jealous. In short, I have seen through the fact that Luo Zhi should not be greedy for me.

Relying on this clear understanding, relying on the care of the swaggering mountain, I escaped from the devil world smoothly.

The bond between me and Luo Zhi is also completely broken here.

..........................................

(End of this chapter)