Rebirth Farmer Yaomei

Chapter 187 Regret
After all, it was the first New Year after getting married, and Ning Wan spent a lot of time preparing rituals for her own family, her natal family and her mother-in-law.When she was busy, Sister Xi came over, "My mother-in-law is going to invite the ladies from several families in Hutai County to my house for a day on the eighteenth day of the twelfth lunar month. Let me invite you."

Ning Wan just laughed, "Everyone was busy years ago, especially where was your mother-in-law free? She even wanted to treat guests."

Sister Xi said: "My mother-in-law said that you are now the wife of a thousand households, and our two families are real relatives, so our family should invite a guest a few years ago to help you get acquainted with the female family members of a respectable family in the county, so as not to worry about you. We meet in the first lunar month to pay New Year's greetings, but we can't name each other when we meet."

Mrs. Zhao is such a thoughtful person, she has thought of such little things for herself. Of course, she said she was taking care of herself, but in her heart she was still thinking of the Zhao family.Ning Wan remembered that Mrs. Zhao clearly looked down on Mrs. Xiao Zhou, but she still invited her to the house, because she had always maintained a very close relationship with all the big families in Hutai County.What's more, Sister Xi said: "My mother-in-law also said that her treat this time is actually for my benefit. You have face in Hutai County, so I will follow suit!"

Ning Wan naturally hoped that her relatives could borrow her light, so she asked with a smile: "Then your mother-in-law must let you take care of this banquet?"

"My mother-in-law said it, but I didn't agree, so I pushed it to my sister-in-law."

"How can you not agree?" Such a good opportunity is so rare!As long as Sister Xi can make good use of this opportunity, she can easily participate in the Zhao family's family affairs.If Zhao Guomao can't do it, if Sister Xi doesn't participate in the family affairs anymore, Zhao Guofan's first house will use the housekeeper to take a lot of advantage, and even take a little bit of the Zhao family's property.Ning Wan was worried for Sister Xi, "When you get back, tell Mrs. Zhao quickly, since you are inviting your relatives, it would be better for you to help!"

"I can't do it," Sister Xi kept shaking her head, "It's not easy to host a banquet. You have to arrange food and refreshments, you also need to arrange the troupe, you also need to arrange the seats, and there are many things that you can't think of. It would be embarrassing if something goes wrong."

"Even if your mother-in-law is in charge of it, she might not make mistakes. What is a small mistake? Just find a way to make up for it." Ning Wan persuaded, "Besides, your sister-in-law's skills may not be comparable to hers. And you!"

"But the mistake is hers!"

Ning Wan suddenly remembered that a few years ago, she persuaded Sister Xi to start some small business together, but she pushed her back and opposed it. It is still the same now. She may not be incapable of doing it, but she is timid and afraid to take on a little responsibility.

Human nature cannot be changed, so Ning Wan suddenly lost the mood to persuade Sister Xi again, and said: "I will definitely go, when the time comes, our sisters will be together. What clothes are you wearing?"

"There are still several pieces of new clothes that have not been worn this year, just take any one."

"After all, it is your family's banquet, how can you be casual? Our sisters wear the same clothes or skirts, only the colors are different, so that people can know that we are relatives at a glance." They are dressed like this, and others will know the relationship between cousins ​​when they see them Very good, and as expected, I will try my best to help Sister Xi.

Sister Xi said, "Recently, Rui Hongfeng sent new clothes to our family. I made a velvet jacket and paired it with a white skirt."

Ning Wan also had a big red velvet jacket in her dowry, so she asked with a smile: "It's a coincidence, I also have one, it's in the style of Wufu Liuyun, what kind of pattern is yours?"

"I don't really care," Sister Xi thought again and again, "It's probably from the Eight Treasures."

Ning Wan thought about it, "In the past two days, I hurriedly made another white thread skirt, but the white skirt is too plain, we all embroidered some flowers on the corner of the skirt - I said we embroidered the pattern on the small jacket, you embroidered it Eight Treasures, I embroidered Five Blessings and Liuyun, isn’t it pretty to wear like this?”

"That's fine, I'll go back and let the girls embroider."

Ning Wan finally felt something was wrong, Sister Xi's spirit was not right!Then look at her who is thinner than before. Although the things she wears on her head and body are not bad, it is obvious that she has not put much thought into it: a whole set of red gold hair and a red satin dress looks a bit dull, it must be In order to save trouble, I can wear it casually.

Or before she got married, my aunt said that she regretted marrying into Zhao's family, but she refused to say it, and she was not very happy every day. At that time, she didn't take it too seriously, but later she forgot it because she was busy preparing for marriage. up.When I got married, I was indulging in the happy little days all day and almost forgot everything around me. I felt a little guilty for a while, so I persuaded, "Of course the girls can do it, but where do you have your own intentions?" The embroidery looks good? My cousin has nothing else to do, so why not do it myself?"

"It's just a piece of clothing, what's the point of being better or worse?"

"Isn't life like this? Usually it's just eating and dressing. Although day after day, we naturally find a way to eat better and dress better. As long as we are happy in our hearts and do things I also feel relaxed and happy!"

Sister Xi smiled helplessly, "I just can't cheer up."

Ning Wan asked, "Cousin, do you really regret it?"

Sister Xi gritted her teeth in front of her mother and refused to admit it, but today she finally didn't want to hide it from her cousin, "Well, I really regret it."

"At the beginning, you repeatedly advised me to think carefully and not regret it in the future. But at that time, I was like a ghost who had to marry. I always felt that even if I married a fool, I would eat well and dress well when I arrived at Zhao's house. , Everything is served by servants, how can I regret the days like a fairy."

"However, now that I eat well and dress well, I suddenly feel that what's the point of such a life? Maybe it's not as good as my mother and cousin who open a steamed stuffed bun shop every day to earn happiness. It's just that the food is poor and the clothes are poor. It doesn't matter if you work harder every day..."

Sister Xi burst into tears as she spoke, "Especially when I saw that you couldn't hide your smile every day after you got married, I felt that I was so stupid. What's the point of me being alive now? I'm only one step away from being dead." Breathe!"

If it was before, Ning Wan might not have sympathized with Sister Xi so much. When her aunt told her that Sister Xi regretted it, she was too busy to take care of it, but there was another fundamental reason that she didn't feel that Sister Xi was sorry. How sad it will be.

Ning Wan herself has experienced it. Although the Zhao family is not a high-ranking official, the wealth of the family will definitely rank among the top in Hutai County. Therefore, the daily life of the little girl of the Zhao family is not bad, let alone the master. .After she no longer has to worry about food and clothing, she also has the opportunity to learn many things, thinking about delicious food, making good-looking clothes, reading and reading, tasting wine and tea, watching the moon and flowers, and being in charge of housekeeping. Have fun.

Therefore, Ning Wan never felt empty and boring. She was grateful to the Zhao family. The family escaped by themselves.

Even though she had the chance to choose again, Ning Wan didn't choose the road in her dream again, but she didn't hate Mrs. Zhao or the Zhao family just because of this, she just took each side of the road.No matter what, Ning Wan will admit that she has a good life in the Zhao family!

So Ning Wan didn't quite understand Sister Xi's sadness and regret.

Of course, these were all her thoughts before getting married. After experiencing the real marriage, Ning Wan understood that getting married turned out to be such a happy and happy thing, a level of happiness that she had never imagined.

It was even difficult for her to explain her joy clearly. Speaking of which, there was nothing particularly commendable about the two of them. Three meals a day and daily life were very ordinary.

Even in the eyes of outsiders, although Tie Shi is a vice-thousand household from the fifth rank in terms of official position, he is not a civil official who is more valued by the court, and it is nothing in the frontiers of Liaodong where there are so many soldiers; It has nothing to do with Tieshi, even if he tried every means to earn some money, most of it was used to raise soldiers and horses; and he was even more ordinary, a peasant girl, with only one shop and a few small workshops at home, not to mention nothing unusual .

However, life is their own, not for others to see.As long as Tie Shi came home, the two of them would be tired of being together, and he would help to light the fire when he was cooking. He has already shown all his skills, and now he can barely do it even as a striker, but he never tires of it and works very hard. Now he can even make buns, and he looks at himself in a daze.

After the meal is ready, he always likes to feed himself, and makes him feed him again. After eating, he must follow him when he washes the dishes. If Mrs. Bai wants to come and help, she is too embarrassed to enter the kitchen, so she has to come in front of her. Whispered to leave the work to her.

As for talking in one place in free time, talking about everything is very interesting, and sometimes you have to talk for most of the night at night, because I am afraid that he will pretend to be sleepy when he is too tired, so I have to stop.

There are also unspeakable things about husband and wife, no wonder the ancient sages would say "food and sex, sex." This kind of thing that is inherent in nature, once you try it, you can't let it go, it is as important as eating—— No, it's more important than eating. Once Bai Shi went out, Tieshi and himself didn't even eat lunch.

Therefore, Ning Wan can no longer persuade Sister Xi to embroider, taste tea, enjoy the scenery and so on. When she didn't wake up, she felt that such a life was not bad, but now she knows that it is still not good after all. , and the difference cannot be made up by money and face.

"If, if I had known from the beginning, I wouldn't have let you marry me!" Ning Wan said softly, but she also knew that she couldn't stop Sister Xi at the beginning, because aunt and father clearly understood , so they objected even more strongly, but none of them could persuade Sister Xi.

Sister Xi cried even louder, "But I can't help but regret it now!"

Ning Wan also had no choice, could it be that Sister Xi returned to Wanjia just like in her dream?She knew that even though her aunt and uncle were nice to her daughter, Sister Xi's two sister-in-laws were clearly reluctant, and in the end, Sister Xi really never married someone she was satisfied with!
"What should I do?" They didn't know.

(End of this chapter)