Mysterious treasure chest
Chapter 330 Xiao Yating's Diary
Chapter 330 Xiao Yating's Diary
In fact, she had seen this sentence long before that, of course, it was in English, because it was said by the American poet Morley.
But I don't know if it's because of the language or other reasons. When Xiao Yating saw this sentence for the first time, she didn't have much emotion.
But when she saw this sentence again from the best-selling book she bought casually, it was like being struck by five thunders, and her whole body was shocked from the inside out.
It is also because of this sentence that after she arrived at Harvard, she began to "not do business", frequently appearing in courses such as philosophy and poetry.
And this book also escaped the fate of being thrown away, and has been with Xiao Yating ever since.
At this moment, she opened the book again, turned to the last page, looked at that sentence, and couldn't help laughing at herself: "Live your life in your own way, it's easier said than done, the so-called destiny ... what is it?"
Xiao Yating closed the book and opened the notebook next to her. It wasn't a notebook computer, but a real notebook, the paper kind, wrapped in black lambskin, which looked like a Bible in a priest's hand.
This is an old thing. It is Xiao Yating's diary when she was studying in No. [-] Middle School. It records all the memories of the girl during that "escape time".
She turned a page casually, and what caught her eyes was a line of small characters with delicate features, which seemed to still have the taste of summer.
"Midsummer, cicadas singing, everything is so boring, just like our life."
Looking at these words, Xiao Yating seemed to have returned to that remote small town, was she happy there?
The answer is yes - not happy.
It seems that since I can remember, I seldom have the feeling of "happiness". My father and mother seem to be inseparable, but they have to continue this marriage for the benefit of each other's family.
There is no quarrel, no communication, nothing but depression and dead silence, and what is left to me is always busy and entertaining.
Xiao Yating grew up in this atmosphere, and later, by chance, she won the opportunity to escape for a short time, that is, to study in Qingjiang County.
In fact, at the beginning of this matter, it was only because her father was involved in a vortex of struggle that he was in danger, so he had to send her out, so that she could stay away from the right and wrong in the capital, and it could be regarded as avoiding worries.
But now, Xiao Yating flipped through the diary page by page, and the boring life in the past was played back in front of her eyes like a movie.
Although those days were not happy, staying away from my parents and the capital gave me the illusion of freedom, at least I wasn’t unhappy.
"For me, happiness may be just a luxury. If I can not be unhappy, I will be very happy."
It was a new page, and this line of small characters appeared in front of Xiao Yating's eyes. She couldn't help but smile bitterly, because these words are the portrayal of her life.
No matter in the past or now, and whether in China or abroad, I have always been such a pessimistic, even desperate person.
"Sometimes I also think, why not let the waves go, why not be drunk, why not be drunk, why not surrender to fate? Since you are powerless to fight, why do you embarrass yourself?"
Another page, showing the girl's confusion, but Xiao Yating bit her lip, suddenly picked up the pen, took a deep breath, and wrote a new handwriting on the bottom.
"Maybe one day, I will give in, I will fall, I will bid farewell to the so-called childishness, and become an adult who can no longer feel pain, but..."
Xiao Yating suddenly felt a burst of suffocation, and for some reason, tears burst into tears instantly, flowing down unstoppably, but she didn't have any urge to cry, she just let the tears rage quietly.
pat!
A drop of tear fell on the paper, and the girl seemed to be awakened. She wiped away the tear, continued to write the rest of the words, and then smiled like a flower in an instant.
"Not now, not today, never!"
……
On the other side of the earth, Yang Hao managed to put little Lori to sleep, tucked her in the quilt, and tiptoed out of the room.
"Phew, I finally managed to get through today, but it's not a problem if it continues like this. Sooner or later, there will be big problems. We still have to think of a way to prevent problems before they happen."
Yang Hao let out a long breath, feeling extremely troubled, his head was getting bigger.
It turned out that little Lolita had been begging for nothing just now and wanted to sleep with Yang Hao, how could this be possible, even if Yang Hao knew that he had no blood relationship with her.
But as a gentleman, he can't do such a thing that is inferior to a beast, at least he will have to wait a few more years...
Cough, cough, well, anyway, today Yang Hao stuck to the bottom line and resisted the temptation. As for what will happen tomorrow, only God knows. ╮(╯▽╰)╭
"Should we let her live in the school?...No, no, I heard that high school boys are gentlemen now. If Xiaohuan is allowed to live in the school, wouldn't that be sending sheep to the tiger's mouth? It's safer to live with me."
"Or rent another house?... No way, Xiaohuan will definitely move there too. Alas, it seems that I have to go to the dormitory for a few days and see the situation."
After Yang Hao thought about it, only the dormitory could temporarily resist his sister's harassment. After all, with Cheng Yaodong and Liu Lan around, it's impossible for little Lori to live in the dormitory with him, right?
"Oh, it's such a young life. It's no one to be forced to this by my sister. Hurry up and take a cold shower and go to the fire first."
Yang Hao sighed, went into the bathroom, and had to lock the door behind him, not as casual and relaxed as before when he lived alone.
……
……
On Monday morning, Yang Xiaohuan went to William International School for the first time. Yang Hao was worried, so he drove her to the school gate himself, and repeatedly told her to pay attention to safety, and to call him immediately in case of any situation.
Little Lolita couldn't help but rolled her cute eyes: "Okay, okay, brother, how old are you, don't be like the sloppy Ojisang, okay, I'm going in now, Ann Lah, I'm not easy to bully."
When she entered the campus, Yang Hao told the four bodyguards to pick up little Lori from school on time, and it was best to wait at the school gate in advance.
In fact, it's not that Yang Hao has persecution paranoia, but that if he doesn't get rid of the Pure Land sect, he can't be careless. There is no big mistake in being careful.
But the bodyguards don't know the inside story, so they can't wait to call him a long-winded Ojisang, but who calls Yang Hao a wealthy financial backer? No matter how big their opinions are, the four of them can only nod respectfully and promise Will pick up Yang Xiaohuan from school at least half an hour earlier.
Only then did Yang Hao feel relieved, and drove to Tunghai University. The principal Zhang called yesterday to inform him that he was "sorry" and said that a big boss from the sports association came to "consolate" Yang Hao today, and asked him to give a Come face to face.
Thank you book friend 1692642210 for the reward.
(End of this chapter)
In fact, she had seen this sentence long before that, of course, it was in English, because it was said by the American poet Morley.
But I don't know if it's because of the language or other reasons. When Xiao Yating saw this sentence for the first time, she didn't have much emotion.
But when she saw this sentence again from the best-selling book she bought casually, it was like being struck by five thunders, and her whole body was shocked from the inside out.
It is also because of this sentence that after she arrived at Harvard, she began to "not do business", frequently appearing in courses such as philosophy and poetry.
And this book also escaped the fate of being thrown away, and has been with Xiao Yating ever since.
At this moment, she opened the book again, turned to the last page, looked at that sentence, and couldn't help laughing at herself: "Live your life in your own way, it's easier said than done, the so-called destiny ... what is it?"
Xiao Yating closed the book and opened the notebook next to her. It wasn't a notebook computer, but a real notebook, the paper kind, wrapped in black lambskin, which looked like a Bible in a priest's hand.
This is an old thing. It is Xiao Yating's diary when she was studying in No. [-] Middle School. It records all the memories of the girl during that "escape time".
She turned a page casually, and what caught her eyes was a line of small characters with delicate features, which seemed to still have the taste of summer.
"Midsummer, cicadas singing, everything is so boring, just like our life."
Looking at these words, Xiao Yating seemed to have returned to that remote small town, was she happy there?
The answer is yes - not happy.
It seems that since I can remember, I seldom have the feeling of "happiness". My father and mother seem to be inseparable, but they have to continue this marriage for the benefit of each other's family.
There is no quarrel, no communication, nothing but depression and dead silence, and what is left to me is always busy and entertaining.
Xiao Yating grew up in this atmosphere, and later, by chance, she won the opportunity to escape for a short time, that is, to study in Qingjiang County.
In fact, at the beginning of this matter, it was only because her father was involved in a vortex of struggle that he was in danger, so he had to send her out, so that she could stay away from the right and wrong in the capital, and it could be regarded as avoiding worries.
But now, Xiao Yating flipped through the diary page by page, and the boring life in the past was played back in front of her eyes like a movie.
Although those days were not happy, staying away from my parents and the capital gave me the illusion of freedom, at least I wasn’t unhappy.
"For me, happiness may be just a luxury. If I can not be unhappy, I will be very happy."
It was a new page, and this line of small characters appeared in front of Xiao Yating's eyes. She couldn't help but smile bitterly, because these words are the portrayal of her life.
No matter in the past or now, and whether in China or abroad, I have always been such a pessimistic, even desperate person.
"Sometimes I also think, why not let the waves go, why not be drunk, why not be drunk, why not surrender to fate? Since you are powerless to fight, why do you embarrass yourself?"
Another page, showing the girl's confusion, but Xiao Yating bit her lip, suddenly picked up the pen, took a deep breath, and wrote a new handwriting on the bottom.
"Maybe one day, I will give in, I will fall, I will bid farewell to the so-called childishness, and become an adult who can no longer feel pain, but..."
Xiao Yating suddenly felt a burst of suffocation, and for some reason, tears burst into tears instantly, flowing down unstoppably, but she didn't have any urge to cry, she just let the tears rage quietly.
pat!
A drop of tear fell on the paper, and the girl seemed to be awakened. She wiped away the tear, continued to write the rest of the words, and then smiled like a flower in an instant.
"Not now, not today, never!"
……
On the other side of the earth, Yang Hao managed to put little Lori to sleep, tucked her in the quilt, and tiptoed out of the room.
"Phew, I finally managed to get through today, but it's not a problem if it continues like this. Sooner or later, there will be big problems. We still have to think of a way to prevent problems before they happen."
Yang Hao let out a long breath, feeling extremely troubled, his head was getting bigger.
It turned out that little Lolita had been begging for nothing just now and wanted to sleep with Yang Hao, how could this be possible, even if Yang Hao knew that he had no blood relationship with her.
But as a gentleman, he can't do such a thing that is inferior to a beast, at least he will have to wait a few more years...
Cough, cough, well, anyway, today Yang Hao stuck to the bottom line and resisted the temptation. As for what will happen tomorrow, only God knows. ╮(╯▽╰)╭
"Should we let her live in the school?...No, no, I heard that high school boys are gentlemen now. If Xiaohuan is allowed to live in the school, wouldn't that be sending sheep to the tiger's mouth? It's safer to live with me."
"Or rent another house?... No way, Xiaohuan will definitely move there too. Alas, it seems that I have to go to the dormitory for a few days and see the situation."
After Yang Hao thought about it, only the dormitory could temporarily resist his sister's harassment. After all, with Cheng Yaodong and Liu Lan around, it's impossible for little Lori to live in the dormitory with him, right?
"Oh, it's such a young life. It's no one to be forced to this by my sister. Hurry up and take a cold shower and go to the fire first."
Yang Hao sighed, went into the bathroom, and had to lock the door behind him, not as casual and relaxed as before when he lived alone.
……
……
On Monday morning, Yang Xiaohuan went to William International School for the first time. Yang Hao was worried, so he drove her to the school gate himself, and repeatedly told her to pay attention to safety, and to call him immediately in case of any situation.
Little Lolita couldn't help but rolled her cute eyes: "Okay, okay, brother, how old are you, don't be like the sloppy Ojisang, okay, I'm going in now, Ann Lah, I'm not easy to bully."
When she entered the campus, Yang Hao told the four bodyguards to pick up little Lori from school on time, and it was best to wait at the school gate in advance.
In fact, it's not that Yang Hao has persecution paranoia, but that if he doesn't get rid of the Pure Land sect, he can't be careless. There is no big mistake in being careful.
But the bodyguards don't know the inside story, so they can't wait to call him a long-winded Ojisang, but who calls Yang Hao a wealthy financial backer? No matter how big their opinions are, the four of them can only nod respectfully and promise Will pick up Yang Xiaohuan from school at least half an hour earlier.
Only then did Yang Hao feel relieved, and drove to Tunghai University. The principal Zhang called yesterday to inform him that he was "sorry" and said that a big boss from the sports association came to "consolate" Yang Hao today, and asked him to give a Come face to face.
Thank you book friend 1692642210 for the reward.
(End of this chapter)
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