miss you dearly

Chapter 5 The distance of dreams (1)
Finally, this day has come, and the unreachable distance has come to the person who was once regarded as a dream.Then I understand that not all dreams can come true after hard work.

Wen Xingyuan took the next day's flight back to City A.Just because someone offered to visit him in G city yesterday, he couldn't wait to throw himself into the trap.Zhang Ziliang couldn't help scolding: "Come the day before yesterday, leave today, trapeze man, are you sick?"

Wen Xingyuan smiled lazily: "Do you have medicine?"

Zhang Ziliang shook his head: "There is nothing that can save a terminally ill patient like you."

Wen Xingyuan's eyes were full of smiles: "I promised to take her to see the rapeseed flowers."

"Cauliflower?" Zhang Ziliang laughed loudly: "Boss Wen, are you chasing girls like this? Just look at rape flowers?" He gave a thumbs up: "You are talented."

Wen Xingyuan seemed to be embarrassed, and raised his hand to brush his short hair: "She likes that."

Zhang Ziliang felt that it was very disrespectful for him to continue laughing. After all, it was about his brother’s lifelong happiness. He should be more serious, but he couldn’t help it. He had laughed enough. He sighed and said, “It’s good, not too demanding. As long as It's a pity that Mr. Wen's net worth seems useless."

But that one is still proud of it, "I can't help it, I'm greedy for a sensible person."

Zhang Ziliang couldn't understand his look of "I'm lucky, don't be jealous", so he said, "Since you are so sensible, don't hold it, hold on tight, don't wait for little Tang Yifan to make soy sauce, you Bian only progressed to pull the little hands."

Wen Xingyuan punched him: "Get out."

When the plane landed at the airport in City A, it was past nine o'clock in the evening, and Tang Yifan greeted him personally.Wen Xingyuan looked at the time, considering that Xi Yan would be a bridesmaid tomorrow and should rest earlier, so he resisted the urge to call.

Tang Yifan asked while driving: "Didn't you say that there is an important matter in the ancient city and you can't come back? Why, you can't bear to be a brother?" He had notified that dear friend of the wedding date earlier, but he called a week ago to confirm that Wen Xingyuan had already made an appointment. At that time, he still tempted: "It's pitiful to see you alone. Come to the wedding and send your bridesmaids to you. It's interesting, buddy."

Wen Xingyuan didn't appreciate it, and Tang Yifan was so angry that he scolded: "The dignified Boss Wen traveled thousands of miles to have an affair. I don't want to lose my status. I don't have a brother like you. I value sex over friends and betray my promise."

It turned out that someone who said he didn't care about the bridesmaid suddenly said that he could come to the wedding, Tang Yifan was of course surprised.

Wen Xingyuan's explanation is: "I thought about it and thought it was necessary to thank the bride in person. Her spirit of sacrificing the ego has saved the world from a scourge."

"Bullshit." Tang Yifan refused to accept it: "From then on, there is one less Diamond Tang Wu in the world, and I don't know how many girls' hearts have been broken."

"Just don't break your wife's glass heart. Is the page with Zhang Yan officially over?"

"Zhang Yan? What year is that old Huangli? If you don't mention it, I will almost forget about this person."

"Frivolous and ungrateful."

"As a man, who doesn't have a few ex-girlfriends, and Zhang Yan is just one of them."

"Chao Qin Mu Chu."

"There is no single-mindedness in this world that only loves one person for a lifetime. It is very rare for me to be able to be single-minded when I love."

"Strong words make sense."

"Besides, this time I've completely calmed down, for Ji Ruoning."

"I hope so." Wen Xingyuan paused for a few seconds before reacting suddenly: "Who? I didn't hear you clearly. Say it again, who are you worried about?"

He reacted too much, almost giving Tang Yifan the illusion that he poached his brother's corner: "Ji Ruoning, my wife's name, didn't I tell you?"

Wen Xingyuan hissed like a toothache, and then rubbed his temples: "The bridesmaid is the bride's best friend, surnamed Xi Mingyan?"

This time Tang Yifan was surprised: "How do you know?"

"Did I not tell you that the most important thing in my ancient city is Xi Yan."

Tang Yifan stopped abruptly: "You mean, you have lived the life of an ascetic monk for so many years because of her?"

Ascetic?The fact is indeed the case, Wen Xingyuan can only ignore his inappropriate wording: "I said yes, what do you think?"

Tang Yifan was taken aback for a moment, and then he patted the steering wheel: "You have the backbone, tell me again, don't you care about bridesmaids?"

Wen Xingyuan smiled helplessly.

So, the best man has changed.

It was almost ten o'clock when we arrived at the "upstream" private club in the city center.

Seeing Wen Xingyuan and Shi Shiran get off the car and go to the main gate, Tang Yifan suddenly thought: "Han Nuo is here too."

Wen Xingyuan paused.

Tang Yifan further explained: "When I returned to China last year, I entrusted the legal affairs of the company to his law firm. Sorry, I didn't know about him and Xiyan beforehand..."

"It doesn't matter, if it wasn't him, it would be someone else." Wen Xingyuan stood still, "When I decided to go abroad, I was destined to miss Xi Yan."

"On the day Xi Yan came back from the ancient city, I met Han Nuo at the airport. They," Tang Yifan hesitated to speak.

Wen Xingyuan finally understood why he couldn't get through to Xi Yan's phone call last night. He was obviously silent for a moment, then turned around: "Is there any smoke?"

Tang Yifan took out a cigarette and handed it over.

Wen Xingyuan lit one and took a deep breath: "What's Han Nuo's reaction, do you mean to regret it?"

Recalling Han Nuo's expression when he asked Xi Yan, "Are you still going when you come back this time?" Tang Yifan said frankly: "It seems to be."

"Heh—" Wen Xingyuan smiled contemptuously, and didn't say a word until he finished smoking a cigarette.

The calmer he was, the more disturbed Tang Yifan became.

When I came to the exclusive private room of the clubhouse, a group of classmates and old friends were all there.Usually everyone is busy with their own business, and Wen Xingyuan's headquarters is in City G. He doesn't come to City A very often.

"Xingyuan, you are so mean, you haven't been to city A for two years, you have to drink this glass of wine anyway." The one who spoke was Shi Lei, a brother from the same dormitory when he was in college.

Wen Xingyuan pulled out a hearty smile, raised his head and drank a cup, "I heard that you took the school belle? It's a skill."

"You still have the nerve to say, just because of this, you have to have another drink. If you didn't fascinate Yaya, I would have chased Yaya so hard?" Shi Lei feigned anger, pointing at him and complaining.

Before Wen Xingyuan could speak, Tang Yifan snapped up and said, "You have the face to bring this up."

Speaking of Lin Ya, it can be called Tang Yifan's first big fall in love.When he first returned to China, he came into contact with his old classmate Lin Yayin at work. At that time, he chased and beat him for a while, but later Shi Lei took the lead.If it wasn't for meeting Ji Ruoning right after, Tang Yifan would have to PK with Shi Lei.

"What's the matter, you're getting married tomorrow, and you still miss my wife?" Shi Lei was obviously a little drunk, squinting his eyes and glaring at Tang Yifan, quite provocatively.

"Fighting all day long, that's good." Gao Ge on the side scolded with a smile, raised his glass, "Brothers, let's go one by one?"

Wen Xingyuan smiled knowingly, "When I was in college, I was fighting with what is right. This is a person who is in the middle of the third year. He still has that virtue." As he spoke, he stretched his long legs, kicked Tang Yifan's calf, and then raised his cup , see the bottom.

Everyone roared with laughter and raised their glasses one after another.

They are all bad friends who have known each other for many years. Of course, none of them really remember any inexplicable "grudges". Play dice on the side and guess the numbers.Seeing that Tang Yifan was drunk, Wen Xingyuan was afraid that he would miss tomorrow's business, so he wanted to step forward to stop the drink for him.

Han Nuo has already taken the wine glass from Tang Yifan's hand: "Yifan is ready to measure, I will take this glass for you."

Shi Lei stood up and poured another cup for Han Nuoman, "Lawyer Han, the company's affairs usually bother you, I respect you."

Han Nuo didn't refuse: "You're welcome Leizi, it's my job." He drank it down.

Thinking of Xie Yuanteng who was usually in pairs with him, Shi Lei became curious: "When will you have a wedding?"

Tang Yifan became energetic immediately after hearing the words. Thinking of the delicate relationship between Wen Xingyuan and Han Nuo, as well as the eye contact between Wen Xingyuan and Han Nuo when he appeared with a smile, he felt that it was not appropriate to cut into this topic at this moment, so he said something to stop him: " Worry about yourself, mind your own business."

Shi Lei drank a lot and was a little slurred: "You don't care about me." Tang Yifan swung his fist in response.

Then, not without surprise, the two big men had a quarrel again.

There are dim lights flashing in the private room, and the deafening music spreads from every angle, giving people an unprecedented relaxation and unseen madness.After three drinks, Wen Xingyuan leaned casually on the sofa, and Han Nuo sat opposite.In the closed private room, the two men looked at each other quietly.

When the lights were bright, Wen Xingyuan's sharp-edged face looked a little erratic.For a moment, he lowered his eyes, and there was a faint smile on his lips, which had no deep meaning.Han Nuo looked away almost at the same time, and then he got up and came.

Tang Yifan has been paying attention to them, and immediately shouted when he saw this: "Come, come, Boss Wen, Han Nuo, play two games together, and the loser will take off his clothes."

Wen Xingyuan had a noble smile on his lips: "Together?"

Han Nuo put down his wine glass: "I'll accompany you."

When they moved to the side and were about to roll the dice, Shi Lei suddenly suggested, "It's boring for a group of men to undress, change the bet."

"Is it exciting to take off other people's clothes? Can you tell how many fingers are these? If you can't, just squint to one side." Gao Ge also found that Wen Xingyuan and Han Nuo were unusual, and there was an intention to stop them in his words.

Han Nuo's face was calm, and he asked in a volume that only the two of them could hear: "What's the bet?"

Wen Xingyuan smiled calmly, "You decide."

"Her happiness." Han Nuo sat down, his voice so low that only Wen Xingyuan could hear it.

In the next second, Wen Xingyuan suppressed his smile and threw out four words one by one: "You are not qualified."

Han Nuo didn't speak, but took the dice and shook it.

The music in my ears is still flowing, and there are occasional crisp sounds of wine glasses clinking.The dice cup was held in the palms of both hands, and when it was shaken, the mood seemed to fluctuate accordingly, which made people feel uneasy.

Time seems to stand still in an instant, forgetting what should have passed.The four eyes meet each other, overflowing with deep and complex light. When the eyes are facing each other, it seems that whoever looks away first is showing weakness and admitting defeat.

The dice collided with the dice cup, and there was a light sound, which lasted for 1 minute.

The two of them removed the dice cup at the same time, and the six dice lay on the table together, with six identical six points.

Shi Lei shouted: "Win-win."

Wen Xingyuan's mood faded: "I'm going out to smoke a cigarette." Get up and leave.

Far away from drinking and drinking, he really stood at the end of the corridor and smoked.In the smog, people can't see the expression clearly.

In the early hours of the morning, the group finally dispersed.When the door of the private room was closed, one of the dice on the table suddenly cracked, and under the dim light, the original 36 dice suddenly appeared a little more.

How can love be a win-win situation for Wen Xingyuan and Han Nuo?

On the same night, Xi Yan stayed at Ji's house.

Ji's mother is kind, Ji's father is knowledgeable, and the feeling of home she hasn't seen for a long time moved Xi Yan to tears. Taking advantage of Ji Ruoning and Tang Yifan's phone conversation, she lay on the balcony to enjoy the night view.

Of course, the night in the city is different from that in the ancient town. The hustle and bustle of the city is isolated in the high-rise buildings, and all the happy and sad things are hidden behind the bustling.However, the bustle of the ancient town is always lively and lively. Whether it is a smiling face or a sad face, it can be displayed in front of people without concealment, because people who go there are not for relaxation or for forgetting. Leaving too many traces, don't care about being peeped into happiness and sadness by others, who has time to explore other people's emotions and thoughts?

It turns out that a person can really fall in love with a city.Only two days after coming back, Xi Yan already began to miss the gurgling sound of the ancient city, the deep alleys, and the carefree time when she was alone.

Finally, my own world became smaller, so small that only a small city remained.

After Ji Ruoning answered the phone, she saw her standing on the balcony thoughtfully: "Who are you so absorbed in?"

Xi Yan withdrew her thoughts, "Thinking that you are going to get married, it's a pity that you don't have the chance to convert to Buddhism."

"Can we still play together? I'm always looking forward to my becoming a monk." Ji Ruoning said while dragging her to bed, ready to have a long talk.

Xi Yan raised her eyebrows: "In the future, Tang Yifan will play with you, so there is no room for me."

"Is it because you have no place, or has my place been replaced?"

Xi Yan heard her words: "What do you mean? Are you beating around the bush, or is my IQ not enough?"

Ji Ruoning looked mysterious, and asked with a smile: "Then tell me, what is the relationship between Wen Xingyuan and you?"

"Who?" Xi Yan asked reflexively, "How do you know him?"

Three years ago, Ji Ruoning met Wen Xingyuan, at the funeral of Xi Yan's mother, but she said: "Yesterday, Yifan and I sent you home, and he called. Why do you listen, you two have an unusual relationship?" .”

Xi Yan didn't think much about it: "I've let you down, he's just my brother's friend."

That's all?It's impossible for Ji Ruoning to believe it: "Don't be stubborn, let me find out that you and him have sneaked into the old warehouse, and we will settle the old and new scores together."

Xi Yan turned her back to her: "If you pass the math, it's fine, go to sleep!"

All things are awakened by the rising sun, calling for another beautiful morning.

Ji's house was packed to the brim, and there was an endless stream of relatives and friends who came to congratulate him.A tube top wedding dress that is white and snowy makes Ji Ruoning noble and elegant, and her dignified yet playful retro hair bun makes her graceful and quiet like a princess.

In the bright May, Ji Ruoning put on a wedding dress for Tang Yifan.

I remember that when they were in college, Xi Yan and Ji Ruoning secretly fantasized about each other wearing wedding dresses.At that time, they naively thought that the happiest corner of life was at that moment.For a long time, Ji Ruoning thought that Xi Yan should be walking in front of her, and Han Nuo should be the one standing on the other side of the carpet waiting to hold her hand.But now, happiness is within reach for her, but Xi Yan is covered with scars.Thinking of Han Nuo's abandonment of Xi Yan, Ji Ruoning's eyes became wet.

"Why, are you reluctant to marry now?" Xi Yan poked her forehead, "I didn't see you crying so badly when Tang Yifan picked you up just now, do you regret it?"

"Who says I regret it." Ji Ruoning sniffed, "I don't know how happy I am."

"Just feel happy. Don't cry. If Tang Yifan dares to bully you in the future, I will definitely give him a good look." Xi Yan didn't intend to stir up love, but she had too much reluctance to let go. She tried hard to control her tears and asked, "Ruoning, you want to be happy!"

Ji Ruoning took a step forward and hugged Xi Yan tightly, "There are some unattainable things, maybe they are destined not to belong to us. Yan Yan, don't hold on anymore, loss is the best reason to start again. I believe, even if it is not Wen Xingyuan, There will be another right person waiting for you."

Ji Ruoning wanted to tell her: no matter what it used to be, it's already past.Why doesn't Xi Yan understand that she should no longer exile herself, but should pursue her own happiness.

So-called happiness, what exactly is it?A feeling of calm and peace?A warm hug?Her first perception of love is Han Nuo.It's so difficult for her to give up Han Nuo, just like giving up her dreams and beliefs.

However, she could no longer be selfish.Holding Ji Ruoning's hand tightly, Xi Yan choked up, "In this world, besides Han Nuo, I still have a lot, such as loving my father, brother, and you, I will not give up, don't doubt my determination to work hard .”

Ji Ruoning held her hand instead, "I will work hard with you to be happy."

Compared with the vigorous and unforgettable love brought by love, what friendship bestows on the soul is lasting warmth.Xi Yan is very fortunate that even though she was abandoned by love, she still has such a good friend.

Ji Ruoning, thank you for having you.

Ji Ruoning is even more fortunate. In addition to family and friendship, she now also has sweet love. The man who is willing to give up the forest for her and spoil her like a child is waiting for her in front of her. As long as she reaches out, she can walk side by side with him .

Father, mother, Yanyan, Yifan, thank you.

The door of the lounge was gently pushed open, and Tang Yifan, dressed in a dark suit, stood tall and straight by the door, smiling gently.His scorching gaze stayed on Ji Ruoning's bright and delicate face, and he slowly stretched out his hand: "Can I go?"

Looking at Xi Yan, Ji Ruoning firmly handed his hand to his palm: "I'm ready."

Finally, love has entered another stage with such a simple action of holding hands.

(End of this chapter)