miss you dearly

Chapter 23 Our Small World (4)
Wen Xingyuan couldn't help but walk out: "Go to the hospital." "No," Xi Yan grabbed his arm, her voice was hoarse.

Wen Xingyuan lowered his head and kissed her hot forehead: "Be obedient."

His worry is self-evident, Xi Yan obediently shut up, and let him carry her downstairs.In the taxi, Xi Yan nestled in his arms like a cat, his unique masculine breath penetrated into her nose through the thin fabric, enveloping her and warming her from the bottom of her heart.Xi Yan leaned on him reassuringly, smelling the faint smell of his body, her eyes were moist.

When he arrived at the hospital, Wen Xingyuan ran back and forth to register and get medicine, and finally he was the one who carried Xi Yan to the hospital bed.

Xi Yan lay on the bed, comforting him weakly: "I'm fine, don't worry."

Wen Xingyuan reached out and brushed the broken hair off her forehead: "Close your eyes and sleep for a while, I'll call you after the injection."

At this time, the soft light shone into his eyes, making the already handsome and charming facial features feel extravagant and elegant, and Xi Yan forgot to speak for a moment.Wen Xingyuan thought she was not feeling well, and became even more worried: "What's wrong? Is it uncomfortable?"

Xi Yan smiled and shook her head, stretched out her hand from under the quilt to hold his, and said softly: "I just feel that it is quite stressful to have such a good boyfriend."

Wen Xingyuan was stunned for a moment, and then bent his lips: "Have you finally discovered my charm?" Seeing Xi Yan pouted at him, he held her hand back, "I'm infatuated, and I can't even run away. When I wake up, I will let you Enough to see, now sleep obediently, huh?"

With a smile on her lips, Xi Yan obediently closed her eyes and soon fell asleep.I don't know when the injection will be finished.This time, she slept very deeply and peacefully. When she woke up again, it was dawn, and she was lying on the bed in the apartment.

Xi Yan hugged the quilt and sat up, softly calling: "Wen Xingyuan?"

Wen Xingyuan was in the living room, and when he heard the sound, he hurriedly hung up the phone and came in, "Are you awake?" He touched her forehead to make sure that the fever was gone, "Why did you wake up? Lie down for a while."

Xi Yan said coquettishly: "You're not here, I can't sleep."

"Can I take it as an invitation?" Wen Xingyuan looked at her with a casual smile.

These words were too ambiguous, and Xi Yan couldn't help but think of the intimacy between the two yesterday, her face turned red again after her fever subsided, she turned her head and whispered: "Whoever wants to invite you, most of the bed is occupied by you."

Wen Xingyuan hugged her and kissed her, "It's because your bed is too small, change it to a bigger one later."

Xi Yan pushed him with a blushing face, "What nonsense, I'm big enough to sleep alone."

"I'm willing to sleep on the sofa." Wen Xingyuan leaned against her face, hugging her affectionately, "Are you hungry? I made porridge with preserved egg and lean meat, do you want to drink it?"

Someone with a strong hunger immediately said: "Yes."

Xi Yan had a good appetite, and even drank three bowls of porridge, but Wen Xingyuan only ate two mouthfuls casually, and sat beside him drinking coffee.

After eating and drinking, Xi Yan remembered: "What time is it, I still have to go to work." Saying this, she jumped off the chair.

"Stop drinking your porridge, I called you to ask for leave." Wen Xingyuan looked up and glared at her, "I can't afford you?"

Not to be outdone, Xi Yan stared back: "Who wants you to raise it?"

"Then who will take care of it?" Wen Xingyuan also came up to mess around, put down the coffee in his hand, and stared at her.

After staring at each other for a while, Xi Yan gave him a white look, with an expression that he didn't want you to support him anyway, then lowered his head and continued to drink porridge.Until he was full, he was still sitting across from him reading the newspaper without saying a word, obviously not wanting to talk to her.

After thinking about it, she took the initiative to ask, "Wen Xingyuan?"

"Say." The newspaper blocked his face, Xi Yan couldn't see his expression.

She suppressed a smile and called again: "Wen Xingyuan."

Putting down the newspaper, Wen Xingyuan narrowed his eyes to look at her.

Xi Yan smiled brightly: "It's nothing, I just wanted to call you."

"You're refreshed again, aren't you?" Wen Xingyuan stood up unhurriedly, "I remember we still have something important to do, huh?" He deliberately emphasized on the important matter, and leaned over to hug her before she ran away. she.

"Ah! Put me down quickly, and speak well if you have something to say." Xi Yan struggled, putting her hands on his chest.

"Let's talk when we're done." Wen Xingyuan lowered his voice, with a dangerous message in his half-smile eyes.

Xi Yan's brain short-circuited with a bang.

Strongly refused, a bit against my will.Enthusiastic response, so shy.

It's a dilemma.

Wen Xingyuan saw her tightly clutching his shirt with both hands, and buried her face in his arms, not daring to see anyone, so she laughed loudly, "Are you scared? Seeing you dare to talk back in the future, huh?"

To tease her?Make her so tangled.Xi Yan broke away from his embrace rudely, jumped up from the bed, and showed his claws to find a place to attack him, "Today's fight, we can't do without a fight."

Wen Xing is far from good at fighting.So, he stretched out his long arm and held a certain little wolf's paw in his hand, "Can't you be gentle when you murder your own husband?"

Xi Yan competed with him beyond her limits, "My husband, you don't have a job certificate yet."

Wen Xingyuan laughed, "It's not uncommon to work without a certificate, right?"

The more you say it, the more outrageous it becomes.Seeing that he didn't let go, Xi Yan rolled her eyes and thought about it.

In the next second, she wrinkled her face: "Oh..."

Wen Xingyuan was really fooled, he let go of his hand and took her into his arms: "What's wrong? Why does it hurt?"

"It doesn't hurt anywhere." Xi Yan giggled, and stretched her hands neatly under his armpits, aiming at his weak spot.

Wen Xingyuan smiled and picked her up: "Ghost spirit, I love you because of me, right?"

Xi Yan wrapped her legs around his narrow waist, put her arms around his neck affectionately, and hung on him like a kangaroo, "Wen Xingyuan, what do I know I like you?"

Wen Xingyuan looked at her with a smile on his face, looking forward to her answer.

Seeing his smile like the spring breeze in March, Xi Yan's heart warmed up, she put her face on his neck lightly, and whispered: "I just like you to love me and don't get used to me, and if you don't get used to me, spoil me, spoil me I also like to bully me, I hope you can make me happy again."

Tongue-twister way of showing love?If it wasn't for Xi Yan's extremely serious tone, Wen Xingyuan would have thought she was trying to get around him on purpose.

Tangtang Xiaowen always thought about it for a while before recalling, "That's because I want to see you smile. Not only because you look beautiful when you smile, but also because you smile, which represents happiness and happiness."

She was obviously moved in her heart, but her mouth refused to give in. Xi Yan deliberately misinterpreted his meaning: "You indirectly said that I look ugly when I don't smile." As he spoke, he poked his chest with his finger, expressing his dissatisfaction on purpose.

"It's not that I like ugly ones just because I said it, I don't want ugly ones." Wen Xingyuan bit her small ear lightly, "Tell me what you said just now."

"Indirectly say that I look ugly when I don't smile."

Wen Xingyuan pushed her down on the bed: "It seems that if you don't get serious with you, you won't be able to obey. Are you going to talk? Huh?"

"Which sentence, don't say good things twice..." All the little stubbornness was disintegrated when Wen Xingyuan's big hand covered her chest, Xi Yan softly begged for mercy, "Okay, let me say it, I like you."

After so many years, he finally waited for her to say "I like you", which was worth ten years of his sincerity.

Wen Xingyuan stretched out his hand to caress her little face, touching it gently with nostalgia, the dark eyes gradually filled with moisture, and his magnetic voice was faintly hoarse: "Xiaoyan, I love you!"

The instant his tears were wet, made Xi Yan suddenly realize the hard work he had been waiting for for ten years, and his heart ached immediately, and unknowingly, tears slid down the corners of his eyes.Raising her hand to touch his face, she choked up: "I know, I know everything."

Wen Xingyuan bent down, buried his face in her hair, and hugged her neck to neck.

Xi Yan hugged him back, and said softly, "How about I go back to City A?"

Wen Xingyuan was obviously surprised by her decision, he stood up abruptly, stared into her eyes, and confirmed that she was not joking, "Are you serious, go back to City A?"

Xi Yan suggested, "Or you resign as the president of Wen's, and we will live in the ancient city forever?"

Wen Xingyuan hugged her tightly like a child hugging his favorite plush toy, and said with a smile: "That's fine, but you have to take care of me and give me 5 yuan a month in pocket money, and I will agree."

"Fifty thousand pocket money?" Xi Yan thumped him on the back: "Is it the rhythm of selling myself?"

Wen Xingyuan gave her advice: "You promise with your body, I will transfer the bank deposits to your name, and it will not be a problem to keep me until I am a hundred years old. Think about it?" He said while stretching his hands into her clothes restlessly.

Xi Yan pressed his hand: "You still want to support him until he is a hundred years old? It's already stale, okay? No, as expected, there is no profiteering or businessman. After all the troubles and troubles, the deposit will still be yours in the end, right?"

Wen Xingyuan laughed loudly, triumphantly: "Don't you have a little bit of capital and scheming to bear someone else's 'Mr. Wen'? Silly girl, you have been fooled."

The founder of Jiuwei Advertising is Geng Qiuming, and the person in charge of the Yunnan branch is his younger brother Geng Dongming. If Geng Dongming hadn’t taken care of Xi Yan and appreciated him, he wouldn’t have given Huadu’s advertising full power so easily. Let them be responsible and let them net millions every year.Even if Jiuwei has the strength, even if Xie Yuanteng's ability is really strong, it's not like he doesn't have better choices.It's just that no one, including the Geng brothers, knows about the delicate relationship.

Xi Yan had plans to return to City A, and she could have been transferred, but considering that she would work on the same floor as Xie Yuanteng, she decided to resign.Of course, it's not that he still minds the matter between Xie Yuanteng and Han Nuo, but he just thinks there's no need to make each other unhappy.

Sometimes things like knots and embarrassment are not in the past, but they can be treated as if they never happened.

Wen Xingyuan did not interfere with Xi Yan's choice.Anyway, to him, as long as it turns out that she returns to City A, it is good news.

In the afternoon, Xi Yan's cold symptoms eased a lot.When Wen Xingyuan saw that her complexion had improved, he was relieved a little, and told her that Xi He had called and asked her to call to report that she was safe.Xi Yan turned on the phone and received a new message. After reading it, she hastily called Xi He back, her mood changed slightly.

During dinner, facing her absent-mindedness, Wen Xingyuan asked, "What are you thinking, the food is gone."

Xi Yan looked at the empty bowl, smiled a little forcedly, "It's nothing."

Wen Xingyuan took a deep look at her, and didn't ask further, "I've been bored at home all day, why don't I go out for a walk?"

Xi Yan neither agreed nor objected, but she didn't know what to eat.Then, taking advantage of the time when Wen Xingyuan answered the phone, she neatly packed the tableware, and while waiting for him in the living room, she frequently looked at her watch.

Wen Xingyuan didn't seem to notice her small movements. He picked up his coat and put it on for her, and hugged her to go out: "Let's go, Ziliang said that there is no one in the bar, so I just went to sit down."

Seeing that Wen Xingyuan didn't intend to take the car keys, Xi Yan couldn't help but said before going out, "Let's drive."

Walking the ancient alley from the apartment to the bar is closer, but driving around is farther.Wen Xingyuan immediately understood where she wanted to go.

His eyes stayed on her for a few seconds, Wen Xingyuan turned around and took the car keys.On the way, Xi Yan hesitated to speak several times.When she looked at her watch for the third time, Wen Xingyuan turned the steering wheel and got on the airport expressway.

Xi Yan looked at him in surprise, feeling uneasy.

Wen Xingyuan looked straight ahead, and said in a cold voice, "The last flight is at 09:30, and there is still an hour, so there is still time."

Xi Yan bit her lip: "I..."

But was interrupted by Wen Xingyuan: "I've been in a trance since I read the message. Do you want to see me off? You just said you liked me in the morning, but when you turned around, you couldn't let it go. Now it's too late to regret it." He uttered a lot of words , Then stopped the car and looked at her coldly.

He never lost his temper. For a while, Xi Yan couldn't accept it. She opened her mouth, but finally said nothing.

Wen Xingyuan became even more angry, straightened her shoulders, and looked at each other, "Look at me."

Meeting his gaze, Xi Yan's eyes were covered with mist.

"I don't mind you mentioning him in front of me, and I can even tolerate that you can't forget him now, but Xiaoyan, don't hide it in front of me, I can't stand you lying to me."

Xi Yan felt aggrieved, and retorted: "I didn't."

Wen Xingyuan's eyes were like lightning, and his tone was like ice: "Then tell me why you keep checking the time? If there is something urgent to do, I'll send you there right away."

Xi Yan had no way to refute, tears fell down.

Wen Xingyuan was silent for a moment, and finally started the car.

gallop all the way.

Neither of them spoke until the airport.

The car stopped, and Wen Xingyuan held the steering wheel with both hands, staring outside in a daze.Xi Yan hesitated for a while, and pushed open the car door.

When her figure disappeared in the departure hall, Wen Xingyuan slammed the steering wheel hard.

At the security checkpoint, Han Nuo has been waiting.

The boarding announcement was already on the radio, and Han Nuo finally couldn't help dialing Xi Yan's cell phone.The bell rang behind him, he turned around suddenly, and Xi Yan was walking quickly with the phone.

Han Nuo frowned: "Aren't you sick? Why are you here?"

Xi Yan smiled, but couldn't control the moisture in his eyes, "You don't even have a friend here, I should always come and see you off." What's more, your trip to the ancient city was not smooth.

Han Nuo nodded, as if to express his gratitude, "I called your company in the afternoon, and your colleague said that you were on sick leave, and your phone kept turning off when you called. I was a little worried, so I sent a message, are you okay?"

"It's just a cold, and it's almost gone." Because of Wen Xingyuan's mistrust and questioning, Xi Yan couldn't tell whether she was more wronged or sad, but she still said: "He's here, don't worry. "

Han Nuo was surprised, "Then why are you here? I wouldn't be happy if it were me, so go back quickly." After speaking, he turned and wanted to leave.

"He sent me here." Seeing him stop and his back stiff, Xi Yan swallowed back the tears, "Han Nuo, don't worry about me anymore, he is very good to me, really good."

"I know." Han Nuo looked away, his voice became hoarse.

He loves you so much, so hard to get, how could he not cherish it.

Han Nuo called her in the afternoon, and wanted to tell her, go back to City A, don't stay here alone.When he heard from her colleague that she had asked for leave and didn't know where she lived, he was very worried, so he sent a message, hoping that she could turn on the phone and see it before he left.Not sure she's okay, how can he leave with peace of mind?
Xi Yan watched him pass the security check, Han Nuo turned around and waved at her, she smiled and waved her arms, and then they turned around at the same time.This time, no one looked back.

After the plane took off, Xi Yan sat on the steps of the parking lot, recalling Han Nuo's last words: "The happiness I promised to give you is destined to be unable to bring you personally. What Wen Xingyuan can give you, I can give you." If you can't wait, cherish it and go back to City A as soon as possible."

I once saw this sentence in a book: Maybe the most beautiful love in the world is that you like him and he likes you, but you are not together.

Xi Yan couldn't help thinking that it was the best ending for her and Han Nuo to use the best memory as a memory of their four-year relationship.

Finally, that relationship had an ending that both of them had to let go of.

Farewell, Han Nuo, whom I loved.

Goodbye, just friends.

Time passed minute by minute, until 09:30, Xi Yan still did not come back.Wen Xingyuan got out of the car and headed towards the domestic departure hall, but saw her hugging herself with both arms, sitting huddled on the steps by the side of the parking lot.

"Xiaoyan?" He walked over quickly: "Why are you sitting here? Didn't you catch up?"

Xi Yan raised her head in response, without speaking, she just stood up and walked past him.Wen Xingyuan pulled her hand, but she struggled away.He suppressed his anger and called out: "Xi Yan!"

Xi Yan didn't answer, she walked forward and hailed a taxi.

Wen Xingyuan clenched his fists and waited on the spot before calling her cell phone. She answered the phone after it rang twice, and said, "I have something to say at home."

So, the two rushed back to the apartment from the airport respectively.

When Wen Xingyuan came back, the room was pitch black, Xi Yan didn't turn on the light, and sat on the sofa with his knees hugged, throwing the keys aside casually, and he sat on the single-seater sofa and remained silent.

The room was very quiet, only the shallow breathing of the two passed by.Xi Yan reached for the phone, and Wen Xingyuan saw her reddish eyes by the light of the phone.

Finding out the text message that Han Nuo sent in the afternoon, Xi Yan handed it to him: "It's not that I want to hide from you, but I just haven't figured out how to speak so as not to make you angry." After speaking, she turned and went back to the room.

"It's not that I have to come, I just want to see what the place where he lived with you is like. After I came here, I realized that this place is really beautiful. He was right and brought you to the right place. I have been in love for four years , I didn’t know that this is what you yearn for the most. He understands you better than I do.”

(End of this chapter)