Chapter 266
He Xingxing couldn't help shaking when he heard the name "Gu Zhan" suddenly.
Since the accident, her brain has actually become a little slow in thinking about things, but every time she hears this name, it feels like a lingering delay.
It has nothing to do with feelings, it's just about the nightmare she experienced.
Gu Zhan, Gu Zhan...
She was thinking of this name in her heart, but she couldn't help being afraid. If she hadn't been obsessed with liking him at the beginning, all the things that followed might not have happened.
She doesn't want the child she had with Rong Che, she doesn't want the child now——
Those two things are nothing compared to never being able to have children or even being a full woman in the future.
Moreover, what Zheng Lin did has left an indelible shadow on her. Every time she falls asleep now, she is drenched in cold sweat and will definitely be woken up in the end.
His hands slowly clenched into fists, and He Xingxing turned his head to look at Li Wan: "Mom, why didn't you tell me that it's wrong to be a third party? If you stopped me from working hard earlier, you'd like Gu Zhan, right? Things can be avoided, and I won't become what I am now? Why do you tell me that the one who is not loved is the mistress in the relationship? Why do you encourage me to use tricks to get what I want? "
Paused, shook his head and said to himself: "You should stop me, Gu Zhan never liked me. After the incident happened in Fuming Mountain, you shouldn't send me abroad, you should just let me get rid of it." The child stopped thinking about it, instead of encouraging me to give birth abroad and then come back to make trouble. Are you really doing it for me?"
Li Wan was shocked, and He Xingxing's series of questions left her speechless.
She has also asked herself many times, is it worth it for doing so many evil things in exchange for frequent nightmares in exchange for being jittery when there is even a little movement?
She couldn't give herself an accurate answer.She told herself that she has done so many things, she can be good at calculating, and attack everyone she can't see through the weakness of human nature, but the only thing she can't count is the human heart.
Take the matter of He Bingtian as an example, how could she think that his feelings are so firm and deep?
In other words, if He Bingtian would fall in love with someone else after Meng Jingning was gone, wouldn't everything be different again?Maybe she also has a chance to be that lucky one.
She was just unlucky, not doing something wrong.
People don't kill heaven and earth for themselves, and they don't plan for themselves, so they still worry about you?
Suddenly grasping He Xingxing's hand, Li Wan shook her head again and again: "OK, you can't say that. Everything Mom does is for your own good, and it's all for your benefit. Back then you liked Gu Zhan , I will try my best to help you achieve your wish. The only thing we lose is bad luck. Okay, you are my daughter, you have to be strong, you can get through anything. "
These words were trying to convince He Xingxing, and they were also trying to convince himself.
He Xingxing just shook his head, she felt that she couldn't be strong, she was finished!
"All right, listen to me, if you don't like Gu Zhan, you don't like it! Mom will find you a better man later, and someone who will treat you wholeheartedly."
He Xingxing burst into tears: "Where do you go to find such a person? Who would want a woman who doesn't even have a uterus?"
He Xingxing burst into tears as he spoke, but Li Wan tried hard to persuade him to no avail, so he could only hold him tightly in his arms, his eyes gradually turned scarlet.
After returning to the He's mansion, physically speaking, He Xingxing was fine, but she basically couldn't say a word for a day.
My favorite thing to do is to sit barefoot on the bay window with my knees in my arms and look into the distance.
Every time she saw her like this, Li Wan was terrified. She asked people to seal all the windows in her room, and put away all the sharp objects in the room. She even sent two aunts to take turns to watch her. I'm afraid that something will happen to her if I look at her.
After Ruan Qin came back from a business trip in Kyoto, seeing He Xingxing with a pale face, she also felt distressed.
She doesn't have a daughter and has a good relationship with Li Wan. She has treated He Xingxing as her daughter since she was a child. Seeing her become like this makes her feel really sad.
She tried to persuade her a few times, but He Xingxing didn't listen at all. When she was in a hurry, she lay in her arms and cried loudly, but refused to say a word.
At that time, after finally coaxing him to sleep, Ruan Qin gently closed the door and sat next to Li Wan.
"I suspect that Xingxing may be suffering from depression. Meng Chuan has a lot of research on psychology. Why don't you call him and ask him to come from Jiangbei?"
It took Li Wan a long time to respond, but he snorted coldly: "Let Meng Chuan come? You forgot why he didn't want to have a good future, but why did Que stay in the He family as the old man's personal doctor? Let him come To see a doctor for my daughter, I am afraid that he will play tricks behind his back and deliberately harm her!"
Ruan Qin was stunned. He Bingzhang accidentally revealed this to her, and then she told Li Wan about it.
Meng Chuan is Meng Jingning's nephew. When Mr. Meng was sacked, his two sons were also reported.
The reason why Meng Chuan came to the He family should be because he suspected that someone deliberately framed the Meng family behind his back, and the first object of his suspicion was the He family.
Relying on the old man's trust, he has not once or twice entered the old man's study in private. Last time, when he was treating Li Feng, he had a relationship with him and wanted to instigate him to do something.
It's just that the old man knew about these things but never said them, and he didn't even expose the relationship between Meng Chuan and the Meng family.
Firstly, he should have no guilt in his heart, and secondly, he should feel guilty towards Meng Jingning.
The old man is getting older, after all, he is starting to soften his heart, and he is not so heartless in doing things.
If something happened to the Meng family now, he would definitely find a way to help!
Pulling her thoughts back, Ruan Qin said: "Then it won't be a problem if it goes on like this. I think I should ask her to see a psychiatrist, right?"
Li Wan pursed her lips again and again: "I know."
Looking at Ruan Qin again: "Xiaoqin, you have a lot of contacts. If you know a good psychologist, please tell me. I'll take it with you later."
Ruan Qin nodded.
He Xingxing was actually very resistant to seeing a psychiatrist, and she was blaming Li Wan in her heart for getting closer to Ruan Qin more like a mother and daughter.
As the two got closer, Li Wan felt as if she was being stabbed by a needle.
Time turned and it was late August.
Ruan Qin and Li Wan accompanied He Xingxing out of the psychiatric clinic. He Xingxing held Ruan Qin's waist and leaned in her arms, and asked softly, "Third Aunt, how is the matter with you and Uncle? Do you insist on a divorce?"
Ruan Qin's heart tightened, but she patted He Xingxing's back lightly: "Don't worry about it, I will take care of the matter between me and your third uncle."
He Xingxing also nodded: "Aunt San, you have to treat Uncle San as gently as you treat me. Men probably don't like women who mess around. The more you reason with him, the more annoying he will feel. You have to be gentle and let him He felt that he had done something wrong so that things could turn around."
Ruan Qin was really surprised that He Xingxing would say these words, if only she had been so sensible earlier!
"Okay, don't be discouraged, everything will be fine."
He Xingxing smiled wryly, so many things happened, if she was still blindly confused, she couldn't justify it.
Thinking about it now, Gu Zhan hates her, and even a scumbag like Rong Che hates her, is there a reason for that?
I really don't like myself.
"Third Aunt, I will be fine."
After seeing a psychiatrist, He Xingxing's mood improved a lot.
However, looking at the two who looked like a mother and daughter, Li Wan pinched his palm fiercely, and his heart was already turbulent.
Fortunately, she was thinking about whether Zhang Lu should stop because of what He Xingxing questioned her, but Ruan Qin came up with such a trick, was she trying to snatch her daughter?Why is she?
It was around eleven o'clock at night, Ruan Qin was working overtime at work, and the He's mansion was already pitch black, completely quiet.
After watching He Xingxing fall asleep with his eyes closed, Li Wan gently closed the door and walked out.
At this moment, the mobile phone in his hand rang suddenly.
Seeing that it was Zhang Lu calling, she pursed her lips and walked aside: "Why didn't you answer the phone just now?"
"I'm taking a shower, what do you want?"
In the darkness, Li Wan's eyes were full of hostility, and she gave Zhang Lu some instructions.
When he turned back to go back to the room, he was startled by the people behind him.
(End of this chapter)
He Xingxing couldn't help shaking when he heard the name "Gu Zhan" suddenly.
Since the accident, her brain has actually become a little slow in thinking about things, but every time she hears this name, it feels like a lingering delay.
It has nothing to do with feelings, it's just about the nightmare she experienced.
Gu Zhan, Gu Zhan...
She was thinking of this name in her heart, but she couldn't help being afraid. If she hadn't been obsessed with liking him at the beginning, all the things that followed might not have happened.
She doesn't want the child she had with Rong Che, she doesn't want the child now——
Those two things are nothing compared to never being able to have children or even being a full woman in the future.
Moreover, what Zheng Lin did has left an indelible shadow on her. Every time she falls asleep now, she is drenched in cold sweat and will definitely be woken up in the end.
His hands slowly clenched into fists, and He Xingxing turned his head to look at Li Wan: "Mom, why didn't you tell me that it's wrong to be a third party? If you stopped me from working hard earlier, you'd like Gu Zhan, right? Things can be avoided, and I won't become what I am now? Why do you tell me that the one who is not loved is the mistress in the relationship? Why do you encourage me to use tricks to get what I want? "
Paused, shook his head and said to himself: "You should stop me, Gu Zhan never liked me. After the incident happened in Fuming Mountain, you shouldn't send me abroad, you should just let me get rid of it." The child stopped thinking about it, instead of encouraging me to give birth abroad and then come back to make trouble. Are you really doing it for me?"
Li Wan was shocked, and He Xingxing's series of questions left her speechless.
She has also asked herself many times, is it worth it for doing so many evil things in exchange for frequent nightmares in exchange for being jittery when there is even a little movement?
She couldn't give herself an accurate answer.She told herself that she has done so many things, she can be good at calculating, and attack everyone she can't see through the weakness of human nature, but the only thing she can't count is the human heart.
Take the matter of He Bingtian as an example, how could she think that his feelings are so firm and deep?
In other words, if He Bingtian would fall in love with someone else after Meng Jingning was gone, wouldn't everything be different again?Maybe she also has a chance to be that lucky one.
She was just unlucky, not doing something wrong.
People don't kill heaven and earth for themselves, and they don't plan for themselves, so they still worry about you?
Suddenly grasping He Xingxing's hand, Li Wan shook her head again and again: "OK, you can't say that. Everything Mom does is for your own good, and it's all for your benefit. Back then you liked Gu Zhan , I will try my best to help you achieve your wish. The only thing we lose is bad luck. Okay, you are my daughter, you have to be strong, you can get through anything. "
These words were trying to convince He Xingxing, and they were also trying to convince himself.
He Xingxing just shook his head, she felt that she couldn't be strong, she was finished!
"All right, listen to me, if you don't like Gu Zhan, you don't like it! Mom will find you a better man later, and someone who will treat you wholeheartedly."
He Xingxing burst into tears: "Where do you go to find such a person? Who would want a woman who doesn't even have a uterus?"
He Xingxing burst into tears as he spoke, but Li Wan tried hard to persuade him to no avail, so he could only hold him tightly in his arms, his eyes gradually turned scarlet.
After returning to the He's mansion, physically speaking, He Xingxing was fine, but she basically couldn't say a word for a day.
My favorite thing to do is to sit barefoot on the bay window with my knees in my arms and look into the distance.
Every time she saw her like this, Li Wan was terrified. She asked people to seal all the windows in her room, and put away all the sharp objects in the room. She even sent two aunts to take turns to watch her. I'm afraid that something will happen to her if I look at her.
After Ruan Qin came back from a business trip in Kyoto, seeing He Xingxing with a pale face, she also felt distressed.
She doesn't have a daughter and has a good relationship with Li Wan. She has treated He Xingxing as her daughter since she was a child. Seeing her become like this makes her feel really sad.
She tried to persuade her a few times, but He Xingxing didn't listen at all. When she was in a hurry, she lay in her arms and cried loudly, but refused to say a word.
At that time, after finally coaxing him to sleep, Ruan Qin gently closed the door and sat next to Li Wan.
"I suspect that Xingxing may be suffering from depression. Meng Chuan has a lot of research on psychology. Why don't you call him and ask him to come from Jiangbei?"
It took Li Wan a long time to respond, but he snorted coldly: "Let Meng Chuan come? You forgot why he didn't want to have a good future, but why did Que stay in the He family as the old man's personal doctor? Let him come To see a doctor for my daughter, I am afraid that he will play tricks behind his back and deliberately harm her!"
Ruan Qin was stunned. He Bingzhang accidentally revealed this to her, and then she told Li Wan about it.
Meng Chuan is Meng Jingning's nephew. When Mr. Meng was sacked, his two sons were also reported.
The reason why Meng Chuan came to the He family should be because he suspected that someone deliberately framed the Meng family behind his back, and the first object of his suspicion was the He family.
Relying on the old man's trust, he has not once or twice entered the old man's study in private. Last time, when he was treating Li Feng, he had a relationship with him and wanted to instigate him to do something.
It's just that the old man knew about these things but never said them, and he didn't even expose the relationship between Meng Chuan and the Meng family.
Firstly, he should have no guilt in his heart, and secondly, he should feel guilty towards Meng Jingning.
The old man is getting older, after all, he is starting to soften his heart, and he is not so heartless in doing things.
If something happened to the Meng family now, he would definitely find a way to help!
Pulling her thoughts back, Ruan Qin said: "Then it won't be a problem if it goes on like this. I think I should ask her to see a psychiatrist, right?"
Li Wan pursed her lips again and again: "I know."
Looking at Ruan Qin again: "Xiaoqin, you have a lot of contacts. If you know a good psychologist, please tell me. I'll take it with you later."
Ruan Qin nodded.
He Xingxing was actually very resistant to seeing a psychiatrist, and she was blaming Li Wan in her heart for getting closer to Ruan Qin more like a mother and daughter.
As the two got closer, Li Wan felt as if she was being stabbed by a needle.
Time turned and it was late August.
Ruan Qin and Li Wan accompanied He Xingxing out of the psychiatric clinic. He Xingxing held Ruan Qin's waist and leaned in her arms, and asked softly, "Third Aunt, how is the matter with you and Uncle? Do you insist on a divorce?"
Ruan Qin's heart tightened, but she patted He Xingxing's back lightly: "Don't worry about it, I will take care of the matter between me and your third uncle."
He Xingxing also nodded: "Aunt San, you have to treat Uncle San as gently as you treat me. Men probably don't like women who mess around. The more you reason with him, the more annoying he will feel. You have to be gentle and let him He felt that he had done something wrong so that things could turn around."
Ruan Qin was really surprised that He Xingxing would say these words, if only she had been so sensible earlier!
"Okay, don't be discouraged, everything will be fine."
He Xingxing smiled wryly, so many things happened, if she was still blindly confused, she couldn't justify it.
Thinking about it now, Gu Zhan hates her, and even a scumbag like Rong Che hates her, is there a reason for that?
I really don't like myself.
"Third Aunt, I will be fine."
After seeing a psychiatrist, He Xingxing's mood improved a lot.
However, looking at the two who looked like a mother and daughter, Li Wan pinched his palm fiercely, and his heart was already turbulent.
Fortunately, she was thinking about whether Zhang Lu should stop because of what He Xingxing questioned her, but Ruan Qin came up with such a trick, was she trying to snatch her daughter?Why is she?
It was around eleven o'clock at night, Ruan Qin was working overtime at work, and the He's mansion was already pitch black, completely quiet.
After watching He Xingxing fall asleep with his eyes closed, Li Wan gently closed the door and walked out.
At this moment, the mobile phone in his hand rang suddenly.
Seeing that it was Zhang Lu calling, she pursed her lips and walked aside: "Why didn't you answer the phone just now?"
"I'm taking a shower, what do you want?"
In the darkness, Li Wan's eyes were full of hostility, and she gave Zhang Lu some instructions.
When he turned back to go back to the room, he was startled by the people behind him.
(End of this chapter)
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