miss you dearly

Chapter 12
Hearing this, Xi Yan pushed him hard, and she was so strong that she fell to the ground with the force: "So you made up and acted out a scene of empathy, forcing me to go far away?"

Ever since she realized that the accident at home was related to the Han family, Xi Yan has always restrained herself from shedding tears in front of him, but at this moment, Xi Yan was crying uncontrollably, and even slapped the water-logged ground vigorously with her hands, as if to vent her heart pain of.

Han Nuo stopped her, but his hands were opened, and he tried to hug her again, but he was also pushed away. One of the two insisted, and the other insisted even more, until his strength was exhausted, and Xi Yan let him go like a helpless child. into my arms.

Under the stormy sky, Han Nuo heard her broken voice, "I'm sorry!"

What is she sorry for?

Han Nuo couldn't bear this apology, and didn't want to, it seemed that as long as he complied, there would be nothing between him and Xi Yan.However, when the breakup is a foregone conclusion, what can last forever is only memories.

Han Nuo hugged Xi Yan even tighter, together with her, remembering that period of childhood first love that could not go back.

After all, Han Tianqi did not survive. When Xi Yan and Han Nuo returned to the ward, his heartbeat was so weak that no one could touch it except for the precision instruments. He was so weak that he pleaded with the last of his strength: "Girl, yes! I'm sorry to your Xi family, I just hope, you, don't blame Han Nuo, don't blame him..." At this point, those skinny hands slowly fell to the side of the bed.

In this way, Han Tianqi passed away with a debt that he could not repay throughout his life.

Han Nuo suddenly turned around and raised his head.

Xi Yan walked slowly to the bedside, stroked Han Tianqi's eyes with her slender hands, and told the Han family father and son: "I never really blamed him."

For the piece of land in City A, Wen Xingyuan was too busy to touch the ground.Originally, with his status as the executive president, he would not be so busy, but Wen Feiwen, the head of the Wen family, did not agree with Huadu's participation in the bidding, so he set up many obstacles. In order to finalize the cooperation with Huanyu Design Institute, Mr. Wen had to Traveled between city A and city G many times.

However, Wen Feiwen was wrong, thinking that his youngest son ran to City A because of Xi Yan, and became even more furious.Wen Xingyuan didn't even bother to explain, so he just threw it over lightly: "Whatever you think, anyway, I will definitely get that piece of land." Wen Feiwen was so angry that he smashed the priceless antique vase in the study.

With Tang Yifan's personal relationship, the contract with Huanyu Design Institute went smoothly.

After signing the contract, Wen Xingyuan shook hands with Ji Boming, "Thanks for your hard work, Dean Ji, but I hope Huadu's design is unique." This simple sentence is actually a solemn reminder to Ji Boming that signing a contract with Huadu means He can no longer accept design contracts for this land from other real estate companies.

Ji Bo understood clearly, and looked at the handsome young man in front of him with admiration, "Don't worry, Mr. Wen, Huanyu never takes over the design contracts of different real estate companies on the same piece of land at the same time."

Wen Xingyuan smiled slightly, "Thank you Uncle Ji."

Ji Boming just smiled and said nothing.

Originally, Tang Yifan had arranged dinner, but Gao Ge called. Wen Xingyuan didn't even bother to call Ji Boming, and went straight to the Central Hospital.In Xi Yan's ward, he asked eagerly, "How is she?"

Gao Gezheng asked the nurse to prepare the injection water, and when he saw him coming, he said frankly: "The fever has already started to subside."

"That is to say, it's still burning?" Wen Xingyuan leaned over and touched Xi Yan's forehead, and then asked in a questioning tone: "What's going on?"

Xi He needed to answer this question. He hadn't slept all night, and his voice was a little hoarse: "It was raining, and I felt uncomfortable yesterday afternoon, and I developed a high fever at night."

"Drenched in the rain?" Wen Xingyuan's complexion was bad: "Isn't she in the country with Uncle Xi? Why did it rain?" Speaking of this, he suddenly found someone else in the ward, "Why are you here?"

As if he was worried that they would be at odds with each other, Xi He replied for Han Nuo: "Xiaoyan fainted, and Han Nuo sent her to the hospital." Then he called Wen Xingyuan out of the ward, and told Xi Yan to go to the prison hospital to see Han Tianqi. thing.

Wen Xingyuan closed his eyes and didn't speak for a long time. After a while, he grabbed Xi He's collar.

Seeing that his eyes were unbearably dull, Gao Ge quickly pulled him back, "Xingyuan, don't be so angry."

"You think she's having a great time, don't you?" Wen Xingyuan said angrily, "And followed others to stab her?"

Xi He's complexion changed suddenly, and the sharpness in his eyes showed, "You don't know Xiaoyan's temper. If you were me, what would you do?"

Clear pain flashed between Wen Xingyuan's brows, and his eyes were as dark as a dark night.

The hallway was eerily quiet, and the atmosphere became tense as the temperature dropped sharply.

Suddenly, Wen Xingyuan shook off Gao Ge's hand vigorously, walked to Han Nuo's side in three steps and two steps, punched his defenseless face with a heavy fist, and roared at the same time, "Han Nuo, are you a fucking man? It hurts three times!" Years are not enough? Do you have to be entangled for a lifetime?"

Xi He was startled, and exclaimed at the same time as Gao Ge: "Go far!"

Tang Yifan was the closest to Han Nuo, and grabbed Wen Xingyuan: "Calm down."

The coldness in Han Nuo's eyes was as cold as Wen Xingyuan's, and he quickly responded with a punch, "What qualifications do you have to say this, why do you take her away?"

Han Nuo was punched again by his natural quick reaction, Wen Xingyuan became even more angry, his face was turbulent, "Because when I fell in love with her, you didn't even know who she was."

True love should not be proved by time.But if time can't prove it, what can prove it?
The word "long love" is easy to write and understand. How many people in this world can do it?

After leaving the hospital, Wen Xingyuan returned to G City.What awaited him in the Wen residence was another storm.

Wen Peiwen looked at his disgraced son in front of him, and was furious: "Did I let you go too much! Look at yourself in such a mess? Is this the courage and determination that a decision-maker of the Wen family should have? You What do you think of the company? A battlefield for revenge for a woman? When will you wake up?"

Wen Xingyuan touched his slightly swollen face, and looked straight at his father, "I'm very sober. Instead of wasting your energy on teaching me, it's better to convince yourself. You know my temper, I advise you to save it .”

It was because he was so aware of his temper that Wen Peiwen let him stay in the ancient city for a year, but now he had to suppress his anger and said earnestly: "Three years ago, you knew that something happened to the Xi family, and you came back from the United States overnight, and I stopped him." Did you? Not only did I not stop you, but I also asked you, Uncle Tan, to come forward to fight the lawsuit. You said you wanted to accompany her to the ancient city, did I say anything? I will give you time and freedom, because you told me, then It's the girl you've been waiting for for seven years. You can't just watch her sink. It's a year if you don't care about the company's affairs. The land, you insisted on getting it, and I let you go. But what happened, did she follow you? Did she give any indication? Do you know how many years you have been waiting for?"

Wen Xingyuan looked directly at his hale and hearty father, with sharp and resolute eyes: "Ten years, a whole ten years." His tone was so calm, it seemed that ten years only represented a number, not more than 600 days of his precious youth, " But Dad, it's already like this, why don't you let me persist to the end. Maybe, it's only one step away. "

Who knows how many years it will take to change this step?

Wen Peiwen was completely enraged, he picked up the book in hand and smashed it out, "Do you still know how much responsibility you have on your shoulders? As the CEO of Wen's, have you forgotten your last name? "

"I've never forgotten my identity." Wen Xingyuan didn't hide, he just waved the book away and narrowed his eyes slightly, "But do you think I'm your own son? Do you think it's for my own good that you forced Li Xiaoyun to me? You Have you ever thought about my lifelong happiness? With my ability, I can't bear the title of president? With Wen's current strength, do I need to get married? To tell you the truth, I don't care what Li Xing is, It's Zhang Xing's daughter, she is the chairman's daughter, I don't want it! Don't blame me for making the family messy, I also hate it, but who made me so stubborn, isn't it the first day you know your son? ?Anyway, I’ll leave this for you, I don’t want anyone but Xi Yan, so you can do whatever you like.”

"What's wrong with Xiaoyun, she is a hundred times more interested in you than she is." Of course Wen Feiwen didn't intend to seek this relationship, but seeing his son waiting for ten years and still alone, as a father, how could he not angry?
"She is not the only one who cares about me?" Wen Xingyuan softened a bit, and acted like a big child: "But Xi Yan is the only one who cares about me. Please don't force me anymore, I just want Is it too much to want to marry a woman I love? Why can't you be considerate and considerate of me, seeing me in pain makes you feel comfortable?"

Of course Wen Feiwen was uncomfortable, he was so angry that his eyes were about to burst into flames, but he couldn't scare this maverick young son since he was a child, let alone influence him.However, he had to admit that this young man who was as stubborn and stubborn as him was exactly what he was proud of.He just didn't understand what kind of Xi Yan was that made Wen Xingyuan obsessed for ten years.

Finally, he said with a sigh: "You go out first."

Wen Xingyuan mistakenly thought that the old man didn't eat oil, salt, soft and hard, and stood still, "Why don't you understand, I don't deny that Jing's land is related to Xi Yan, but I have to clarify, it's not a bet Temporary gas..."

The suppressed anger was stirred up again, Wen Feiwen roared: "I'll let you get out."

Get out, get out, Wen Xingyuan slammed the door and left.

A Central Hospital.

Outside the ward, under the eye-catching No Smoking sign, Xi He and Han Nuo smoked one by one, until the cigarette box was empty, Xi He spoke in a calm voice: "Xiaoyan has a good physique since childhood, although she is thin, she seldom gets sick. .”

Han Nuo didn't speak, and directly extinguished the cigarette with his fingers.

Xi He tilted his head, and the exhaustion between Han Nuo's brows was obviously unbearable, but he looked away: "Even though we are as close as brothers and sisters, I have never interfered with Xiaoyan's choice. Three years ago, I even made She insists on the psychological construction of being with you." But you gave up, using the excuse of "loving her is letting go of your hands".

"In the past, it didn't matter if that person was you or Wen Xingyuan, as long as Xiaoyan liked it. But not now. Maybe it's not scientific to measure feelings by time, but I believe that if Wen Xingyuan is willing to spend ten years waiting for a person, Wen Xingyuan's love for Xiaoyan I really moved my heart. So, this time, my position is very clear."

Han Tianqi died of illness, it was too much to persuade Han Nuo to let go at this time.But Xi He couldn't stay out of the matter and let him and Xi Yan take detours.The facts are in front of you, and time cannot heal everything, especially when it comes to the life and death of your loved ones.

So heavy, why bother together?
What Wen Xingyuan said before leaving shocked Xi He.Until today, Xi He didn't know that Xi Yan walked into Wen Xingyuan's heart when he and Wen Xingyuan became buddies ten years ago.But at that time, Xi Yan was too young, and Wen Xingyuan was waiting for her to grow up.It's a pity that when he came back from abroad, Xi Yan, who had just entered university, fell in love.Seeing Xi Yanyi smiling so happily in Han Nuo's arms, Wen Xingyuan put his love for her away properly.

Xi He understands the feeling of seeing the one he loves clinging to others with his own eyes.So today, when Wen Xingyuan said: "As long as she is happy, I don't care." He almost felt how Wen Xingyuan endured the pain of letting go.

Of course he didn't really care, he just put Xi Yan in the first place.Such a person, such a love, is not only worth entrusting, but also cannot be let down.

After Wen Xingyuan left, Xi He thought a lot.

Ten years ago, Street and Wen Xingyuan did not know each other; nine years ago, Wen Xingyuan was preparing to take over Wen’s to study abroad; seven years ago, when he returned to China and learned that Xi Yan was in love, he only stayed in City A for one night, and then flew directly to New York; three years ago There was an accident in the former Xi's family, and Xi He didn't even need to make a phone call. Wen Xingyuan returned home overnight.In order to help Xi's family, he used all his connections and relationships, and after helping Xihe settle everything in the family, he stayed with Xiyan in the ancient city for a year.In the past two years, Wen Xingyuan occasionally came from G city to A city to find Xi He for a drink, as long as he asked, only Xi Yan.

Ten years is too long, but it can be finished in a few words.But during the period of affection, people who have no experience have no right to speak.

Han Nuo didn't speak, just looked up at the sky.The moonless night sky was dark blue, with a few solitary stars hanging in the sky, looking cold and lonely, just like his sinking heart.

Thinking of Han Nuo's right hand that he couldn't lift all afternoon, Xi He asked: "Xing Yuan is not calm enough today, and his hands are heavy. How is it? Is your arm okay?"

Han Nuo moved his right hand carefully: "It's okay, it's not broken." He felt that he reacted quickly enough, and he was quite merciless, but he still suffered.

"That kid has a bad temper, and he has improved a lot in the past few years. If it were before, it would be hard to say that I would have to fall today." Thinking of Wen Xingyuan's fierceness in fighting, recalling the youth and frivolity of the past, Xi He smiled.

Han Nuo smiled: "Has he ever practiced? His skills are pretty good."

"Who knows, it might be because of too many beatings."

The two of them just chatted one after another until Han Nuo's pack of cigarettes was exhausted.

This night, two men who also love Xi Yan sit together for the first time, Xi He firmly persuades him to let go, Han Nuo is silent in pain.

That night, the filial and stubborn Wen Xingyuan had a family struggle with his father.Then he opened a bottle of wine, but he didn't take a sip. He just held the wine glass and stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows of the room, staring at the sky in a daze until dawn.

That night, Xi Yan kept dreaming in a drowsy state. In her dream, she seemed to hear someone fighting, arguing, cursing, and someone's sighing.

In the dream, Han Nuo stared at her so sadly, as if saying: Once upon a time, we were the only key to a certain corner of each other's hearts, but the fate is so arranged, it will not be easy for you and me after all.

Xi Yan wanted to cry, but couldn't shed tears.

In a trance, she dreamed of Wen Xingyuan again. This was the first time he walked into her dream.He looked at her with gentle eyes, and he kissed her hand with soft lips, "Don't be afraid, Xiaoyan, I won't force you."

Xi Yan blinked, and tears fell down.

Wen Xingyuan wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes with his fingertips, and then embraced her, "Just, don't make me wait too long."

The temperature of that body, that masculine aura that belongs to him, is so real that it makes Xi Yan momentarily hopeful and momentarily hesitant.

On the day Xi Yan was discharged from the hospital, neither Wen Xingyuan nor Han Nuo showed up, as if they had discussed it in advance.The former is a gesture of withdrawing, while the latter is angry: "Anyway, there are people with the surname Han, so I don't need to be courteous."

How can Xi He answer this question?

As Wen Xingyuan's brother, maybe he should fight against the enemy: "There is no grass anywhere in the world, as many as you want, let's not commit that bitch."

As Xi Yan's elder brother, his words inevitably carried a bit of anger: "Mr. Wen takes care of everything every day, no, trouble, drive."

As the heroine of the incident, Xi Yan was extraordinarily calm, cooperating with treatment when she was hospitalized, and booked a plane ticket to go back to the ancient city after being discharged from the hospital.He didn't mention anything about Han Nuo, and even less about Wen Xingyuan.

The sky outside is gloomy and gloomy. It is obviously hot summer, but the wind is surprisingly cool, with a vague feeling of rain coming.Xi Yan didn't feel cold at all, she just lazily looked out the window with her chin resting.

Xi He pushed the door open and came in, brushed her fine hair, and said in a low voice, "You really don't plan to go far?"

Anyway, Zhang Ziliang would definitely tell Wen Xingyuan the news of her return to the ancient city, so Xi Yan replied after a pause: "He will know when I get there."

"About that matter, I decided not to tell you after discussing with Xingyuan." Xi He tried to explain that Han Nuo personally presented the evidence in court three years ago, which made Han Tianqi guilty.

Xi Yan didn't seem to mind, she said, "It's okay."

It really doesn't matter now.But if it was three years ago, would she be able to continue being with Han Nuo as if nothing had happened?Even the hypothesis lost its meaning, Xi Yan didn't want to think about it.

Xi He originally wanted to say something else about Wen Xingyuan.But seeing Xi Yan's sullen expression, he didn't want to put any more pressure on her, so he reached out and stroked her hair: "It's agreed in advance that it's fine to go back to work, and we can't stay away for so long."

(End of this chapter)