miss you dearly

Chapter 25 Our Small World (6)
Xi Yan was so hopeless that she didn't dare to raise her head.

After Wen Xingyuan left, Xi Yan returned to the monotonous two-point and one-line life of the apartment, the company, the company, and the apartment every day, racing against time to be busy with the work in hand.In order to save Wen Xingyuan on the other side of the ocean from worrying, she simply brought back the unfinished work during the day to the apartment, so that even if she was busy late, there would be no overseas phone calls to nag her.

Wen Xingyuan was busier, so he didn't have much time to pay attention to her, and because of the time difference, they didn't talk much.Fortunately, both of them put each other in their hearts, so that the relationship is in a state of continuous heating.

For example, Wen Xingyuan would send her a message when he was off work: "Baby, it's time to get up, drive carefully, don't run amok."

Xi Yan will remind him to rest during lunch: "It's time to sleep, don't treat yourself as a superman."

If the earth is flat, they can clearly see the thoughts in each other's eyes.

Because of love.

The days of caring for each other like this lasted until the end of the year, and Wen Xingyuan had already gone for more than [-] days in the blink of an eye.Xi Yan started to hand over the work and did not rest for two consecutive weekends. She just woke up this day when she unexpectedly received a call from Xie Yuanteng.

She said: "I saw the company's personnel transfer order, you want to resign?"

Since Xie Yuanteng moved when she was ten years old, this was the first phone call between Xi Yan and her.From surprise to calm, Xi Yan recovered quickly, she said frankly: "Yes, I decided to go home."

Xie Yuanteng pondered for a moment, "The design department is short of people now, you may consider transferring them back."

Xi Yan declined: "I really don't have much talent in advertising design, I've been around for three years, I feel sorry for the company."

"If it's because of me..."

"It has nothing to do with you." Xi Yan interrupted her with a sincere tone, "I really want to change the environment and industry."

Xie Yuanteng was silent for a few seconds, as if he was considering his words: "Han Nuo has returned to Tianyu Real Estate."

"I know." Xi Yan's voice was so soft that no one could hear his emotions, "He wants to get back the foundation created by his father, and he has waited for a long time."

Xie Yuanteng was surprised.She was surprised by Xi Yan's understanding of Han Nuo. She thought that four years of relationship would be enough to be exhausted by an accident and three years of separation.In her mind, Han Nuo should never set foot in the real estate industry again. After all, becoming an excellent lawyer is his lifelong ideal.It's just that she ignored Han Nuo's filial piety.

Xie Yuanteng took a deep breath, trying not to choke his voice: "Actually, you can help him."

Xi Yan knew that she could not help Han Nuo by herself.The only person who can help Han Nuo's affairs is Wen Xingyuan, who can change the wind and rain in the business world, except for Xi He, who is the deputy director.And no matter who these two people are, Han Nuo will not accept it.To be exact, Han Nuo would not borrow strength from anyone related to her.

But perhaps, Xie Yuanteng is different.

Xi Yan wanted to say: You can help him too.Even if there is no love now, he should be used to your company.After all, besides me, you are the woman who has been by his side for the longest time.Maybe it's only one step away from entering his emotional world.Giving up is often the closest to success.

However, no one has the right to ask anyone to use their youth to wait for a seemingly fruitless love.

This kind of thing is always good to do it for yourself, and you know yourself well.

Therefore, Xi Yan could only answer: "But it must not be what he wants."

Seemingly being poked at the center, Xie Yuanteng's voice was almost broken, "What he wanted the most has already been lost."

I also lost what I once wanted the most.However, reality has proved that not all encounters lead to lovers getting married.

"He's going to have a new start. Maybe you bring it to him, maybe someone else." Whoever it is, it won't be me.

"Me?" Xie Yuanteng smiled bitterly: "Xi Yan, I have hated you since I was a child. No matter what you want or not, someone will hold it in front of you, your parents love you, and Xi He dotes on you. But I, everything Not behind you, but always forgotten."

"I also don't like you." Xi Yan didn't hide it, and said bluntly, "But my dislike is not because of the reasons you said, but because when I lost him, the person standing by his side was you. " Xi Yan cast her eyes out of the window, the lofty sky contained all her worries, "However, it's all over."

"I don't want to argue with you. It's just that I liked him before we met again." For the first time, Xie Yuanteng talked about her love for Han Nuo so frankly: "I didn't expect that you two have been in love for four years. He The look in your eyes made me realize that I had no chance. Later, that happened. I knew he couldn’t say goodbye, so I let you go. The day after you left, Aunt Han passed away , he stood in front of the tomb for a whole day. In the heavy rain, he stood upright, his eyes were dull, and he didn't speak until he passed out. In a coma, he..."

"Yanyan, don't go, don't go..." Han Nuo's murmur seemed to be still echoing in her ears, Xie Yuanteng's tears were like beads with a broken thread, she gently pressed her hand on her left chest, and said hoarsely: "Xi Yan , if I can win his love, even the whole world, I can give up."

People who can't get it may have this kind of heart.But when the protagonist is replaced by you, you will know that you like him, and he likes him, but you can't be together, how painful it is.

Xi Yan raised her head, trying not to let the tears fall.When she went to send Han Nuo off, she told herself that she could no longer shed tears for that lost love. She made an agreement with Han Nuo to come out bravely and be happy for each other.She also promised Wen Xingyuan in her heart that she would give him single-minded dedication when she could not give him the single-mindedness of loving only one person in her life.

At the end of that day, Xi Yan said: "I can do nothing for him anymore. If you can, Xie Yuanteng, I wish you all the best."

This blessing is sincere to Xi Yan, but to Xie Yuan Teng, it is like irony.

Wen Xingyao was upgraded from a company decision-maker to a 24-year-old husband because his beloved wife was about to give birth.Wen Xingyuan was temporarily arrested as a coolie and temporarily took over the company.Except for Wen Xingyao personally picking him up at the airport on the day he arrived in the United States, he hardly showed up after that.Wen Xingyuan was so busy that he didn't understand the darkness of night during the day, and the only thing that supported him was his longing for Xi Yan.

At 02:30 in the morning, Wen Xingyuan took a shower and was about to rest, when he received a text message from Xi Yan, asking him, "Are you asleep?"

Sensitively aware of her strange emotions, Wen Xingyuan immediately called her.

I disturbed others' rest, but Xi Yan still scolded: "I haven't rested so late, do you want to be healthy?"

Do you want him to sleep or not?Wen Xingyuan's heart softened because of Ye's concern: "I will take care of myself, don't worry." Hearing the heavy sleepiness in her voice, he asked, "Just woke up?"

"Well, I'm not used to being idle all of a sudden, I just took a nap." Xi Yan whispered into the phone, "I dreamed that you were sick."

"So you miss me?" Wen Xingyuan smiled: "I'm fine, don't think about it."

"Really?" Xi Yan asked uncertainly, until Wen Xingyuan repeatedly ensured that she was healthy enough to go downstairs and run a few laps immediately, and she accused her aggrievedly, "Didn't you just go for a month, it's been more than 40 days Don't come back, lie to me."

It was true that the return date was delayed, Wen Xingyuan knew he was wrong, and coaxed her softly: "I'll be back in ten days at most, good boy."

"My work is over, why don't I go home and wait for you? I miss my dad." After three years of wandering, it was the first time that she felt lonely. Xi Yan considered waiting in the ancient city alone, and if she wanted to go back to A by herself first. City, so that he would not come to Dayan Town to pick her up after he came back from the United States.

"That's fine." Wen Xingyuan instructed: "It's enough to simply pack up the luggage, and don't take those odds and ends. Anyway, it's not like I won't be back."

"I'm too lazy to take it." Xi Yan pouted, somewhat disappointed at not being able to go with him, "I'll buy it when I get back, and let my brother pay the bill. It's a big loss not to blackmail him for several years."

"Bandit." Wen Xingyuan scolded with a smile, "Wait for me to go back and accompany you to make big purchases."

"Then didn't I become the leader of the beggar gang before you came back?" Because of the phone call with Xie Yuanteng and his delay in returning, Xi Yan was not in a good mood and was a bit messy, so she called him in a prolonged tone, "Wen, OK, far away!"

"I'm here." Wen Xingyuan agreed with a good temper, and kissed her across the phone, "I'll go downstairs to eat later, and go to the bar at night if I have nothing to do. Just don't forget everything when you get busy, go early Come back to rest, let Ziliang see you, or drive, do you hear me?"

Xi Yan acted willfully like a child: "I can't hear you, can't you hear me?"

"Be obedient." Although Wen Xingyuan couldn't see each other, the affection in Wen Xingyuan's eyes was still obvious, and he coaxed gently, "Be good, go back and bring you a gift."

In a coquettish tone: "I want a kangaroo."

A smiling voice: "You look like a kangaroo."

Over there, he insisted: "I want kangaroos."

Let alone a puppet kangaroo, Xi Yan said he wanted the stars in the sky, knowing that he couldn't get them, Wen Xingyuan had to try.

He gently promised: "Okay, buy a kangaroo."

Xi Yan booked a plane ticket back to City A, packed her luggage, and cleaned the apartment again. The cleanliness was used for her farewell, as Zhang Ziliang said, "It's so spotless that it's impossible to set foot on it."

Du Ling also joked: "It's not to welcome Wen Xingyuan, why are you cleaning up so clean? When you have time to come back for vacation, isn't there a pile of dust?"

Xi Yan used one against two: "The language of the two of you was taught by the same teacher. Idioms are easy to use."

"Stop it, it's like an idiom Solitaire." Zhang Ziliang entered the door with his hands behind his back like a leader inspecting work: "It's also a long way to go, why don't you want to ask someone to clean it up? You have to do it yourself by 'Mrs. Wen'."

The title of "Mrs. Wen" immediately aroused Xi Yan's dissatisfaction: "Why are you here, I should eat alone."

Du Ling said: "We are afraid that you will eat 'poisonous food', so we came here to supervise."

Xi Yan picked up the pillow and threw it towards her.

Zhang Ziliang waved his hand to block it, and warned with a smile: "Be careful with your words and deeds."

Xi Yan beckoned them to sit in the restaurant: "Come over to eat, quickly shut your mouth."

In order to thank Zhang Ziliang for taking care of them in the past few years, she specially invited them to the apartment for dinner.Of course, it is impossible for Miss Xi who can cook porridge to be a mess, and besides, even Wen Xingyuan, who is a boyfriend, is not lucky enough to eat a meal of "poisonous food" cooked by her. It is even more unlikely that Zhang Ziliang and Du Zi will have the chance to taste it first.Therefore, Shanren has his own clever plan, as clever as Xi Yan, and adopts the strategy of ordering food from the hotel.So why not just go out and eat?Faced with Zhang Ziliang's question, Xi Yan felt: "This is more sincere."

Regarding sincerity, because of Xi Yan, there are new annotations.

I remember when Zhang Ziliang and Wen Xingyuan talked about this dinner later, Wen Xingyuan ruffled Xi Yan's long hair, and said in a helpless and doting tone, "You can figure it out."

The night before leaving the ancient city, as Xiyan’s best friends here, Zhang Ziliang and Du Ling were somewhat depressed. She was like their sister. For three years, seeing her depression, pain, and rebirth, every step of the way, All extremely difficult.And Wen Xingyuan, in addition to time, has given his precious sincerity, just to pursue a long-lasting love.

The world is big, but the city is small. People who have lost their fate may never meet again in their lifetime.

Among them, fortunately, there is one person who has been pursuing.

This night, Zhang Ziliang drank a lot of wine, perhaps because of the strength of the wine, or perhaps because of Wen Xingyuan, so he confided in Xiyan while he was sober: "Although we have known each other for only three years, I have been dating since ten years ago. Yuanna has heard your name before. I don’t need to tell you about Xingyuan’s intentions. You have the most right to speak after your personal experience. Han Nuo, the person who even Xingyuan shy away from mentioning, no matter how you were before, since you promised Xingyuan From that day on, you should let it go."

Xi Yan listened quietly, without saying a word.

"Not everyone has the mind to go far and send you to see your ex-boyfriend in person." Zhang Ziliang looked at her clearly, saying, "If a man doesn't love a woman so much, it's impossible for a man to spoil you like he does. Do you understand?"

His connivance is because of love, how could Xi Yan not understand.Her eyes were moist and her voice choked up: "This is not an example."

"Dare to have a next time, I don't care if you are a woman or not, I will beat you up." Zhang Ziliang's alcohol came up, and he was a little unrestrained, but he spoke the truth, "Yan Yan, don't take a man's youth seriously. , He didn't mention it for ten years because he was afraid of putting pressure on you, but you have to understand in your heart how precious his contribution is."

"Don't look at him in good spirits all day, he will be tired too. Wen's is enough for him to worry about, and he has to take care of you. When he just left the ancient city, he called two or three times a day to ask if you were okay. After work, I asked you if you came to the bar, if you ate, and asked everything except sleeping." At this point, Zhang Ziliang stood up unsteadily, letting Xi Yan and Du Ling walk side by side Helping him to go to Wen Xingyuan's room: "You still have a conscience, the water in your head finally poured out, and you decided to go back to City A. If you continue to torment like this, my brother will really be sacrificed by you."

Xi Yan said softly but sincerely: "Thank you."

Thank you Zhang Ziliang for taking care of her like a brother for more than three years, and thank him for reminding and telling her to cherish Wen Xingyuan's efforts.Xi Yan is grateful to those people who didn't give up on her when she lived in a trance and thought in pain that she couldn't go any further.Rather, she is grateful to have it.

At the end of the night, both Xi Yan and Du Ling cried for the upcoming parting.But they also agreed to cherish the men around them and make themselves a blessed woman.

After three years of wind and rain, I thought I would never get out of the haze, but I didn't expect that the sun was always behind me, as long as I turned around, it would shine on my face, gentle and warm.Xi Yan left the ancient city with a smile and bid farewell to the past.

Finally able to forget about the past.

(End of this chapter)