Good morning Mrs. Gu

Chapter 93 Xixi said, would you like me? (2 more)
After meeting Jiang Jinxi and being with her, the most unbearable thing for Gu Zhan was to see her cry. He would not bully her, let alone others!
He took out a tissue and gently wiped the tears on her face, Jiang Jinxi looked up at him with red eyes, took the tissue in his hand and wiped it silently.

From the beginning to the end, there was no expression on Jiang Jindong's face, only the hands on his knees were slowly gathered together, and then loosened little by little, and so on.

After all, he was the daughter he brought up, and he actually felt uncomfortable seeing her sad.

The atmosphere in the living room froze for a moment, when the doorbell rang, Gu Zhan went to open the door, it was Aunt Xu they had met downstairs before.

Seeing that both Jiang Jinxi and Gu Zhan were there, Aunt Xu smiled and said, "My Nan Nan is back, and I want to talk to Jinxi!"

While talking, she realized that Jiang Jinxi's eyes were red, and Aunt Xu hurriedly asked, "Yo, yo, what's the matter? I finally came back, why are you still crying?"

Jiang Jinxi shook her head without saying a word.

Gu Zhan stepped forward and patted her hand reassuringly: "Xixi, you and Aunt Xu go down first, and I will have a good talk with Dad."

Jiang Jinxi was worried about the two of them staying together, but Gu Zhan nodded at her, expressing that he was sure.

After Jiang Jinxi went downstairs with Aunt Xu, Jiang Jindong waved his hands directly, and said impersonally, "I have nothing to say to you!"

Because of a guilty conscience, there is nothing to say, right?

Gu Zhan curled his lips and said calmly, "I heard that Xixi was actually born in Bincheng Maternal and Child Health Hospital, not in Mingjiang City, right?"

Jiang Jindong's tense face suddenly changed, and his loosened hand twitched like a spasm. He raised his eyes to look at Gu Zhan, his eyes were extremely sharp, and his lips that had been pursed all the time slightly lifted, as if he was suppressing his extreme strength. The appearance of great anger.

"Come with me to the study!" Jiang Jindong stood up.

Gu Zhan shrugged and walked in with him.

On the other side, Jiang Jinxi anxiously followed Aunt Xu to the first floor. Aunt Xu was talking along the way, but her mind was in a mess and she didn't listen to a word.

Gu Zhan had pushed her away to have a private conversation with his father more than once or twice, and there must be something between them to hide from her!
When she arrived at the door of Aunt Xu's house, Jiang Jinxi suddenly said: "I'm sorry, Aunt Xu, I remembered that I left something important at home, and I'll look for Nan Nan later."

Saying that, regardless of Aunt Xu's shouting from behind, she ran up the stairs quickly without looking back.

There was no one in the living room, and the door of the study was closed. Jiang Jinxi had an inexplicable intuition——

As long as she walks over, maybe everything will be overturned now, maybe she will hear something she shouldn't hear.

Biting her lips again and again, she stood there hesitating for a few minutes, and finally walked over lightly and leaned against the door to eavesdrop.

At that time, in the study, Jiang Jindong stood in front of Gu Zhan with his hands behind his back, his back facing him: "Tell me, what do you know?"

Gu Zhan bent his lips: "I don't know much, but there is also a lot."

He deliberately paused for a while, and waited for Jiang Jindong to turn his head to take a look before he continued: "For example, your daughter was born prematurely and had a congenital disease, which was difficult to cure under the domestic medical conditions at that time. For another example, Xixi’s biological parents are rich and well-connected, and they can make your daughter recover. For another example, you actually have an accomplice in this matter, and you probably don’t know the purpose of that accomplice. clear."

The woman in the information who had approached Jiang Jindong was obviously not related to him. It was impossible for that woman to obey Jiang Jindong's orders, so she must have her own purpose.

What Gu Zhan said was based on what Yang Xun had inquired about. However, although there were some discrepancies in the matter, in Jiang Jindong's view, it was almost the same.

He thought that Gu Zhan had investigated clearly what happened back then.

"What do you want?"

There were no waves in Jiang Jindong's tone, even though his heart was already turbulent.

His heartbeat was constantly accelerating, almost unable to bear the current burden.

Gu Zhan was silent for a while, and suddenly asked an irrelevant answer: "Jiang Jindong, have you ever felt guilty?"

Jiang Jindong turned around, not daring to meet his gaze for a moment.

"I..." His lips twitched, but he finally stopped talking.

He felt guilty, but never regretted it.

I have never done anything unconscionable in my life, except for being moved by Zhao Minghua in a moment of confusion.

But if he did it again, he thought he might make the same choice.

In front of life, isn't everything unimportant?

If his daughter can't be a normal person, maybe she will be treated as a monster in this life. She can't get along with friends and classmates, can't get married and have her own happiness, and she will live in inferiority all her life!

Gu Zhan has no children, so it is impossible for him to understand his feelings.

Jiang Jindong said in a low voice: "I have always regarded Jinxi as my daughter, and I have never treated her badly!"

He said this very falsely, and he didn't know whether he was speaking to Gu Zhan or himself.

Gu Zhan smiled coldly, and retorted: "So, if it was your daughter who married me today, would you force us to break up and divorce?"

Jiang Jindong opened his mouth, as if his throat was being choked by someone's hands, and he was speechless for a while.

In the final analysis, he may have only one explanation for this matter——

Nothing compares to blood relationship, even if it is under Cheng Huan's knees for more than 20 years.

Gu Zhan actually didn't want to criticize anything at this time, he was not in the game.

At the same time, he didn't expect Jiang Jindong to tell the whole story. The reason why he forced them to break up was probably to defend his daughter in fear that he would find out something——

Protecting his own daughter so much, even if he asked, it would be useless.

The same thing, even he, an outsider, couldn't stand Jiang Jindong's actions, how sad would Xixi be when he found out?

For Jiang Jinxi's sake, Gu Zhan wanted to make his own decision: "I won't say anything about this for the time being, and you don't want to make any more fools. Also, you'd better pray that Xixi and her parents will never have the chance to meet each other. Now You can still be her father's time, you should cherish it!"

In the end, Gu Zhan was upset, so he couldn't help but sneered: "Jiang Jindong, one day you will regret what you did. Losing your daughter Xixi, you will regret it for the rest of your life!"

Adults are different from children-

There is a saying that being kind is not as good as raising kindness. That is because the world is a blank space when a child is born. His growth and future are all paved by the people who raised him.

Jiang Jindong has never been with his daughter before, will she recognize him then?

Gu Zhan was noncommittal, maybe he burned high incense in his previous life, maybe he has a "good daughter" in this life!

Having said so much, Gu Zhan felt that there was no need to say more, he turned around and went to the door and twisted the doorknob——

At the door, Jiang Jinxi stood with tears all over her face. She covered her mouth hard to keep herself from crying.

"Sixi?"

The two shouted almost at the same time.

Compared with Jiang Jindong's shock, Gu Zhan's expression calmed down after a moment of astonishment.

The moment when the carrion is cut off is always painful, but it will be fine when the new flesh grows, he will help her, he will help!
Jiang Jinxi didn't open her mouth, she just walked back and forth between the two with her foggy eyes——

It turned out that she was a person who didn't even know who her parents were.

It turned out that she was not Jiang Jindong's daughter at all.

It turned out that this adoptive father who had always regarded her as his own was so unbearable behind——

He could treat her better than Jiang Manqing because Jiang Manqing was his daughter with Zhou Guifang.And she was the one he owed something.

He can also understand that she respects her decision, because he is a highly educated person, he will not regard his children as his own property, and he will dictate everything!
However, when it came time to make a choice between her and Qiao Qingwan's daughter, all principles and understandings were gone!
The father is no longer a father, and the family relationship between father and daughter for so many years is gone!

Jiang Jinxi couldn't accept such a result, she regretted it, she shouldn't have come upstairs just now.

She would rather be a deaf person to deceive herself than to hear nothing.

"Jinxi, listen to me..."

Jiang Jindong pushed Gu Zhan away from behind and squeezed in front of Jiang Jinxi, looking eager to explain something.

What Gu Zhan said just now was right, one day he will regret it for the rest of his life.

Because, now there is already regret.

If everything had been laid out earlier, would a child as understanding as Jinxi be able to understand his helplessness and forgive him?
He shouldn't have forced her to separate from Gu Zhan.

Jiang Jinxi raised her hand and wiped the corners of her eyes vigorously with the back of her hand: "Speak, I'll listen."

Her eyes were so cold, Jiang Jindong had never seen them before.

I opened my mouth, but found that I didn't know where to start.

Does he have to say that Jiang Jinxi should sacrifice all these years with his parents for his daughter?
He couldn't say it, no matter how shameless he was, he couldn't say it in front of someone who had called him "father" for more than 20 years.

After a moment of hesitation, Jiang Jinxi twitched the corner of her mouth as if mocking herself——

"Since you can't tell, let me tell you! In fact, you don't have to feel guilty. Is there any difference between closeness and closeness? Even if you have raised me for 20 or 30 years, even if it is 50 or 60 years, but once Your biological daughter appeared, and I called you 'Father', so I should call off the curtain immediately and leave the stage to you father and daughter, right? When you are thinking about your own daughter behind everything, there is Have you ever thought about me, the daughter who was raised by you alone? Because I don’t like to care about you, because I respect you, so you think I’m invulnerable, and no matter how others stab me, I won’t hurt, right? Tell me, yes Is that so?"

"In the past, no matter how bad Zhou Guifang was to me or how coldly she spoke to me, I wouldn't feel heartache. Because I didn't care about her, she couldn't hurt me. I knew I was not her daughter, and she didn't treat me as well as her own daughter. It's normal, so I don't argue with her about many things, because I don't think it is necessary, because I am afraid that you will be caught in the middle and it will be difficult to be a man! I respect and love you so much, what about you? Have you ever considered me a little bit? how do you feel?"

No!

If Jiang Jindong had considered it, he would not have forced her to make a choice between him and Gu Zhan regardless of her feelings!
He clearly knows how difficult it is for her to meet someone who truly loves her with such a cold temper.

Jiang Jinxi was even thinking that he should have known many times in the past when she made compromises for Jiang Jindong in front of Zhou Guifang.If, if it was the biological daughter who had never met, would he turn a blind eye like this?
He will not!
Because he loves her like his life, he can even put aside the honesty and integrity that he prides himself on all his life, how could he let that girl suffer a little bit of wronged with such a love?
Jiang Jinxi felt very uncomfortable and wanted to cry, but the strange thing was that she couldn't shed a single tear.

But Jiang Jindong——

Already in tears.

Since childhood, Jinxi has always been a gentle and soft girl, but he knows that she also has a temper.

When she was young, in order to protect what Qiao Qingwan left behind from being thrown away, she could bite Zhou Guifang's arm until it was bleeding,

Her temper was hidden just because she respected and loved him.

Well now, she no longer regards him as her father.

Jiang Jindong suddenly felt a collapse in his heart.

He wanted to say something, but Jiang Jinxi didn't want to see him again, at least at this moment, when he couldn't calm down right now, he didn't want to see him again!
When she ran out, Jiang Jindong tripped over the corner of the table and fell to the ground because he was in a hurry to catch up. He couldn't get up for a long time.

"Jinxi, Jinxi, come back!"

He was lying on the ground with his arms outstretched and kept calling Jiang Jinxi's name, his neck was raised up, and the veins on his face and neck were full of veins.

It's not like she said, after all these years, he really treats her like his own daughter!

Gu Zhan glanced at Jiang Jindong, shook his head, and then quickly followed Jiang Jinxi.

Gu Zhan's speed was very fast. As soon as she came out of the corridor, he grabbed her arm and hugged her tightly: "Xixi, Xixi, don't be sad, you still have me!"

And he—

Jiang Jinxi looked up at him in her arms, her nose was red from crying, like a wounded little animal that lost its way and couldn't find its home: "Ah Zhan, can you take me home? I want to go home Home!"

From now on, this place, where she has lived for more than 20 years, is no longer her home.

"Okay, I'll take you home!" Gu Zhan hugged her horizontally and walked downstairs step by step.

Without saying a word, Jiang Jinxi put her arms around his neck, resting her head on his shoulder——

It seems that this way she feels a little bit safe, and only this shoulder can let her rely on.

She closed her eyes, tears still hung on her slender eyelashes, Gu Zhan wished he could use all his love to help her dry these tears, so that she would never be sad again for the rest of her life.

On the way back to Xingfuli, Jiang Jinxi sat upright and stared straight ahead, like a statue, motionless.

Gu Zhan would look sideways at her from time to time, only to feel a little relieved to see that she was still there.

After getting off the car, he still hugged her all the way back home, Jiang Jin Xi'an was quiet, like a lifeless Tang cloth doll.

"Xixi, are you hungry? May I order some dumplings for you?"

After carrying her into the room and putting her on the big bed, Gu Zhan bent down and asked softly.

Jiang Jinxi shook her head, and buried her head between her bent knees.

Gu Zhan sighed softly, sat down and accompanied her without saying a word.

This time, let her know that she will never be alone.

Even if anyone could turn their back on her, he never would.

After a while, Jiang Jinxi raised her head, looked at him and asked softly, "When did you know?"

"When Jiang Jindong was hospitalized for the first time." Gu Zhan replied, always paying attention to the expression on her face.

First time in the hospital?Wasn't that when she and Gu Zhan first met?
Jiang Jinxi didn't understand: "How do you know?"

"It was Nan Jing who accidentally discovered that the blood types of the two of you do not match."

Gu Zhan briefly explained the matter from beginning to end——

From the suspicion at the beginning, to the confirmation later, and when Jiang Jindong asked them to break up, he asked someone to investigate the past in private.

After listening, Jiang Jinxi just let out a very calm voice, which was not the reaction she should have at all.

"Xixi, I didn't hide it from you on purpose. This matter..." Jiang Jinxi interrupted what he was eager to explain, with her hands on her knees, her eyes fixed on a certain point on the bed, her lips opened and closed mechanically, "I I know, you are afraid that I will be sad, and I don't blame you."

But the calmer she was, the more uncomfortable Gu Zhan felt: "Xixi, you can cry! Just cry once, and forget all the unhappy things after crying."

Jiang Jinxi rested her chin on her bent knees, and her whole body seemed to be huddled together: "I really respect him and love him very much, even if it's not my own daughter, at least I have a father-daughter relationship for so many years. If it is said that he changed me and his daughter to save the girl's life, then I can understand it. But now, in order to keep her identity, he doesn't care about my feelings at all... Could it be that all these years Are all family relationships fake?"

The more Jiang Jinxi remembered the past, the more she couldn't let go.

Jiang Jindong once held her hand and taught her to write, and when she did something wrong, he called her into the study to criticize education, but afterwards he would sullenly stuff her with her favorite white rabbit toffee...

He is the first teacher in her life, and the first mountain-like back.

As Jiang Jinxi was talking, tears flowed down her face like beads with a broken thread. Finally, she couldn't help but threw herself into Gu Zhan's arms, and burst into tears.

Sometimes, crying a lot is the best way to vent your emotions.

What Gu Zhan can do at this time is to accompany her and hug her, gently caress her back and whisper comfort in her ear.

In the end, Jiang Jinxi was so tired from crying that she fell asleep, and Gu Zhan helped her cover the quilt.

Sitting on the edge of the bed, he brushed her messy hair that was wet with tears and stuck to her face to the sides bit by bit, and finally lowered his head and kissed her gently on the forehead.

Sleep well, my girl, and let me take care of the rest.

Gently closing the door, when he came out, the tenderness in Gu Zhan's eyes was no longer pampered, replaced by a madness like thick ink.

He directly removed the battery of Jiang Jinxi's mobile phone, and on his own mobile phone, Jiang Jindong made eight missed calls in succession. He smiled coldly, ignored him, and called Yang Xun instead.

"I remember, two days ago you said that you saw Jiang Manqing, Liu Ming and his mother coming out of the obstetrics and gynecology department of the city hospital together?"

Yang Xun on the phone was at a loss, not understanding why Gu Zhan brought this up so suddenly.

He was visiting his cousin who had just given birth in the hospital. He didn't expect to meet them by such a coincidence, but Jiang Manqing didn't see him.

Because he had something to do with Jiang Jinxi, he casually told Gu Zhan about it afterwards, and he didn't pay much attention at that time.

The cold smile on the corner of Gu Zhan's mouth became even more cruel and evil: "Now, just find a few people and spread the news that Jiang Manqing was taken care of by a man outside to everyone in the community."

"Being taken care of by someone?" Yang Xun didn't understand, "She wasn't taken care of by someone! Depending on the situation, she might have a child!"

Gu Zhan said coolly: "If you are told to do this, just do it!"

Jiang Jindong wants face the most, and if he finds out that his daughter didn't go to school but hang out with a gay, and his child—

Will he be so angry that he vomits blood on the spot?

No one can make Sisi sad!
Jiang Jinxi felt drowsy during this sleep, and various scenes in the dream played out alternately——

There are biological parents who can't see the face clearly, holding another very good-looking girl, and don't even look at her.

There was also Jiang Jindong who was smiling and talking to her, but in the blink of an eye, that smiling face turned into a storm, driving her out of the house.

And Gu Zhan...he ignored her...

In an instant, she was left alone.

"No, don't leave me..."

Jiang Jinxi was sweating profusely.

Sitting next to her, Gu Zhan gently shook her shoulders: "Xixi, you are having a nightmare, wake up, wake up!"

Jiang Jinxi opened her eyes abruptly, and instinctively jumped up and sat up from the bed and hugged Gu Zhan tightly, as if she wanted to embed him into her body: "Don't leave me, don't let me one person."

"No, I won't!" Gu Zhan patted her on the back, "You won't be alone, there are me, parents, and grandpa. I will never let you be alone."

Jiang Jinxi didn't speak, but her arms still hugged him tightly, not relaxing at all.

Her tense muscles were full of fear and panic.

When she calmed down a little, Gu Zhan withdrew his body back, put his hands on her shoulders, looked into her eyes and said, "Don't worry, I will help you find your family."

Jiang Jinxi shook her head slowly.

Over the years, a girl has completely taken her place and gained the love that should belong to her.

Jiang Jindong knew that she was not her own, so she was different from each other, but her parents didn't know. She was very afraid of being disappointed in her family relationship again, and she was afraid of seeing her parents treat other children as treasures.

"Let's go with the flow!" Jiang Jinxi said in a low voice, she took a deep breath, looked at Gu Zhan, and suddenly raised her hand to caress his handsome eyebrows, "Ah Zhan, do you want me?"

"What did you say?" Gu Zhan was astonished.

She said she wanted her?

Is that what you mean?
Jiang Jinxi leaned forward, stared at him with clear eyes, her pink lips pressed against his thin lips, and her little hand had already slipped on the button of his shirt: "Well, it's just like what you heard, do you want me to help you?" ?”

Today's blow made her feel worried about gains and losses. Even Gu Zhan's kindness to her, she was afraid that one day she would suddenly disappear in front of her.

The father-daughter relationship of more than 20 years is all fake, and she really doesn't know what is real.

It seemed that now, at this moment, she had to hold on to something in order to break her panic, break her panic.

"But you..." Gu Zhan wanted to say that she had only cried once, and her body might not be able to bear it.

But before she finished speaking, Jiang Jinxi tentatively licked his lips with her small tongue.

Gu Zhan's mind went crazy, almost like a conditioned reflex, he hugged her and rolled onto the bed.

He pressed her under him, panting slightly: "Xixi, are you sure? After nodding for a while, I won't stop crying even if you cry!"

Jiang Jinxi nodded heavily, it was the first time she had asked him such a thing on her own initiative, which had never happened before.

Like a single spark igniting a prairie fire, thunder and fire collide and explode at any moment.

From afternoon to night, both of them were crazy——

From the big bed in the room, to the bay window, to the carpet in the living room, to the sink in the bathroom...

Just when the battle was over, Gu Zhan leaned against the bedside and picked up his phone to see that it was already past one o'clock in the morning, and Jiang Jinxi was already too tired to fall asleep—|
He shrank himself into her arms like a little beast standing on its own ground.

Gu Zhan hooked his lips, kissed her on the face, turned off the light, hugged her and fell into a deep sleep.

Exhausted, it was almost eleven o'clock the next morning when the two woke up again.

Gu Zhan's cell phone keeps ringing——

When I picked it up, it was an unfamiliar number.

Gu Zhan frowned slightly and pressed the answer button.

"Brother-in-law, come to the hospital with your sister, okay? Dad has an accident!"

It was Jiang Manqing's crying voice.

(End of this chapter)