Zhe Jinchun

Chapter 133

Looking at the woman in the mirror, Qin Shifang nodded with satisfaction.

She had made a mistake before, seeing how the mistresses in other mansions punished concubines and oppressed concubines, she always thought that they were stupid, that the gains outweighed the losses, that they didn't know how to be considerate of their husbands, and that one day they would cause the husband and wife to divorce.

Only now did she realize that the stupid one was actually her.

She has cared for her husband for more than ten years, but what came out of caring was poison all over her body.

There is no longer such a deep love between husband and wife.

Qin Shifang laughed softly, and it seemed that the good doctor's sympathetic voice sounded in his ears again:
"It's a pity. If I had stopped the poison two years earlier, I would still have been able to conceive. Now that my wife is over thirty, the chances are much slimmer..."

"...the poison has been accumulated in the viscera, densely distributed, judging from the pulse condition, the poison has been in place for at least seven or eight years, maybe... a little longer."

"The child that Madam gave birth to was actually due to Madam's strong bones, but it's a pity that too much poison had accumulated in that fetus, so it couldn't be shaped at all, and the pregnancy was also unusual... However, if it wasn't for that accident Some toxins have been brought out, Madam's body may be even more..."

"...After that tire slipped down, if you can inspect the tire in time and investigate carefully, you should be able to find out something..."

That's right, a detailed fetal examination, why didn't she think of this at the time?

How could she be so afraid, ashamed, and eager to ask someone to bury the pool of flesh and blood that fell from her body into the flower bed early in the morning?

And why is her clever and calm man, whom she regards as the sky and whom she relies on wholeheartedly, like her, never thinking of checking the stillbirth, but buried it as quickly as she wished? ?
Did they become stupid at the same moment, or was she the only one who was stupid?
Qin Shifang finally laughed out loud.

She's ridiculously stupid, isn't she?

Over the years, she never had any doubts, she just blamed her mother wholeheartedly, blaming her for passing on her infertile physique to herself.She blamed the Qin family even more, and hated that the family declined so early, so she had to be careful in her husband's house, for fear of being beaten back to her original place one day.

Now, everything she believed in was overturned by the poison in her body.

She didn't even bother to find out who poisoned her.

So what?So what if you know who it is?
She could no longer conceive, and her child... was dead, and was buried in that flower bed, and that flower bed...

Qin Shifang slightly parted her lips, smiling more peacefully and softly.

During the renovation of the mansion two years ago, the flower bed was dug into a lotus pond, and fish were raised there.Now every year, the pavilion is covered with lotus, and the fish swim gracefully, which is a beautiful scenery in the garden.

The smile on Qin Shifang's face became more and more gentle, but a layer of moisture gradually gathered in the corners of his eyes.

That is her child, so weak, he has never seen this world, but he still treats her wholeheartedly, he would rather risk his life to block those poisons for her, and give her the chance to live in the world Chance.And that unformed body turned into the mud at the bottom of the pool, and turned into the plain white lotus that blooms every year in midsummer, blooming in front of her eyes.

Qin Shifang tightly grabbed the skirt of his chest, bowed his waist, and curled up into a ball.

She felt a pain in her chest that pierced her heart and lungs, as if someone was cutting her internal organs one by one with a blunt and cold knife.

That kind of pain is so painful that it is beyond words, and the pain is piercing.

Qin Shifang seemed to be unable to bear it any longer, and threw herself in front of the mirror, desperately opening her eyes wide to see the woman in the mirror.

The woman in the mirror had her face contorted, the corners of her eyes bulged to the extreme, almost cracked, her teeth were clenched tightly, and she made a horrible "cracking" sound.

However, she is still smiling.

Even though the smile was as ferocious as a demon possessed, and as shattered as if the whole face had been sliced ​​by a knife, the smile still hung on her face, and there was no more, no less tenderness in the wide-open eyes. look.

Qin Shifang stared at the woman in the mirror for a long time, the flesh on her face rolled piece by piece, as if she could no longer suppress the devil buried deep in her heart.

There was a sudden sound of footsteps outside the curtain, followed by the maid's crisp salutation: "The lord is well."

All the emotions on Qin Shifang's face disappeared with a "swipe".

She raised her hand to calmly trim the sideburns, sat back in her original place, and turned her head to look at the curtain.

At that moment, the moisture in the corners of her eyes quickly became thicker, and tears filled her eyelashes in an instant, and the pathos and sorrow of the loving mother filled her whole body bit by bit.

Zuo Sikuang stepped into the room with a tired face.

"The Husband Master is here." Qin Shifang immediately stood up to greet him, and when he was half a step away from him, he folded his sleeves and bent his knees.

Her every move is an impeccable etiquette, but it also contains a touch of sadness and heartache.

Zuo Sikuang stepped forward to support her, his eyes were bloodshot and focused on her face: "My lady, why are you crying again?" He looked at her distressedly, and raised his sleeve to wipe away the tears for her.

"I can't bear it... I can't bear it with Aman." Qin Shifang called the eldest son Zuo Yunxuan by his baby name, his eyes were red, and his face was full of pity.

Zuo Sikuang's expression darkened, and he forced a smile again: "My lady, don't worry, the doctor may not be able to raise her well." His tone was unrealistic, as if even he himself did not believe that the eldest son would be cured.

Qin Shifang cried again when he said that, she blocked his hand, wiped away her tears with a handkerchief, and turned her head away from looking at him: "I can't control that much, now I only care about Aman, you go Be considerate of these." The slightly angry tone is not annoying at all, but it can arouse people's sympathy.

"Ah Fang, why are you suffering so much?" Zuo Sikuang comforted in a low voice, his attitude more gentle than ever.

Qin Shifang's pale face was turned sideways, and she didn't look at him, but the tears slid down again.Crystal clear teardrops rolled and fell on this haggard face, making it even more heart-wrenching.

Zuo Sikuang sighed slightly, took a step forward and whispered softly: "I know you feel uncomfortable, you don't need to worry about it, just leave it to me to deal with it."

Qin Shifang didn't answer, just nodded.

With a sound of "Hula", the door curtain suddenly lifted, and a little servant girl said anxiously: "Master, Madam, Da Lang is awake, and he refuses to take medicine anyway."

Hearing this, Qin Shifang's complexion immediately turned pale again. She lifted her skirt and rushed out of the door, asking, "Why don't you take medicine? You were very good yesterday, and you said you will live well and take care of yourself." At this point, Her voice was choked with sobs, and she looked at the little servant girl with red eyes, her voice trembling like green smoke blown by the east wind: "Why don't you persuade him? If Amang has something good or bad, which one of you can do it?" Great?"

The little servant girl was so frightened that she lowered her head and dared not make a sound.

　Bow down and thank you for the monthly tickets for children's shoes such as viviwen, Ningning 71, Xiaojinyu 3, and Bi'an Stone.Tears, this story may be a bit complicated, basically all the sub-lines serve the main line, so to speak, this story has a thick and long main line, the author is committed to making all the causes and effects of this line Write everything clearly.I really hope that everyone has the patience to accompany me through this story. If you feel that the pace is slow, you can save some articles and read it later.The author has tried his best to avoid routines, so this story may make you a little uncomfortable, but the author always believes that changing the fate of a family cannot be done by fighting with a few housewives. The only ones who fight must be men, and they are men who lack power, wisdom, and means, so the heroine basically does not slap women in the face, but slaps men in the face.In addition, regarding the character design of the heroine, the author will repeat one more sentence. The heroine has not been blackened. Her history of blackening has been completed in her previous life. He is not a good person. I believe everyone should have seen the sentence in the introduction: This is a story about redemption.Hmm, that's all I've said, let's bow and run away.

　　
　
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