The commander strikes: Uncle, please go away

Chapter 193 The Way To Love Him 1
During the three days when Yu Xiao was out of control, Kang Shaonan's nerves were tense all the time, for fear that one of his negligence would lead to some serious mistakes.The moment Yu Xiao woke up, he was happier than anyone else, but listening to what she said, his heart was severely torn apart again.He hugged her tightly, wanted to give her the greatest courage and comfort, and wanted to tell her that no matter what she became, his love for her would never change.

Seeing her go to bed and sleep obediently, he felt great comfort in his heart.In the half month since Yu Xiao's disappearance to now, he has been enduring tremendous suffering, and his body is exhausted. He originally wanted to take a nap, but he unexpectedly fell asleep when he closed his eyes.But after all, he had something on his mind, and his sleep was very shallow. A slight noise in the corridor woke him up from his sleep. Looking at the empty hospital bed in front of him, he jumped up suddenly, opened the door and chased him out.

The whole corridor was empty, without a single figure, Kang Shaonan took a quick look, then raised his feet and chased up the corridor.Along the way, he kept praying in his heart, hoping that his wife would never do anything stupid, but when he pushed open the door on the top floor, he was still stunned. Under the black night sky, Yu Xiao stood on the steps, Gently straightening his arms, without thinking too much, he ran over with all his strength, and quickly hugged her weak body the moment her body fell forward.

On the way to heaven, a pair of powerful hands stretched out and left her in this world again.

Kang shaonan carefully carried his wife down, held her tightly in his arms, and sat on the ground with tears streaming down his face.

"If I die, we will be free..." Yu Xiao stared blankly ahead, blinking weakly.

"You idiot...that's not your fault...why are you so stupid...why are you so stupid...you idiot..." This iron-blooded man, a man who only bleeds but not tears on the battlefield, faced the lonely The helpless wife, crying like a heartbroken child, couldn't make a sound.

"Let's... let's get a divorce..." Listening to his cries, her heart felt as if a sharp knife had been sliced ​​through her heart again and again, dripping with blood, and the pain penetrated to the marrow of her bones!
But this is not what she wants!He is such an excellent, generous and responsible man, he shouldn't have a wife like her!
Leave, return his happiness and freedom!Give yourself a little dignity!
"Okay...I promise you...I promise you..." Holding her tightly, Kang Shaonan felt helpless for the first time.However, as long as she is alive, as long as she is still alive, he is willing to do whatever he asks...

The second day after Yu Xiao woke up, everyone wanted to run over to see how she was doing.All the people were stopped by Kang Shaonan.At this time, she needs to be quiet, the cruel truth and 15 years of memory have had too much impact on her, and she has no time to digest it.

At this time, she needs time, and more importantly, respect and tolerance.

She is too sensitive now, and everyone who comes to see her, whether they are sincere or not, she all boils down to pity and sympathy.Because of her pitiful past, everyone looks at her through colored glasses, right?She needs pity, she needs sympathy, so everyone is here!The more people come, the more hurt she will suffer in her heart. Every time she sees someone, she has to re-open the wound. Everyone may have good intentions, but it is this kindness that may drive her to a desperate situation again .

After hearing Kang Shaonan's pleading again and again, everyone understood his love for Yu Xiao, and left Yu Xiao a quiet place, no one dared to disturb her.Afraid that something would happen to Yu Xiao again, Kang Shaonan did not dare to leave her side for a moment. Fortunately, although Yu Xiao's mood fluctuated greatly, he slowly accepted his existence.He carefully stood by her side, watching her eat and wash silently. During two or three days, he hardly uttered a word on his own initiative, nor did he even glance at him.Even when the doctor came to bandage and treat his wound, she ignored it.It seems that Kang Shaonan beside him is just a stranger!

But he doesn't care, as long as she gives up the idea of ​​committing suicide, as long as she is still alive, there is still hope in life.

Yu Xiao, who woke up, was not in a hurry to leave the hospital.She used her own way to slowly adapt to life after waking up. Although she seldom responded to Kang Shaonan, and never looked him in the face, she could clearly see everything that happened around her!
She is not a fool, she knows everything Kang Shaonan has done for her!But the more he behaved like this, the more guilt she felt in her heart!Her body was fine, but she still spent a week in the hospital.It's not that she cherishes her body too much, it's that she wants to spend more time with him in this way.If you go out from here, you will have to walk alone in your future life.Without his love and tolerance, without his generous chest to rely on, knowing what kind of pain it was, she still had to walk on firmly.She wants to use her actions to tell everyone that no one else has pity and sympathy, she is the same, and she is going very well!

On the evening of the seventh day in the hospital, Yu Xiao asked Kang Shaonan to be discharged from the hospital, and also filed a divorce with him again.

Listening to Yu Xiao's words, Kang Shaonan looked at her and smiled faintly: "Okay! We will do whatever you say! I also agree to divorce, but I have one condition!"

"What conditions?"

"You also know that divorce is too sudden for me. Although I am a man, it will take me a while to accept this matter, so you give me half a year. After half a year, I will go through the divorce procedures with you! These six months In a month's time, you can do what you want, without going back to Kang's house, or our house, and you don't even need to treat me as your husband..." Kang Shaonan lowered his head and rubbed the center of his brows vigorously when he said this, obviously Choking and unable to continue, she forced a smile when she looked up: "As long as you give me a six-month adaptation period, after half a year, we will each go our own way! But in the six months, you can't exclude me from watching You or... can I have dinner with you...?"

"No matter how long you delay, we... can't do it!" Yu Xiao looked directly into his eyes, and there was firmness in the depths of his eyes.

"I know, this is my last condition. Since it's impossible for us, are you still afraid of the six months?" He nodded and looked at her pleadingly, feeling uneasy.I'm afraid she won't even give him this last ray of hope.

Yu Xiao looked at his red eyes and was silent for a few seconds, finally nodded sourly: "Okay...but...you can't change anything..."

"Well, I know!" Hearing that she agreed to his request, he was slightly relieved.

"Then I'm going to sleep..." She lay down on the bed and closed her eyes gently.

"Xiaoxiao, can I take you to Uncle Ming's place after you leave the hospital tomorrow? I called him and he said that you can live there as long as you want. You are not suitable for work now, so you can go live there for a while first." Is it?" Now she needs a quiet place where she can be understood and tolerated, so that she can slowly adapt to everything around her and face her future life positively.

Uncle Ming's tea garden is the best place.

Yu Xiao gently opened her eyes and looked at him: "Are you leaving tomorrow?"

It has to be said that Kang Shaonan really saw her through. In fact, the first place she wanted to go after leaving here was Uncle Ming's tea garden.There is no worldly disturbance there, which can make people temporarily forget everything around them.The most important thing is her innate trust and intimacy with Uncle Ming.

"Well, I'll take you there after breakfast tomorrow, okay?" Kang Shaonan nodded with a smile.

"Okay..." Nodding slightly, she closed her eyes again.

The night is getting deeper and deeper.

Kang Shaonan held Yu Xiao's hand tightly and fell asleep.This is a habit he has had when he sleeps since her suicide. Only by holding her hand can he feel that she is safe.

Listening to his even breathing, she slowly turned her head to look at him.Look at his eyebrows, his straight nose bridge, his closed eyes and his pair of powerful big hands.Tears slipped down again quietly...

When she was discharged from the hospital the next day, Yu Xiao changed into a pink dress that Kang Shaonan brought her, her long soft hair was tied into a loose ponytail at the back of her head, and she wore a pair of casual sandals. She looked much more energetic.After finishing everything, Yu Xiao followed Kang Shaonan out of the building of the inpatient department.

All relatives and friends knew that Yu Xiao was discharged from the hospital today, but Kang Shaonan didn't let anyone come to see her off.For her, too much attention will increase her psychological burden.The two got into the car, and Kang Shaonan started the car, drove out of the hospital, and headed towards Uncle Ming's tea garden.

The road to the tea garden was a bit long, Yu Xiao sat beside Kang Shaonan silently, looking at everything outside the window with blank eyes.Kang Shaonan originally wanted to play some music, but he turned on one that was sentimental, and changed several songs in a row, but none of them were suitable. In the end, he simply turned off the stereo and drove in silence.

Because he was too exhausted during this period of time, and suffered two gunshot wounds to his shoulders, Kang Shaonan didn't drive the car fast this time, and even stopped to rest a few times in the middle.Yu Xiao has been silently looking ahead, not responding to any of his actions.In fact, she is very aware of the injury on his shoulder, and also knows that he has paid a lot for herself during this time, but no matter how many complexes she has, she can only keep them in her heart.Completely ignore everything about him.

Everyone, when facing love, hopes to show all their love.

But for her, leaving Kang Shaonan's world and returning him to happiness and freedom is the way she loves him.

Without his own fetters and drags, he would not live so wronged!

Kang Shaonan, I love you... For your happiness, I am willing to give up everything - including you.

No matter how far the road was, it took a few hours to arrive.When the car stopped in front of Uncle Ming's house, Uncle Ming walked to the side of the car with a smile, watched Yu Xiao jump out of the car, and ran towards him with tears in his eyes. He stretched out his arms and hugged the poor child .

"Dad..." At this time, she regarded him as her closest relative, and cried in Uncle Ming's arms with tears streaming down her face.

(End of this chapter)