The mentally disabled grandfather is going to divorce his wife

Chapter 658 Poison Hair (4)

He is so small.

"I will let him live." Emperor Yao watched her approaching step by step, and suddenly reached out to hold her hand: "Even if I choose again, I will let him live. He doesn't regret it at all. When the time comes, as long as he calls you, he can tide over the difficulties."

"Emperor Yao." Yan Danqing collapsed suddenly, hugged Emperor Yao tightly, buried his head in his arms, and cried out, "I'm sorry...I'm sorry..."

She didn't know that it was so painful when the poison came out.

She didn't know it was so scary when it was poisoned.

She only went through it once, and she felt like she had walked through hell.

What about him?

How many times has he been through it?

What kind of torture do you have to endure every time?
"Don't cry." Emperor Yao's hand patted her back soothingly, his voice was low, hoarse and broken: "I'm sorry, I shouldn't scare you, Xiao Yu'er has never regretted that you let him live, even if No matter how painful it is, even when I want to give up, do you know what he said? He will hold my hand and tell me that he is not afraid of pain, he is not uncomfortable at all, since he can speak, every time after the poison, He is comforting me, Qingqing, can you think of it? A child who has just turned one year old, a child who has just been able to talk, told me that he is not in pain."

Yan Danqing didn't know how to answer, nor did she know how much she hated herself at the moment, if it doesn't hurt, how can it not hurt?One-year-old, a one-year-old child can only call father and mother, and when Little Tangdou is one year old, he can only call mother, only one word.

As for Xiao Yu'er, he has already learned to endure the pain habitually.

Emperor Yao said that he has no regrets at all.

But she regretted it.

Why did she make him suffer from such inhuman pain from birth.

"Qingqing." Emperor Yao's voice was very low: "Didn't you say that in some places, people will choose to die on their own? If you feel that the world is too painful, you can choose to end your life. Xiao Yu'er also needs to choose." Yes, but his choice, you have to wait until he grows up, you have to wait until he is sensible to make a decision, right? None of us deprived him of the right to live when he was born, right? "

Yan Danqing raised his head and looked at him with tears in his eyes: "But Emperor Yao... At that time, he was unconscious. If he had ended his life at that time, he would not have endured such a long time of suffering."

"Is this your choice?" Emperor Yao met her eyes: "Do you have no confidence in yourself, or in me, or do you have no confidence in our son?"

"At that time, I firmly believed that I would be able to find the antidote and detoxify him, but Emperor Yao, I am not sure now. It has been three years and there is still no clue of the antidote. I have no confidence in myself. Since sooner or later Leaving us, why should I let him suffer so much pain in his short life?" Yan Danqing's head was in a mess, and his heart felt like it was about to explode.

"We will definitely find it." Emperor Yao looked at her firmly, held her face in his big hands, and wiped away the tears on her face: "Believe me, the antidote will definitely be found, and Xiao Yu'er will be fine. Will grow up healthy and healthy."

"Really?" At this moment, Yan Danqing needed a definite answer, telling her with certainty that she did nothing wrong and her choice was right.

"Really." Emperor Yao nodded, bowed his head and kissed away the tears on her face.

　I am Xiaoyuer’s grandma, I’m so badly written, it’s so sad
　　
　
(End of this chapter)