A different kind of love of the dumb scholar

Chapter 233 Psychological shadow (fourth update)
The dormitory is a public space, and people who generally do not smoke hate it when people smoke in the dormitory.

Although Zhou Xue and Zheng Shuwan were quite familiar, she actually didn't like Zheng Shuwan's behavior very much, let alone the quiet Yang Qingqing.

It's just that they can't say anything.

Or rather, dare not say anything.

Zheng Shuwan is too powerful, and her family background is not simple, ordinary people dare not provoke her.

They didn't expect Shui Qianqian to dare.

When Zheng Shuwan was lighting a cigarette, Bei Lele also saw it, and frowned unobtrusively, but this is his dormitory, so she couldn't say much.

She just felt that such a person was roommate with Shui Qianqian, and she felt a little uncomfortable.

Qianqian is such a self-disciplined person, she always drinks plain water, never eats indiscriminately, likes to read but knows how to rest properly, so even though she loves to read so much, her eyesight is still very good.

In short, Bei Lele has never seen such an excellent and perfect person like Shui Qianqian.

Shui Qianqian has a roommate who smokes, which makes her feel very bad.

It's not that you can't smoke, after all, it's people's freedom to smoke or not, but at least don't smoke in public places like dormitories, which will affect others.

Despite thinking so, Bei Lele, like everyone else, thought that Shui Qianqian would not ask too much.

It's not that Shui Qianqian doesn't dare to meddle, but in her impression, Shui Qianqian never meddles in other people's business.

But forget that there are exceptions to everything.

What's more, Shui Qianqian is also a member of this dormitory.

The three of them were very nervous, for fear that Zheng Shuwan would start a fight with Shui Qianqian because of this matter.

The two looked at each other for a few seconds, Zheng Shuwan put the cigarette in the ashtray beside him and put it out, "I'm sorry..." She avoided her gaze, not meeting Shang Shui Qianqian.

Only Zheng Shuwan knew how shocking the few seconds she and Shui Qianqian looked at gave her.

She couldn't see any emotion in Shui Qianqian's eyes, but it gave her the illusion that Shui Qianqian looked at her as if she was looking at a dead person!
Zheng Shuwan can be regarded as someone who has seen the world, and no one has ever given her such a feeling.

Shui Qianqian...

It seems really special.

"Throw away the ashtray too."

Bei Lele's heart suddenly "thumped", this kind of Qianqian is very familiar!Wasn't it like this when Qianqian first transferred to No. [-] Middle School?It's just that she didn't speak at that time, her eyes were almost exactly the same as now!
It's just that she hasn't seen Qianqian like this for so long, she forgot.

Busily giving Zheng Shuwan winks, Zheng Shuwan was stunned for a moment, raised her hand and threw the ashtray into the trash can beside her, "Sorry, I forgot that the dormitory is a public space, and I will be careful not to smoke in the dormitory in the future."

Shui Qianqian looked away, "Lele find a place to sit by yourself, wait for me for a few minutes, don't call Bai Jing." Turning around, she walked to the desk under her bed and sat down, stretched out her left hand to open the storage box of the desk, from Take out a framed photo inside.

During the whole process, her left hand was shaking.

It was in such a cramped space, the room with the curtains drawn was so dark, the two of them kept arguing, with a lighted cigarette in his hand, he picked up the ashtray and threw it at her...

The blood in the arm was bleeding, but she couldn't feel the pain.

Only disheartened.

From then on, I don't have any hope for them.

The photo I took out was the one I took from Bai Jing, a photo of Bai Jing's childhood.

Seeing the photo, her trembling left hand slowly calmed down.

Her bed is the second to the left of the entrance, so she sits with her back facing them.

Several people were silent in unison, and no one dared to speak out for a long time.

No matter how stupid she is, she can see that Shui Qianqian's situation is a bit wrong, not to mention that they are all high-achieving students who got into college with high scores.

"She..." Just as Zhou Xue was about to speak in a low voice, Bei Lele hurriedly shook her head and said "don't talk" with her lips.

But in fact, Bei Lele feels like crying now.

She has never seen such a Qianqian...

It seems that strangers should not get close, but in fact, at this time, she gave people a particularly lonely and helpless feeling.She wanted to go over and say something comforting, but she didn't know what to say, let alone whether it would irritate Qianqian.

She has been to the old house of the Shui family, so she knows who the photo in Qianqian's hand is.

And finally understand what Xueshen means to Qianqian.

Even the moment Qianqian turned around just now, she didn't forget to remind her not to call Xueshen.

Does this mean that Qianqian would not be able to control her emotions just now if she didn't have the god of learning?

Although she only asked about Qianqian, she knew her before Qianqian started talking.She has seen Qianqian's transformation from not talking to talking; she has seen Qianqian from not dealing with people to gradually getting along with everyone...

She also heard about what happened to Qianqian when she was a child, and how she lived alone in an empty house after her parents divorced...

So when she learned that Xueshen lived with Qianqian, she was not surprised, but very happy.

Otherwise, it would be so lonely to live alone in such a big house.

She didn't know why Qianqian minded smoking so much, even the ashtray.But she knew that this must be related to Qianqian's childhood experience.

Don't let her call Xueshen, because she is afraid that Xueshen is worried?

Zheng Shuwan's bed is the first on the right side of the door, she is sitting on the stool with her eyelashes slightly drooping.

She noticed that Shui Qianqian's hands were shaking when she took the photo.No need to think about it, she also knew that it must have a great relationship with her actions just now.

I regret smoking just now.

It's not that her bodhisattva heart sympathizes with everyone, it's just that at that moment, she seemed to see her own shadow in Shui Qianqian.

They are all people who have been forced to show another face.

It's just that Shui Qianqian's experience seems to be more cruel than hers...

At least she won't suddenly lose control of her emotions in front of people.

Shui Qianqian has a smart mind and gives people a calm and calm feeling. It stands to reason that she shouldn't lose her composure in front of others, but she just happened to be like this.

It can only be said that this thing that can stimulate Shui Qianqian has a great influence on her... It even became her psychological shadow.

At first she thought that Shui Qianqian looked at her so emotionlessly because she mentioned Xu Rong, but she didn't expect it was because of the cigarette she lit.

Zheng Shuwan sat with downcast eyes, Zhou Xue sat on the bed and maintained her original movements, pursing her lips and looking at Shui Qianqian, Bei Lele just stood where she was, and did not find a place to sit down as Shui Qianqian said.

Only Yang Qingqing, after being slightly surprised by this sudden scene, sat back at his desk and read a book.

Whether it's none of my business or something else, no one knows.

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About 5 minutes passed.

Shui Qianqian took a deep breath, put the photo back into the storage box, and when she got up again, she couldn't see anything wrong.

Ask Bei Lele, "Is the dormitory tour ready? Should we go now?" Shui Qianqian didn't explain what happened just now.

"Participation, visit, let's go now."

"I'll take an umbrella."

"Okay." Bei Lele would not object to anything Shui Qianqian said now.

She really couldn't see Qianqian's fragility, let alone Qianqian's fragility and sitting alone to adjust her emotions.

It hurts people.

Bei Lele suddenly regretted why she came to visit their dormitory.If Qianqian hadn't come back alone, with the God of Learning by his side, Qianqian wouldn't be like this, right?
In the situation just now, if there was a god of learning, Qianqian would never sit there alone to adjust her emotions.

However, after careful calculation, Qianqian and Xueshen have only known each other for two years.

How many times did this kind of frailty and having to adjust his emotions happen to Qianqian during the years when he didn't know Xueshen?
Bei Lele didn't dare to think deeply.

After thinking about it, Zhou Xue still asked tentatively: "You...Student Shui Qianqian, did you go out as soon as you came back?" She was originally a soft-hearted person, easy to care about others.

It's just that she doesn't know how to care about this situation.

Shui Qianqian looked back at her, "Yes."

After a pause, he said, "My friend booked a place outside, do you want to go play together?"

Shui Qianqian can't owe favors to others. Although Zhou Xue's performance is not obvious enough, Shui Qianqian has always been sensitive, and she can feel Zhou Xue's concern for her.

Even if it doesn't help much.

If people treat her one point better, she will treat others ten times better.

This is her.

Zhou Xue was taken aback, mixed with surprise and joy, "Ah? You, you asked me to come with you?" She looked at Zheng Shuwan.

She is familiar with Zheng Shuwan, so when she is at a loss, she naturally asks Zheng Shuwan for help.

"Do you mind if I come with you?" Zheng Shuwan asked. "It's boring to stay in the dormitory, isn't Shanshan here? I haven't seen her for a long time, so I can catch up on the old days."

"Shanshan's home court." The implication was that since he was going to see Dong Linshan, it was natural.

Zheng Shuwan straightened her skirt and got up, and said to Zhou Xue: "Come down, let's go together, Shanshan is here, and your idol must be there."

Zhou Xue's eyes lit up, "Okay, wait for me for a few minutes, and pack it up right away!"

Everyone has gone, and it's not good if you don't call Yang Qingqing. After a moment of hesitation, Bei Lele said: "Student Yang Qingqing, do you want to go together?"

"No, you guys go, I don't really want to go out today." But he didn't look back.

Bei Lele is a bit inexplicable, why do you feel that this Yang Qingqing is a bit strange?Out of politeness, even if you don't go, shouldn't you still look back at her?

Shui Qianqian also looked up at Yang Qingqing.

(End of this chapter)