Ex-husband always wants to remarry me

Chapter 547 Rare Opportunity (1)

The room fell into a suffocating silence again, and Zhao Yulin didn't rush, just quietly looked at Su Ho, waiting for her answer.

Su Ho was silent for a long time, then suddenly raised his head to look at the half-open window not far away, and asked, "Yu Lin, what do you think of this place?"

Zhao Youlin was stunned, followed Su Ho's gaze and looked out: "It's very good, your house is very beautiful, and your room is also very beautiful and clean."

Su Ho smiled slightly, as if he was not surprised by Zhao Yulin's answer.

"Indeed, in the eyes of many people, this place is very beautiful. But besides beauty, what else is there?"

Zhao Youlin frowned, always felt that such Su Ho was very strange: "Xiao He, you..."

Su Ho ignored Zhao Yulin's call, still staring at the bright and brilliant sunlight outside the window, with a hint of envy floating in his eyes.

"For many people, or for many girls, wearing beautiful designer clothes, eating expensive and luxurious meals in a gorgeous western restaurant, living in a beautiful and spacious castle, what? You don’t have to do it yourself, you don’t have to worry about anything. All you have to think about is what you like and what you don’t like. What you don’t like will be thrown out by the people around you, and will no longer appear in front of you. Yes, the next day, or even the same day, he appeared in front of me. Isn't this kind of life enviable?"

As Su Ho said, he turned his head to look at Zhao Yulin, with enviable words in his mouth, but there were tears in his eyes, which made people feel the same sadness just by looking at it.

This is the first time for Zhao Youlin to see Su Ho like this. Before that, in Zhao Yulin's impression, Su Ho was the kind of cute and cute girl who likes to pretend to be deep like an adult, but now, she found that maybe from the beginning she wanted to wrong.

Zhao Youlin's throat suddenly became a little dry: "But, you don't seem to be happy."

Su Ho was stunned, looked at the window again, the corners of his lips raised slightly with a hint of self-mockery and pain: "Yeah, I have everything, but I still feel unhappy and dissatisfied You said, am I too dissatisfied and too greedy?"

"Little Lotus..."

"That's why human beings are sometimes really ridiculous. Girls outside yearn for the life of a wealthy family, but people who live in a wealthy family since childhood are always thinking about how to escape."

Suho took a deep breath and laughed at himself: "This gorgeous house has become a beautiful cage in my eyes, imprisoning everything I have. I can get anything I want, but only I have no freedom alone. In my childhood, I was locked in this house forever, unable to go out to see the outside world, unable to go out to meet other people freely, and unable to make friends according to my own mind."

Zhao Youlin was silent for a moment, then sighed, "Your parents are also worried about your injury, they didn't mean to lock you up."

"I know." Su Ho closed his eyes, "Actually, sometimes I feel too greedy. I have to pay a certain price for what many people want but may not be able to get in their lifetime. What's more , this price is not particularly important to many people."

"Little Lotus..."

Su Ho opened his eyes, turned his head and smiled at Zhao Yulin: "Ye Yan...is the first...friend I know besides my family."

The expression on Zhao Yulin's face became more and more solemn. People always have a special feeling for the first thing they get, just like a man can have countless girlfriends, but the most memorable one is often their first one. A girlfriend, that is, first love, is a truth.

"Since I was a child, my brother has warned me not to trust others casually. People in this world are too complicated. Some people will approach us with a sanctimonious skin for money, fame, and power, and use us to gain benefits. So, very When I was young, I knew that with my identity, it was impossible to follow my own heart to make friends."

Zhao Yulin lowered her eyes, and had to admit that Su Ho's words were very reasonable and hard to refute.

These days, even the employees of a small unit can intrigue and use all kinds of means in order to get promoted, let alone a big family like them.

"But maybe it's because I've suppressed it for too long, so I can't even control myself when it explodes." Su Ho lowered his head, and from Zhao Yulin's angle, he could just see her long eyelashes twitching slightly. Trembling a few times, "Meeting him was an accident. At that time, he didn't know my identity, where I came from, or even who I was. But he was still willing to get close to me, care about me, and share his love with me. everything, even..." made a promise.

During this period of time, Su Ho has been thinking about why he was attracted by such a person in the first place?
Maybe... maybe it was because he was so coincidental when he was lost and at a loss, maybe it was because the smile on that person's face was too bright when he reached out to him, or maybe it was because that person was The future I built for myself is too beautiful...

No matter what it was, she remembered this person, and gradually upgraded this remembered beauty to pathological desire and possession.

To put it bluntly, the so-called bright future is nothing more than her wishful thinking.

Ye Yan's biggest mistake was just making an inappropriate promise at an inappropriate time, but how old was he at that time?

There are no taboos in Tong Yan, it's just that the child who listened was serious, but the child who said it didn't take it seriously.

Zhao Yulin looked at the person in front of her, and suddenly didn't know what to say.

For Su Ho, the meaning of Ye Yan is not just that of an ordinary friend.It was the first time since she could remember that she came into contact with something about the outside world, a person who was completely unfamiliar, but she could communicate with him with confidence.

That feeling is like a dying person suddenly grasping a handful of life-saving straws, a person who has stayed in a dark and cold place for too long, and suddenly sees the first light, such warmth, such brightness, instead of It is a nostalgia, it is better to say that it is a redemption.

"Then you now..."

"I don't want to get involved with him too much. It's fine if he forgets about me, and we just part ways. No one knows the other, and the two have nothing to do with each other." Su Ho said, stretched out his hand to touch his stomach, and smiled slightly: "Actually I had already decided that night that I would have nothing to do with him in the future, but I didn't expect to have this child because of that night. Although it was an accident, I am very grateful for this accident. I will keep this child, but he... I But I don't want to see you again."

(End of this chapter)