Rebirth of the special forces: the only favorite concubine in cold love

Chapter 179
Is it the eyes?Nishang was slightly taken aback. A while ago, that person also told her that her eyes could speak...

"My lord, do you want to hear me tell a story?" Nishang asked suddenly, for some reason, looking at the woman in front of her, she just had a desire to tell all the things hidden in her heart, as if this would make her feel better. of.

Lou Mo raised his eyebrows, did he want to treat himself as an audience?Why didn't she know that she still had the potential to be such an intimate elder sister?
However, Lou Mo did not refuse, because she knew that some things had been buried in her heart for a long time, and instead of healing, they would fester and turn into wounds, but they just didn't show up.

"I never knew that a person's life can be so long, so long that everything can be changed beyond recognition..."

Nishang told her own story, her voice was very soft, as if she was telling something that had nothing to do with her, as if it was just a story.

"Very old-fashioned story, isn't it? I used to think how could there be such absurd things in this world, but it exists after all! After all, I still followed in the footsteps of my mother, maybe this is my fate? "Nishang smiled self-deprecatingly.

Lou Mo didn't know what to say for a while. It is true that this is indeed a very old-fashioned story, a story about waiting and betrayal, power and love, but throughout the ages, countless people have indeed performed it time and time again. In such a situation, perhaps the people in it are helpless!
"Is it worth giving up your life for such a person?" Lou Mo asked.

"Hehe," Nishang smiled wryly, and said, "Of course I know it's worthless, but I just hate myself, hate myself for not being able to let him go, hate myself for not knowing people clearly, hate myself for pushing my life to a dead end... "

She met him when she was six years old, and it has been twelve years since they were childhood sweethearts. She waited for him for seven years. In her 18 years of life, he occupied most of the time, but in the end it was his The result of marrying someone else and selling herself to a brothel.

The ten miles of red makeup on the day of going to the capital hurt her eyes, and it hurt her heart. He got married, and the bride was not herself... She stood in the biggest brothel in the capital, looked at him, and married someone else. For a moment, she couldn't tell what kind of feeling she felt in her heart, did she feel heartache?It seems to be numb!

"You, do you hate him?" Lou Mo asked suddenly, at this moment, if Nishang said she hated, she thought that she would definitely help her, even if she killed that person.It's not for anything else, it's just that I can't bear such a good girl to be in such a mess.

"Have you hated it?" Nishang smiled suddenly, "Maybe I hated it before. If he doesn't want to marry me, just send someone to tell me. I wouldn't bother him so much. Why bother to do this?" Come on! It's actually trying to ruin my reputation for the rest of my life..."

Lou Mo suddenly frowned, how could she remember that when she was by the river that day, the people around said that the girl in neon clothes was a pure lady?
As if seeing Lou Mo's doubts, Nishang smiled lightly and said: "He sold me to a brothel, but by accident, because the mother there wanted to sell me for a high price, he didn't lose his virginity for a while. Later, I So she took the opportunity to escape, and was rescued by Mother Lan on the way, followed her back to Longye City, and became the number one girl in Xiaoyao Building."

It turned out to be like this, Lou Mo felt relieved, as long as he didn't lose his body, everything would be fine, so he looked at her and said, "What are your plans in the future? If necessary, I can help you redeem your body."

However, Lou Mo still underestimated the feudalism of this era...

"After all, I am the one who entered the brothel, so what if I lose my status?" Nishang's eyes were filled with despair and sarcasm.

Lou Mo frowned in displeasure. This kind of thinking seemed understandable in this era, but she absolutely couldn't accept it. After thinking for a while, she said, "So what if you enter the brothel? Not to mention that you haven't lost your virginity, you can retreat." Ten thousand steps, even if you lost your virginity, so what?"

"I don't know if fame is more important than life in your eyes?" Lou Mo's tone was slightly displeased, no matter when, living is the most important thing.

"I hope you understand that whether it's fame or innocence, you have to live before you can think about it. You can only live once in this life. Whether you live for yourself or for the eyes of others, it's all up to you."

"Live for yourself?" Nishang murmured to herself, no one had ever said such a thing to her, to live for herself, can she really do it?

"I don't know what you think, but from my point of view, those women in the courtyard of the deep mansion may not be as good as the girls in the brothel. At least these girls survived by their own abilities, and their dignity is there. Ask your heart Nothing to be ashamed of. Since ancient times, chivalrous girls have come out of the world, so what about brothel girls!"

Lou Mo's words were not to comfort her, but she really thought so. Instead of sinking into the deep courtyard and looking at herself, waiting for someone to look back and feel sorry for herself, it is better to be ups and downs in the field of rejoicing, even if it is a smile on the face. People, after all, have to be chic and comfortable.

"My lord... really think so?" It was the first time Nishang heard that someone would praise a brothel girl so much. She was shocked, but also a little moved. Perhaps, she could really have a different life...

Lou Mo stared straight at her, the earnestness in his eyes made people want to be convinced, and she just listened to her word for word: "There is absolutely no lie!"

Nishang smiled suddenly, and the bleakness between his brows disappeared in an instant, and he said softly: "Master, redeem me, don't you think I'll be your bedside person for you?"

Seeing the teasing and teasing expression in her eyes, Lou Mo raised his eyebrows, and said with a half-smile: "The girl in Nishang is as beautiful as a flower, and she has a heart, so it's not a bad idea to stay by my side and be a pillow person." !"

She was right, this girl in neon clothes was really different, she could tell that she was a woman at a glance!

"Haha——" Nishang covered her mouth and laughed stupidly when she heard the words, "So, thanks to the son's perseverance, the little girl has no choice but to agree with her body!"

"Bang Dang!" With a sound, Qian Dai, who came in with the medicine, slammed her head against the door.

"Aiyo——" Without caring about anything else, Qiandai rubbed her head as she quickly approached Loumo, before she even had time to put down the medicine bowl, she tugged at her sleeve and asked anxiously, "Master, don't you know?" Are you serious?"

Qian Dai's expression was about to cry, her daughter fell in love with a woman, and she wanted to keep her as a pillow, oh - her heart is going to fail!
"Pfft—" Nishang couldn't help laughing out loud, this girl named Qian Dai is too cute, she actually took it seriously!
(End of this chapter)