The happy daily life of crossing

Chapter 510

Chuntao put down the phone and told Hai about the situation.

At such moments, she does not hide from her nearest loved ones.

After hearing this, Yu Hai fell into deep thought.

"Go out and talk."

He led Chuntao out one after the other. Xiao Miao looked at their leaving backs and didn't know what happened, but she understood the seriousness of the matter from the expressions of her eldest brother and sister-in-law.

Sister-in-law's words came to mind, and seeing his brother and sister-in-law going out one after another, he seemed to understand what sister-in-law said.

He excessively consumed his brother's affection for him. Yu Hai is like a mountain, firmly guarding every relative he values. When there is a problem, he will always rush to the forefront.

At this time, what the man had said to him also came to mind.

"The reason why you are still a child is because your emotions are immature. No kind of love should be based on harming your family. Because of this, I don't plan to start a family in this life."

When he said this, it seemed that he was carrying the weight of a world. Xiao Miao really wanted to help him protect something and make his life easier.

He felt that if his family really loved him, they should bless him and respect his choice, and what his sister-in-law said enlightened him.

The big brother's attitude is so firm, not because he thinks his choice is disgusting like ordinary people, but more because he is afraid that he will not be able to face the difficulties in the future. He makes a choice today, and what awaits him tomorrow is everyone's respect for his family. cast aside.

He wants to become stronger, and wants to be recognized by more people, but he can't change it. The so-called rules and the opinions of the world are just like the banana that is evil and has no reason. No one knows why, maybe the so-called rules It is wrong in itself, but as long as you live in this circle, you must abide by the rules of this circle.He doesn't care what others think of him, but he can't bear to let his brother and sister-in-law who love him share that kind of discrimination.

That kind of vision, once is enough.

A relationship, why do you have to carry so many heavy things, why do you have to face these additions and subtractions when you just like someone, why can't the person you love be accepted by the world, even the relatives who love him To carry it with him.In life, there are always many unanswered whys.

Light rain began to fall outside the house, and it fell on the window tick-tock. Xiao Miao felt that she understood something, but also lost something.

After an unknown amount of time, he numbly stood up and dialed a series of numbers that he had already memorized in his heart.

"Hey?"

The voice over there was a little hoarse, and Xiao Miao's heart was pierced when he heard it. This should be the last time, right?
"it's me."

"Well, how are you doing now?"

"Fortunately, I plan to apply for Ocean University. You, you must live a good life in the future." Farewell that can't be said, tears that don't dry up.

"Well, I've always been fine. I've selected a few books on Western philosophy and mailed them to you. I hope you can understand the meaning of people better after reading them, and you can cherish the time you spend with your family."

"Is there nothing else besides these?" Xiao Miao's tears kept flowing, and he knew that this was also the other party's gentle and firm statement.

"Also, a vcd, I remember you seem to like to listen to it very much, I found the original version for you, you are a man, treat yourself and your family better."

After speaking, there was a silence on the other end of the phone.

The rain outside the window kept falling, Xiao Miao couldn't say goodbye, and the other party waited patiently for him to speak.

"I will live a good life, study hard, and want to be like my brother...Actually, what I want to say is not that, I want to say, I like you, it's true, it's just me, I—" I only blame that we met at the wrong time.

Why did I meet when I had no ability to rewrite the rules? A relationship is too heavy at the cost of hurting everyone. He is always a kind child, and he can't be completely free and easy, but at this moment, he really wants to face his heart Real thoughts, say likes out loud.

Just once, just once.

Even after today, he will be a monkey who only obeys the rules. At this moment, he just wants to be himself once.

"Well, I know that you are a good boy. You should live a good life and integrate into this world. Don't always think about rebellion, and don't think about revenge by hurting yourself. The world will not change because of one or two people. .”

Just because I have seen through all this, I feel that life is so vicissitudes and helpless. Xiao Miao is different from him. He grew up in a big family with intrigues and deceptions, and rarely experienced the warmth of family members. However, Xiao Miao has a brother and sister-in-law who loves him. For this little boy who is much smaller than himself, Xiao Huinuan only hopes that he can live happily.

"Will you forget me?"

When Xiao Miao's voice came from the microphone, Xiao Huinuan looked at the bottle that was almost empty, and made a shush gesture to the nurse who came in to change the dressing.

"I'll be retiring from the army in a while, and when I want to travel to some places I've wanted to go for a long time but haven't had time to go, you have to take good care of yourself, okay, hang up."

This is the last call, but Xiao Miao didn't get what he wanted to hear. In fact, it doesn't matter if he listens or not.

"Dr. Xiao, you are really not suitable to go to the front line. Although you have chronic pulmonary heart disease because of acute respiratory infection that was not properly treated, this is not a terminal illness. The difficult conditions on the front line are not conducive to the development of your condition. You should Find a place to recuperate slowly, doing so is tantamount to slow suicide."

Xiao Huinuan watched her change her dressing calmly. She didn't listen to what she said. When the nurse was about to repeat it again, he suddenly said to the phone that had already hung up.

"I will never forget."

The nurse was taken aback, "Doctor Xiao, what did you say?"

Xiao Huinuan looked at the goose feather heavy snow outside the window, and stopped talking.

He knew that he was different from a very young age. He hid it carefully and tried hard to make himself look no different from other people, but in the end he was extremely tired. Some things can't be changed without mentioning them or looking at them. Everyone knows that people with different sexual orientations swear, but they don’t know that after swearing, those people who were born like this will not disappear, and they still exist in any corner of society.

It's time to take it easy on yourself.

He can't choose his gender, he can't choose who he likes, and he can't change everything around him. So, choosing a way he wants to leave quietly may be his greatest happiness.

It's just that he will never forget that once a very beautiful little boy told him seriously that he liked him.

Silly boy, at such a young age, I'm afraid he doesn't understand anything, but he foolishly said that he likes this little boy. He doesn't know enough about this little boy, so he can't even talk about love, and he can't even talk about liking. He is still so young, no matter how inhuman he is, he can't attack such a small child.

But he thinks, no matter where he goes, he will remember that heart-warming smile, which once warmed his heart briefly when he was very cold, and it is also very good to be able to simply like someone.

If possible, I really hope to see what the child looks like when he grows up, is it the same as now, protected in a pure glass bottle like a little prince looking for roses that never fade, oh no, he can have the courage to do it He made the decision to call himself, and knew how to exchange his forbearance for the happiness of his family, which showed that the little prince had grown up.

It's a pity that he can't wait for the day when the little prince becomes a real responsible man. He thinks that the little boy with a serious smile and a warm smile will be very happy when he grows up.

At that time, I will also laugh and watch your growth in another time and space, and look forward to meeting your little princess as soon as possible.

Goodbye.

Xiao Miao hung up the phone and watched the rain suddenly become heavier outside the window, like pouring.

When a person knows how to protect his family, make concessions and compromises, and no longer use personality and love as an excuse to hurt those who love him, then he will grow up.

It's just that the price of this growth is always so painful.

He very much hopes that time will change faster, that he can grow up quickly, that he can have enough power to change the so-called rules, and that he can protect the people he likes and not hurt his family, but he doesn't know when he has enough When courage and strength do all that, will the person he likes still be waiting for him?

If he has no way to love the person he loves, then at least he can use his own efforts to make the family who loves him live a better life, and he will also work hard to live, no matter whether he is happy or not, he must work hard to make himself happy. You can't fall down, and you can't indulge, because he is not only a person, but he still has the fetters of his family behind him.

No matter what the future holds, he thought, he would remember this rainy midsummer, he once tried hard to like someone, and then grew up.

On the beach with heavy rain, Chuntao and Yu Hai stood side by side, looking at the stormy sea.

"Old man Han has arrested my sister now. I think he must have set up a net to wait for us to go over." Chuntao vigorously wiped off the rain on her face, which was really not a very pleasant feeling.

Knowing that the other party intends to bully her, she still wants to go there.

What's even more annoying is that she has to drag the man she loves to go there with her.

"However, he is not very smart. He even put the meeting place on the sea." Yu Hai said.

Chuntao nodded, this is what she couldn't figure out.

Old man Han didn't know that she had a marine system, and she had a unique advantage in fighting in the sea.

But this seems illogical. If old man Han wants to take revenge on Yu Hai and her, the smarter way is to let her and Yu Hai go to an unknown island, ambush a bunch of people, and kill her in ten thousand ways. The meeting place is set in the sea, and there are too many uncertain factors. Could it be that old man Han didn't suffer enough in the sea last time?
"If I say, let you go back, I will fight alone, will you be angry?" Chuntao asked tentatively, and Yu Hai smiled casually.

"you guess?"

"I know you love me, but it's probably a narrow escape this time. That's what I think. If I can't beat that old man, you can still help me avenge me if you stay. We two are still underage. If it’s gone, what about the child?”

Chuntao thought more comprehensively at this time, she was not only the wife of the man, but also the mother of the child.

She never thought about hiding Yu Hai's matter, nor did she think about hiding her current thoughts. She was so emotional that she lived and died together, so she didn't care about cheating. She didn't want to hide anything from him. Ideas, tell him.

　This is the main text of Xiao Miao's story. Five years later, she recovered and died on the front line. The two of them never saw each other until their death.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)